Pretia libertatis
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- Joined
- Apr 2, 2019
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Hello my family! I wanted to make this account, because I finally could make my decision, that I want to fight besides our true Gods, Im so sorry that I cannot do much RTRs and make advancement on my soul, of course we cannot make excuses, I am a teenager and you know.. I just couldnt commit myself, when I found out this isnt just about fun ( I mean, I hope you know what Im talking about :Q, Please forgive me, I was just like 13 years old.. I didnt really know what I was doing that time ) Im doing now 6x9 RTRs a day, but I want to do 9x9, and this is why I made this topic too, because I cannot really wake up at morning, I mean if I have to go to school im waking up at the last minute too, and it was hard to meditate because of this, it doesnt really matter if I sleep like 3 hours, or 6 or 9, I am just as sleepy at the morning like I slept nothing, what you guys can suggest to me ? I want to make my Gods proud, and I wanna be one of them, and I want to make that 20 years to be half of. I hope you can all forgive to me, thank you!