Noticing a coorelation between magic(energy techniques) and meditation. Please help

[PowerAMSS]

Hi,

I have been practicing energy manipulation/magic for upwards of 25 years now, since I was 5 years old or so I have tried to do it. I have achieved results such as visble sparks in between my hands, my aura blurring cameras, telekinesis, and occasionally telepathy once or twice on accident as well as astral projection 3 times. at one point or another. I have attempted levitation many times but never succeeded.

Unfortunatly though, I cannot fully understand how I did these things and am too foolish to master it on my own. I have tried, far more than I care to think about with much of my free-time.

I am noticing that meditation, especially foindation meditation helps restore my energy. However, if I have trained a magic to exhaustion, such as attempting telekinesis, the energy ball, or levitation, I am then unable to get my energy back as easily.

I have also noticed that after training a magic and then resting for a time, my ability to do that magic increases abit as well as a slight increase to other magical ability is observed.

Now, for my question. Is it possible that practicing magical abilities is necessary to advance the strength of the soul? Kinda like having heavy resistance is necessary to build a muscle. Because that is the only way I can make sense of the effects I have experienced.


Alittle more about me:

On command I can easily move energy, sense it, "see" it with my minds eye, and others can feel it too if I concentrate it to a point. In addition I can enhance it on command with just my mind as well. When I use energy at an increased/enhanced rate it also interestingly causes my pupils to dialate, even in bright light. I can also use energy to temporarily engance my strength and rapidly use muscle to perfrom the one-inch punch developed by Bruce lee. I have noticed as my energy grows so does my physical durability and strength as well.

One final thing to add, this one is really crazy and I feel abit uncomfortable sharing it, but I need help and want to be transparent. I believe the people here are good.

I once was summoned to hell when I was 17 years old by a great demon, I think he called himself Zakimaru but I am unsure, my memory while there is hazy. Hell had gray sand and giant blue crystals lighting it at the area I was in, which was far different than what I expected. The demon explained I was important and he would personally teach me if I mastered astral projection. I then returned to my body and looked in a mirror. One half of my soul has hazing and symbols of some kind on it (the left half), and the other half looks normal. Then I woke up and had purple ooze hanging out of my mouth that then evaporated pretty fast. I suspect it was dense ectoplasm from my soul. Only astral projected 2 times after that but coulf never master it.

Eventually I also fell to Xianity again, but am now finally clean of that, for good. Since, I finally understand its evil. Since then I rarely had any experiences with hell. Recently Satan showed me the lie I was living with allowing me to fall hard, and I then turned back to him. He hated when I prayed to Yahweh too much to stand for it and personnally conversated with me in my dreams after many years. So I then came herr, by chance really.

Anyway, I do not know where to turn for this stuff, as no one will understand. So, I figured I would ask here. Sorry about any typo's and the text being long. I am not crazy and 100% sane as well. I do have crazy parts I will admit, but I thibk we all do.

Thanks for reading this,

SSAM

 

[AFODO]

Are you a dedicated Satanist?

Yes it is important to train our spiritual abilities. In most cases, this won't strengthen your soul in the most exact sense, but will make you learn how to use your soul.
The best example I can give is that some gymrat maybe able to push out 200kg but may not be able to take down a professional martial art fighter.
So by training these abilities, you are in fact developing a part of your soul, but the literal empowerment is trough the 8 fold path (meditation, physical yoga, etc.)

With that, your daily routine should consist of somethings that does: cleaning, empowerment, and protection. Other than that, you can freely experiment with spiritual abilities, but the number one priority is that.

About your experience, I have no idea,"Hell" is a lot of planets that is civilized with Gods, but blue light is a good indicator. What I can say is that it is a great honor that this Demon told you that. You should really be serious about your advancement, and seek to reconnect that Demon.

 

[PowerAMSS]

Are you a dedicated Satanist?

Yes it is important to train our spiritual abilities. In most cases, this won't strengthen your soul in the most exact sense, but will make you learn how to use your soul.
The best example I can give is that some gymrat maybe able to push out 200kg but may not be able to take down a professional martial art fighter.
So by training these abilities, you are in fact developing a part of your soul, but the literal empowerment is trough the 8 fold path (meditation, physical yoga, etc.)

