My life is boring

[One Wire Phenomenon]

I want some excitement in my life. Everyday is the same. I work then go home,take a shower,do some reading or translating and or rtrs then eat and then go to sleep and tomorrow is the same thing. The weekends are even worse.
All my friends drink and go out to parties and have the time of their lives but not me I just stay home and do nothing fun.I sometimes go out gambling but it's not what I need. It's almost like that song eat sleep rave repeat and I hate it. Everyday is the same.Since I can remember I hated the same thing over and over again. I need some excitement in my life seriously!!
Any advice?

 

[Henu the Great]

Start a hobby. You can socialise and get more friends like that. Not only that, but it fulfills recreational need.

 

[Aquarius]

you didn't include meditation, do you meditate?

 

[Godmode]

If you ever wanted to learn the guitar and find a friend with a drum set then now's the time. Just don't get too good or you'll wind up back where you started lol

 

[Friday13thx]

This is one of the draw backs of our religion. We are some cryptic occult society with clandestinely knowledge that only brothers and sisters would understand however due to anonymity we can’t even chat brothers and sisters here. If you had someone to at least chat with. I mean an ss to chat with and get to know better trust me you’d be better.
Going out to get friends requires a lot of work and care. You’re enlightened. They’re in the dark. Mostly indoctrinated. You’d fall out of love with them after trying to convince them and everyone thinks you’re weird. What you need is a spiritual satanist like to make a friend.
You can summon a demon to keep you company too. I don’t know how. If you want to chat we can chat on [email protected]

 

[Sunny]

Work more on your soul and in the astral.

 

[One Wire Phenomenon]

you didn't include meditation, do you meditate?

I do but not following the program on JoS like I should. Like opening the soul and stuff. I am a bit scared of doing that because the last time I got under a lot of attack and stuff from my past comes back and overwhelms me. Also I'm working with fucking stupid Christians that blaspheme Satan left right and centre and if I am going to start getting really serious I might lose my job because I find it difficult to not attack back especially when I take my meditations seriously because it feels I lose something everytime they do. I have seen countless times that the more you do for Satan the more he does for you and this includes mediation.I also always start feeling this anger towards my family especially my grandma and christianity not the one that died but the one that still lives.
I do void and strive to astral project again but the happiness is not there for me to do it like I always did.
I also am battling with breathing exercises. It does not work for me. It takes a lot of effort to get relaxed that way and I fall asleep easy. It's easier to just do it at will when the feeling is there and I'm wide awake and exited and can visualise anything to the point that there is almost no difference between reality and imagination in my mind .Yes I know suffer now and live forever but it's too much for me. I prefere to go with the flow and slowly advance.Very slowly!

 

[Aquarius]

you didn't include meditation, do you meditate?

I do but not following the program on JoS like I should. Like opening the soul and stuff. I am a bit scared of doing that because the last time I got under a lot of attack and stuff from my past comes back and overwhelms me. Also I'm working with fucking stupid Christians that blaspheme Satan left right and centre and if I am going to start getting really serious I might lose my job because I find it difficult to not attack back especially when I take my meditations seriously because it feels I lose something everytime they do. I have seen countless times that the more you do for Satan the more he does for you and this includes mediation.I also always start feeling this anger towards my family especially my grandma and christianity not the one that died but the one that still lives.
I do void and strive to astral project again but the happiness is not there for me to do it like I always did.
I also am battling with breathing exercises. It does not work for me. It takes a lot of effort to get relaxed that way and I fall asleep easy. It's easier to just do it at will when the feeling is there and I'm wide awake and exited and can visualise anything to the point that there is almost no difference between reality and imagination in my mind .Yes I know suffer now and live forever but it's too much for me. I prefere to go with the flow and slowly advance.Very slowly!

You wont even advance slowly if you don't meditate. All these arguments with xians can be avoided if you just keep your ego in check, it's useless and won't bring you anywhere to argue with them. You also don't necessarily have to do breathing exercises. Also, you're clearly not putting much effort in void meditation if you can't stop getting angry because of some stupid xians.
Good luck.

 

[NinRick]

If you ever wanted to learn the guitar and find a friend with a drum set then now's the time. Just don't get too good or you'll wind up back where you started lol

You know what, I am glad you are back :lol:

 

[NinRick]

If you ever wanted to learn the guitar and find a friend with a drum set then now's the time. Just don't get too good or you'll wind up back where you started lol

You know what I would definitely join you on that, I got a E-Guitar, so let’s start a Satanic Band!

