There may karmic issues at play here. It is not uncommon for SS to have taken eternal vows of love and also of friendship in past lives. This creates issues in this life, as true love is monogamous in 99.9% of the cases for humans and true friendship can only be experienced with less people than you can count on your hands. (Other would just be glorified acquaintances and other types of less deep relationships).
Removing these ties from past lives would be beneficial to you and would help you overcome loneliness and isolation in this life. You can always reconnect with them later when they reincarnate. For now, just focus on the present moment, instead of hypothetical futures. If you are already committed to someone, obviously no demonic lover will approach you, regardless of whether there is one available for you or not. They respect vows, because they are honourable beings.
It may sound harsh but this is not a reason to throw the towel. Do you know how lucky you are to be here, and not still in the enemy consciousness? Do you know how lucky you are the Gods disclosed power meditation techniques and witchcraft with us? Do you know how lucky you are to have a path of advancement, to become better in all areas of your life unlike those who are without? Are you grateful to the Father Satan and all the Gods for everything they have given to us?
Let's face it: we are privileged people. The power to make things better has been bestowed upon us. It is up to us to understand how to use it and when to use, to master this power and perfect it. Why would you want to pass on this opportunity? Think long and hard about how the plans you declared will hurt you on every level. Then, think long and hard of how working on yourself, getting stuck in the process, will bless you, filling your life with rewards. Feel what kind of blessed life you will live if you succeed. Is that worth fighting for? Why yes? Why not?
It is perfectly normal for results not to be immediate, to not get things right the first time. In fact, it is extremely rare for someone to get it right the first time, and this only happens because it's not their true first time but they dealt with it (or something similar) already in a past life. Experience comes from trial and error, from understanding yourself. Life is negative? Focus on the positive. Also, on how to turn the negative into positive. That's a question you need to ask yourself. Self-awareness is needed, and developed over time, not overnight.
There is always time to quit. You can do it tomorrow. Today, be a winner. Today, get rid of your issues. You have all the tools to do that. I want to see a reply from you saying "I am ready. I am doing it right now." I want your reply to sound convincing, so you need to say it like you mean it, not like many people who just casually say "Yeah" or whatever.
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