Father always guides us home!
I started to write this as a comment on Aldric's YouTube page, but I felt I should post it here. I was watching a video about how Satan always finds a way to deliver his message to us no matter our level of psychic awareness and as long as we look for coincidences we will receive them. I guess you could say this is my testimony and it's high time I gave one. I'm so hard headed sometimes lol.
Every time I look back to the past every since I was a kid I was always surrounded by Satanic imagery and symbols. Always seeing 666 and inverted pentagrams, whenever I drew "stars" as a child they were always point down. Just more aesthetically pleasing to me. Even when I was like 3 my mom showed me a "drawing" I made (it was just scribbles) but in the top right corner of the page I had drawn a point down pentagram and for some reason (she's without) she saved it and showed me when I got older. I never saw Satan as the bad guy and even though, a lot of my family and friends were xian.
In my adolescent years I tried to go to church with friends and a cousin I was very close to and I just never bought into it. I didn't fit in. It was VERY alien to me. I would think things like this just isn't for me and honestly even the name Satan was more comforting to me, than Jesus. Just sounded better truer.
Entering my early adult years I started researching the occult. What got me started was when I was in college someone mentioned astral projection and it interested me. I started researching the occult. Learning about different astral planes, meditations, chakras, & aliens. A lot of the info seemed amiss and always in someway included xianity or mention of the digesting jewish "g-d" which let me know, it was bullshit. There was something always telling me to keep going, I hadn't fount TRUTH yet, but I was close.
In 2012 I remember finding the "Exposing Christianity" site and seeing as I had been studying the occult for a few years by this time I understood everything perfectly I knew I had found something of value. Priceless info. I read literally every word on that site eager for more knowledge. I knew this was pure and uncorrupted. It did exactly as the name of the page states, exposed the lies of the xianity, took off that bullshit eating grin an showed the ugly face of that disgusting thought form and its worthless fictional son, that disgusting rabbi jesus. Of course that lead me to Joy of Satan.
Now I'll admit when I first saw that I thought: "oh here we go another shock site for reverse xians so they can claim how badass they are". But something inside me said: "keep an open mind, you haven't even clicked the link". So, I listened and kept going. I read the cover page and instantly knew this was different. This was special. This was not bullshit shock value boogeyman childish garbage. The person (HPS Maxine, duh!! Lol) who put this site and exposing xianity together had put together the pieces to the puzzle and brought us the truth as dictated by a real living God.
I'm fighting back tears as I type this. I couldn't stop reading I read for hours. Tears streaming down my face I knew deep within my soul that, what I was reading was something imprinted on my soul, but I just couldn't unlock it. This was pure, unadulterated, TRUTH. It was familiar, I recognized it somehow. When I saw the illustrations of Satan it's like I knew what they were going to look like before I even saw them. And I knew that voice telling me to keep going, keep delving was Satan guiding me home. Then, I believe it was in the testimonials, poems, and essays section I read an analogy, (I'm paraphrasing) it said that what has happened to Satan is the equivalent of you having children that you love and cherish and teach. You want nothing but the best for them. Then somebody abducts them keeps you hidden from them, abuses them, & tells them that you're the horrible one.
That analogy hit me like a nuclear bomb at ground zero I felt his pain. I cried and cried. I KNEW without a doubt, that this was real. I could feel it in every ounce of my being. I read and read studied and studied. I literally could NOT WAIT to dedicate.
The next day at work I couldn't wait to get off, so I could dedicate my soul. I took what money I had on me and walked up to the CVS near my house. I bought a red candle (they didn't have black),and a metal bowl. I came home and waited till dark and took a shower. I grabbed a clean sheet of paper and wrote the dedication ritual down word for word. I then gathered what little items I had & went to my car (I was living with my parents at the time and didn't want to wake them). I did the ritual in my car I remember from my pov the ritual was a mess lol. I was so anxious I messed up some words and I had to prick my finger with the thumbtack I was using like 3-4 times (I've always had that problem I have thick skin on my fingers from working with my hands) I just used a pen to sign my name trying to drag the blood with it. Burnt the paper and meditated.
