Porn use and what is making me go back constantly?

[PowerAMSS]

Hi,

I need to get something off my chest because I seriously need help and guidance. I am marriage but still use porn, my wife is not as sexual as me and it causes me to need to use it to release the tension.

Any time I get too stressed, or really even alittle stressed I turn to porn. I have hundreds of gigabytes of the crap stored on hard drives. It is all legal from legal sites like pornhub, youporn, and redporn of course.

However, I do notice that the more I use porn the more decensitized I get and the more I feel like I am missing out on better and sicker porn. I have even viewed and gotten off to beatiality, cartoon, and incest themed porn before which made me feel very disgusted inside which was still legal but from very... nasty sites that are likely unsafe.

I really want to kill this porn use once and for all. I started at the age of 13 and am now over 30 and still cannot kick it. I can sometimes stop for a month but then I get too horny and go right back. To be truthful, sexually speaking I can literally have sex with a girl 24 hours straight or more and have done so in my late 20's. I am in very good physical shape.

Sadly though, porn use has ostricised me and it also takes me away from my martial arts and ki training. In fact I am so engrossed on it I often choose porn over video games or meditation or anything else worthwhile really. Also, sometimes if I have used it too much for too long, like 2 weeks with no real sex, it is hard to want to do real sex with my woman.

I am afraid to stop though because I know that frequent ejaculation helps men avoid testicular cancer and is healthy for our mental health and energy flows.

Finally I just really feel trapped by all of this... I know my wife and I are not a good match sexually, we never were. but I do not want to leave her because of it because I am loyal to my woman and wish to give her the best life I can. However, I just cannot stop myself from getting horny way more frequently because I have a very high libido which runs in my bloodline(norse bloodlines). It is sometimes hard for me not to cheat but my desire to maintain my honor, even at the cost of my own life keeps that sickness at bay.

Anyway thank you to anyone willing to read this and offer guidance, I really do need it. I've tried to talk to the God's/Daemons about it but they do not really answer back to my communication as often as I would like, which I understand. I likely am too weak to properly talk to them. Which is on me for not train or cultivating consistently.

Thanks again....
SSAM

HAIL SATAN

 

[Blitzkreig [JG]]

Hi,

I need to get something off my chest because I seriously need help and guidance. I am marriage but still use porn, my wife is not as sexual as me and it causes me to need to use it to release the tension.

Any time I get too stressed, or really even alittle stressed I turn to porn. I have hundreds of gigabytes of the crap stored on hard drives. It is all legal from legal sites like pornhub, youporn, and redporn of course.

However, I do notice that the more I use porn the more decensitized I get and the more I feel like I am missing out on better and sicker porn. I have even viewed and gotten off to beatiality, cartoon, and incest themed porn before which made me feel very disgusted inside which was still legal but from very... nasty sites that are likely unsafe.

I really want to kill this porn use once and for all. I started at the age of 13 and am now over 30 and still cannot kick it. I can sometimes stop for a month but then I get too horny and go right back. To be truthful, sexually speaking I can literally have sex with a girl 24 hours straight or more and have done so in my late 20's. I am in very good physical shape.

Sadly though, porn use has ostricised me and it also takes me away from my martial arts and ki training. In fact I am so engrossed on it I often choose porn over video games or meditation or anything else worthwhile really. Also, sometimes if I have used it too much for too long, like 2 weeks with no real sex, it is hard to want to do real sex with my woman.

I am afraid to stop though because I know that frequent ejaculation helps men avoid testicular cancer and is healthy for our mental health and energy flows.

Finally I just really feel trapped by all of this... I know my wife and I are not a good match sexually, we never were. but I do not want to leave her because of it because I am loyal to my woman and wish to give her the best life I can. However, I just cannot stop myself from getting horny way more frequently because I have a very high libido which runs in my bloodline(norse bloodlines). It is sometimes hard for me not to cheat but my desire to maintain my honor, even at the cost of my own life keeps that sickness at bay.

Anyway thank you to anyone willing to read this and offer guidance, I really do need it. I've tried to talk to the God's/Daemons about it but they do not really answer back to my communication as often as I would like, which I understand. I likely am too weak to properly talk to them. Which is on me for not train or cultivating consistently.

Thanks again....
SSAM

HAIL SATAN

Use Munka as a freeing working to remove this. Combine this with workings like with Kenaz to improve and restore the sex life with your partner. This can be done even on a temporary basis, like if you use red energy on her to incite arousal. Make sure you have her consent for this; it can certainly be done in a "real" way and not in a way that is uncomfortable for her.

