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This is my first group post/introduction.  
Politically, I am a National Socialist, working behind the scenes in an educational capacity and working with a free speech advocacy business group that provides secure, censorship-free webhosting for political dissidents.  This has been extremely rewarding, especially during recent years.  
Spiritually, I got disgusted with the Marxist/Jew takeover of various metaphysical groups I knew and thus have not paid much attention to them for decades now, as I didn't have the stomach for watching willful and suicidal ignorance become popular and monetized.  In my day (I'm newly retired now), such groups as I was involved in were racially European, conservative, folkish, and clannish.  Nowadays, it is a commercialized, multicultural horror of untruth and delusion, led by Jews and supported by traitors and ignoramuses who will believe anything.  Discouraged, I spent the subsequent decades delving into science and working in healthcare...my inner explorations solitary and limited to meditation, mantra, and Sanskrit.  I attended a quiet, remote ashram for a number of years.
After retiring, I came to have quite an interesting developing relationship with Odin, or Wotan, especially with respect to my NS work.  It is, shall we say, a surprisingly responsive and intimate relationship.  He revealed his identity as Satan, which admittedly surprised me further, but makes perfect sense.  I spent several days looking for JoS online, on a hunch or feeling that such must exist.  I felt that I could not possibly be the only one with these perceptions and beliefs.  I hit many dead ends, but was happy with only one lead that bore the right kind of fruit:  JoS.  So here I am.  I have been eagerly reading the material here.  I'd say it is pretty darned spot on and a bright light in the darkness.

I am, however, NOT particularly proficient with computer gadgets, despite my activist work (I work in administration, not the IT department).  I have tried to download the Android RTR Veteran app or download it, unsuccessfully.  I end up with a Dropbox error message, asking me to log in.  Since I do have a Dropbox account, I logged in there as requested, to receive the file, but that didn't work.  The error message remains.  If anyone knows what I'm doing wrong, I'd appreciate some practical advice on that.
Thanks very much!Satyress

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I can't give you any computer advice as I am also not very proficient in this area. Just wanted to let you know that I am also not quite young anymore and came to spiritual satanism later in life after the exact same observations on the other systems that you made. I feel like this is my home yet at the same time, being not open astrally yet, it also feels like a lonely route as I haven't seen Satan or the demons yet and everybody around me is either Christian, atheist, or new-ager. This first year is also especially hard for me as I believe that I am under some enemy attacks since I amped up my meditations. Anyway, just wanted to say hello and welcome.
 
Ave! Well, I was going to say that Father Satan is actually OdinWotan,
but I guess he already told you as much. So I needn't say it. :D I'm a
bit ashamed to say, I'm not too knowledgeable about Norse lore. I
really do need to get into that more. It's fascinating, I just have
not read that much about such. Though I've always been somewhat
enamoured of the Norse pantheon. Odin in particular. Which kinda makes
sense, now that I found out several years ago that Odin was really
Lord/Father Satan. I mean, it does make sense. Through my limited
knowledge, I do know that the Norse worshipped Odin as the
"All-Father". So there you go. Satan made us, he's our soul-father. It
fits. I'm sorry I can't really answer your actual question. I'd
suggest just trying it again. I know, lame advice, but that's the best
I can give. The Jos is pretty much right on. Everything's been
corupted by kikes and angels, but Maxine et al. have had direct
contact with the Gods, so yeah. I'm not saying don't read other stuff,
just be cautious ihn what you choose to assimilate, so to speak. Hail
Lord/Father Satan! Hail Sorath, the One Who Burns! Hail Andras!

On 8/4/17, pharma konus pharmakonus@... [JoyofSatan666]
<[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:
This is my first group post/introduction.
Politically, I am a National Socialist, working behind the scenes in an
educational capacity and working with a free speech advocacy business group
that provides secure, censorship-free webhosting for political dissidents.
 This has been extremely rewarding, especially during recent years.
Spiritually, I got disgusted with the Marxist/Jew takeover of various
metaphysical groups I knew and thus have not paid much attention to them for
decades now, as I didn't have the stomach for watching willful and suicidal
ignorance become popular and monetized.  In my day (I'm newly retired now),
such groups as I was involved in were racially European, conservative,
folkish, and clannish.  Nowadays, it is a commercialized, multicultural
horror of untruth and delusion, led by Jews and supported by traitors and
ignoramuses who will believe anything.  Discouraged, I spent the subsequent
decades delving into science and working in healthcare...my inner
explorations solitary and limited to meditation, mantra, and Sanskrit.  I
attended a quiet, remote ashram for a number of years.
After retiring, I came to have quite an interesting developing relationship
with Odin, or Wotan, especially with respect to my NS work.  It is, shall we
say, a surprisingly responsive and intimate relationship.  He revealed his
identity as Satan, which admittedly surprised me further, but makes perfect
sense.  I spent several days looking for JoS online, on a hunch or feeling
that such must exist.  I felt that I could not possibly be the only one with
these perceptions and beliefs.  I hit many dead ends, but was happy with
only one lead that bore the right kind of fruit:  JoS.  So here I am.  I
have been eagerly reading the material here.  I'd say it is pretty darned
spot on and a bright light in the darkness.