I didn't feel anything really crazy or anything like that, other than extremely happy and pleased that I now felt truly home and at ease. My search was over, but my journey had just begun. The next day I received a seemingly unusual gift from a friend of mine's mother that seemed extremely out of character for her. I was in need of some new shoes at the time and voila my buddy comes down to my house with a pair of shoes the same color scheme as father's sigil. The style of shoe was a style I've always loved for looks and comfort. Coincidence, I think not.
Anytime the enemy put thoughts in your head like: "you don't belong", or "you're a jew" or any other nonsense. Think about how you felt when you found Joy of Satan. Think back to you intent when dedicating. Think of the love you have for our Father, our Gods/Goddesses, our High Priests and Priestesses, and our Satanic family as a whole. Then when you're good and pissed that the enemy would DARE try to leave you astray blast them with RTRs and every form of warfare that we encourage here. Use their bullshit, weak, feeble, impotent attempts of attacking you against them. Make them burn with Satanic justice. We will crush these parasites. Oh I'm in the mood for some warfare right now, so I'll bring this to a close.
Thank you High Priestess Maxine for all your dedication and hard work. Thank you to all of the High Priests and Priestesses for all over your dedication and hard work. You are held in such high respect and regard to us all your work is priceless and forever appreciated. Thank you Satan for bringing your children back home and for all you do for us. Thank you all Gods and Goddesses of Hell for everything you do to us. I know we all realize how lucky we are to find our way home to these amazing and loving beings and we will all make you proud. I love you all my Satanic family and I MEAN THAT!!! HAIL SATAN FOREVER AND EVER!! HAIL THE ONE WHO IS ETERNAL TRUTH.
I appreciate anybody who took time to read this, it was hard for me to keep myself together. From the bottom of my heart thank you.
Hail Satan!!!Hail the Gods and Goddesses of Hell!!!May the jew be trampled under Satanic feet!!!
I started to write this as a comment on Aldric's YouTube page, but I felt I should post it here. I was watching a video about how Satan always finds a way to deliver his message to us no matter our level of psychic awareness and as long as we look for coincidences we will receive them. I guess you could say this is my testimony and it's high time I gave one. I'm so hard headed sometimes lol.
Every time I look back to the past every since I was a kid I was always surrounded by Satanic imagery and symbols. Always seeing 666 and inverted pentagrams, whenever I drew "stars" as a child they were always point down. Just more aesthetically pleasing to me. Even when I was like 3 my mom showed me a "drawing" I made (it was just scribbles) but in the top right corner of the page I had drawn a point down pentagram and for some reason (she's without) she saved it and showed me when I got older. I never saw Satan as the bad guy and even though, a lot of my family and friends were xian.
In my adolescent years I tried to go to church with friends and a cousin I was very close to and I just never bought into it. I didn't fit in. It was VERY alien to me. I would think things like this just isn't for me and honestly even the name Satan was more comforting to me, than Jesus. Just sounded better truer.
Entering my early adult years I started researching the occult. What got me started was when I was in college someone mentioned astral projection and it interested me. I started researching the occult. Learning about different astral planes, meditations, chakras, & aliens. A lot of the info seemed amiss and always in someway included xianity or mention of the digesting jewish "g-d" which let me know, it was bullshit. There was something always telling me to keep going, I hadn't fount TRUTH yet, but I was close.
In 2012 I remember finding the "Exposing Christianity" site and seeing as I had been studying the occult for a few years by this time I understood everything perfectly I knew I had found something of value. Priceless info. I read literally every word on that site eager for more knowledge. I knew this was pure and uncorrupted. It did exactly as the name of the page states, exposed the lies of the xianity, took off that bullshit eating grin an showed the ugly face of that disgusting thought form and its worthless fictional son, that disgusting rabbi jesus. Of course that lead me to Joy of Satan.