Would be lit af if this would actually be possible, maybe in another parallel world we are rocking together and hitting that shit hard!

 

[Henu the Great]

you didn't include meditation, do you meditate?

I do but not following the program on JoS like I should. Like opening the soul and stuff. I am a bit scared of doing that because the last time I got under a lot of attack and stuff from my past comes back and overwhelms me. Also I'm working with fucking stupid Christians that blaspheme Satan left right and centre and if I am going to start getting really serious I might lose my job because I find it difficult to not attack back especially when I take my meditations seriously because it feels I lose something everytime they do. I have seen countless times that the more you do for Satan the more he does for you and this includes mediation.I also always start feeling this anger towards my family especially my grandma and christianity not the one that died but the one that still lives.
I do void and strive to astral project again but the happiness is not there for me to do it like I always did.
I also am battling with breathing exercises. It does not work for me. It takes a lot of effort to get relaxed that way and I fall asleep easy. It's easier to just do it at will when the feeling is there and I'm wide awake and exited and can visualise anything to the point that there is almost no difference between reality and imagination in my mind .Yes I know suffer now and live forever but it's too much for me. I prefere to go with the flow and slowly advance.Very slowly!

Do the Returning Curses Parts 1 & 2 to for cleaning and protection.

Also add Algiz (Sowilo boosts this) for extra protection. Add some Surya, Vishuddi or Raum, for cleaning. Do it consistently, and you do not have to worry. Do not forget warfare. The more effort you put in, the better. Slacking is lacking.

 

[Blitzkreig [JG]]

you didn't include meditation, do you meditate?

I do but not following the program on JoS like I should. Like opening the soul and stuff. I am a bit scared of doing that because the last time I got under a lot of attack and stuff from my past comes back and overwhelms me. Also I'm working with fucking stupid Christians that blaspheme Satan left right and centre and if I am going to start getting really serious I might lose my job because I find it difficult to not attack back especially when I take my meditations seriously because it feels I lose something everytime they do. I have seen countless times that the more you do for Satan the more he does for you and this includes mediation.I also always start feeling this anger towards my family especially my grandma and christianity not the one that died but the one that still lives.
I do void and strive to astral project again but the happiness is not there for me to do it like I always did.
I also am battling with breathing exercises. It does not work for me. It takes a lot of effort to get relaxed that way and I fall asleep easy. It's easier to just do it at will when the feeling is there and I'm wide awake and exited and can visualise anything to the point that there is almost no difference between reality and imagination in my mind .Yes I know suffer now and live forever but it's too much for me. I prefere to go with the flow and slowly advance.Very slowly!

Don't let your coworkers get the better of you. You say you don't want to lose your job, but they are already robbing you of your ability to meditate. If it bothers you so much, then just bind them so they never speak badly about Satan again.

However, you need a baseline amount of power to be able to pull off workings. So now that comes back to doing your meditations.

There are multiple solutions to your problems, which can be discussed in another thread, but all of these solutions become moot if you don't meditate. Don't expect perfection in your practice, just do it as best as you can, including breathing exercises or feeling tired.

Do you have a lot of water in your chart? You should start a Sowilo working to combat this, but as I said, you need at least a baseline decent amount of power.

 

[Blitzkreig [JG]]

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Also, quit viewing everyone else through an Instagram lens. Who cares if they are ruining their life partying. They will have fun dealing with that karma later. In addition, they are suffering at the hands of clownworld with no way to fight back, unlike you.

We are playing the long game here. Use earth runes to make you better handle the consistent daily struggles. No amount of retarded partying will ever hold up to the glory we win today. Drinking takes no effort, whereas fighting daily to advance yourself and smash your enemies will earn you respect like no other.

I am just going to go out on a limb and say that if the majority of your days aren't boring by normie standards, then you aren't trying hard enough. There simply isn't enough time in a day to do everything. Be lazy now and reap the consequences, but as I said, make heavy use of the runes to give you whatever qualities you need.

Good luck.

 

[One Wire Phenomenon]

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Also, quit viewing everyone else through an Instagram lens. Who cares if they are ruining their life partying. They will have fun dealing with that karma later. In addition, they are suffering at the hands of clownworld with no way to fight back, unlike you.

