Blackdragon666
Well-known member
Looking back at the past few years, I have come a long way. I was merely a boy with a curious mind about life and what it really is all about and I never settled for less in my quest to understand life. I read a lot of material and resources but never really got what I was searching for, and so I never stopped searching.
At some point I came to see the hypocrisy and lies of the false jewish 'god'. I insulted this worthless fake entity, told it I never wanted it in my life again and became an atheist, dedicated to wage war against the fake religion. I also developed an interest in Satan, despite generally identifying as an atheist. I'd write poems to him and dwell on him a lot. Looking back, I can see the tell tale signs of a Satanic soul thirsting to return to the ancient true God once again.
So I delved deep into the occult, Egyptian Gods, western occultism and so on. I had always been fascinated by the occult and tried it out as a child but unfortunately I only ever found fake information. I went through several sites and the slander and disgusting practices turned me off big time. By chance, I stumbled upon the JoS, a few months after having cut ties with xianity.
From the very first time I read the front page, I knew this was what I had been looking for, the truth. I did my dedication ritual less than two weeks of binge reading the website and I got a powerful energy buzz that lasted weeks, I could feel it strongest around my hands. So my journey began.
When one finds the truth about things, you start seeing how deceived people are. I would cringe even harder at xians and their obsession with jewish crap and I trolled many. I came to hate xianity with a deep passion and have managed to turn many away from it. Satanism brought me into actual contact with reality and I got to start understanding my life and life in general, though it was a slow process.
Astrology blew my mind with its accuracy and I spent the next few years studying Azazel's Astrology and the writings of notable JoS Astrologers, while applying it to the countless charts of people in my life and famous people.
More progress was made with meditation and even more important, coming to mature. Growing up without a father, I never really had any man to learn from and I had to teach myself, as well as learn from Satanism. In a way, I am glad it happened this way as it has made me a much more valuable person.
I didn't have much of a purpose in life back then and my sense of racial belonging was also barely there. But learning about the struggles of the White race in building their civilization and surviving the jewish plague gave me a whole new perspective to life. I came to see that Black people fail not necessarily because of outside factors but because we haven't been fighting much for a good life for ourselves.
I came to see how Blacks are often their own worst enemies. Many Blacks fell out with me when I refused to go along with their professional victim antics, even today I rubbed shoulders with another friend who was telling me crap about how Black people cannot be racist and how evil Whites are. This person got overwhelmed by the facts, got in their feelings and escaped from the conversation. This is one of the countless instances I've seen first hand how deep this programming that chains Black people runs, and it gives me great impulse to work to destroy it.
I have also lost friends and I never regretted it really as many are repulsive with their habits like drugs, cultural Marxism and related. Being a Satanist taught me how to stand alone, and this is not in the sense of being a total island but having a backbone enough to get by without others if need be, as many Satanists often have few close people for obvious reasons. I have gained much inner strength and endurance from failing many times and having to get up and keep going, and this has brought many wins too.
I would also love to say that I have enjoyed reuniting with the Gods as they are the most wonderful guardians ever. I have seen their miracles many times, from punishing enemies to providing when I needed it. I have also learned to be self sufficient as this is the essence of this path, becoming a God in your own right. In charge of your life and destiny.
This has been the most wonderful experience in my life and through thick and thin, I stuck by here and chose to grow under Satan. Many have come and gone, and we can only hope they turn around soon for their own sake and for the sake of their people. Satanism is not a path for the weak, and this is why weak people leave as they cannot find the boldness to endure all obstacles, overcome them and advance. Those who stick around long enough and apply what is given eventually come to understand this path on a deep level that I can't quite explain in words. For nothing, not even death could possibly take me away from this path.
My journey through Satanism has been one of finding a purpose in life and something worth dying for a million times over. And as I enter another year in Satanism, I can only proudly say two words, HAIL SATAN!
At some point I came to see the hypocrisy and lies of the false jewish 'god'. I insulted this worthless fake entity, told it I never wanted it in my life again and became an atheist, dedicated to wage war against the fake religion. I also developed an interest in Satan, despite generally identifying as an atheist. I'd write poems to him and dwell on him a lot. Looking back, I can see the tell tale signs of a Satanic soul thirsting to return to the ancient true God once again.
So I delved deep into the occult, Egyptian Gods, western occultism and so on. I had always been fascinated by the occult and tried it out as a child but unfortunately I only ever found fake information. I went through several sites and the slander and disgusting practices turned me off big time. By chance, I stumbled upon the JoS, a few months after having cut ties with xianity.
From the very first time I read the front page, I knew this was what I had been looking for, the truth. I did my dedication ritual less than two weeks of binge reading the website and I got a powerful energy buzz that lasted weeks, I could feel it strongest around my hands. So my journey began.
When one finds the truth about things, you start seeing how deceived people are. I would cringe even harder at xians and their obsession with jewish crap and I trolled many. I came to hate xianity with a deep passion and have managed to turn many away from it. Satanism brought me into actual contact with reality and I got to start understanding my life and life in general, though it was a slow process.
Astrology blew my mind with its accuracy and I spent the next few years studying Azazel's Astrology and the writings of notable JoS Astrologers, while applying it to the countless charts of people in my life and famous people.
More progress was made with meditation and even more important, coming to mature. Growing up without a father, I never really had any man to learn from and I had to teach myself, as well as learn from Satanism. In a way, I am glad it happened this way as it has made me a much more valuable person.
I didn't have much of a purpose in life back then and my sense of racial belonging was also barely there. But learning about the struggles of the White race in building their civilization and surviving the jewish plague gave me a whole new perspective to life. I came to see that Black people fail not necessarily because of outside factors but because we haven't been fighting much for a good life for ourselves.
I came to see how Blacks are often their own worst enemies. Many Blacks fell out with me when I refused to go along with their professional victim antics, even today I rubbed shoulders with another friend who was telling me crap about how Black people cannot be racist and how evil Whites are. This person got overwhelmed by the facts, got in their feelings and escaped from the conversation. This is one of the countless instances I've seen first hand how deep this programming that chains Black people runs, and it gives me great impulse to work to destroy it.
I have also lost friends and I never regretted it really as many are repulsive with their habits like drugs, cultural Marxism and related. Being a Satanist taught me how to stand alone, and this is not in the sense of being a total island but having a backbone enough to get by without others if need be, as many Satanists often have few close people for obvious reasons. I have gained much inner strength and endurance from failing many times and having to get up and keep going, and this has brought many wins too.
I would also love to say that I have enjoyed reuniting with the Gods as they are the most wonderful guardians ever. I have seen their miracles many times, from punishing enemies to providing when I needed it. I have also learned to be self sufficient as this is the essence of this path, becoming a God in your own right. In charge of your life and destiny.
This has been the most wonderful experience in my life and through thick and thin, I stuck by here and chose to grow under Satan. Many have come and gone, and we can only hope they turn around soon for their own sake and for the sake of their people. Satanism is not a path for the weak, and this is why weak people leave as they cannot find the boldness to endure all obstacles, overcome them and advance. Those who stick around long enough and apply what is given eventually come to understand this path on a deep level that I can't quite explain in words. For nothing, not even death could possibly take me away from this path.
My journey through Satanism has been one of finding a purpose in life and something worth dying for a million times over. And as I enter another year in Satanism, I can only proudly say two words, HAIL SATAN!
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