My Grandmother

[rimpytipy2]

I have a grandmother who is xian. Now she not the crazy BELEIVE IN
THIS OR BURN IN HELL xian she's very open and tolerable with other
religions, however I don't know what she thinks of Satanism. Thing is
she has raised me when I was very young and I greatly respect her. I
always went to her house when my mom was really making me mad. She's
extremly nice and loyal to her faith only because she 'thinks' it's a
fact and beleives she will eventualy find paradise through the false
Jehova (And obviously won't).

It's not just the xian part that bothers me, it's just how it is with
her. My grandfather 'seems' to make her miserable. Not in physical
abuse just the fact he's kinda insaulting to her and just seems to
use her as a maid (He's lazy though). She's getting old and I never
get a chance to pay her back.

Now I beleive lets say she was a satanist, I'm 99.9% sure she would
be extremly loyal if she knew the truth just as she is with her xian
religion. She's extremly nice and 'giving' person just wanting to be
happy for once. Thing is even if I was to convert her to an Athiest,
she would probbably go through a depression cause she has nothing to
beleive in (She revolves around religion). Like I said before I
beleive if I was to get her to go to Satanism she would be extremly
loyal. She's more of a mother to me than my real mother is, who
litteraly looks for reason to yell at me.

Now I'm no crazy person who goes around saying 'Beleive in my beleifs
or die!' person. I'm just talking about my grandmother who other than
the fact of being xian really deserves better. Speacily since she
literally saved my lifes two times.

All I really want is some way to pay her back. Is there some ritual I
can do? or should I just pray?

 

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Idk how old she is, but most of the time with people who are well,
old, they have lived with that religion for so long, they cant think
of living any other way. idk if you can understand what im getting at.
my grandmother is in her 70's shes very religious, she goes to church
almost everyday unless shes feeling sick, she prays at every meal and
all that stuff. and i also wish i could get her to come to satanism,
but that time is over for her, she had a rough life and shes now
"repenting" for her "sins" as much as i hate the fact that shes
following the worst religion possible, i know there isnt much i can
do. i care about her a lot, and i respect her more then anyone.
ive tried questioning her about her religion, this was before i was a
satanist, she usually just got mad and didnt want to talk about it
anymore. so i left it be.
But what you could do is just send positive good energy towards her.
One thing you could do is tell her about meditation, but dont mention
anything about satanism. just tell her that youve been meditating
because it helps you relax, all the elements of meditation, chakras,
the third eye, all that stuff is found in Buddhism, so you could talk
to her about that and maybe get her to meditate with you and stuff.
I hope this helps. good luck.
-Alex

Ave Satanas!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "rimpytipy2" <rimpytipy2@... wrote:

I have a grandmother who is xian. Now she not the crazy BELEIVE IN
THIS OR BURN IN HELL xian she's very open and tolerable with other
religions, however I don't know what she thinks of Satanism. Thing is
she has raised me when I was very young and I greatly respect her. I
always went to her house when my mom was really making me mad. She's
extremly nice and loyal to her faith only because she 'thinks' it's a
fact and beleives she will eventualy find paradise through the false
Jehova (And obviously won't).

It's not just the xian part that bothers me, it's just how it is with
her. My grandfather 'seems' to make her miserable. Not in physical
abuse just the fact he's kinda insaulting to her and just seems to
use her as a maid (He's lazy though). She's getting old and I never
get a chance to pay her back.

Now I beleive lets say she was a satanist, I'm 99.9% sure she would
be extremly loyal if she knew the truth just as she is with her xian
religion. She's extremly nice and 'giving' person just wanting to be
happy for once. Thing is even if I was to convert her to an Athiest,
she would probbably go through a depression cause she has nothing to
beleive in (She revolves around religion). Like I said before I
beleive if I was to get her to go to Satanism she would be extremly
loyal. She's more of a mother to me than my real mother is, who
litteraly looks for reason to yell at me.

Now I'm no crazy person who goes around saying 'Beleive in my beleifs
or die!' person. I'm just talking about my grandmother who other than
the fact of being xian really deserves better. Speacily since she
literally saved my lifes two times.

All I really want is some way to pay her back. Is there some ritual I
can do? or should I just pray?