My abilities so far as a satanist

[Ass Hole]

I'm doing this cos it will be helpful to new people and it will be a source of encouragement. I became a Satanist on the 30th of December 2014 and I know I'm still new but I want to list some of my experiences so far. First before I became a satanist I was a hustler and a drug addict, so addicted that I could smoke in a shit hole or in a police cell and so rough with life. Life was totally meaningless to me cos I was having a lot of hard time although I'm from a rich christian family. They rejected me cos I was having a lot of problems they could have helped me with but didn't cos of what ever their reasons were. My mom made it her duty to ensure that my dad hated me cos I used to be his favourite of all his kids, up to the extent that my dad told me he wasn't going to train me in school or life anymore. I left home of course, went to my friends in a big city and that's where I was till I met Satan. After I became a Satanist, it was as if I switched on autopilot in my life. First, the next day I packed my things and traveled home and half way into the journey home I still couldn't believe I was going home or why. After few days my mom began her war against me and surprisingly my dad shunned her off and made peace with me and up to this day he's been on my side against her, he took over my affairs, helping me with the issues I have in school that had made me not graduate with my first degree till today, what he would have done since and it would have been over, he's now doing as if a Vail was uncovered from his eyes towards me. Few days back I heard my parents quarreling loudly for the first time since I was born, cos they never have a misunderstanding, cos my dad does my mom's will. She had a powerful control over him. That was when I began telling Father Satan to slow down that I don't want my family scattered. I have been able to heal my mom first, of stomach ache, my dad of fever, my sister of fever. Just my meditating and at the end of the section ask for healing for them and the very next day they get totally strong. After I opened my third eye, the headache began and by that evening I started having symptoms of malaria, but I wasnt cold or weak, I was so strong but I knew I had to treat malaria, so I did, just for formality sake cos I knew my aura has become so strong that i can be sick but don't really feel it (if you understand this). I know I will grow to the extent of never being sick. I started asking Father Satan for money for my dad (just to taste what i heard in one of the sermons of High priestess Maxine) and few days latter he came home with stories of how people brought money to him in the office for thanks for the things he did for them. My abilities have been amplified. Its my dream to be a musician, I thought I would do xtian music but my father never allowed it. But Father has told me He wants me to fight for him with music Satanic music and he's giving me songs and i will produce them not minding what will happen. I never knew I could rap. And my IQ is growing speedily. One day, when i'll be legally leaving home (that's to start working etc, not running away from home again) as I'll be doing soon, when Father says its time to go, I will do a thanksgiving ritual to him and thank him for all this and more. I can't do any rituals in my house cos its a xtian home.

I know we still have a long way to go (me and Father), I haven't met my guardian demon yet, still having problem with entering trance, haven't been able to visualize colors except under the sun, havent mastered the astral and lots more, but if its already this good now, hehehehehe, the sky is going to be my stepping stone soon. HAIL SATAN AND ALL THE GODS OF HELL AND MY GUARDIAN DEMON.

 

[Brendon Anderson]

Hi my name is brendon I'm lost in this world and i thought maby i need to follow satan but i want to go at it with some assistants so if you can help it would be most appreciated



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On Wed, Jan 29, 2014 11:58 PM PST Ass Hole wrote:

I'm doing this cos it will be helpful to new people and it will be a source
of encouragement.

I became a Satanist on the 30th of December 2014 and I know I'm still new
but I want to list some of my experiences so far.

First before I became a satanist I was a hustler and a drug addict, so
addicted that I could smoke in a shit hole or in a police cell and so rough
with life. Life was totally meaningless to me cos I was having a lot of
hard time although I'm from a rich christian family. They rejected me cos I
was having a lot of problems they could have helped me with but didn't cos
of what ever their reasons were. My mom made it her duty to ensure that my
dad hated me cos I used to be his favourite of all his kids, up to the
extent that my dad told me he wasn't going to train me in school or life
anymore. I left home of course, went to my friends in a big city and that's
where I was till I met Satan.

After I became a Satanist, it was as if I switched on autopilot in my life.
First, the next day I packed my things and traveled home and half way into
the journey home I still couldn't believe I was going home or why. After
few days my mom began her war against me and surprisingly my dad shunned
her off and made peace with me and up to this day he's been on my side
against her, he took over my affairs, helping me with the issues I have in
school that had made me not graduate with my first degree till today, what
he would have done since and it would have been over, he's now doing as if
a Vail was uncovered from his eyes towards me. Few days back I heard my
parents quarreling loudly for the first time since I was born, cos they
never have a misunderstanding, cos my dad does my mom's will. She had a
powerful control over him. That was when I began telling Father Satan to
slow down that I don't want my family scattered.

