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I didn't find out about Satanism until June this year. I came across it during my research on the supernatural. I was searching because when I was 16 I visited my grandmas house in Cali and saw a little girl there (Her appearance mirrored that of the girl from The Ring though I never saw her face as it was covered by her hair, so idk if it was just my imagination). She followed me back to my house and she'd show up occasionally but often I'd see a shadow, usually float into my closet. What was more noteworthy was that I was visited by a demon late one night. It peeked into my room and it was a massive shadowy figure. The top of it reached to about 6-8 inches below the top of my door frame. I saw it's red eyes glarin at me and It wrapped it's hand around my door frame and again its fingers were long. I just sat there frozen until I yelled for my mom, to which it let out a deep chuckle and left. At that point I realized I was absolutely terrified of the supernatural but at the same time my interest was ignited. My parents are aware of some of the things that happen but just reply "you need to pray" which grinds my insides as I live in a christian house. Anyways, I started 11th grade a month later and fell into depression (something I'm still dealing with. I think it's hereditary), started doing drugs, cutting myself, had suicide attempts and it seemed like the small supernatural occurrences slowly went from occasional to very rare. But as the years passed I sought different methods like learning clairaudience, lucid dreaming, and astral projection to get acquainted with the supernatural and overcome my fear of it. I couldn't do any of them. In June this year I came across JOS and gave the Spiritual Warfare Training a shot but I couldn't stay on track. It's funny, I remember reading through the site and being so afraid to read Satan's name in my head that I would skip over it while reading. It took me a few months but I dedicated on 9/11, I didn't realize it til the day after though. During the upcoming months I couldn't stay focused to meditate and fell off until I had a nightmare about the supernatural that woke me up gasping for breath. I had never had nightmares that terrifying before. I feel like it was a little reminder from someone to get back to meditating. This happened about 1 or 2 more times before I started the 40 day program, which I'm on day 17 but have been held up by finals and last minute assignments. I should be able structure my days for meditations here on out though because I'm graduating this week from University. I'm 20 and aim to move out asap so I'm excited for the freedom to practice SS.

Just wanted to share my path to Satanism
 
Bullshit. 


On Monday, December 7, 2015 4:54 AM, "vadric562@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] wrote:


  I didn't find out about Satanism until June this year. I came across it during my research on the supernatural. I was searching because when I was 16 I visited my grandmas house in Cali and saw a little girl there (Her appearance mirrored that of the girl from The Ring though I never saw her face as it was covered by her hair, so idk if it was just my imagination). She followed me back to my house and she'd show up occasionally but often I'd see a shadow, usually float into my closet. What was more noteworthy was that I was visited by a demon late one night. It peeked into my room and it was a massive shadowy figure. The top of it reached to about 6-8 inches below the top of my door frame. I saw it's red eyes glarin at me and It wrapped it's hand around my door frame and again its fingers were long. I just sat there frozen until I yelled for my mom, to which it let out a deep chuckle and left. At that point I realized I was absolutely terrified of the supernatural but at the same time my interest was ignited. My parents are aware of some of the things that happen but just reply "you need to pray" which grinds my insides as I live in a christian house. Anyways, I started 11th grade a month later and fell into depression (something I'm still dealing with. I think it's hereditary), started doing drugs, cutting myself, had suicide attempts and it seemed like the small supernatural occurrences slowly went from occasional to very rare. But as the years passed I sought different methods like learning clairaudience, lucid dreaming, and astral projection to get acquainted with the supernatural and overcome my fear of it. I couldn't do any of them. In June this year I came across JOS and gave the Spiritual Warfare Training a shot but I couldn't stay on track. It's funny, I remember reading through the site and being so afraid to read Satan's name in my head that I would skip over it while reading. It took me a few months but I dedicated on 9/11, I didn't realize it til the day after though. During the upcoming months I couldn't stay focused to meditate and fell off until I had a nightmare about the supernatural that woke me up gasping for breath. I had never had nightmares that terrifying before. I feel like it was a little reminder from someone to get back to meditating. This happened about 1 or 2 more times before I started the 40 day program, which I'm on day 17 but have been held up by finals and last minute assignments. I should be able structure my days for meditations here on out though because I'm graduating this week from University. I'm 20 and aim to move out asap so I'm excited for the freedom to practice SS.

Just wanted to share my path to Satanism

 
It sound you've experienced heavy attacks (of the enemy and not of Satan).

No wonder since you live in an xian household. The energy in those houses are pretty depressing and foul...even hollow.

