On Feeling Energy (please read first if you can)

[Satan_is_our_Father666]

When I got to this forum I mostly asked about ways in which I could have 'cured' myself from not feeling energy.

Just wanted to put this as publicly as I can for those who don't feel energy. Today I posted this:

https://www.ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?f=24&t=11506&p=158128#p158128

(hope it's the right link) where I explain how I tried a particularly powerful Final RTR.

The thing is... since I did that hours ago, 6 hours ago at least, I can't stop feeling energy. There's a lot of pressure in my head chakras, the third eye, the temple chakras, and it feels like I'm wearing a "crown" of energy or something like that because of the energy pressing on all these points.
It's not a bad feeling, it's just that I'm very surprised today. From no energy to THIS is quite the change for me in a couple months.

I think this 'version' (mentally vibrating words into my chakras, one word each from 1st to 9th) of the Final RTR has really had an impact, so I wanted to ask you if you had any similar experience.

Let me tell you, I am currently ALMOST unable to handle this much. It's almost making me light headed.

Please let me know if you think this is normal. I'm not getting freaked out, but I keep thinking some greys may have noticed me and see my success as a threat. Wouldn't be surprised if this was the case, but I can't say for sure as I still suck telling the difference between astral entities. I hope I'm not feeling a Demon and thinking it's a grey because of how unfamiliar I am with this.

Thanks for reading.

HAIL SATAN!!!!

 

[Ghost in the Machine]

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There was a blockage it seems and you broke it, allowing energy to circulate freely through the upper region of your soul and you felt this in your upper chakras. The upper chakras are needed in order to perceive energy and the astral as that is their entire charge as the feminine aspects of the soul in connecting to the aether.

With little to no energy in them you were probably overcompensating in other areas to feel energy, of which was largely ineffective. Now that the blockage is broken and energy is freely circulating through them now you will have a better time in developing a sensitization to energy and feeling the astral. This may still need to be developed though depending on individual factors, everyone is different.

The pressure/pain/discomfort is because your upper chakras are not used to such energy circulating through them, though in my time of posting this I'm sure you've realized that they'll get used to this to where it won't hurt so much or be so uncomfortable.

You need to spend some extra time on your upper chakras to strengthen them, having a flow of energy helps but they still need to be strengthened as passive energy will only do so much because it stays at a rather consistent level. No doubt when raising your overall energy and power though you've been feeling more in your upper chakras as of late since enabling this circulation of energy.

I'm sure you've had enough time since this posting to get used to the energy. You can vibrate ZZZ into each of your upper chakras one at time 4 to 8 times each to get some energy vibrating into them. Pronouncing ZZZ is just buzzing like a bee and you need to change the pitch to match the vibrational tone of the chakras, this can take some experimenting. In my experience the upper chakras vibrate at higher frequencies.

This is more a casual exercise though, you can choose to even do the opening of the upper chakras meditations for each of them if you want. Or even just vibrate a rune like SOWILO or RAUM into them. Just don't overdo it, you shouldn't be in excruciating pain or anything.

 

[Satan_is_our_Father666]

There was a blockage it seems and you broke it, allowing energy to circulate freely through the upper region of your soul and you felt this in your upper chakras.

**Mind blown** Seriously?? XD That's what I did? Man, that's super news! This RTR IS THE SHIT!! I can't recommend it enough, especially to newbies (like me).
I've been feeling this pressure/energy flooding very often now, sometimes just by focusing on it, OR it's always there and I only become more aware when I pay attention and stop doing physical tasks during the day.

Also, I'm starting to really notice SOME word in the RTR have more effect than others: the THOYT, THAYT, THAYB, THAYV, and VUV particularly have got a vibration that really works on my upper chakras. And yesterday, as I did the RTR again and thought about it, I recognized the THOYT (and similar sounds) as the old "Opening the Third Eye" exercise, where the mantra to vibrate wasn't today's THAUM but THOTH (TH-OH-TH) which I tried for countless times and never got it to work on my third eye. I only felt it slightly SOMEtimes when I did energy work and focused on it hard and long enough, or later (this year) when I tried again to vibrate Runes in my head chakras (Thor, Dagaz, Sowilo, Wunjo, and a few others I experimented with.. but I'm definitely no expert on Runes, I still feel like a child playing with a computer for the first time).

