I've been dedicated 5 months. And i think it did look like a god at first but it wasnt, i think it did that to taunt me or try to fool me. Even though our gods bioelectricty could do many things it wasnt really similar. I can tell by this point. Its gut feeling and it was telling me lies about Father and giving nightmares. But its gone now. And the " michael" thing i can tell because i used to call upon " angels" years back. I can tell the feeling i get from grays, kinda like knowing the enemy and he's the only one who seems to taunt me like that. But its gone now