Understand that we do have demons that are gargoyle with red eyes. And they are known as protectors and are very friendly! When demons visit us, they do not frighten us as their energy is very calming. If you see some shadow or feel a presence that paralyze you or make you scared, that is of the enemy. Just laugh them off or tune in Father Satan.

Satanism is not about spooks or evil. That is xianity. And you more than likely have hangups, but this will ease up with enough study and meditation.

Hail Satan!
 
Though it seems a bit far fetched in some aspects. I have known of things similar happening to others. People
who weren't dedicated Satanists. There are Demons out there that aren't with Father Satan, and they sometimes
do really mess with people. If that person has fear, as most xtians do, then that person can have some really strange
experiences that can terrify them. Mainly, because they don't know any better.


But thanks for sharing your experience.
Hail Satan!
--------------------------------------------
On Mon, 12/7/15, Perla Pe syer666@... [JoyofSatan666] <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:


Subject: Re: [JoyofSatan666] My path to Satanism
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Date: Monday, December 7, 2015, 1:36 AM


 









Bullshit. 



On Monday, December
7, 2015 4:54 AM, "vadric562@...
[JoyofSatan666]" <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
wrote:



 













I didn't find out about Satanism until June
this year. I came across it during my research on the
supernatural. I was searching because when I was 16 I
visited my grandmas house in Cali and saw a little girl
there (Her appearance mirrored that of the girl from The
Ring though I never saw her face as it was covered by her
hair, so idk if it was just my imagination). She followed me
back to my house and she'd show up occasionally but
often I'd see a shadow, usually float into my closet.
What was more noteworthy was that I was visited by a demon
late one night. It peeked into my room and it was a massive
shadowy figure. The top of it reached to about 6-8 inches
below the top of my door frame. I saw it's red eyes
glarin at me and It wrapped it's hand around my door
frame and again its fingers were long. I just sat there
frozen until I yelled for my mom, to which it let out a deep
chuckle and left. At that point I realized I was absolutely
terrified of the supernatural but at the same time my
interest was ignited. My parents are aware of some of the
things that happen but just reply "you need to
pray" which grinds my insides as I live in a christian
house. Anyways, I started 11th grade a month later and fell
into depression (something I'm still dealing with. I
think it's hereditary), started doing drugs, cutting
myself, had suicide attempts and it seemed like the small
supernatural occurrences slowly went from occasional to very
rare. But as the years passed I sought different methods
like learning clairaudience, lucid dreaming, and astral
projection to get acquainted with the supernatural and
overcome my fear of it. I couldn't do any of them. In
June this year I came across JOS and gave the Spiritual
Warfare Training a shot but I couldn't stay on track.
It's funny, I remember reading through the site and
being so afraid to read Satan's name in my head that I
would skip over it while reading. It took me a few months
but I dedicated on 9/11, I didn't realize it til the day
after though. During the upcoming months I couldn't stay
focused to meditate and fell off until I had a nightmare
about the supernatural that woke me up gasping for breath. I
had never had nightmares that terrifying before. I feel like
it was a little reminder from someone to get back to
meditating. This happened about 1 or 2 more times before I
started the 40 day program, which I'm on day 17 but have
been held up by finals and last minute assignments. I should
be able structure my days for meditations here on out though
because I'm graduating this week from University.
I'm 20 and aim to move out asap so I'm excited for
the freedom to practice SS.



Just wanted to share my path to Satanism

























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It runs in the family on both sides, I'm Hispanic. About a few of my family members I've talked to have had at least one or more negative experiences, or a experience in general. On JoS I did read that Demons could not be of Satan, on the summoning or ouija board page, so I assumed that's what their experiences were afterwards. I read on the Incubus/Succubus page that we could ask Satan for a demon to be with us at all times. Is that a protector demon with red eyes?



On Dec 7, 2015, at 9:31 AM, Sims Motal simsmotal@... [JoyofSatan666] <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:
  Though it seems a bit far fetched in some aspects. I have known of things similar happening to others. People
who weren't dedicated Satanists. There are Demons out there that aren't with Father Satan, and they sometimes
do really mess with people. If that person has fear, as most xtians do, then that person can have some really strange
experiences that can terrify them. Mainly, because they don't know any better.

But thanks for sharing your experience.
Hail Satan!
--------------------------------------------
On Mon, 12/7/15, Perla Pe syer666@... [JoyofSatan666] <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:

Subject: Re: [JoyofSatan666] My path to Satanism
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Date: Monday, December 7, 2015, 1:36 AM


 









Bullshit. 