We are playing the long game here. Use earth runes to make you better handle the consistent daily struggles. No amount of retarded partying will ever hold up to the glory we win today. Drinking takes no effort, whereas fighting daily to advance yourself and smash your enemies will earn you respect like no other.

I am just going to go out on a limb and say that if the majority of your days aren't boring by normie standards, then you aren't trying hard enough. There simply isn't enough time in a day to do everything. Be lazy now and reap the consequences, but as I said, make heavy use of the runes to give you whatever qualities you need.

Good luck.

Thank you Blitzkreig.
Yes I'm almost all water and air.
You are right earth ruins are what I need and I think it will benefit me more than what i feel I need.
It's just people look like they are having fun and I want that aswel and I tried it but I just don't fit in with them.That makes me feel so alone at the end of the day.

 

[One Wire Phenomenon]

This is one of the draw backs of our religion. We are some cryptic occult society with clandestinely knowledge that only brothers and sisters would understand however due to anonymity we can’t even chat brothers and sisters here. If you had someone to at least chat with. I mean an ss to chat with and get to know better trust me you’d be better.
Going out to get friends requires a lot of work and care. You’re enlightened. They’re in the dark. Mostly indoctrinated. You’d fall out of love with them after trying to convince them and everyone thinks you’re weird. What you need is a spiritual satanist like to make a friend.
You can summon a demon to keep you company too. I don’t know how. If you want to chat we can chat on [email protected]

I have a hot sexy SS that I talk to and is irreplaceable but it's not enough I want more I want to be physically in touch with one.Hehe
Okay I will mail you some day give me some time to first get to know you on the forum just for my own safety sake. Is even In my chart and I can be reckless with my personal information.

 

[One Wire Phenomenon]

...

Also, quit viewing everyone else through an Instagram lens. Who cares if they are ruining their life partying. They will have fun dealing with that karma later. In addition, they are suffering at the hands of clownworld with no way to fight back, unlike you.

We are playing the long game here. Use earth runes to make you better handle the consistent daily struggles. No amount of retarded partying will ever hold up to the glory we win today. Drinking takes no effort, whereas fighting daily to advance yourself and smash your enemies will earn you respect like no other.

I am just going to go out on a limb and say that if the majority of your days aren't boring by normie standards, then you aren't trying hard enough. There simply isn't enough time in a day to do everything. Be lazy now and reap the consequences, but as I said, make heavy use of the runes to give you whatever qualities you need.

Good luck.

HP Cobra also said don't extend the ladder down to help others. He said from now on those who want to climb up can do so on their own because the ladder is already there. Not insulting you but that just came to mind when I thought about you and always helping others. I'm not sure what exactly he meant and if it's relevant here but just want to mention it incase you are doing just that with me.

By normi standards my life is normal too normal. Maybe it's a good thing but I certainly don't like it.

 

[magus.immortalis]

Learn something new that has always caught your interest and attention but you never pursued.
Break out of your routine by adding something new, even if it just doing it for 5-15 minutes a day.
Do you have any hobbies?
Do you get physical activity, like exercise? Maybe try a new kind of yoga, or meditation.
Work on your relationship more with Satan, or with your Guardians?

My day is pretty uneventful too, I wish I had more energy and hours to plow through the books in my dresser and nightstand.
They are a variety of topics and different genres. That's my thing; I just read different topics that interest me and learn more about terrorism and it's dense but I feel like I am giving my brain a workout. I mix it up with looking for good memes and artwork on Instagram and Facebook.

 

[Godmode]

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Also, quit viewing everyone else through an Instagram lens. Who cares if they are ruining their life partying.

Good luck.

That's a good point, I'd rather be a little bored and lonely than have permanent damage from doing E every weekend or being involved in a bunch of drama. If most people really knew there was another way to live they would all agree to it. I feel like I have to lie and say I party sometimes just so people leave me alone and don't see me as some kind of "weird rightwinger". They'll see.

 

[One Wire Phenomenon]

Learn something new that has always caught your interest and attention but you never pursued.
Break out of your routine by adding something new, even if it just doing it for 5-15 minutes a day.
Do you have any hobbies?
Do you get physical activity, like exercise? Maybe try a new kind of yoga, or meditation.
Work on your relationship more with Satan, or with your Guardians?

