Edlyn Gonzalez
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When i was 19, my son and i were staying with my aunt, shes totally catholic, and has all these jesus christ and virgin mary and saint things all over her house...well, the room that i was staying in was basically empty...picture a white room with a closet, a door that leads to the hall-way, a door that leads to the back yard a window and a bed and a foot stool, nothing more....nothing on the walls except a tiny card type picture of a "saint" which i jus recently found out it was "saint judah" im 23 now...i had already been living there for a few weeks and never really paid too much attention to the card on the wall...[by the way, my aunt is totally against smoking weed so i had to quit if i was to live with her] one night when everyone was asleep, my cousin knocked on the door that leads to the backyard...he was smoking and he offered me a hit...of coarse my immature ass fell into temptation and took a hit, just one, cuz i was afraid my nosey aunt would hear me coughing and come out all scandalous...i went back into my room after that single hit and took out my GED book to study...while i was looking at my book the saint on the wall caught my attention, but then quickly a voice in my head told me not to look at it! and then another voice told me to look at it..it went back n forth, back in forth for wat seemed like 5 minutes "high time" heheh...then finally i got a lil irritated and thought to myself "why the fuck should i be scared of a saint? i mean, i grew up catholic, why shouldnt i look at it?" i stood up and walked over to the picture on the wall when suddenly i felt/heard a growling in my head and had this great urge hurt the saint and rip the picture off the wall...now, i really cant say whether i imagined this or if it was forreal or if i was just high but the saint fell on his ass and then stood up and spoke to me...it said "Edlyn, why do you want to hurt me? i havent done anything to you..." Tears started falling down my cheeks and i did the first thing that popped into my head, i prayed...i thought of my mom and i prayed...i snapped out of it and found myself looking around the room like WTF just happened?! i thought i was going frickin nuts! and then i heard that same growling but this time it wasnt in my head it sounded like it was all around the room kinda like surround sound...i ran out of the room so quick only to find my cousin sittin in the living room watching t.v! i told him what had happened and to come in the room and take the picture out! he looked at me like i was crazy and askt me wtf i was smokin...i told him i was smokin the same thing as him but that i knew it wasnt jus the weed! of coarse he didnt believe me and refused to take the picture of the saint out of the room..a couple of days later my boyfriend came out on ferlow from this program he was in and told me that i had a weak soul and that something was trying to posses me...i quickly shut him down and told him i obviously did not have a weak soul if i didnt let it come over me...That happened 4 years ago...now what i wanna kno is WAT THE FUCK WAS THAT?! and please dont tell me i was jus high, i usually leave that part out cuz everyone jus tells me the same thing "you were just high Edlyn...get over it." i need and honest and reasonable answer.