Overcoming obstacles

[Fraroderini]

This month will be peculiar to me!
In July, my country has special outcomes, such as overcoming obstacles in a lot of forms, facing those problems I couldn’t fix in a while.

One year and a half ago I started suffering from PTSD and depression. Took medications and things got way better, but still there is a profound scar in me that comes from a form of sexual abuse that caused my issues.

The things I wish to defeat are these following ones:

-Depersonalization (not feeling real)
-Derealization (feeling detached from reality)
-Depression
-Anxiety & ptsd stuff

My whole soul is scared to death and my dreams are only nightmares since several years. I feel like I officially run out of all my force. But…

But you know what? Medications made me feel like I could allow myself to dance on my problems, laugh about them, empowering my body and my relationships with people. I know that there is something wrong in what I take, they are shortcuts to reach happiness easier and faster. But they did their job as they taught me I am allowed to express myself and my emotions.

I am now looking for new affirmations and mantras to defeat the issues I have listen. I tried a few, but never really committed myself to it.

May someone kind give me suggestions on
-which moon do I need to start the affirmations on
-what should I exactly visualize in order to make sure I tell my mind the right thing
-establishing a sexual reinforcement to make it look beautiful and powerfully fulfilling again
?


Thanks from the bowels of my soul to those who will maybe respond!
Good to see we are a very large community. I breathed a spirit of fraternity in these forums I have rarely found in other companies.

Love and infinite worship to Satan.

 

[Aarti]

i really cannot tell you how happy im for you as someone who has been through similar situations. i think that no matter how many side effects the drugs have, they work fast and save you from the abyss.
i can say that the best rune for these is wunjo. those who work with munka also recommend it. im not sure. up to you.

[This work should be done when the Moon is in Scorpio, for Scorpio transformations are major
changes and psychological problems. The only other suitable place where this work can be done
when the Moon is in Pisces.
If possible, Jupiter, Sun, Moon or Mercury/Venus days are suitable. But the Moon
planetary day is not so important compared to its status (shrinkage/growth) and zodiac sign. This study
it's best to start when the Moon is waning, as it's the best time to get things done
studies are more appropriate; and in this study we end psychological problems.

Sun (representing oneself), Moon (subconscious, emotions, habits) as starting time
or Jupiter (good, fortunate things) can be used. It is best to start at one of these times
but otherwise it's not too much trouble if you do it at other times, occasionally, for example Mars
the work will not be ruined if you do it on time.
This study can be done for 40, 80 or 90 days. You can count from the day you start the study
it is up to you to determine the finishing time. Determine the length according to your needs. One long 90-day
work can be done, or several 40 days can be done, as the case may be.

 

[LoyalSS]

mate i talked a lot on mental illnesses in the forums because i suffered from a specific things. i opened a thread now on ask-satan forum to gain info on the karmic issue of this because it seems like i had shcizophrenia developed by karmic forces.

i suggest you write down your problems and start 2 seperate working to heal completly. the problem with ilness of the mind is that it takes a long run meditation working. you really need to deatch this completly.

wunjo rune seems like the best fit for such working because it brings some calm affect on your mind and more positive thinking on the subject.

start on waxing moon when it fits for healing working take place, with wunjo and another working on waning moon with munka to deatch from the problems.

after a period you can look up at the list and see what changes took place.

you may get some backlashes from this because you working on your mind just dont freak out too much and adress the issues in your mind.

 

[LoyalSS]

about the visualizing, it is less important but can make the working much more affective. because your state of mind it may be difficult but try guide your energy like this - remember when you were trully happy and healthy, how is it felt? how life seems to be? tune into this and imagine it taking place now.