My day is pretty uneventful too, I wish I had more energy and hours to plow through the books in my dresser and nightstand.
They are a variety of topics and different genres. That's my thing; I just read different topics that interest me and learn more about terrorism and it's dense but I feel like I am giving my brain a workout. I mix it up with looking for good memes and artwork on Instagram and Facebook.

I like water sport and Fishing.
I think I'm going to go fishing this weekend
All alone though unless I take the drinkers with me or this girl that my mother warned me about haha

I like to read books aswel but JoS books that's all.

 

[Sunny]

People can't live without fun, those who claim otherwise are lying. At least this is the case for free beings, however, you have to organize your time because if you overcommit yourself to this, you will lose a lot of precious time.

 

[xlnt]

I can relate to this but the key thing I think is to know that nobody else but you can make a change in routines to try something new like climbing or doing something creative like music etc. You are responsible for what happends and it can feel tough to change routines, but it's either that or the same thing.

I recently bought a midi keyboard since I thought it in itself would make me do music again. But it's up to me and not the keyboard I've come to realize now since it's been laying unused. No shortcut there.

 

[Stormblood]

Your friends are not "having the time of your life" but rather ruining their live with poor decisions such as drinking. You can have so much more than a life that destroys you from the inside out, and the others like Blitzkreig will help you achieve it.

Also, just a brief note: just because you don't have planets in an element or have very few planets in that element, it doesn't mean you don't have those elements in your soul. A human soul by design has all 5 elements. It's not human without all 5 elements. The absence of planets just mean said element is weaker than the others. You still have signs that deal with that element, as a soul is represented by all 12 signs and 10 planets among things.

 

[SATchives]

you didn't include meditation, do you meditate?

I do but not following the program on JoS like I should. Like opening the soul and stuff. I am a bit scared of doing that because the last time I got under a lot of attack and stuff from my past comes back and overwhelms me. Also I'm working with fucking stupid Christians that blaspheme Satan left right and centre and if I am going to start getting really serious I might lose my job because I find it difficult to not attack back especially when I take my meditations seriously because it feels I lose something everytime they do. I have seen countless times that the more you do for Satan the more he does for you and this includes mediation.I also always start feeling this anger towards my family especially my grandma and christianity not the one that died but the one that still lives.
I do void and strive to astral project again but the happiness is not there for me to do it like I always did.
I also am battling with breathing exercises. It does not work for me. It takes a lot of effort to get relaxed that way and I fall asleep easy. It's easier to just do it at will when the feeling is there and I'm wide awake and exited and can visualise anything to the point that there is almost no difference between reality and imagination in my mind .Yes I know suffer now and live forever but it's too much for me. I prefere to go with the flow and slowly advance.Very slowly!

Do the Returning Curses Parts 1 & 2 to for cleaning and protection.

Also add Algiz (Sowilo boosts this) for extra protection. Add some Surya, Vishuddi or Raum, for cleaning. Do it consistently, and you do not have to worry. Do not forget warfare. The more effort you put in, the better. Slacking is lacking.

I strongly recommend to do an AoP and Aura Cleaning x 2 a day then returning curses 1 & 2 in between these, HPS Maxine says to clean your aura before doing the returning curses 1 & 2.

You can do algiz/ sowilo or surya to the AOP / AC

Cleaning your aura and keeping up an AOP is necessary

 

[Jack]

Instead of fun start thinking about advancing in life and ways to hoard wealth ,property etc. These people you are defining are not happy or having the time of their lives. They are distracted and are completely useless. You put a worthwhile high performing individual, someone in a position of power and you'll see these people realize how lower on the totem pole of society they are. Their entire lives are based on a lie (that they are hip or cool). Infact they are worthless, have no skills and waste money upon activities that give them no benefits. Just logically think about it. You could make an extra thousand dollars trading stocks or cryptocurrency or you could do rituals for Monetary success. Or you could be studying for exams etc.

Temporary suffering and pain brings long term happiness. When these worthless trash end up being indebted to the system without a way out and waste their lives, you will be at the top looking down on them. If you did the necessary work I.e. Everyone always makes fun of the nerds but it is the nerds that end up occupying positions of extreme wealth and status.

 

[One Wire Phenomenon]

People can't live without fun, those who claim otherwise are lying. At least this is the case for free beings, however, you have to organize your time because if you overcommit yourself to this, you will lose a lot of precious time.

