Hi, Ive never really been religous even when my parents sent me off to
Sunday school I always thought it was a bunch of bullshit and that the
christian god was a giant asshole.But then I came across JoS and I was
really skeptical at first however I started reading everything about christianity enslaving people by fear, destroying history to better benefit them,ect ect.Everything seemed to make sense at that point for me.
After about a few weeks of reading and meditating I decided to make a dedication to father satan because I had this feeling of yes I want to be a part of this, I want to expand my mind and soul and wanting to know more of demons and father satan.
I did the ritual however I dont feel like I did it right I forgot about the candle and I Recited the prayer after the burning and im really beating myself over it.Even then I still felt this weight lifted from me. A part of a dream that night I can remember pretty clearly was I woke up and looked outside only to see a bunch of planets, a red/purpleish planet was pulsing in perticular then I got ready to leave and while I was waiting for the bus I started tapping the bus sign then someone started tapping the trash can then then everyone was tapping something to form some music there was dancing singing then everyone asked "will you join spiritual satanism?" then I woke up. I decided to nap for another 10 mins and I couldn't see anything just mumbling then the words became clearer and someone(male) asked "how's Crocel?" followed by something that seemed like someone just popped a balloon in my ear.I just wanted to ask
With the way I did the dedication and the dream I had is the dedication still valid?
If its valid what can I do for father satan's approval/love?
My family and 2 best friends and christian/Catholic I know they cant be convinced how should I act towards them?
I have more questions but I don't want to get too lengthy and any answers would be greatly appreciated!
Hail Father Satan!
Sunday school I always thought it was a bunch of bullshit and that the
christian god was a giant asshole.But then I came across JoS and I was
really skeptical at first however I started reading everything about christianity enslaving people by fear, destroying history to better benefit them,ect ect.Everything seemed to make sense at that point for me.
After about a few weeks of reading and meditating I decided to make a dedication to father satan because I had this feeling of yes I want to be a part of this, I want to expand my mind and soul and wanting to know more of demons and father satan.
I did the ritual however I dont feel like I did it right I forgot about the candle and I Recited the prayer after the burning and im really beating myself over it.Even then I still felt this weight lifted from me. A part of a dream that night I can remember pretty clearly was I woke up and looked outside only to see a bunch of planets, a red/purpleish planet was pulsing in perticular then I got ready to leave and while I was waiting for the bus I started tapping the bus sign then someone started tapping the trash can then then everyone was tapping something to form some music there was dancing singing then everyone asked "will you join spiritual satanism?" then I woke up. I decided to nap for another 10 mins and I couldn't see anything just mumbling then the words became clearer and someone(male) asked "how's Crocel?" followed by something that seemed like someone just popped a balloon in my ear.I just wanted to ask
With the way I did the dedication and the dream I had is the dedication still valid?
If its valid what can I do for father satan's approval/love?
My family and 2 best friends and christian/Catholic I know they cant be convinced how should I act towards them?
I have more questions but I don't want to get too lengthy and any answers would be greatly appreciated!
Hail Father Satan!