orion199317
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Ok so, ever since I can remember I've had a fascination with Orion and prions belt and I beleive it is no accident that my parents gave me Orion as a middle name.
And thinking about this made me realise somthing else, father or atleast one of his demons has been with me from the day I was born. Literaly. And it is because of what I have been told that whoever this demon, or father... Or whoever it was actualy said that I was able to dedicate myself to father... Let me explain,
I was born with a major heart defect and was born blue like a smurf.
No blood circulating in my body. The doctors luckily were able to keep me alive on a life support system ( not sure exactly what happened between me being born and being put into the life support)
but my grandfather told me that I was laying in this machine with tubes and IV's still pretty much dying.
This is were I beleive father or a demon comes in.
Grandpa said a woman dressed like a nurse came in (I belive he said that she was wearing a different type of uniform than the others he had seen)
she ignored him completely and walked over to me and said
" oh no, he is and old soul and he is hurt." and she placed her hand on my heAd for a second then turned to leave.
My grandpa said he wanted to ask her somthing so he got up and she beat him out
the door, but only by maybe a few seconds. He said he got into the hall and she was gone.
But almost automaticaly I was better, my breathing stableized and a day later I was able to be flown to Dallas for surgery.
He asked and described her to other nurses and they said they had never seen her.
And i just felt like I needed to say this to someone.
And maybe someone that reads this can tell me how I can find out who it was, I don't think it was my GD.
and also....old soul? What does that mean for me?
I know what old souls are but... What does it mean for me and my relationship with father?
And thinking about this made me realise somthing else, father or atleast one of his demons has been with me from the day I was born. Literaly. And it is because of what I have been told that whoever this demon, or father... Or whoever it was actualy said that I was able to dedicate myself to father... Let me explain,
I was born with a major heart defect and was born blue like a smurf.
No blood circulating in my body. The doctors luckily were able to keep me alive on a life support system ( not sure exactly what happened between me being born and being put into the life support)
but my grandfather told me that I was laying in this machine with tubes and IV's still pretty much dying.
This is were I beleive father or a demon comes in.
Grandpa said a woman dressed like a nurse came in (I belive he said that she was wearing a different type of uniform than the others he had seen)
she ignored him completely and walked over to me and said
" oh no, he is and old soul and he is hurt." and she placed her hand on my heAd for a second then turned to leave.
My grandpa said he wanted to ask her somthing so he got up and she beat him out
the door, but only by maybe a few seconds. He said he got into the hall and she was gone.
But almost automaticaly I was better, my breathing stableized and a day later I was able to be flown to Dallas for surgery.
He asked and described her to other nurses and they said they had never seen her.
And i just felt like I needed to say this to someone.
And maybe someone that reads this can tell me how I can find out who it was, I don't think it was my GD.
and also....old soul? What does that mean for me?
I know what old souls are but... What does it mean for me and my relationship with father?