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One Year as a Spiritual Satanist

Siatris Ioholo

Siatris Ioholo

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Tomorrow, 30 April, on Beltane's Eve, I will be one year since I am a Spiritual Satanist and I am on the side of life, nature and basically on the side of Satan. One year since I learned the truth, one year since I am free and growing my powers and abilities.

Now that I think back to life before the dedication, well, I feel that I could no longer live as I lived then. It is a blessing to have the privilege of moving forward on this path, to be able to be different and feel the love, care and energy of the Gods. My heartfelt thanks to all the Gods, especially my Guardian Demon Seth, Satan and Thoth for their guidance. Without them I would be either dead or worse off than you could imagine.

I remember with pleasure the moment I learned who my Guardian Demon was and was able to communicate with him for the first time. It was the night of Lammas, I was tired after spending hours in the forest and had fallen asleep. At one point, in my dream Seth appears next to Satan to talk to me. They just told me to stay on this path, grow and develop and trust them. After what I heard I asked Seth if he is my Guardian Demon and then he approaches me, hugs me and the dream ends.
I felt indescribably frustrated that it was over.

The next few weeks after Lammas were wonderful, more wonderful than what was to come. I was communicating almost daily with Seth and Satan and my meditations were going perfectly, if one were to overlook my recklessness in overdoing it and getting knocked down. I couldn't get out of bed half the day and was shaking like I was electrocuted. I learned my lesson not to force my soul, in a really unpleasant way.

Another superb moment was Samhain, when I spent the whole night in the forest, meditating quite a lot. That evening I experienced my first astral projection. I went out into the astral ( briefly unfortunately ) and was able to enjoy the incredible scenery. I was lucky that Satan made sure everything went well, because I couldn't ( or didn't know ) to go back into the body.

Months passed and I kept evolving. I got to a point I never thought I would get to. My spells were manifesting faster than I expected, my prosperity and well-being increased, my soul, body and mind were stronger i than ever and my life became very happy. I would never have reached the level I am at now without JoS, the Gods and this wonderful nature.

I also want to thank all of you for being patient with me, helping me and guiding me on my path. Special thanks to HP. Hoodedcobra666, Lydia, Blitzkreig, Stormblood, Naked Pluto and of course High Priestess Maxine Dietrich.


I wish you all the best of luck and as much development as possible. Happy Beltane!

Hail Satan!
Hail Seth!
 
Thank you too, awesome testimony. Good luck on your next years and also to all the members likewise!
 
Siatris Ioholo said:
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Best wishes to you, I hope you make as much progress as last year, if not more.
Keep up the good work!

Would you mind copying this testimonial and rewriting it in the testimonials topic?
Copia negli appunti
 
Such a good piece of motivation. Thank you for this. Never leaving the Path. More RTRs; more Rituals; more success; more enemy destroying.
 
Happy dedication anniversary! I wish you all the best for all your years to come (eternity!)

Hail Satan!
 
Inspiring testimony! May this year prove to bring even more progress! Hail Satan!
 
You are amazing!!!⚡⚡💀⚡⚡ Hail Satan!!!⚡⚡💀⚡⚡
 
Brilliant to hear pal
 
I dedicated on this date too. I'm 7 years today.
HAIL SATAN FOREVER
 
Wonderful. True inspiration and a highly motivational read.
 
Siatris Ioholo said:
...Another superb moment was Samhain, when I spent the whole night in the forest, meditating quite a lot. That evening I experienced my first astral projection. I went out into the astral ( briefly unfortunately ) and was able to enjoy the incredible scenery. I was lucky that Satan made sure everything went well, because I couldn't ( or didn't know ) to go back into the body...
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The fact that it was a short experience proves that it was an actual Astral projection and not just a dream. The first times are always very short because you don't know what to do and how to move and you lose consciousness. This can be very frustrating. Just have a plan on what you're going to do once you're out (the first times don't move too far, stay in your house for example and explore it) and stay calm, but with a strong intention to stay. Don't worry about going back into your body, you always will, you shouldn't worry about that, the chance of your Astral body not returning to the body is 0%.

Keep practicing, Astral projection like everything else is a skill, the more you practice the better you get. Even if you don't manage to exit while in trance, once you will fall asleep you will most likely have spontaneous experiences.

I'm very happy for your success, keep going brother, the Path only gets better and better.
 
Beautiful!
Good job on advancing and taking this path very seriously!!

Hail Satan!!
 
NakedPluto said:
Thank you too, awesome testimony. Good luck on your next years and also to all the members likewise!
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Thank you! I hope so.
By the way, I like your posts.

Thanks. Yes, I'll post there too, though I had no idea it existed. ;D

Thank you very much! I will do my best!

Glad you like this post. We must destroy the enemy!!!

Lydia [JG said:
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Happy dedication anniversary! I wish you all the best for all your years to come (eternity!)

Hail Satan!
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Thank you a lot Lydia. I'm sure the coming years will be better for all of us. We should achieve our goals.

Thanks! Hail Satan!

Thank you very much, NinRick. ;D
Hail Satan!!!
 
Siatris Ioholo said:
Tomorrow, 30 April, on Beltane's Eve, I will be one year since I am a Spiritual Satanist and I am on the side of life, nature and basically on the side of Satan. One year since I learned the truth, one year since I am free and growing my powers and abilities.

Now that I think back to life before the dedication, well, I feel that I could no longer live as I lived then. It is a blessing to have the privilege of moving forward on this path, to be able to be different and feel the love, care and energy of the Gods. My heartfelt thanks to all the Gods, especially my Guardian Demon Seth, Satan and Thoth for their guidance. Without them I would be either dead or worse off than you could imagine.

