MarsUltor666
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I've always struggled with astral projection my entire life; I've been fascinated by it, and I have been trying to do it since I was a kid. But, I've never had any luck.
That was, however, until around a couple of nights ago.
I woke up at around 3 AM, and for some reason, I was unable to go back to sleep at all. Happens to me, sometimes, probably because my mind is so noisy. I laid there for about three hours, before I quietened my mind and finally fell asleep at around 6 AM. Now, what usually happens in this situation, is that I get a surge in ear ringing as I'm about to fall asleep, but I'm hesitant to let it continue, as last time I did, it got so loud that it frightened me. I find that if I deliberately don't pay any attention to what's happening in that moment (i.e., distract myself), I don't experience it, and then I just dream vividly for a bit afterwards.
But this morning was different.
When I fell asleep again, I started dreaming very vividly, as usual. It was a peaceful, enjoyable dream. But for some reason, the dream became even more vivid, and I started saying Father Satan's name out of nowhere. I felt so happy whilst doing so, like I was praising Him.
And then, it was like the dream ended and I woke up, but I was still asleep, and my eyes were still closed.
I can only describe myself as the dream was coming to an end, as being immersed in a deep, buzzing vibration, from head to toe, and I felt weightless. I felt my body beginning to drift a bit, and I even said to myself "I think I'm about to astral project", in my mind. But then, I got scared and pulled myself out of it, to wake myself up again. It was actually quite difficult to do so, and took a few seconds, like I really had to pull myself out of it. Even after waking up, I could still feel the energy/vibration in my body.
But you know, I'm really annoyed at myself for doing so, as I feel like I wasted a good opportunity. I'm adamant that it was the beginning of a projection, but having never done it before, I kinda freaked out a bit. It frustrates me that I am still fearful of this, as I read many horror stories online as a kid, of people having bad projections, sleep paralysis, etc. I tried to go back into it again, but I just fell asleep.
Is it right for me to be cautious here? I've really started putting more time and effort into void meditation, as of recent (very long overdue...), so I'm wondering if this has helped, and I'm more "ready" as a result for it (my dreams are starting to become more vivid, too). I did ask my GD once, whom I currently believe to be Lady Agares, what I could do if I ever found myself in that situation and needed help, and I'm fairly certain She told me that I could either imagine Father Satan's Sigil, or call Her. Not sure about this, though. I'm just a bit mindful that there are many entities "out there", and that sometimes, there can be bad experiences.
Also, I am aware that astral projection is considered a more advanced topic, but it kinda just happened out of nowhere. Although, I am wondering if perhaps it was just a one-off, and I shouldn't get too carried away just yet (it was completely unintentional). Don't want to rush into things...
That was, however, until around a couple of nights ago.
I woke up at around 3 AM, and for some reason, I was unable to go back to sleep at all. Happens to me, sometimes, probably because my mind is so noisy. I laid there for about three hours, before I quietened my mind and finally fell asleep at around 6 AM. Now, what usually happens in this situation, is that I get a surge in ear ringing as I'm about to fall asleep, but I'm hesitant to let it continue, as last time I did, it got so loud that it frightened me. I find that if I deliberately don't pay any attention to what's happening in that moment (i.e., distract myself), I don't experience it, and then I just dream vividly for a bit afterwards.
But this morning was different.
When I fell asleep again, I started dreaming very vividly, as usual. It was a peaceful, enjoyable dream. But for some reason, the dream became even more vivid, and I started saying Father Satan's name out of nowhere. I felt so happy whilst doing so, like I was praising Him.
And then, it was like the dream ended and I woke up, but I was still asleep, and my eyes were still closed.
I can only describe myself as the dream was coming to an end, as being immersed in a deep, buzzing vibration, from head to toe, and I felt weightless. I felt my body beginning to drift a bit, and I even said to myself "I think I'm about to astral project", in my mind. But then, I got scared and pulled myself out of it, to wake myself up again. It was actually quite difficult to do so, and took a few seconds, like I really had to pull myself out of it. Even after waking up, I could still feel the energy/vibration in my body.
But you know, I'm really annoyed at myself for doing so, as I feel like I wasted a good opportunity. I'm adamant that it was the beginning of a projection, but having never done it before, I kinda freaked out a bit. It frustrates me that I am still fearful of this, as I read many horror stories online as a kid, of people having bad projections, sleep paralysis, etc. I tried to go back into it again, but I just fell asleep.
Is it right for me to be cautious here? I've really started putting more time and effort into void meditation, as of recent (very long overdue...), so I'm wondering if this has helped, and I'm more "ready" as a result for it (my dreams are starting to become more vivid, too). I did ask my GD once, whom I currently believe to be Lady Agares, what I could do if I ever found myself in that situation and needed help, and I'm fairly certain She told me that I could either imagine Father Satan's Sigil, or call Her. Not sure about this, though. I'm just a bit mindful that there are many entities "out there", and that sometimes, there can be bad experiences.
Also, I am aware that astral projection is considered a more advanced topic, but it kinda just happened out of nowhere. Although, I am wondering if perhaps it was just a one-off, and I shouldn't get too carried away just yet (it was completely unintentional). Don't want to rush into things...