I really hope you're right and that I'll have a better and easier time sensitizing my astral senses.. it's something I've been wanting to do and trying for so long. I do understand this WILL take a lot of work on my part and I'm already trying to flood the area with more energy in all the ways I know.
What surprised me was the sudden "apparition" of temple chakras! I assume they help with telepathy and perhaps astral hearing (I know there's an Astral Hearing Chakras diagram but when I focus on the points in my head the entire area feels 'lighting up' a bit so I can't really feel each of them or know if they are getting active). They've got to work at least slightly, cause so far I only heard the voice of one Demoness and heard her name when she answered me..... aaaand, sudden thought: The whole (entirely telepathic, no voice) conversation (back in 2012) was "What's your name?" and "Haures." ...I think I just realized that I heard MY voice as well as HERS. I know I didn't speak, just thought the phrase, so I'm thinking.. is this what telepathy feels like? A sudden 'empty space' in which only you and the one you're speaking with have slightly echoing powerful voices? (The best example I can give is in the movie Aeon Flux, when she gets summoned by the "Monicans" and they meet up in some kind of astral structure with strong voices and silence unless one speaks.)

And you're right, by the time I read your reply I've had the initial shock, the rest of the day, and a few days more to learn that this effect from the RTR can't be anything but improvement, so I kept it up and I feel there's a constant effect at work every time I do the RTR and choose to repeat one more x9 reps when I REALLY notice an effect working. I was even thinking about trying to make a small list of all the more sensitizing words and use them normally during the day (followed by the affirmations anyway), but I only fear this would have a 'partial' effect destroying the aleph-bet and I want it to be destroyed entirely. Maybe some more 'localized firepower' will have a good imbalancing effect for them, making them lose power quicker while I train myself to see and talk with the Gods.

I'm sure you've had enough time since this posting to get used to the energy. You can vibrate ZZZ into each of your upper chakras one at time 4 to 8 times each to get some energy vibrating into them. Pronouncing ZZZ is just buzzing like a bee and you need to change the pitch to match the vibrational tone of the chakras, this can take some experimenting. In my experience the upper chakras vibrate at higher frequencies.

Had to quote this entirely cause it was just perfect advice.

I tried the ZZZ the moment I read it and it FEELS powerful! To be honest, I immediately thought of when I vibrated ZEUS the first times, how each sound in the name seems perfect to give off an electrical buzz, how I managed to learn things about Air and Electricity from the stream of information I had after doing this, and I STILL wonder who that gorgeous blonde Goddess with white clothing and golden electric energy was! (I have seen a blonde Goddess before, with a pony tail and what felt like strong blue eyes, so beautiful I can't even type lol, but I really don't know who She was. I thought Haures as She's sometimes blonde, but it doesn't feel like the same being, thought of Furfur and Byleth, but I haven't been able to contact them yet, I don't know. I just can't wait to be able to get to know all the Gods lol. Yeah, like a total noob hahaha!!

Back on the topic...

The ZZZ vibration seems to work best when 'the seal is broken'.. I'm thinking this blockage is still present in some quantity and I need to work on this in order to completely annihilate it and allow free passage of tons of energy. It feels just like when you have a bottle with a cork that's stuck in there and you have to break it up with something pointy to weaken it and allow the wine to come out, the first bit of air that passes through it like the energy I feel in my upper chakras... BREATHING after so long since being separated from the lower ones.

And yes, I read that the pitch changes as you work on the lower or higher chakras, there's a specific tone I learned how to give AUM to stimulate the head chakras in the mid section (third eye, temples, some hearing chakras) but it still doesn't get all the way to my Crown. I need to work on this more and destroy blockages. I'm also tempted to use Fire or another Element to dislodge the blockage completely, but I think RTR vibration is much more powerful than even Elements honestly. I'll eventually add that effect when I feel proficient enough at feeling more, so I know I'm not just spraying bullets in the dark hoping to hit something.

This is more a casual exercise though, you can choose to even do the opening of the upper chakras meditations for each of them if you want. Or even just vibrate a rune like SOWILO or RAUM into them. Just don't overdo it, you shouldn't be in excruciating pain or anything.

I HAVE to quote you XD

just remember to recognize your limits which is probably a joke coming from me

lol yeah yeah, I know. I won't overdo it. Nah, ok, seriously. I did that RTR and the effect was so strong I had moments in which I felt like "wtf? Am I getting a little overboard here?" which was great because from feeling ZERO to feeling a blockage being destroyed and energy flooding my head there's a lot to get adapted to, but I couldn't stop thinking "wait.. what if this makes me blink on a grey radar as well?" so I decided not to insist too much, not before I'd understand what was REALLY going on. Hence, this post about what I experienced.

