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I am to finish school in a matter of 2 years. I have a goal of what I would like to do in the future, but right now with all the political and worldly problems, my mind seems to be fogged. I dream of making films and movies to share the knowledge that I have learned from Father Satan, JoS and Anchient Forums. I do not desire to stay in America due to political issues, trauma and the cultural difference that I am not used to. As a ethnic Ukrainian, because of the war, 10 million of my people have died. I wish to go back home, and be able to live a peaceful life. Trump will let Putin take my land, and re-create the Soviet Union. I wouldn't be free anymore. I have no other place to go.

I really hope that something will change, and that my ability to live as a free Ukranian will still be an option. I also fear of not finding a partner who has similar views about the world and religion as me. So many factors play into my fear of what the future holds. My fear for my nationality, fear for a future family and fear for not fulfilling what I dream. I know I must put trust in Satan as the Gods as they know what is best, they already are aware of what will go.

Even with this, the uncertainty is giving me anxiety..I will keep going, keep trying to find that tranquil state of mind. For now, I will keep going and trust Satan and the Gods to guide me. I am hopeful that I will achieve what I was meant to achieve and everything will turn out well. Thank you for reading, thank you to the God's and HAIL SATAN!!
 
I am to finish school in a matter of 2 years. I have a goal of what I would like to do in the future, but right now with all the political and worldly problems, my mind seems to be fogged. I dream of making films and movies to share the knowledge that I have learned from Father Satan, JoS and Anchient Forums. I do not desire to stay in America due to political issues, trauma and the cultural difference that I am not used to. As a ethnic Ukrainian, because of the war, 10 million of my people have died. I wish to go back home, and be able to live a peaceful life. Trump will let Putin take my land, and re-create the Soviet Union. I wouldn't be free anymore. I have no other place to go.

I really hope that something will change, and that my ability to live as a free Ukranian will still be an option. I also fear of not finding a partner who has similar views about the world and religion as me. So many factors play into my fear of what the future holds. My fear for my nationality, fear for a future family and fear for not fulfilling what I dream. I know I must put trust in Satan as the Gods as they know what is best, they already are aware of what will go.

Even with this, the uncertainty is giving me anxiety..I will keep going, keep trying to find that tranquil state of mind. For now, I will keep going and trust Satan and the Gods to guide me. I am hopeful that I will achieve what I was meant to achieve and everything will turn out well. Thank you for reading, thank you to the God's and HAIL SATAN!!
It is best to do what you can do, and what is beyond reach to tell about it to Gods, doing Gods Rituals is very helpful here and helps to go trough more effortlessly, today Is good day for Janus Ritual, and he is God of Transitions. Do not be concerned about things which are beyond your reach, as you do what can be done in your capability is always enough, and where it is needed help you can always ask Gods, for guidance. Just be open, and focus mainly on meditations, so that you would be capable to receive what the help you need. If you walk the path it will turn out good, just keep in mind not all the time some things are good for you which you think of.
 
I am to finish school in a matter of 2 years. I have a goal of what I would like to do in the future, but right now with all the political and worldly problems, my mind seems to be fogged. I dream of making films and movies to share the knowledge that I have learned from Father Satan, JoS and Anchient Forums. I do not desire to stay in America due to political issues, trauma and the cultural difference that I am not used to. As a ethnic Ukrainian, because of the war, 10 million of my people have died. I wish to go back home, and be able to live a peaceful life. Trump will let Putin take my land, and re-create the Soviet Union. I wouldn't be free anymore. I have no other place to go.

I really hope that something will change, and that my ability to live as a free Ukranian will still be an option. I also fear of not finding a partner who has similar views about the world and religion as me. So many factors play into my fear of what the future holds. My fear for my nationality, fear for a future family and fear for not fulfilling what I dream. I know I must put trust in Satan as the Gods as they know what is best, they already are aware of what will go.

Even with this, the uncertainty is giving me anxiety..I will keep going, keep trying to find that tranquil state of mind. For now, I will keep going and trust Satan and the Gods to guide me. I am hopeful that I will achieve what I was meant to achieve and everything will turn out well. Thank you for reading, thank you to the God's and HAIL SATAN!!
You don’t have to fear anything, all of what you’re afraid of are scenarios in your head of the future.

What do you want your future to look like? Work on that vision.

Also keep growing and building power spiritually and in other areas, you’ll be unstoppable.

Magick, power meditation, yoga, and spirituality are tools to become powerful, also achieve your desires and free yourself from past traumas or future misfortune.

Satanists know no fear, trust in the Gods and yourself and go build the life you want, all limitations are what you say they’re your limits.

And also take it step by step and be patient and compassionate with yourself.
 

Al Jilwah: Chapter IV

"It is my desire that all my followers unite in a bond of unity, lest those who are without prevail against them." - Satan

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