SeguaceDiSatanas
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Hello, Brothers and Sisters. For some time now, strange and singular events have been happening to me. I know it's hard to believe, but for a long time, I let them happen without really caring because I thought they meant nothing. The oddities are mainly these, I would be delighted if people more expert and knowledgeable than me could help me understand them... thank you very much, sorry if I'm disturbing you!!
1) The first oddity is that, very often, I feel very strong energy forming at the beginning of my spine, in the lower back, and going all the way to my brain. It feels very strong as a thing, sometimes it is so strong that, as it passes, this energy causes me shocks in the sense that it makes my body move involuntarily.
2) The second thing is that I always really feel the physical need to perform Yoga. This thing was once very strong because I meditated, but I didn't attach importance to yoga. Then I understood that Yoga is fundamental by reading the sermons of our dearest HPs Maxine and the posts of the talented Lydia and I started doing Yoga every day. But it's not that the need has completely passed, I still feel the need to do these things. It is truly a physical necessity. I feel bad if I don't.
3) And I realize that it is very difficult to believe, but it is true: I can foresee small/medium events and situations of the present and the future. The thing started that I predicted the consequences of my actions calmly up to the point that today I can even predict situations and events that no one has told me about and that I shouldn't know (anyway not too high things, don't think this thing is too developed , but is developed enough to be a major oddity). I literally feel things and I already know realities and situations before they manifest themselves in front of me and make themselves known.
What are all these oddities in your opinion?
I personally believe that I have already been a Satanist in at least two past lives, if I had to bet I would say in an unspecified period in Egypt and during the Second World War among the National Socialists.
I am convinced of this because since I was a child I have always loved, searched for and always came across Egyptian material (in video games, films, TV series, documentaries, etc.).
Furthermore, since I was a child (I'm talking about elementary school) I already had deeply rooted and fully developed Nazi ideas that children usually don't have and don't think about at all: hatred of Jews, hatred of racial mixing, etc.
Throughout my Christian period I literally hated the Christian god with all my heart and was constantly thinking how much he disgusted me as a deity and how much I wanted to curse and kill him myself.. I followed this jewish/alien thought-form only because my father pressured and brainwashed.
Also, from an early age I was continually interested in attaining immortality through meditation and true spirituality. I was constantly looking up things about what I now know to be the Magnum Opus. In fact, Satanism has fulfilled all my childhood wishes: Egyptian Gods, National Socialists, spirituality and immortality.
And then my spells work right away so it's impossible that I haven't already meditated in my past life.
1) The first oddity is that, very often, I feel very strong energy forming at the beginning of my spine, in the lower back, and going all the way to my brain. It feels very strong as a thing, sometimes it is so strong that, as it passes, this energy causes me shocks in the sense that it makes my body move involuntarily.
2) The second thing is that I always really feel the physical need to perform Yoga. This thing was once very strong because I meditated, but I didn't attach importance to yoga. Then I understood that Yoga is fundamental by reading the sermons of our dearest HPs Maxine and the posts of the talented Lydia and I started doing Yoga every day. But it's not that the need has completely passed, I still feel the need to do these things. It is truly a physical necessity. I feel bad if I don't.
3) And I realize that it is very difficult to believe, but it is true: I can foresee small/medium events and situations of the present and the future. The thing started that I predicted the consequences of my actions calmly up to the point that today I can even predict situations and events that no one has told me about and that I shouldn't know (anyway not too high things, don't think this thing is too developed , but is developed enough to be a major oddity). I literally feel things and I already know realities and situations before they manifest themselves in front of me and make themselves known.
What are all these oddities in your opinion?
I personally believe that I have already been a Satanist in at least two past lives, if I had to bet I would say in an unspecified period in Egypt and during the Second World War among the National Socialists.
I am convinced of this because since I was a child I have always loved, searched for and always came across Egyptian material (in video games, films, TV series, documentaries, etc.).
Furthermore, since I was a child (I'm talking about elementary school) I already had deeply rooted and fully developed Nazi ideas that children usually don't have and don't think about at all: hatred of Jews, hatred of racial mixing, etc.
Throughout my Christian period I literally hated the Christian god with all my heart and was constantly thinking how much he disgusted me as a deity and how much I wanted to curse and kill him myself.. I followed this jewish/alien thought-form only because my father pressured and brainwashed.
Also, from an early age I was continually interested in attaining immortality through meditation and true spirituality. I was constantly looking up things about what I now know to be the Magnum Opus. In fact, Satanism has fulfilled all my childhood wishes: Egyptian Gods, National Socialists, spirituality and immortality.
And then my spells work right away so it's impossible that I haven't already meditated in my past life.