Yesterday (between the 24th and 25th) the forum was down due to maintenance, but I did feel a bit lost when I looked it up and found this complete fucking jewish failed abortion asshole typing shit about "taking us down" and claiming the 'merit' was his.... read a bit to find out more about this asshole and send a giant fireball in his brain and saw how he/she (felt like a youngish/immature he) MOCKED our RTR, saying it's of no use, yada yada yada.
Dude, I wanted to murder him.

Waited a couple hours, rechecked the forum while I was at work and found your reply saying I DID successfully broke a blockage and that that was the reason I am feeling so much energy in my head.

Relief, and joy. This forum really helps people A LOT, Brother, I've only been here since like January but I feel I've made more progress in this little time than what I've done on my own since 2002. So I guess it's more of a threat to (((them))) than most people here probably realize. I'm only a warrior in the sense that I use the RTR ritual multiple times every day, but the information I'm getting from all of you (especially from you I must say) is allowing me to become more and more. Thank You for being here.

 

[Ghost in the Machine]

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I'm very proud of your progress. When members make diligent effort towards their advancement I'm far more inclined to prioritize helping them first before going to others, so I spend extra time in my responses for members who prove devoted and determined to learn and grow. I wouldn't call it special treatment though, it's more like you're getting worthwhile what you're giving. I'm glad to be of help though and you're very welcome.

As for telepathy, when you're not very advanced in the area, I've found in my experience that the words spoken to you by demons and other beings will be more a manipulation of your own thoughts by them in order to relay what they want to say since you can't quite hear them well enough yet. This is why it sounds like your own voice.

But be careful with this and take whatever you 'hear' with a grain of salt as I've found it difficult from time to time to determine what is actually the babbling of my own mind and what is telepathy. Our psychic centres pick up a lot of energy around us and not all of it is from other beings nor is all of it from our gods and benevolent beings, the enemy can do the same thing with telepathy. Only once have I clearly heard the voice and tone of a demon and it was my guardian calling my name rather sternly to wake me up when I almost fell asleep in the middle of doing RTRs roughly a year ago.

The best way I've been able to determine a real form of telepathy in this manner that is apart from my own thoughts is that it feels forced, sudden, unexpected and 'comes out of no where'. It's different to the feeling of words surfacing from in your mind, it feels like it comes abruptly from outside it but it still sounds like your own thoughts. This isn't easy to describe and I'm aware that this seems confusing, but you'll know what I mean when it happens.

With more clear telepathy where you hear the tone and voice, etc, it sounds more blatant, it can sound echoey or distant even and seems to be coming from inside your head but it's definitely loud and clear as if someone was speaking to you through a set of damn good headphones right in your ear. My right temple chakra is more stronger than my left one so I usually hear words from my right 'ear' and not my left. I plan to fix this balance soon.

As for your upper chakras, the full blockage is no longer present but what is basically standing before you now is akin to a narrow door tightly ajar where it's limiting full access of energy. You need only 'break it away' to force it to open wider. You can definitely treat it still like a blockage and destroy it as such but alternatively you can visualize that door opening wider and allowing more energy to flood in and pass into the chakra and you can keep doing that for as long as it takes for many days while vibrating ZZZ into the chakra. Just believe and know with intent that as the door is being pried open wider and wider, the chakra is able to take in more and more energy. Visualize the energy flowing freely through like a powerful river.

As you make progress and this 'door' is being opened, once it's fully opened to where it can't open any further just visualize and remove the door entirely. giving unlimited access for the energy to circulate and enter into the chakra. Personally if I were you I would also start incorporating use of the ether element as this is a driving element of the upper chakras. You don't have to breathe in the element if you don't want to, you just need to sensitive and tune into it but if you find breathing in the element helps then go ahead. To do this quieten your mind as best you can, visualize and then focus on the ether element.

The ether element is ultra-violet in colour like a blacklight as described here. Spend several minutes familiarizing yourself with the element and tuning into it. Feel it's present all around you and in your soul, more emphasizedly in the head region of your soul above the heart chakra. You can engulf this area in the element and then just relax and focus on it's visualization. You don't need to strain with this nor do you need to focus on each chakra individually, just the head region as a whole, it's a gentle exercise, just relax, sit back and visualize and passively feel the elemental matter of the astral plane.