Now I'll admit when I first saw that I thought: "oh here we go another shock site for reverse xians so they can claim how badass they are". But something inside me said: "keep an open mind, you haven't even clicked the link". So, I listened and kept going. I read the cover page and instantly knew this was different. This was special. This was not bullshit shock value boogeyman childish garbage. The person (HPS Maxine, duh!! Lol) who put this site and exposing xianity together had put together the pieces to the puzzle and brought us the truth as dictated by a real living God.
I'm fighting back tears as I type this. I couldn't stop reading I read for hours. Tears streaming down my face I knew deep within my soul that, what I was reading was something imprinted on my soul, but I just couldn't unlock it. This was pure, unadulterated, TRUTH. It was familiar, I recognized it somehow. When I saw the illustrations of Satan it's like I knew what they were going to look like before I even saw them. And I knew that voice telling me to keep going, keep delving was Satan guiding me home. Then, I believe it was in the testimonials, poems, and essays section I read an analogy, (I'm paraphrasing) it said that what has happened to Satan is the equivalent of you having children that you love and cherish and teach. You want nothing but the best for them. Then somebody abducts them keeps you hidden from them, abuses them, & tells them that you're the horrible one.
That analogy hit me like a nuclear bomb at ground zero I felt his pain. I cried and cried. I KNEW without a doubt, that this was real. I could feel it in every ounce of my being. I read and read studied and studied. I literally could NOT WAIT to dedicate.
The next day at work I couldn't wait to get off, so I could dedicate my soul. I took what money I had on me and walked up to the CVS near my house. I bought a red candle (they didn't have black),and a metal bowl. I came home and waited till dark and took a shower. I grabbed a clean sheet of paper and wrote the dedication ritual down word for word. I then gathered what little items I had & went to my car (I was living with my parents at the time and didn't want to wake them). I did the ritual in my car I remember from my pov the ritual was a mess lol. I was so anxious I messed up some words and I had to prick my finger with the thumbtack I was using like 3-4 times (I've always had that problem I have thick skin on my fingers from working with my hands) I just used a pen to sign my name trying to drag the blood with it. Burnt the paper and meditated.
I didn't feel anything really crazy or anything like that, other than extremely happy and pleased that I now felt truly home and at ease. My search was over, but my journey had just begun. The next day I received a seemingly unusual gift from a friend of mine's mother that seemed extremely out of character for her. I was in need of some new shoes at the time and voila my buddy comes down to my house with a pair of shoes the same color scheme as father's sigil. The style of shoe was a style I've always loved for looks and comfort. Coincidence, I think not.
Anytime the enemy put thoughts in your head like: "you don't belong", or "you're a jew" or any other nonsense. Think about how you felt when you found Joy of Satan. Think back to you intent when dedicating. Think of the love you have for our Father, our Gods/Goddesses, our High Priests and Priestesses, and our Satanic family as a whole. Then when you're good and pissed that the enemy would DARE try to leave you astray blast them with RTRs and every form of warfare that we encourage here. Use their bullshit, weak, feeble, impotent attempts of attacking you against them. Make them burn with Satanic justice. We will crush these parasites. Oh I'm in the mood for some warfare right now, so I'll bring this to a close.
Thank you High Priestess Maxine for all your dedication and hard work. Thank you to all of the High Priests and Priestesses for all over your dedication and hard work. You are held in such high respect and regard to us all your work is priceless and forever appreciated. Thank you Satan for bringing your children back home and for all you do for us. Thank you all Gods and Goddesses of Hell for everything you do to us. I know we all realize how lucky we are to find our way home to these amazing and loving beings and we will all make you proud. I love you all my Satanic family and I MEAN THAT!!! HAIL SATAN FOREVER AND EVER!! HAIL THE ONE WHO IS ETERNAL TRUTH.
I appreciate anybody who took time to read this, it was hard for me to keep myself together. From the bottom of my heart thank you.
Hail Satan!!!Hail the Gods and Goddesses of Hell!!!May the jew be trampled under Satanic feet!!!
