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Why is it that I feel so down about everything? I feel unsure about some times of Jos. I don't mean do be disrespectful. I am still pretty new. I just feel like through meditation we learn to love ourselves and everyone that give us love back. But I feel as if I have to have hate for Christians and Jews how can I be a peace? But then again I have to hate them in order for me to be a true Satanist. I am not saying to love them either, maybe just let them be. I am just full of different emotions and I just want clarity. Last week I felt on top of the world and this week I've felt like complete shit. I have also noticed some rude replies to people on here like calling them idiots maybe they just need some more help then others understanding the whole concept. I think since we are all in this together we should help each other without the negativity. Well what I am saying is the I feel alone in this whole process and I would love if some would take a little time to maybe explain or tell me their opinion on this.
 
I might have to read the sources again, but all I remember reading is that xtianity, Islam and Judaism are false, deceptive programs, designed to limit the spirituality of people on earth. I guess that might imply 'hate' to some people, but workings 'against' christianity, islam etc... are designed to AWAKEN people to their true heritage and their true potential. Its not the people, its the philosophy that is to be disliked. I must admit that at times it takes a lot of patience to really understand that. 

On Friday, October 3, 2014 9:44 PM, "candra.esquivel@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] wrote:


  Why is it that I feel so down about everything? I feel unsure about some times of Jos. I don't mean do be disrespectful. I am still pretty new. I just feel like through meditation we learn to love ourselves and everyone that give us love back. But I feel as if I have to have hate for Christians and Jews how can I be a peace? But then again I have to hate them in order for me to be a true Satanist. I am not saying to love them either, maybe just let them be. I am just full of different emotions and I just want clarity. Last week I felt on top of the world and this week I've felt like complete shit. I have also noticed some rude replies to people on here like calling them idiots maybe they just need some more help then others understanding the whole concept. I think since we are all in this together we should help each other without the negativity. Well what I am saying is the I feel alone in this whole process and I would love if some would take a little time to maybe explain or tell me their opinion on this.


 
This group has a few things in common with post mormon groups. Fact is, you have several people who have been legitimately abused. Even just being lied to is sufficient to create a lot of anger.

Now, add years of being told to pretend that anger doesn't exist, that it's your fault if you get angry... etc...

Then, wake up. Find the truth. Further, start doing power meditation and cleaning out your soul.

That my friend is a recipe for anger and bad feelings.
And that's OK. That's one thing we believe is that it's OK to feel how you feel and express that, well, as long as you don't break any laws.

Understand that this is a transitional thing. The point is not to be angry and hateful forever, or to dwell on/nurse those emotions. You want to get them out, but sometimes you need to express them, or resolve them in order to get rid of them.

Even if they don't realize it themselves, everyone doing power meditation is working to get to the point of being free from this anger. It'll come with time. Some people on here are some of the chillest, most down to earth people you can meet. Luckily, they tend to be some of the regulars.

Also, great thing about the fact there are no mediators in Satanism is that what others choose to do really doesn't effect you.

James is right, the thing that's really at fault and really hated is the organizations/philosophies. Not the individuals. We want to save them, not destroy them.
 
Be sure to be consistent with power meditation everyday, that will help a lot.Hail Satan!

On Friday, October 3, 2014 11:44 PM, "candra.esquivel@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] wrote:


  Why is it that I feel so down about everything? I feel unsure about some times of Jos. I don't mean do be disrespectful. I am still pretty new. I just feel like through meditation we learn to love ourselves and everyone that give us love back. But I feel as if I have to have hate for Christians and Jews how can I be a peace? But then again I have to hate them in order for me to be a true Satanist. I am not saying to love them either, maybe just let them be. I am just full of different emotions and I just want clarity. Last week I felt on top of the world and this week I've felt like complete shit. I have also noticed some rude replies to people on here like calling them idiots maybe they just need some more help then others understanding the whole concept. I think since we are all in this together we should help each other without the negativity. Well what I am saying is the I feel alone in this whole process and I would love if some would take a little time to maybe explain or tell me their opinion on this.


 
I will put my two cents in here. Ever stop and think about how Father has been persecuted, maligned, and lied about? HE has
been treated something awful! And HE is our God!


In the Bible, the Jews went in and completely obliterated the Canaanites. They killed every
man, woman and child and even their animals! It is in the Bible. God, theirs, told them it was theirs for the taking...It was
their 'land of milk and honey'. At the price of all those innocent lives! Call that a loving god?