Also, you should be honest with her that you are sexually unhappy, although you still want to stay with her. Porn use, especially in heavy or deranged ways, isn't the answer here. If you work on this with your wife, the "channels" of sexual expression can be opened and improved upon, especially if you are using magic to create this.

Defeating addictions isn't about shame and harsh restriction, but about substitution and rewiring what fulfills you to the point where you don't bother with the old source of pleasure. Freeing workings will do a lot of this, in combination with establishing new, healthy outlets for your desires. Since you already have a partner, you are in a better position than most with this addiction.

 

[Syt]

Hi,

I need to get something off my chest because I seriously need help and guidance. I am marriage but still use porn, my wife is not as sexual as me and it causes me to need to use it to release the tension.

Any time I get too stressed, or really even alittle stressed I turn to porn. I have hundreds of gigabytes of the crap stored on hard drives. It is all legal from legal sites like pornhub, youporn, and redporn of course.

However, I do notice that the more I use porn the more decensitized I get and the more I feel like I am missing out on better and sicker porn. I have even viewed and gotten off to beatiality, cartoon, and incest themed porn before which made me feel very disgusted inside which was still legal but from very... nasty sites that are likely unsafe.

I really want to kill this porn use once and for all. I started at the age of 13 and am now over 30 and still cannot kick it. I can sometimes stop for a month but then I get too horny and go right back. To be truthful, sexually speaking I can literally have sex with a girl 24 hours straight or more and have done so in my late 20's. I am in very good physical shape.

Sadly though, porn use has ostricised me and it also takes me away from my martial arts and ki training. In fact I am so engrossed on it I often choose porn over video games or meditation or anything else worthwhile really. Also, sometimes if I have used it too much for too long, like 2 weeks with no real sex, it is hard to want to do real sex with my woman.

I am afraid to stop though because I know that frequent ejaculation helps men avoid testicular cancer and is healthy for our mental health and energy flows.

Finally I just really feel trapped by all of this... I know my wife and I are not a good match sexually, we never were. but I do not want to leave her because of it because I am loyal to my woman and wish to give her the best life I can. However, I just cannot stop myself from getting horny way more frequently because I have a very high libido which runs in my bloodline(norse bloodlines). It is sometimes hard for me not to cheat but my desire to maintain my honor, even at the cost of my own life keeps that sickness at bay.

Anyway thank you to anyone willing to read this and offer guidance, I really do need it. I've tried to talk to the God's/Daemons about it but they do not really answer back to my communication as often as I would like, which I understand. I likely am too weak to properly talk to them. Which is on me for not train or cultivating consistently.

Thanks again....
SSAM

HAIL SATAN

Hello PowerAMSS,

You're post comes at an excellent time as I wanted to my recommendations with my first-hand observations. The Gods want me to share some information on this as I can feel a hot determined energy swelling in my chest as I type this out.

- Vibrate SURYA for 36x into your being and you will see your desire for porn practically eliminated from the first session.

- SURYA is a powerful sun mantra that increases the light in your bodily cells, directly increasing health and energy, empowers your entire soul, and significantly raising your vibrational frequency. As a result, you will soon find viewing porn repulsive, uninteresting, and even very degenerate. SURYA also eliminates psychosomatic states such as laziness, anxiety, and depression.

- Wanting to constantly masturbate to porn has to do with being on a low-vibration frequency that manifests as antisocial behavior, increased sexually deviant tendencies, and being on a more animalistic level (eg. seeking sex more and using sexual orgasm as a means of obtaining a quick and easy dopamine rush). This is can be seen promoted on all platforms of social media, where 70% of the content aims to produce sexual arousal in viewers, thereby hindering spiritual and mental evolution by keeping it stuck at the base chakra level.

- Apart from vibrating SURYA, simply empowering the chakras themselves transmutes your 'lower' sexual energies into more subtle 'finer' energies.

- In general, addiction has to do with the solar energies in your soul. Always remember that light is power on all levels.


HS.

 

[AFODO]

I had the same and Munka killed it within weeks... possibly this was the most powerful result I ever had with any working.

I affirmed something like "This energy frees my soul from all past malicious relationships, and from all malicious sexual karma, in the most positive way for me."
You don't have to include the relationship part if you hadn't had bad ones (although we can take in account past lives too)

 

[Hellenic SS]

Alongside the advice given by other members, I also suggest you delete your porn stash. It will make you feel lighter and better. You have spent entire days building all of this up, but you can spend as much time to never need it again, by meditating and being honest to yourself.