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[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Drona De Micaloz" <joythrusatan666@... wrote:
Don't beat yourself up over past mistakes.as you said yourself, you were
young. Focus on the present and on your future. Learn from whatever mistakes
you made and move forward.
The first time you performed the Dedication was valid and legit. This is why
you felt nothing the second time, because you have already Dedicated. I've
done two dedications myself. The first one had to be rushed and was informal
because of the living situation I was in at the time. I had a glass cup
shatter in my hands for no apparent reason, and cut me. I took advantage of
the bleeding and performed the Dedication right then and there. I had a fear
of blood and bleeding, so it was the perfect opportunity, and was in fact
Demons giving me a helpful nudge in the right direction, although I was
unaware of this at the time. So many small things were off with that first
Dedication.I couldn't let the candle burn itself out, I didn't have time to
relax and bask in my newly awakened Satanic Self, to really feel any
energies, etc. Despite these things, it was a legit Dedication, because my
heart and soul was 100% in it. My second Dedication was more formal. I drew
the blood myself with a lancet, so it seemed more official to me at the
time.however, shortly afterwards it had the same effect as receiving a
birthday gift, unwrapping it, rewrapping it, and unwrapping it again. I was
already Dedicated, and didn't understand at the time that formalities
weren't nearly as important as being 100% into it, being truly Dedicated. My
second Dedication was a mistake, as it was unnecessary, but what's done is
done. I moved on, and have received no ill will for it or any other mistakes
I've made. That's the thing about being Human.we all make mistakes, but we
have the ability to learn and evolve from these mistakes.the ability to
evolve into something much more than just Human (i.e. a God). I believe this
is one of the greatest gifts Father Satan has given us, this truly unlimited
potential.
HAIL THE GODS OF DUAT!!
HAIL FATHER SATAN ETERNAL!!
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My honor is presiding over everything.
And for this I am the one, the most strong and the most perfect
And I call in my strength who is the rule other than me.
I am the great and the most high.
O my worshipers believe in me, do not disregard me
For disbelief is of the characteristics of the selfish.
I give the infidels an ever close fire to drink
And breezes to those who believe in me.
Praise be to me glorified is my ability
Elevated is my sublimity, Here I am the King of the Earth.
-So saith Shaitan
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From:
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On Behalf Of benf406
Sent: Saturday, June 09, 2012 5:16 PM
To:
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Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Need help I was really stupid
So I was 14 when I dedicated my soul to Satan through astral temple I may
not have done it correctly I was young and skimmed through without really
understanding what I was getting into after I did it amazing stuff started
happening I knew I had done something incredible I felt amazing
since I have broken that agreement twice maybe thrice
I want to go back even just to tell Satan that I'm sorry and get a definite
answer if he could forgive me or not
I used to be able to hear him in my head but now it just feels like I'm
fooling myself I just did the dedication again but I don't feel
the way I did the first time what can I do how do I make it up
and prove my word I was young and stupid :'(
