Viego
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I currently use a website to translate from my native language into English. Not because I don't know English but because I would like to be understood better.
I wanted to change my profile signature and I mistakenly posted the signature in the topic so I'll put a [2] so an admin can see what it is, you'll figure it out.
When I appeared again in this world since I was born again and again and again and again, in this life as in all lives I was always have been shocked by how the universe works, nature, life, I always had questions about life and death, about what governs our lives and if we have any control at all in our existence.
I can't go into details for some reason but because of my curiosity I have begun to be hunted I am sure by our enemies but also by other beings who are afraid of what we may be and become.
My life wasn't that great, honestly. But that doesn't matter, what's important is what is now and especially what will be in the future.
So much terror I've have been getting, so much fear, I have enemies that I hate, I think we all have but I don't wish any being the pain that I have known.
I wasn't and never was or will be afraid of death and through all the suffering I was experiencing it is not what made me give up life completely but the fact that through all the smoke of existence and the universe and in my deep and intense desire to know I felt alone. This translating website suxs but anyway I'm sure I wouldn't have succeed even in my own natal language this cannot be put into words but again i wont give up and give it a shoot.
I had no purpose, no family, I had absolutely no one except my hatred of everything.
That's what made me give up and I told them to finish me off and finish me off forever [to our enemies I mean].
I was very young I admit and I didn't have a relationship with Satan at the time but the first time I heard the name it didn't cause me fear or dread or anything bad as it does with most because they have been brainwashed . Back to the story.
I waited for it to be an evening like any other, I admit I wasn't attacked non-stop but quite often and I thought it was going to be a terror where I would be physically paralyzed and I would have paradoxical dreams of waking up and escaping and waking up from dream to dream and playing with my mind, feeding on my fear.
It was my first night, I remember it like it was right now. When I gave up and told them to finish me off and waited for the worst ,I've had a dream it was NOW , Quite , Peaceful . Father Satan had showed himself to me , I admit I haven't saw him but I knew it was him.
Guys and Girls do you want me to continue the story or I talk too much ? :roll:
HAIL FATHER SATAN! FOREVER!
I wanted to change my profile signature and I mistakenly posted the signature in the topic so I'll put a [2] so an admin can see what it is, you'll figure it out.
When I appeared again in this world since I was born again and again and again and again, in this life as in all lives I was always have been shocked by how the universe works, nature, life, I always had questions about life and death, about what governs our lives and if we have any control at all in our existence.
I can't go into details for some reason but because of my curiosity I have begun to be hunted I am sure by our enemies but also by other beings who are afraid of what we may be and become.
My life wasn't that great, honestly. But that doesn't matter, what's important is what is now and especially what will be in the future.
So much terror I've have been getting, so much fear, I have enemies that I hate, I think we all have but I don't wish any being the pain that I have known.
I wasn't and never was or will be afraid of death and through all the suffering I was experiencing it is not what made me give up life completely but the fact that through all the smoke of existence and the universe and in my deep and intense desire to know I felt alone. This translating website suxs but anyway I'm sure I wouldn't have succeed even in my own natal language this cannot be put into words but again i wont give up and give it a shoot.
I had no purpose, no family, I had absolutely no one except my hatred of everything.
That's what made me give up and I told them to finish me off and finish me off forever [to our enemies I mean].
I was very young I admit and I didn't have a relationship with Satan at the time but the first time I heard the name it didn't cause me fear or dread or anything bad as it does with most because they have been brainwashed . Back to the story.
I waited for it to be an evening like any other, I admit I wasn't attacked non-stop but quite often and I thought it was going to be a terror where I would be physically paralyzed and I would have paradoxical dreams of waking up and escaping and waking up from dream to dream and playing with my mind, feeding on my fear.
It was my first night, I remember it like it was right now. When I gave up and told them to finish me off and waited for the worst ,I've had a dream it was NOW , Quite , Peaceful . Father Satan had showed himself to me , I admit I haven't saw him but I knew it was him.
Guys and Girls do you want me to continue the story or I talk too much ? :roll:
HAIL FATHER SATAN! FOREVER!