I remember with pleasure the moment I learned who my Guardian Demon was and was able to communicate with him for the first time. It was the night of Lammas, I was tired after spending hours in the forest and had fallen asleep. At one point, in my dream Seth appears next to Satan to talk to me. They just told me to stay on this path, grow and develop and trust them. After what I heard I asked Seth if he is my Guardian Demon and then he approaches me, hugs me and the dream ends.
I felt indescribably frustrated that it was over.

The next few weeks after Lammas were wonderful, more wonderful than what was to come. I was communicating almost daily with Seth and Satan and my meditations were going perfectly, if one were to overlook my recklessness in overdoing it and getting knocked down. I couldn't get out of bed half the day and was shaking like I was electrocuted. I learned my lesson not to force my soul, in a really unpleasant way.

Another superb moment was Samhain, when I spent the whole night in the forest, meditating quite a lot. That evening I experienced my first astral projection. I went out into the astral ( briefly unfortunately ) and was able to enjoy the incredible scenery. I was lucky that Satan made sure everything went well, because I couldn't ( or didn't know ) to go back into the body.

Months passed and I kept evolving. I got to a point I never thought I would get to. My spells were manifesting faster than I expected, my prosperity and well-being increased, my soul, body and mind were stronger i than ever and my life became very happy. I would never have reached the level I am at now without JoS, the Gods and this wonderful nature.

I also want to thank all of you for being patient with me, helping me and guiding me on my path. Special thanks to HP. Hoodedcobra666, Lydia, Blitzkreig, Stormblood, Naked Pluto and of course High Priestess Maxine Dietrich.


I wish you all the best of luck and as much development as possible. Happy Beltane!

Hail Satan!
Hail Seth!
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Wonderful writing.

Happy Beltane!
 
I.m very thanks full this church body. but, something article is wrong. that is Artemis is not Astaroth. Artemis is Bastet!!!!

Because my ancient greek ancestors is worshiped Bastet as Artemis. this is historical fact and many history and religion professors agree about this.

And Bastet is moon of goodness. moon is translate ocean. ocean is water and water is one of Bastet (Haagenti)'s character.

And Artemis is goodness of beasts. also Bastet is master of cats(beast)

I can conversation with her(Bastet) during 24hours but, just I can receive yes or not.. I can to Enki even Yahweh.

I used nickname soldier40 but I was forget my password. I hope to this time my article is post. good bye. maybe forever. . .
 
The best investment you can make is in yourself.

Spiritual Satanism is the best self development system around.
 
I was very happy reading the article. It is gratifying that the children of the gods are growing, wiser, and in peace and prosperity day by day.

I am happy for you. May the Father Satan and the Gods be with you always.

Hail Satan!!
Hail Beelzebub!!

Happy Beltane
 
Congratulations
 
Congratulations! May you have many more years of advancement and amazing experiences on this path!
Hail Satan!
 
Congrats on the milestone. For the first year this is quite a lot to accomplish. It took me a few years to even start experiencing what you can actually interpret as astral projections, but in almost all cases these are unintended.
 
I wish I could remember what day I dedicated. I guess I didn't look at the date. Kinda stupid of me. I mean, I remember when I brought home the blue candle, I remember everything about that day but not the date and it's upsetting
 
Young Faith said:
I wish I could remember what day I dedicated. I guess I didn't look at the date. Kinda stupid of me. I mean, I remember when I brought home the blue candle, I remember everything about that day but not the date and it's upsetting
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I know what you are talking about.
My story is that I decided to dedicate myself rather early, as I was indeed convinced that JoS was the true way.
I did it like it said on the dedication page but I don't remember the date and I didn't feel absolutely anything after I did it. Probably because I had done very little meditation since I dedicated so early. I remember nearly starting a fire, because I burned a whole sheet of paper, rather stupid of me. :lol:

The problem was what came afterward. I didn't really meditate a lot, certainly not every day, even though I felt the meditation, for example, closing of chakras or descending into trance I felt instantly. I just kind of got satisfied with reading the page and the knowledge it had, but did very little applying of said knowledge.

And soon after a huge problem manifested. I was starting to feel and act weird, and I came to the forum for the first time and discovered that there was, of course, National Socialist sentiment and that scared me, like many people who come here for the first time. I could accept everything, but not this, I thought at the time since I was not deprogrammed from the lies about Hitler. My mental health went out of control and I landed in a psychiatric ward, where I was diagnosed with bipolar disorder.

I still have no idea what caused all of this misery. Was it my ignorance? Was it an enemy attack? Or was this just "supposed" to happen, because I had it in my genes/natal chart?

After I was released, I was given medication to take every day, I came around here to ask for help, but the advice was to stop taking it and meditate. I couldn't stop taking it, because the doctor would find out by a blood test and that would mean a lot of new trouble. But what was the worst about it is that meditation did not feel like before, like at the start. I felt nothing. It thought it was such a waste. I had it all right, if I didn't fuck up so bad.

Guess the only way now is forward, can't keep looking back on missed opportunities forever. It's a hard and lonely path, in terms of connections with regular humans, who have little knowledge about this truth of ours. It's really true that our family is here and in the Gods and we should struggle every day, to make ourselves better and then in turn we can make the world better, as is Satan's intention.

Hail Satan!
 
Young Faith said:
I wish I could remember what day I dedicated. I guess I didn't look at the date. Kinda stupid of me. I mean, I remember when I brought home the blue candle, I remember everything about that day but not the date and it's upsetting
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I have made the same mistake and I am ashamed too. Maybe one day we will find the dates. Everything we experience and become aware of at any moment in time is stored in our subconscious mind. Thus, nothing is really lost.
 
Great post😀😀 wish you the best on this path.

Hail Satan
 
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