On Monday, December
7, 2015 4:54 AM, "vadric562@...
[JoyofSatan666]" <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
wrote:



 













I didn't find out about Satanism until June
this year. I came across it during my research on the
supernatural. I was searching because when I was 16 I
visited my grandmas house in Cali and saw a little girl
there (Her appearance mirrored that of the girl from The
Ring though I never saw her face as it was covered by her
hair, so idk if it was just my imagination). She followed me
back to my house and she'd show up occasionally but
often I'd see a shadow, usually float into my closet.
What was more noteworthy was that I was visited by a demon
late one night. It peeked into my room and it was a massive
shadowy figure. The top of it reached to about 6-8 inches
below the top of my door frame. I saw it's red eyes
glarin at me and It wrapped it's hand around my door
frame and again its fingers were long. I just sat there
frozen until I yelled for my mom, to which it let out a deep
chuckle and left. At that point I realized I was absolutely
terrified of the supernatural but at the same time my
interest was ignited. My parents are aware of some of the
things that happen but just reply "you need to
pray" which grinds my insides as I live in a christian
house. Anyways, I started 11th grade a month later and fell
into depression (something I'm still dealing with. I
think it's hereditary), started doing drugs, cutting
myself, had suicide attempts and it seemed like the small
supernatural occurrences slowly went from occasional to very
rare. But as the years passed I sought different methods
like learning clairaudience, lucid dreaming, and astral
projection to get acquainted with the supernatural and
overcome my fear of it. I couldn't do any of them. In
June this year I came across JOS and gave the Spiritual
Warfare Training a shot but I couldn't stay on track.
It's funny, I remember reading through the site and
being so afraid to read Satan's name in my head that I
would skip over it while reading. It took me a few months
but I dedicated on 9/11, I didn't realize it til the day
after though. During the upcoming months I couldn't stay
focused to meditate and fell off until I had a nightmare
about the supernatural that woke me up gasping for breath. I
had never had nightmares that terrifying before. I feel like
it was a little reminder from someone to get back to
meditating. This happened about 1 or 2 more times before I
started the 40 day program, which I'm on day 17 but have
been held up by finals and last minute assignments. I should
be able structure my days for meditations here on out though
because I'm graduating this week from University.
I'm 20 and aim to move out asap so I'm excited for
the freedom to practice SS.



Just wanted to share my path to Satanism

























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Uh what's bullshit?



On Dec 7, 2015, at 3:36 AM, Perla Pe syer666@... [JoyofSatan666] <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:
  Bullshit. 


On Monday, December 7, 2015 4:54 AM, "vadric562@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:


  I didn't find out about Satanism until June this year. I came across it during my research on the supernatural. I was searching because when I was 16 I visited my grandmas house in Cali and saw a little girl there (Her appearance mirrored that of the girl from The Ring though I never saw her face as it was covered by her hair, so idk if it was just my imagination). She followed me back to my house and she'd show up occasionally but often I'd see a shadow, usually float into my closet. What was more noteworthy was that I was visited by a demon late one night. It peeked into my room and it was a massive shadowy figure. The top of it reached to about 6-8 inches below the top of my door frame. I saw it's red eyes glarin at me and It wrapped it's hand around my door frame and again its fingers were long. I just sat there frozen until I yelled for my mom, to which it let out a deep chuckle and left. At that point I realized I was absolutely terrified of the supernatural but at the same time my interest was ignited. My parents are aware of some of the things that happen but just reply "you need to pray" which grinds my insides as I live in a christian house. Anyways, I started 11th grade a month later and fell into depression (something I'm still dealing with. I think it's hereditary), started doing drugs, cutting myself, had suicide attempts and it seemed like the small supernatural occurrences slowly went from occasional to very rare. But as the years passed I sought different methods like learning clairaudience, lucid dreaming, and astral projection to get acquainted with the supernatural and overcome my fear of it. I couldn't do any of them. In June this year I came across JOS and gave the Spiritual Warfare Training a shot but I couldn't stay on track. It's funny, I remember reading through the site and being so afraid to read Satan's name in my head that I would skip over it while reading. It took me a few months but I dedicated on 9/11, I didn't realize it til the day after though. During the upcoming months I couldn't stay focused to meditate and fell off until I had a nightmare about the supernatural that woke me up gasping for breath. I had never had nightmares that terrifying before. I feel like it was a little reminder from someone to get back to meditating. This happened about 1 or 2 more times before I started the 40 day program, which I'm on day 17 but have been held up by finals and last minute assignments. I should be able structure my days for meditations here on out though because I'm graduating this week from University. I'm 20 and aim to move out asap so I'm excited for the freedom to practice SS.