All planned tomorrow my brother (half brother)and i are going fishing.
Next weekend I want to go horse riding
And the next weekend I will have to think of something else.
I just hate everything to be the same so I'm going to try new things.
Thanks to all who commented and gave advice.

 

[One Wire Phenomenon]

Your friends are not "having the time of your life" but rather ruining their live with poor decisions such as drinking. You can have so much more than a life that destroys you from the inside out, and the others like Blitzkreig will help you achieve it.

Also, just a brief note: just because you don't have planets in an element or have very few planets in that element, it doesn't mean you don't have those elements in your soul. A human soul by design has all 5 elements. It's not human without all 5 elements. The absence of planets just mean said element is weaker than the others. You still have signs that deal with that element, as a soul is represented by all 12 signs and 10 planets among things.

Stormblood I found the Egyptian version of you hahaha
Think it's cool so here you go

 

[Stormblood]

People can't live without fun, those who claim otherwise are lying. At least this is the case for free beings, however, you have to organize your time because if you overcommit yourself to this, you will lose a lot of precious time.

The problem lies with the definition of fun in this age, which is usually something culturally-enforced that only becomes fun by stimulus-response association rather than being fun in and of itself. It is also usually something detrimental to people involved, rather than something developmental or neutral.

 

[Sunny]

People can't live without fun, those who claim otherwise are lying. At least this is the case for free beings, however, you have to organize your time because if you overcommit yourself to this, you will lose a lot of precious time.

The problem lies with the definition of fun in this age, which is usually something culturally-enforced that only becomes fun by stimulus-response association rather than being fun in and of itself. It is also usually something detrimental to people involved, rather than something developmental or neutral.

People need to be smart and examine things. For example, drugs cannot be considered fun. It's like jumping off the roof and considering jumping fun and ignoring the rest.

Smoking has nothing good about it, it only and exclusively has toxic things in it but many people really don't want to know about it.

Speaking of alcohol, the less you drink the better. Unfortunately, even in small doses alcohol does liver damage. People seriously need to know about alcohol metabolism and its consequences on the liver.

The fact is that people get bored consuming only normal and necessary food and drinks. I am optimistic that in the future we will not only ban harmful substances but also create fun and harmless substances.

 

[Sunny]

Your friends are not "having the time of your life" but rather ruining their live with poor decisions such as drinking. You can have so much more than a life that destroys you from the inside out, and the others like Blitzkreig will help you achieve it.

Also, just a brief note: just because you don't have planets in an element or have very few planets in that element, it doesn't mean you don't have those elements in your soul. A human soul by design has all 5 elements. It's not human without all 5 elements. The absence of planets just mean said element is weaker than the others. You still have signs that deal with that element, as a soul is represented by all 12 signs and 10 planets among things.

Stormblood I found the Egyptian version of you hahaha
Think it's cool so here you go

 

[Sunny]

People can't live without fun, those who claim otherwise are lying. At least this is the case for free beings, however, you have to organize your time because if you overcommit yourself to this, you will lose a lot of precious time.

All planned tomorrow my brother (half brother)and i are going fishing.
Next weekend I want to go horse riding
And the next weekend I will have to think of something else.
I just hate everything to be the same so I'm going to try new things.
Thanks to all who commented and gave advice.

A very good thing I would recommend is to read books. Read what interests you and what you like but don't overdo it with novels and things like that because they are similar to films.

Read more useful things, like science, literature, social things etc. Some examples, buy a book on physiology, cooking, self-care, finance, environment and so on.

 

[Sunny]

If you ever wanted to learn the guitar and find a friend with a drum set then now's the time. Just don't get too good or you'll wind up back where you started lol

Music is one of the best hobbies there is. Sport is also a very good hobby.

 

[One Wire Phenomenon]

:lol: See

Your friends are not "having the time of your life" but rather ruining their live with poor decisions such as drinking. You can have so much more than a life that destroys you from the inside out, and the others like Blitzkreig will help you achieve it.

Also, just a brief note: just because you don't have planets in an element or have very few planets in that element, it doesn't mean you don't have those elements in your soul. A human soul by design has all 5 elements. It's not human without all 5 elements. The absence of planets just mean said element is weaker than the others. You still have signs that deal with that element, as a soul is represented by all 12 signs and 10 planets among things.

