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So I'm meditating, not on anything specific but actually trying to work on void meditation. I keep my eyes closed because I can still my mind more easily this way but I noticed something that I don't know how to describe but I'm going to try and all I'm asking is some explanation to the experience I sometimes have from time to time..

Small back story but I first discovered JoS years and years ago, I was a teen basically at the time and since I began power meditation I can see like.. small blobs of distant and faint light is the best way I can describe it.

Fast forward a little bit, life got hard and I had to stabilize myself, in the since of getting a job, buying a house, starting a family, yadda yadda... I quit power meditation at this point but from time to time (and I mean very rarely) when I'm alone I'll attempt meditation just to "feel energy and move it around, breathing it out and letting it go without affirmations, mantras, focusing on specific colors, just feeling it flow in and out. That way I never forgot the basics but I digress.

When I close my eyes I can still see this very dark light, very faint, I can almost move it around but it moves on its own. Mostly I will see this light come from the outside of my vision (eyes are still closed but from all sides) and comes to the middle just to fade away. And the light will do this in waves, almost like your traveling backwards in a tunnel and wall lights are moving away from you as you continue to travel backwards.

Not that I feel like I'm traveling backwards but the light makes this tunnel in my mind, that's mostly what I see but then I try to focus on keeping that light there. The, still very faint but, dark light I can almost hold onto it in the middle and I see a few things from time to time starting with the most common, it forms a small bright ball (not bright bright, but more so than the very faint light) and I either see an eye looking at or around me, a face looking slightly to my left like someone is lost in thought, or most recently a ... Umm fur ball? Little strings of.. lines in a curly, messy hair pattern or... This one is really hard to explain but fur ball with strings of hair sticking out of every angle is the closest I can get to describing it.

I want to know what this light is, what is this experience called, what it does, how to manipulate it or how to control it. I'm still just a beginner and I have my whole human experience to try and figure this out but for reasons I cannot explain other than the since of curiosity and compulsion I want to be able to see more then the small glimpses of an unrecognizable face (nothing specific other than when I see a pair of eyes, just the outline of the top part of the nose, didn't see a forehead, it was all to Dim..

What's really weird is that I feel like if I can see this face in a bright place but I can't actually see it if that makes since...

Overall if someone can please help me by explaining my experience
 
A few possibilities, at first it sounded like you might've been seeing glimpses of your Third Eye, (which it could still be), the swirling colors eventually forming a soft ball of light in the center of your vision would indicate this.

The next possibility once you started to see eyes and features of a face can either be 1) a person you might be subconsciously thinking about and these are your attempts to clairvoyantly see this person. or 2) an actual being who might be coming to you.

I'd definitely suggest to start working on your chakras, especially your Third Eye, the upper three chakras, and your Clairvoyant/Clairaudient psychic centers to give you a better understanding and picture of your experience.

https://satanisgod.org/www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/OpeningChakras.html

https://satanisgod.org/www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/Psychic_Centers.html

https://satanisgod.org/www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/Clairvoyance_Points.html
 
Sungio13 said:
I'd definitely suggest to start working on your chakras, especially your Third Eye, the upper three chakras, and your Clairvoyant/Clairaudient psychic centers to give you a better understanding and picture of your experience.

https://satanisgod.org/www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/OpeningChakras.html

https://satanisgod.org/www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/Psychic_Centers.html

https://satanisgod.org/www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/Clairvoyance_Points.html

Its kinda of a weird experience but meditation most definitely makes it more vivid but should I start opening my chakras? I feel like I'm failing void meditation, focus is one of the hardest things I face though not Impossible. I'm following that 40 day guide though I've been on days 1+3 for 4 days almost lol

Truth is idk if I'm making progress towards myself or not it's really hard to make myself understand my progress.. my original plan was to focus more on void meditation until I can atleast maintain that meditation for 5 min straight, I get to about half way through and then it just stresses me out to focus like that any longer

If you're advanced in your own meditations and power then I'll greatly take your advice and start working on my chakras next chance I get. I just want to make sure I'm doing exactly what I should be doing to progress and maybe one day get the answers to all my questions :)
 
The 40 day guide is excellent, and opening the chakras is something you'll do later in that same program. After your done with the 40 days, you can attempt to active your Clairvoyant/Clairaudient psychic centers.

Mastering Void Meditation takes time brother, so don't stress yourself out over it. In fact, don't stress yourself out on any of your meditations. Some aspects of your soul you won't feel right away, and some aspects you'll definitely feel on your first try. You'll definitely understand the progress you make after consistent meditation, you just have to keep working on it.

The Void Meditation is still really important so I'd definitely keep it as a daily while you move on with activating and opening your chakras.

Best of luck to you. :)
 
Most likely your third eye is becoming active.. just continue to work on it to strengthen the abilities of it. after a while your perception changes rapidly, and as to void meditation, to try and make it easy for you. try to set a timer on your phone or something thats goes off in that set time that counts down and sets off at the end of the timer, just dont focus or worry when the timer goes off that way you have an objective and that is to complete the void meditation within a set time your mind will be more focused. Hope this helps

Hail Satan
 

Al Jilwah: Chapter IV

"It is my desire that all my followers unite in a bond of unity, lest those who are without prevail against them." - Satan

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