Not feeling anything after dedication.

[rayaddams]

I have read a few sites/ people's posts, and realise that they have felt positive energy/weight being lifted from them imediately after their dedication ritual, but i realise i didnt feel anthing. is this bad?

 

[Brian Gibbons]

No one has the same experience after their dedication ritual,so don't judge anyone else and their experience by yours.If you are not a jew,then you were excepted into the family of Satan,regardless of what you experienced.So now just start a meditation program,and don't worry about it.Welcome to the family,and congrats! 
 Hail Satan
Brian 
"I will crush Christianity under my boot like a poisonous toad." - Adolf Hitler

From: rayaddams <rayaddams@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Tuesday, March 13, 2012 11:01 AM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Not feeling anything after dedication.

  I have read a few sites/ people's posts, and realise that they have felt positive energy/weight being lifted from them imediately after their dedication ritual, but i realise i didnt feel anthing. is this bad?

 

[qplayer37]

its ok, i dident felt anything either, but im meditating and still trying to achieve that trance,(its the hardest) any advice? post it! tnx!

HAIL SATAN!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "rayaddams" <rayaddams@... wrote:

I have read a few sites/ people's posts, and realise that they have felt positive energy/weight being lifted from them imediately after their dedication ritual, but i realise i didnt feel anthing. is this bad?

 

[hotstudman95]

for those of you who read my previous posts and post replies you know that i was kicked out of my former place for doing my own dedication.

luckily my new place has not complained about it so for me right now its so far so good and i sure hope it stays that way.

anyway if i had more time to think before i was kicked out i would have took note of any experiences i had.

but

one thing i can say is even though i was thrown out that day deep down i felt allot better. i mean by that of course that after dedicating i had a feeling that i was in for change.

i was not sure what that was at the time but i knew that somehow i would be able to do my best and progress anyways.

so me i did not feel anything right away but later on the main thing on my mind was 3 things.

1
finding a new place where i can be as secretive about my satanism as possible.

2
meditaion

3
finding out if i needed to get an Astral temple setup right away or if i could wait on that one. i still someday may get such a temple i just not sure when yet as at some point in another jos topic (one that most likely i will create myself someday) i will ask more on this.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Brian Gibbons <briangibbons20@... wrote:

No one has the same experience after their dedication ritual,so don't judge anyone else and their experience by yours.If you are not a jew,then you were excepted into the family of Satan,regardless of what you experienced.So now just start a meditation program,and don't worry about it.Welcome to the family,and congrats! 

 
Hail Satan
Brian 
"I will crush Christianity under my boot like a poisonous toad." - Adolf Hitler


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From: rayaddams <rayaddams@...
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Tuesday, March 13, 2012 11:01 AM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Not feeling anything after dedication.


 
I have read a few sites/ people's posts, and realise that they have felt positive energy/weight being lifted from them imediately after their dedication ritual, but i realise i didnt feel anthing. is this bad?

 

[Allison P]

I didn't feel anything when I did either, really. But that does not
matter. We are all different, and thus have different experiences when
dedicating. Hail Father Satan always!

On 3/16/12, hotstudman95 <hotstudman95@... wrote:

for those of you who read my previous posts and post replies you know that i
was kicked out of my former place for doing my own dedication.

luckily my new place has not complained about it so for me right now its so
far so good and i sure hope it stays that way.

anyway if i had more time to think before i was kicked out i would have took
note of any experiences i had.

but

one thing i can say is even though i was thrown out that day deep down i
felt allot better. i mean by that of course that after dedicating i had a
feeling that i was in for change.

i was not sure what that was at the time but i knew that somehow i would be
able to do my best and progress anyways.

so me i did not feel anything right away but later on the main thing on my
mind was 3 things.

1
finding a new place where i can be as secretive about my satanism as
possible.