Stormblood I found the Egyptian version of you hahaha
Think it's cool so here you go

:lol:

 

[Larissa666]

This is one of the draw backs of our religion. We are some cryptic occult society with clandestinely knowledge that only brothers and sisters would understand however due to anonymity we can’t even chat brothers and sisters here. If you had someone to at least chat with. I mean an ss to chat with and get to know better trust me you’d be better.
Going out to get friends requires a lot of work and care. You’re enlightened. They’re in the dark. Mostly indoctrinated. You’d fall out of love with them after trying to convince them and everyone thinks you’re weird. What you need is a spiritual satanist like to make a friend.
You can summon a demon to keep you company too. I don’t know how. If you want to chat we can chat on [email protected]

We are not cryptic. We are quite upfront about who and what we are. If we were cryptic, this forum wouldn’t exist, or it would be hidden from the eyes of wider public.

 

[Stormblood]

Your friends are not "having the time of your life" but rather ruining their live with poor decisions such as drinking. You can have so much more than a life that destroys you from the inside out, and the others like Blitzkreig will help you achieve it.

Also, just a brief note: just because you don't have planets in an element or have very few planets in that element, it doesn't mean you don't have those elements in your soul. A human soul by design has all 5 elements. It's not human without all 5 elements. The absence of planets just mean said element is weaker than the others. You still have signs that deal with that element, as a soul is represented by all 12 signs and 10 planets among things.

Stormblood I found the Egyptian version of you hahaha
Think it's cool so here you go

Thank you! I tried editing it with paint to make the skin and hair look more like mine, but it loses a lot of detail. So I decided to keep it as is.

 

[Friday13thx]

This is one of the draw backs of our religion. We are some cryptic occult society with clandestinely knowledge that only brothers and sisters would understand however due to anonymity we can’t even chat brothers and sisters here. If you had someone to at least chat with. I mean an ss to chat with and get to know better trust me you’d be better.
Going out to get friends requires a lot of work and care. You’re enlightened. They’re in the dark. Mostly indoctrinated. You’d fall out of love with them after trying to convince them and everyone thinks you’re weird. What you need is a spiritual satanist like to make a friend.
You can summon a demon to keep you company too. I don’t know how. If you want to chat we can chat on [email protected]

We are not cryptic. We are quite upfront about who and what we are. If we were cryptic, this forum wouldn’t exist, or it would be hidden from the eyes of wider public.

Well whatever is mysterious is cryptic. The word has 2 meanings. Connotative and denotative. I mean it in both sense. When you say you worship Satan which is known as evil to the much larger populace. Accept that fact firstly. You are cryptic. Cause to them you are evil but you know you’re good cause you know satan is good. That’s why we’re a cryptic group. Define cryptic.

 

[Blitzkreig [JG]]

Thank you Blitzkreig.
Yes I'm almost all water and air.
You are right earth ruins are what I need and I think it will benefit me more than what i feel I need.
It's just people look like they are having fun and I want that aswel and I tried it but I just don't fit in with them.That makes me feel so alone at the end of the day.

If you are water and air, then Uruz is a good rune for you. It embodies both earth and fire. Read more: https://www.ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?f=3&t=62443&p=285925&hilit=uruz#p285925

One working won't solve all your problems, of course, and there are probably higher priorities to fix before you address these feelings. Perhaps something that makes you more driven with your advancement would result in more overall happiness.

I have plenty of air, and placements that show I need to work with others, but I express that through my work and being close to the Gods and other SS. I live with my family and so I have no shortage of company, either. So in this way, I get my social fix for the day.

 

[One Wire Phenomenon]

Thank you Blitzkreig.
Yes I'm almost all water and air.
You are right earth ruins are what I need and I think it will benefit me more than what i feel I need.
It's just people look like they are having fun and I want that aswel and I tried it but I just don't fit in with them.That makes me feel so alone at the end of the day.

If you are water and air, then Uruz is a good rune for you. It embodies both earth and fire. Read more: https://www.ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?f=3&t=62443&p=285925&hilit=uruz#p285925

One working won't solve all your problems, of course, and there are probably higher priorities to fix before you address these feelings. Perhaps something that makes you more driven with your advancement would result in more overall happiness.

I have plenty of air, and placements that show I need to work with others, but I express that through my work and being close to the Gods and other SS. I live with my family and so I have no shortage of company, either. So in this way, I get my social fix for the day.

Ok maybe I should start out with this first.Im not sure. Is it maybe possible you can help me on the other thread about the Rosary questions please