With that, your daily routine should consist of somethings that does: cleaning, empowerment, and protection. Other than that, you can freely experiment with spiritual abilities, but the number one priority is that.

About your experience, I have no idea,"Hell" is a lot of planets that is civilized with Gods, but blue light is a good indicator. What I can say is that it is a great honor that this Demon told you that. You should really be serious about your advancement, and seek to reconnect that Demon.

Hi AFODO,

I unfortunatly still need to dedicate... I did so in my astral temple when I was a teenager, because I lived with Christians... but then I then fell off the path in a horrendous way and very unfortunatly turned to Christianity.

However, I always struggled with it and energy practices since they conflicted. I also never liked church or the bible, especially after I read it cover to cover. Most Christians in my experience are very group think and hypocritical.

Thank you very much for taking the time to reply to me and for the information.

I can see the analolgy you are making, In some ways that makes sense to me.

So basically the power meditations (cleaning, empowerment, and protection) really build up the spiritual power of the soul itself; where as practicing magic/energy techniques increases skill with energy and develops the souls ability to utilize its own power as well, likely by building up pathways as well as some part of my soul and very likely body responsible for all of the potential effects.

In regard to "hell", yes I felt honored at the time, but very confused, still am. I also questioned if it was real though as well many timrs since. It was pretty intense, to say the least. I am not sure what his name was, but I believe it was either Zakimaru because that sticks in my head or Deimose, could have been both.
I really do not remember well though. I just know there were blue light emitting crystals in the grey sand that was the ground. I also remember that he was very large and did not look human to me. Then again maybe it was just a form he was presenting to me, not sure.

I wonder how I would go about getting back in touch with him.well, I suppose It is possible that he and father Satan have monitored me too for all I know.

 

[AFODO]

...

Just simply state to Satan that you found the path again and you are willing to continue on it. No need for the classic dedication.

This path is THE path, not just a path. When we find it, we are on this path, and the dedication is just the declaration, and recognition of this. If we are lost for too long, but manage to find it again, a new declaration is okay to make, but you already know the path and you are known, so no need for such a ritual like that of the first time.

We are walking this path by acting and not by declaring something. Satan recognizes the ones who walk on it, even if they themself did not committed formally. When this "non-dedicated" walks the path, and builds a relationship with the Gods, we can't say that they are outsiders or non-dedicated anymore, as again, it is not a matter of declaring this, especially if they just a had a little "break". This specific ritual presented by the JoS is just a form of declaration and recognition of walking this path, but it wasn't declared exactly like this in the past or won't always be like that. So what I want to say here is that you can just tell Satan by your own way that you are with him and that's it.

 

[PowerAMSS]

Just simply state to Satan that you found the path again and you are willing to continue on it. No need for the classic dedication.

This path is THE path, not just a path. When we find it, we are on this path, and the dedication is just the declaration, and recognition of this. If we are lost for too long, but manage to find it again, a new declaration is okay to make, but you already know the path and you are known, so no need for such a ritual like that of the first time.

We are walking this path by acting and not by declaring something. Satan recognizes the ones who walk on it, even if they themself did not committed formally. When this "non-dedicated" walks the path, and builds a relationship with the Gods, we can't say that they are outsiders or non-dedicated anymore, as again, it is not a matter of declaring this, especially if they just a had a little "break". This specific ritual presented by the JoS is just a form of declaration and recognition of walking this path, but it wasn't declared exactly like this in the past or won't always be like that. So what I want to say here is that you can just tell Satan by your own way that you are with him and that's it.

Thank you very much for the wisdom, care, and your kind words my fellow SS.

I actually mentally sent a message to Satan while looking at his sigil about this. I always got back the feeling/answer he cares more about what is in my hearts and the truth, rather than a former ritual.

Although, I do still want to perform the dedication ritual again, but in the flesh, not only for the formality of it, but also for myself. Which, is abit selfish I suppose, but I want to do it to help ensure I never let myself get influenced by the wrong path again.

 

[Cosmic6999]

I have a question on the blue flame one person say archangel Michael possessed the blue flame and they saying Satan and Lucifer is not the same and on this paganism they say it's evil and it's a Luciferianism

Also what all can you do with void meditation I notice that when I do void meditation or try to visualize I think about the visualizing I notice that with aura cleansing

 

[Cosmic6999]

The complete yogic breath can y'all explain it