I am, however, NOT particularly proficient with computer gadgets, despite my
activist work (I work in administration, not the IT department).  I have
tried to download the Android RTR Veteran app or download it,
unsuccessfully.  I end up with a Dropbox error message, asking me to log in.
 Since I do have a Dropbox account, I logged in there as requested, to
receive the file, but that didn't work.  The error message remains.  If
anyone knows what I'm doing wrong, I'd appreciate some practical advice on
that.
Thanks very much!Satyress

Sent from Yahoo Mail on Android
 
Thanks for the warm welcome, Allison!

I tried to approach the Norse "tradition" several times in my life, but found the topic uninspiring and spiritually inaccessible. It was not until I committed to and delved deeply into the National Socialist Weltanschauung and internalized Third Reich philosophical writings, that the Norse gods came abundantly alive for me, particularly Odin AllFather. It appears that much of what we have as remnants of the old Norse religion is so corrupted and watered down that it is somatically and psychologically unrecognizable, at least until one learns to "think with the blood." I don't remember now, where I first heard or read of that phrase, but I interpret it to mean that all esoteric knowledge is contained in our racial DNA itself. At least that is what it feels like is happening. Learning to listen to natural tendencies and the subtle wisdom of my innermost being allowed the connection for me, more than any book could facilitate. Truth be told, I have never practiced Norse religion as it is practiced, socially, today, so I basically bypassed all the garbage and Christian/Angelic/Jewish obfuscation, overlays, and misdirection by going straight for primal "blood knowledge." The living relationship with Odin intensified until he led me to understand that he was Satan himself. This was essentially my path here to JoS.

As for my technical question, I subsequently attempted to download the RTR Veteran files on my desktop with no problem. Incidentally, someone has mentioned they are not updated, so when it comes to actual practice, I'll refer to the most recent schedules and links as they are posted by our HPs, once I'm dedicated. I know better than to put myself "out there" without Father's protection. I am learning as I go....and I love it!

I'm thinking of dedicating on the day of the total solar eclipse coming up...as I will have regained my freedom and independence by then, after years of emotional strain and bondage. It will be a new beginning!
 
This is an excellent post with quality topics. We appreciate your honest feedback.

Let's remember something. The name like Odin is only an anchor for our mind. Behind such names, even transcending our mortal human line and recorded past, in the spiritual realm, we are reaching for a specific consciousness, our God, a being of beings, in it's clearest representation.

Satan comes from Satya which means Truth in Sanskrit. This consciousness or being, many affirm in the names of their native culture, and the Gods, they lead them here for answers.

This is because they have entrusted their people to us to teach them, for free, and give them guidance to further their relationship and the objective which is for people to advance.

Welcome home, as for the formal dedication, pick your best date. It was a joy reading your replies in this thread.
 
Better late than never, yes? I've always been a late bloomer as well. I think we have life experience, if we live long enough, that lends both depth and beauty to our journey, that otherwise would be missed. Sometimes the most profound things are most subtle indeed. Thanks for the heartfelt welcome, fellow traveler!
 
Thanks for the welcome home, HP. I hope for a long and satisfying bond with my brothers and sisters in Truth, in Satan.

I do understand, and I appreciate the confirmation from an elder practitioner.

I am somewhat familiar with Sanskrit. In another thread I asked if there is a link to our rituals in Sanskrit, as a few people have mentioned it as an accepted alternative. I am very interested in this possibility.

Respectfully,
Satyress
 

Al Jilwah: Chapter IV

"It is my desire that all my followers unite in a bond of unity, lest those who are without prevail against them." - Satan

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