I'm not a teen but this matter hits close enough for home that I hope to offer some insight.
Being "fem" doesn't make one having anything other than they have that trait. The association with various traits to other traits and aspects of ones self is of the enemy, not of our people. If you have wide hips and "large breasts" (a wide torso for a male is in fact 'wide breasts' and you can look at anime drawings and such to see wide breasts and narrow waist is done for everyone; Goku/most Anime women have the same 'build same with superman (((the character superman is an enemy invention if you didn't know and it was to show immigrants can be good for the west/better than the natives: a laughable notion))) and Wonder Women) is just that a trait. It's like saying foot, earlobe, nail and or nose size determine how much wealth your gonna have in your life or your sperm count. I mean at the higher levels of learning I'm sure various things can appear as such but you should see my point quite well. This billion different dissections into a billion different terms into a nonsensical amount of info leads to pointless obsessions and worry and is literally a psychic assault on our peoples confidence and wellbeing.
Plus maybe you're Bisexual? Maybe it's just 'dirty and kinky' to you in which case you're more than likely just into women but getting turned on 'by what you see as wrong' and or maybe 'bad for you.' That 'wrong' angle can also just be homophobia turned into a sexual fetish because things that are 'dirty and wrong' can be a turn on with damage to your sacral Chakra. It can also stem from a messed up Throat Chakra, Heart Chakra, and or Solar Chakra due to self hatred/self loathing. There is also emotional body damage and no matter what you should do
https://ancient-forums.com/threads/...body-for-men-too-don’t-disregard-this.292496/ this meditation even if you don't think you have any problems because better to handle it now than run into a roadblock when you're on a roll of progress. jos-astro.com/#/astro-calendars Will tell you about the next best time for. There is also a freeing the soul working to get rid of all not true sexual desires that can aid in this.
After all just think to yourself: do you feel grossed out by it or do you enjoy it just for the fact you enjoy it? And either way having real experience can tell you many things regardless of thoughts and if you wanna 'experiment' or just roll with it you can. There is no harm in having a sexual experience that teaches you something about yourself. It's not gross weird or anything but a learning experience. Nothing wrong with the fact you like it either or found something out about yourself because the only goal is to find if it's the real you or if it's something being forced upon you.
However the enemy has a vested interest in keep all our birth rates down, especially Aryans, so when and if you get the chance make a family regardless of if you also enjoy males go for it. I myself believe my ideal partnership is going to be with a male and a female so I might be a Father and pass on my Father Satans genes onto a new generation and also help teach a 'new soul' Satanic ways in the sense of giving them a foundation to really build themselves up. Our faith is self evident and I want to give someone the chance I never had. Far far down the line for me though because I have a great deal of work on myself before hand, and never be fooled by the idea that children are anything but the highest honor and deepest sacrifice. Far to many want to have children like they want puppies. I morn so often seeing children who are unwanted by their young Aryan mothers out in public. They act with pure contempt to the child as if they asked to be born.
Anyways I hope this gives you a nice basis and understanding that obsession is never a good thing. Neurotic behavior is necrotic behavior and very much is akin to the uroboro symbol. Take a moment to study it and think on it and how it represents mental emotional aspects of ones self. If you want more aid message here and I will guide with what little I know (about that single aspect). I only ask for you to study it yourself on your own so you might come to the inspiration and knowledge yourself, and mayhapst you will feel your Guardian helping to guide you. Ask for them, even if you can't hear or see them, by saying "To my Guardian Demon in Satan" [ than ask and say what you will ]. Be open honest and earnest with yourself and than. Also remember that 'our minds play tricks' on us and that by using meditation (Void especially) you can understand what is what you want/are coming up with and is actual inspiration from a higher power.
Well wishes and good luck on your endeavor. May you enjoy yourself and your journey of self discovery and find the deepest greatest pleasure in loving yourself in all ways and by finding out who you truly are may you find the truest most steadfast friend in yourself.