2
meditaion

3
finding out if i needed to get an Astral temple setup right away or if i
could wait on that one. i still someday may get such a temple i just not
sure when yet as at some point in another jos topic (one that most likely i
will create myself someday) i will ask more on this.





--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Brian Gibbons <briangibbons20@...
wrote:

No one has the same experience after their dedication ritual,so don't
judge anyone else and their experience by yours.If you are not a jew,then
you were excepted into the family of Satan,regardless of what you
experienced.So now just start a meditation program,and don't worry about
it.Welcome to the family,and congrats!Â

Â
Hail Satan
BrianÂ
"I will crush Christianity under my boot like a poisonous toad." - Adolf
Hitler


________________________________
From: rayaddams <rayaddams@...
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Tuesday, March 13, 2012 11:01 AM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Not feeling anything after dedication.


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I have read a few sites/ people's posts, and realise that they have felt
positive energy/weight being lifted from them imediately after their
dedication ritual, but i realise i didnt feel anthing. is this bad?

 

[Hot Guy]

best i understand is i will most likely feel whatever i need to at the proper time.
or at least that's my opinion on the matter.
when i dedicated i did not know jack shit about meditation but i did read the part on how one should bathe before rituals so i was sure to take an extra shower the following evening i dedicated just to be on the safe side.
personally i am actually allot better of not being in my previous place of living i mean sure its a bit farther away from work and all but overall i am happy now and that is not just because of the new place i am in.  its because everyday sense then i knew Father and his demons where watching over me.  Also btw it was a tough road just to get to where i am living now but i made it and without our most wonderful and awesome Father Satan and his most wonderful and awesome demons i do not think i would have made it as far as i have now in life.  i mean i cannot see though 3rd eye yet but when meditating i can sometimes feel this like energy/my body vibrating (its hard to describe the feeling and i am doing my best to do so as i am not always one that is good with words) and somehow i know its a sign of something positive.
HAIL SATAN and all the Gods of DUAT

From: Allison P <apocalypseofjon@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Sunday, March 18, 2012 12:44 PM
Subject: Re: [JoyofSatan666] Re: Not feeling anything after dedication.

  I didn't feel anything when I did either, really. But that does not
matter. We are all different, and thus have different experiences when
dedicating. Hail Father Satan always!

On 3/16/12, hotstudman95 <hotstudman95@... wrote:

for those of you who read my previous posts and post replies you know that i
was kicked out of my former place for doing my own dedication.

luckily my new place has not complained about it so for me right now its so
far so good and i sure hope it stays that way.

anyway if i had more time to think before i was kicked out i would have took
note of any experiences i had.

but

one thing i can say is even though i was thrown out that day deep down i
felt allot better. i mean by that of course that after dedicating i had a
feeling that i was in for change.

i was not sure what that was at the time but i knew that somehow i would be
able to do my best and progress anyways.

so me i did not feel anything right away but later on the main thing on my
mind was 3 things.

1
finding a new place where i can be as secretive about my satanism as
possible.

2
meditaion

3
finding out if i needed to get an Astral temple setup right away or if i
could wait on that one. i still someday may get such a temple i just not
sure when yet as at some point in another jos topic (one that most likely i
will create myself someday) i will ask more on this.





--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Brian Gibbons <briangibbons20@...
wrote:

No one has the same experience after their dedication ritual,so don't
judge anyone else and their experience by yours.If you are not a jew,then
you were excepted into the family of Satan,regardless of what you
experienced.So now just start a meditation program,and don't worry about
it.Welcome to the family,and congrats!Â

Â
Hail Satan
BrianÂ
"I will crush Christianity under my boot like a poisonous toad." - Adolf
Hitler


________________________________
From: rayaddams <rayaddams@...
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Tuesday, March 13, 2012 11:01 AM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Not feeling anything after dedication.


Â
I have read a few sites/ people's posts, and realise that they have felt
positive energy/weight being lifted from them imediately after their
dedication ritual, but i realise i didnt feel anthing. is this bad?