What this will do is help tune the ether element into your upper chakras to help focus their rulings as creative cores for the astral, it will also help passively strengthen their qualities and open them up to their astral influencing capabilities. Additionally it will help sensitize you and familiarize you to these chakras making it easier to feel them and work with them. What also helps greatly with this is being in tune with the feminine side of the soul. You can picture or think of feminine characteristics and I don't care if this is the concept of painting nails, make-up, pink frilly decorations, the female form. Whatever floats your boat to visualize and focus attention on and helps you to mentally and spiritually embrace the female side, as this is what will help open access to the upper chakras as they are 'female' chakras and femininity resonates with them.

This can take time to really open up to strengthening, tuning and empowering your upper chakras, just stay consistent and determined.

 

[Cosmic6999]

I have a real question when one open its third eye do the unknown attack us how do they know our 3rd eye is open. One more question do the 3rd open first when working with chakras do we open the 3rd eye first?

 

[Satan_is_our_Father666]

I'm very proud of your progress. When members make diligent effort towards their advancement I'm far more inclined to prioritize helping them first before going to others, so I spend extra time in my responses for members who prove devoted and determined to learn and grow. I wouldn't call it special treatment though, it's more like you're getting worthwhile what you're giving. I'm glad to be of help though and you're very welcome.

Thank You for the extra help then, Brother, I very much appreciate it.

The telepathy you speak of sounds familiar. There have been times when I just felt this abrupt/out of no where thought coming up and I question it, knowing it not to have been a consequence of my normal thinking. If I feel it's too sudden and very possibly not from me, then I choose to retain it as a possible message and try to see where it leads me if I follow its directions. This usually happened whenever I was unsure about an Element and I had the 'hint' of dropping it and just focusing on my chakras instead. (Even if I followed this path thought, as it was wiser indeed, I didn't really make any noticeable progress until I started taking more time doing RTRs and trying to make them "hit the spot".)

But be careful with this and take whatever you 'hear' with a grain of salt as I've found it difficult from time to time to determine what is actually the babbling of my own mind and what is telepathy.

Yes, precisely my main problem. Way more times than I know I have chosen to dismiss a thought as I realized it was more than likely mine. I plan to correct this and trust "sudden thoughts" more once I can rely on freer and more receptive head chakras.

With more clear telepathy where you hear the tone and voice, etc, it sounds more blatant, it can sound echoey or distant even and seems to be coming from inside your head but it's definitely loud and clear as if someone was speaking to you through a set of damn good headphones right in your ear. My right temple chakra is more stronger than my left one so I usually hear words from my right 'ear' and not my left. I plan to fix this balance soon.

A word more on this as I've been able to observe this temple predominance just today.
I've been taking advantage of the fact that I've been feeling my head chakras (third eye and temples more than anything else) in order to test them by working on Energy Ripping someone (who had it coming, I just postpone things until I know I have a chance at being successful with them). Other than the fact that I did feel some proficency at absorbption via the slightly more available head chakras, I suddenly thought of your message (read it hours ago but I needed a nap as I worked early in the morning today) and how you described feeling your right 'ear' stronger than the left. In my case, I felt the left as the strongest and if I had to quantify it I'd say I was able to understand it's about twice as strong (and bigger, in a way, too). I thought back on when I saw and hear Haures and how Her name seemed to echo 'on the left part'. I had never thought I'd pick up sounds better with one side of my chakras/perception, but today I realize the left part of my hearing is simple better than the right. So thanks once more.

Additionally (before I forget to mention that), I also felt a (although faint and thin) stream of energy being directed from my head chakras while Energy Ripping ( this => https://www.satanisgod.org/www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/Energy_Ripping.html ) TO my second/sexual chakra. I literally felt the second chakra and I'm kind of ashamed to say it seems/feels small and weak. Of course to feel it at all is still better than feeling nothing, I guess, so it's still a small step forward. I remember how HP Maxine describes absorbing WITH the feminine chakras but storing the ripped energy in the lower ones, especially the second one. I didn't even direct the energy there to be honest, I just noticed that chakra was the one doing the work and receiving the energy from the upper ones. Found it curious because it wasn't something I was planning to do when I focused on the actual absorption, but it still worked exactly the way HP Maxine said it would.