The Crusades! They murdered how many poor defenseless souls? And they were 'Xtians". Now look at what the
Muslim extremists are doing! All this has roots in the Jewish lies! So, even though I understand your mixed feelings,
and there are some decent folks out there in these beliefs.... they are deluded. And there are plenty of them
who aren't so nice. You have to look at both sides of the coin. On the whole, they aren't so innocent.
Hail Father Satan
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On Sun, 10/5/14, James Hunter engesongwok2@... [JoyofSatan666] <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:


Subject: Re: [JoyofSatan666]
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Date: Sunday, October 5, 2014, 5:43 PM


 









I might
have to read the sources again, but all I remember reading
is that xtianity, Islam and Judaism are false, deceptive
programs, designed to limit the spirituality of people on
earth. I guess that might imply 'hate' to some
people, but workings 'against' christianity, islam
etc... are designed to AWAKEN people to their true heritage
and their true potential. Its not the people, its the
philosophy that is to be disliked. I must admit that at
times it takes a lot of patience to really understand
that. 


On Friday, October
3, 2014 9:44 PM, "candra.esquivel@...
[JoyofSatan666]" <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
wrote:



 




















Why is it
that I feel so down about everything? I feel unsure
about some times of Jos. I don't mean do be
disrespectful. I am still pretty new. I just feel like
through meditation we learn to love ourselves and everyone
that give us love back. But I feel as if I have to have hate
for Christians and Jews how can I be a peace? But then
again I have to hate them in order for me to be a true
Satanist. I am not saying to love them either, maybe just
let them be. I am just full of different emotions and I
just want clarity. Last week I felt on top of the world and
this week I've felt like complete shit. I have also
noticed some rude replies to people on here like calling
them idiots maybe they just need some more help then others
understanding the whole concept. I think since we are all in
this together we should help each other without the
negativity. Well what I am saying is the I feel alone in
this whole process and I would love if some would take a
little time to maybe explain or tell me their opinion on

this.

































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Anger isn't always bad. It is how you channel the emotion. Same with hatred. It actually feels good when you get it going.
Like a fire, it is good and warm, but if it gets out of hand it starts burning the place down. 
 
Clean your aura multiple times daily and build an aura of protection daily. Meditate dealy and keep your spiritual energies high. A clean aura and daily meditation will make you feel significantly better. A strong aura of protection will prevent misfortune. How to Clean Your Aurahttp://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... aning.html Aura of Protectionhttp://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... ction.html Satanic Meditationhttp://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... ation.html 
The following working was originally posted by High Priestess Maxine Dietrich here: https://groups.yahoo.com/neo/groups/Joy ... pics/91036

FULL WORKING:

When you have an energy buzz, such as after a yoga session, do the following:

1. Visualize yourself engulfed in powerful white-gold light.

2. Affirm:
'My aura is constantly deflecting and repelling any and all negative energy, spite, ill will and curses directed at me and is always returning it right back to those who send it.' 'I am aligning these protective energies with those of my Brothers and Sisters in Satan.'

3. Recite a full Satanic rosary 'SURYAE' [the mantra for the sun, which is very effective in cleaning the aura and in deflecting negative energies]
SUUU-RR-YAH-YAY

!! ENGULF YOURSELF IN WHITE-GOLD LIGHT, LIKE THAT OF THE SUN AND VIBRATE 'SURYAE' INTO THIS LIGHT 108 TIMES USING THE ROSARY. IF YOU DO NOT HAVE A SATANIC ROSARY, THEN COUNT THE 108 VIBRATIONS ANY WAY THAT YOU ARE ABLE TO.

4. Vibrate AUM 9 times, AH at your solar chakra, UU at your throat chakra and MM at your 6th chakra/pineal gland.

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PARTIAL WORKING:

Just do steps 1 and 2.

You can begin this at any time. All of our energies will link up and deflect the curses and related and send the ugly energies right back to them.

FOR BOTH THE FULL AND PARTIAL WORKINGS, REPEAT STEPS ONE AND TWO SEVERAL TIMES A DAY, EVERY DAY, TO REINFORCE THE AURA AND WORKING. FEEL THE ENERGY, WHICH WILL GROW AND GROW.  
 

Al Jilwah: Chapter IV

"It is my desire that all my followers unite in a bond of unity, lest those who are without prevail against them." - Satan

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