Hi, I really wish you the best of luck in regaining control of your life!
Regarding your post: A person's will should not go against the will of Satan and vice versa Satan's will never goes against the will of the person.
"[...] nor do I deprive them that are my own and that obey me of anything that is good for them" - Satan
If someone thinks that their will goes against that of Satan it may be because their will is currently "wrong" (i.e. it leads to self-destructive or dangerous behavior for society) and therefore should be corrected, or due to an error in interpretation of Satan's will or even both.
We humans and Satan and the Gods are on the same side and work as a family to support each other in the most positive ways. What is good for Satan in accordance with his will will also turn out to be good for the Satanist (for example: Satan wants us to make the world a better place, but if you live in a better world you too will be better and happier).
Likewise, what is good for the Satanist is also good for Father Satan. If in the family a father fixes a wall or his wife changes a faulty light bulb, it is the whole family who gains and not just the husband or wife.
[Concerning those who only care about themselves and see Satanism as a religion only for the self and disregard Satan]
"They are of no importance to me." -Satan
It's not a matter of your will. Your will is to feel good and be healthy, happy and capable of improving yourself. Addiction to drugs or alcohol (I don't know specifically what concerns you, and out of respect for your privacy I wouldn't even want to know, but I won't need to know to answer you) is not part of your will, rather it is a chain that binds you to something that is not your will and NEVER has been.
On this site you will find REALLY effective meditations and real magic methods. Sacred things that come directly from the Gods and which can also be used as support for a recovery and detoxification attempt:
There are also Gods who help with this type of thing. Demons like Buer for example ("Demon" means "divine being" in ancient Greek. It is a synonym).
I advise everyone not to underestimate the guidance of the Gods in our lives. At the beginning of my journey into Satanism, I prayed to Satan telling him: "if you see that I have a problem, even a serious one, and you know that I can deal with it alone, please do not help me solve it, but give me the guidance and knowledge necessary to succeed with my own strength."
Satan and the Gods guide us, this can also happen with simple coincidences, intuitions or new ideas. It is extremely useful.
If the specific recovery program is to worship that very Christian god, then they are just trying to replace a substance addiction with another form of (Christian-submissive) slavery. This is just shifting the issue, but praying and meditating is NOT in itself an "anti-Satanic" evil.
About prayers to the Gods:
Between praying to the Gods and requesting for help, there is a slight difference that everyone should be aware of. Since many come from Christian or Muslim backgrounds, where "prayer" is only just empty and no information is given, or where people literally pray to nothingness, there are many...
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About meditations:
Meditations:
Magic:
I think that a recovery program of right forms of prayer to the Gods and right forms of meditations from the Gods can only concretely HELP your noble goal.
I would also like to leave you some links to sermons that can help your situation:
When one does negative things to one's self, you are not truly "loving yourself". Over the last days I have been doing a lot of further research on addictions, drugs and related problems, since I want to be able to solve these problems for others. At the case where people do this, we can see...
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-High Priest Hooded Cobra 666 What do you say about an addiction to food? It's more difficult to draw the limit on this one because food is not something inherently toxic or forbidden that you can just say "I'll stay clear from this", because we need it. So where does the "enough" stop? How do...
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Scorpio, the sign of the occult… and also obsessions. Many members have this sign, or other aspects within your natal chart, that cause obsessions. Another factor is spells, magick caused by the enemy. Those with an open 3rd Eye and/or strong aura can see through spells easier and move away from...
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And I also want to mention to you some important things that come from our High Priestess Lydia on another similar topic:
Read also this:
Now I want to write a brief message here. There are a few people, who make certain agreements with the Gods. The Gods almost in every case, if the agreement is agreed by them, will follow through completely. But there is more into it. I will give a very direct example here. Let us say someone...
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You are actually DOING YOUR BEST to free yourself from the addiction. It's a beautiful thing you're doing and it puts you concretely on the right path to succeed even with the help of the Gods!
Sincere congratulations and good luck! In the end this ugly chain that is gradually crumbling will finally break. That's it, it will happen if you keep putting in the effort and have the right knowledge. HAIL SATANAS!
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