Also, I realized how my second chakra (and the other chakras indeed) is located in the center of my body, not on the spine, as I always think when I picture a chakra diagram. I'm used to even say to some people that "chakras are located along the spine".. but I know we have a frontal chakra projection (like the third eye is the frontal projection of the sixth chakra, way inside the head) and a back projection, that are supposedly located around skin level in the back of our body. Today I just realized this by myself (about time! lol) as I felt the second chakra getting 'awake', enough for me to feel it and locate it at least.
(I also chose this particular skill to train with because I figured if I can absorb such amounts of Elemental energy without flinching, how hard can a materialistic ignorant asshole's energy be to absorb? I have yet to see result on the person's behaviour as I just started this and it'll probably have to take its toll in time, but for a first day I have to say I'm pretty impressed with the results. Won't go "death spell" here as it's not my priority (priority goes to RTRs and self betterment), I just want them to learn respect and apologize formally.)

alternatively you can visualize that door opening wider and allowing more energy to flood in and pass into the chakra and you can keep doing that for as long as it takes for many days while vibrating ZZZ into the chakra. Just believe and know with intent that as the door is being pried open wider and wider, the chakra is able to take in more and more energy. Visualize the energy flowing freely through like a powerful river.

Perfectly fitting example here. I do feel it's like a slightly open door right now. Like when you near the door with the face and feel that light stream of air that carries the smell of the next room (I'm used to smelling things lol). I find the ZZZ vibration works way better right after a good, stimulating RTR when my energy is freer and more willing to cooperate, but I'm going to try using some words from the RTR that I find particularly stimulating in order to 'shock therapy' my energy during idle time and take advantage of this effect to follow up with ZZZ and visualize the door opening and leading more energy in the head.
Today and yesterday I noticed something I haven't seem to be able to do before as well (yet another thing): whenever I felt numb as I usually do and just thought of directing energy to the head, I'd feel that immediate 'push' and third eye and temples getting flooded almost right away. This surprised me because it required nothing but a thought, I didn't even have to use mantras or RTR words. The energy simply went there because I wanted it to. I'm curious as to what I'll notice next, cause I can DEFINITELY feel myself changing here..

The ether element is ultra-violet

Ah, the infamous Quintessence..
I read that page a number of times, tried to feel it but the main mistake I make (or problem I run into anyway) is that while I clearly understand the nature of the 4 Elements and can visualize them and feel them in some way, the Quintessence still eludes me as I don't really know 'if' I feel it and I'm just not realizing I do. Being the one the 4 Elements originate from it should theorically be either hot and cold, and heavy and light, as well as probably all the other features one can attribute to anything one knows.. I suppose that having all these features, 'feeling anything at all equals feeling the Quintessence'? Possible, but in my current case I think it's still a bit confusing to think of its concept.. when I saw Haures, the "place" behind her was something like a void filled with light and it felt kind of... "full"? :/ I'm beginning to think perhaps "the astral" is not a thinner/airy dimension that I have to strain myself in order to perceive, but a much fuller and thicker dimension than I give it credit for, and that I can only perceive it but becoming capable of standing more complete energies in my Soul.
I'll try to work on this and see if the ultra-violet color (its color is, as far as I know, the only thing I can identify this 'substance' with) gets me to sensitize myself to it in any way. I don't really know anymore than these few things about it though, so I don't know how well I could use it with a limited understanding of it.

But yeah, I was definitely thinking of starting to use this in order to balance my Elements. I think I've been jumping from one to the other way more than necessary, if there was progress to make like this I guess by now I should have covered that, even if I can't fully feel the effects yet due to my blockage. I'll get back to them in time, when I'm open enough to work seriously on some skills without sounding like an Avatar fangirl.

Oh, yeah last thing.
And sorry, this is a bit nuts as well. :lol:
When you said to picture something 'feminine' and listed those things, I tried them all but ...ahah, nope, didn't do it yet. So I decided to try and picture my upper part of the Soul as a feminine one in shape, feel and features.. I asked myself, what does a female do that I male won't? Well.. females "take cocks in them", right? lol So I visualized (as I thought it'd be useful for the energy ripping exercise) the upper part of the soul as a bunch of ..'tentacled mouths'? and used those to 'eat' the person's energy (like the webpage suggests one can do to visualize this more easily). And I must say, it DID feel feminine (hope I'm not sounding too sexist here lol).
And coming to think of it again, that is also the same time I felt my second chakra. :shock: Could it be that by using the feminine aspect of the Soul I also somehow triggered the male part to counter it??

Dude, I'm in shock lol. So many things are happening at once, I'm not even expecting them but they keep surprising me. I wish I had joined this forum so much earlier.

Anyway, that's the current update on things. Thank You so much for all your advice, I'm saving these messages in a folder to make sure I don't lose valuable knowledge and can read it even if I'm offline.

HAIL SATAN!!!!