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I haven't introduced myself before since I've been lurking on the forums since July, but with this I feel that I absolutely need to reach out to somebody. I'm terrified about possibly being a racial Jew. I decided to go to my family's account on Ancestry.com and check our family tree since I got worried about being Jewish a couple days ago. But once I started going through the tree, I noticed three names that scared me:
"Simms" for my 5th-great grandmother's surname
"Uriah" for my 4th-great grandfather's first name
"Levin" for my 5th-great grandfather's middle name.
These great grandparents aren't in the same direct family, but are spread out on my father's side of the family line. All of them lived in the United States and have English names besides the previously mentioned, but I'm worried sick. I've been dedicated since 2015 and though I disengaged with JOS after a few months, I became serious last July and have been meditating every day and night since, alongside doing RTR's since October. Even if I end up being a fucking kike, I don't care at this point. I would rather leave behind a world of the Gods and dissolve than be selfish and let anyone else be hurt by the Xian programs and Jews. Other than my short background as a Satanist, here's possible origins for the three names:
"Simms": (https://www.surnamedb.com/Surname/Simms) (https://www.houseofnames.com/simms-family-crest)
"Uriah": (https://www.behindthename.com/name/uriah) [A Hebrew name, no getting around that; maybe in my case it's similar to how some Xians name their children "Christian"]
"Levin": (https://nameberry.com/babyname/Levin)
Maybe I'm just trying to rationalize these names and convince myself I'm 100% white, but it doesn't make sense to me why I would be a kike if I came back to JOS four years later right before the pandemic and did RTR's for so long without any negative effects. And since I started meditating, my life has seriously taken a turn for the better. I just really can't believe I'm a kike. I've been trying to connect to Satan because I'm really worried and I believe he's firmly telling me I'm not a Jew, but maybe it's just only me. I don't know what to think, I feel utterly miserable. Is there anything I can do to really know my true race? Whatever the case may be, I know this is the objectively right path and will fight for Satan and the Gods until the end.
"Simms" for my 5th-great grandmother's surname
"Uriah" for my 4th-great grandfather's first name
"Levin" for my 5th-great grandfather's middle name.
These great grandparents aren't in the same direct family, but are spread out on my father's side of the family line. All of them lived in the United States and have English names besides the previously mentioned, but I'm worried sick. I've been dedicated since 2015 and though I disengaged with JOS after a few months, I became serious last July and have been meditating every day and night since, alongside doing RTR's since October. Even if I end up being a fucking kike, I don't care at this point. I would rather leave behind a world of the Gods and dissolve than be selfish and let anyone else be hurt by the Xian programs and Jews. Other than my short background as a Satanist, here's possible origins for the three names:
"Simms": (https://www.surnamedb.com/Surname/Simms) (https://www.houseofnames.com/simms-family-crest)
"Uriah": (https://www.behindthename.com/name/uriah) [A Hebrew name, no getting around that; maybe in my case it's similar to how some Xians name their children "Christian"]
"Levin": (https://nameberry.com/babyname/Levin)
Maybe I'm just trying to rationalize these names and convince myself I'm 100% white, but it doesn't make sense to me why I would be a kike if I came back to JOS four years later right before the pandemic and did RTR's for so long without any negative effects. And since I started meditating, my life has seriously taken a turn for the better. I just really can't believe I'm a kike. I've been trying to connect to Satan because I'm really worried and I believe he's firmly telling me I'm not a Jew, but maybe it's just only me. I don't know what to think, I feel utterly miserable. Is there anything I can do to really know my true race? Whatever the case may be, I know this is the objectively right path and will fight for Satan and the Gods until the end.