Just wanted to share my path to Satanism
 
The Dwarf Demons have red eyes. At least, some of them do. Some Demons are very beautiful.
We all have guardians, but sometimes it takes a while before we know who our guardian Demon is.
I capitalize out of respect here, just in case anyone wonders. I believe that we don't always have
the same guardian at times. Depends.
Hail Satan!
--------------------------------------------
On Mon, 12/7/15, Vadric vadric562@... [JoyofSatan666] <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:


Subject: Re: [JoyofSatan666] My path to Satanism
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Date: Monday, December 7, 2015, 9:45 AM


 









It runs in the family on both sides,
I'm Hispanic. About a few of my family members I've

talked to have had at least one or more negative
experiences, or a experience in general. On JoS I did read
that Demons could not be of Satan, on the summoning or ouija
board page, so I assumed that's what their experiences
were afterwards. I read on the Incubus/Succubus page that we
could ask Satan for a demon to be with us at all times. Is
that a protector demon with red eyes?



On
Dec 7, 2015, at 9:31 AM, Sims Motal simsmotal@...
[JoyofSatan666] <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
wrote:






























 










Though it seems a bit far fetched in some aspects.
I have known of things similar happening to others.
People

who weren't dedicated Satanists. There are Demons out
there that aren't with Father Satan, and they
sometimes

do really mess with people. If that person has fear, as most
xtians do, then that person can have some really strange

experiences that can terrify them. Mainly, because they
don't know any better.



But thanks for sharing your experience.

Hail Satan!

--------------------------------------------

On Mon, 12/7/15, Perla Pe syer666@...
[JoyofSatan666] <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
wrote:




Subject: Re: [JoyofSatan666] My path to Satanism

To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]

Date: Monday, December 7, 2015, 1:36 AM





 




















Bullshit. 







On Monday, December

7, 2015 4:54 AM, "vadric562@...

[JoyofSatan666]" <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]

wrote:







 



























I didn't find out about Satanism until June

this year. I came across it during my research on the

supernatural. I was searching because when I was 16 I

visited my grandmas house in Cali and saw a little girl

there (Her appearance mirrored that of the girl from The

Ring though I never saw her face as it was covered by
her

hair, so idk if it was just my imagination). She followed
me

back to my house and she'd show up occasionally but

often I'd see a shadow, usually float into my
closet.

What was more noteworthy was that I was visited by a
demon

late one night. It peeked into my room and it was a
massive

shadowy figure. The top of it reached to about 6-8
inches

below the top of my door frame. I saw it's red eyes

glarin at me and It wrapped it's hand around my door

frame and again its fingers were long. I just sat there

frozen until I yelled for my mom, to which it let out a
deep

chuckle and left. At that point I realized I was
absolutely

terrified of the supernatural but at the same time my

interest was ignited. My parents are aware of some of
the


things that happen but just reply "you need to

pray" which grinds my insides as I live in a
christian

house. Anyways, I started 11th grade a month later and
fell

into depression (something I'm still dealing with. I

think it's hereditary), started doing drugs, cutting


myself, had suicide attempts and it seemed like the
small

supernatural occurrences slowly went from occasional to
very

rare. But as the years passed I sought different methods

like learning clairaudience, lucid dreaming, and astral

projection to get acquainted with the supernatural and

overcome my fear of it. I couldn't do any of them.
In

June this year I came across JOS and gave the Spiritual

Warfare Training a shot but I couldn't stay on
track.

It's funny, I remember reading through the site and

being so afraid to read Satan's name in my head that
I

would skip over it while reading. It took me a few
months

but I dedicated on 9/11, I didn't realize it til the
day

after though. During the upcoming months I couldn't
stay

focused to meditate and fell off until I had a nightmare

about the supernatural that woke me up gasping for breath.
I

had never had nightmares that terrifying before. I feel

like

it was a little reminder from someone to get back to

meditating. This happened about 1 or 2 more times before
I

started the 40 day program, which I'm on day 17 but
have

been held up by finals and last minute assignments. I
should

be able structure my days for meditations here on out
though

because I'm graduating this week from University.


I'm 20 and aim to move out asap so I'm excited
for

the freedom to practice SS.







Just wanted to share my path to Satanism























































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Al Jilwah: Chapter IV

"It is my desire that all my followers unite in a bond of unity, lest those who are without prevail against them." - Satan

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