I have been able to heal my mom first, of stomach ache, my dad of fever, my
sister of fever. Just my meditating and at the end of the section ask for
healing for them and the very next day they get totally strong.

After I opened my third eye, the headache began and by that evening I
started having symptoms of malaria, but I wasnt cold or weak, I was so
strong but I knew I had to treat malaria, so I did, just for formality sake
cos I knew my aura has become so strong that i can be sick but don't really
feel it (if you understand this). I know I will grow to the extent of never
being sick.

I started asking Father Satan for money for my dad (just to taste what i
heard in one of the sermons of High priestess Maxine) and few days latter
he came home with stories of how people brought money to him in the office
for thanks for the things he did for them.

My abilities have been amplified. Its my dream to be a musician, I thought
I would do xtian music but my father never allowed it. But Father has told
me He wants me to fight for him with music Satanic music and he's giving me
songs and i will produce them not minding what will happen. I never knew I
could rap. And my IQ is growing speedily.

One day, when i'll be legally leaving home (that's to start working etc,
not running away from home again) as I'll be doing soon, when Father says
its time to go, I will do a thanksgiving ritual to him and thank him for
all this and more. I can't do any rituals in my house cos its a xtian home.

I know we still have a long way to go (me and Father), I haven't met my
guardian demon yet, still having problem with entering trance, haven't been
able to visualize colors except under the sun, havent mastered the astral
and lots more, but if its already this good now, hehehehehe, the sky is
going to be my stepping stone soon.

HAIL SATAN AND ALL THE GODS OF HELL AND MY GUARDIAN DEMON.

 

[Jayvon]

Hail satan brotherKeep ur desire to serve father strong And always value the existence he gave you (us)

Sent from my iPhone

On Jan 30, 2014, at 2:58 AM, Ass Hole <stripsilly1989@... wrote:

  I'm doing this cos it will be helpful to new people and it will be a source of encouragement. I became a Satanist on the 30th of December 2014 and I know I'm still new but I want to list some of my experiences so far. First before I became a satanist I was a hustler and a drug addict, so addicted that I could smoke in a shit hole or in a police cell and so rough with life. Life was totally meaningless to me cos I was having a lot of hard time although I'm from a rich christian family. They rejected me cos I was having a lot of problems they could have helped me with but didn't cos of what ever their reasons were. My mom made it her duty to ensure that my dad hated me cos I used to be his favourite of all his kids, up to the extent that my dad told me he wasn't going to train me in school or life anymore. I left home of course, went to my friends in a big city and that's where I was till I met Satan. After I became a Satanist, it was as if I switched on autopilot in my life. First, the next day I packed my things and traveled home and half way into the journey home I still couldn't believe I was going home or why. After few days my mom began her war against me and surprisingly my dad shunned her off and made peace with me and up to this day he's been on my side against her, he took over my affairs, helping me with the issues I have in school that had made me not graduate with my first degree till today, what he would have done since and it would have been over, he's now doing as if a Vail was uncovered from his eyes towards me. Few days back I heard my parents quarreling loudly for the first time since I was born, cos they never have a misunderstanding, cos my dad does my mom's will. She had a powerful control over him. That was when I began telling Father Satan to slow down that I don't want my family scattered. I have been able to heal my mom first, of stomach ache, my dad of fever, my sister of fever. Just my meditating and at the end of the section ask for healing for them and the very next day they get totally strong. After I opened my third eye, the headache began and by that evening I started having symptoms of malaria, but I wasnt cold or weak, I was so strong but I knew I had to treat malaria, so I did, just for formality sake cos I knew my aura has become so strong that i can be sick but don't really feel it (if you understand this). I know I will grow to the extent of never being sick. I started asking Father Satan for money for my dad (just to taste what i heard in one of the sermons of High priestess Maxine) and few days latter he came home with stories of how people brought money to him in the office for thanks for the things he did for them. My abilities have been amplified. Its my dream to be a musician, I thought I would do xtian music but my father never allowed it. But Father has told me He wants me to fight for him with music Satanic music and he's giving me songs and i will produce them not minding what will happen. I never knew I could rap. And my IQ is growing speedily. One day, when i'll be legally leaving home (that's to start working etc, not running away from home again) as I'll be doing soon, when Father says its time to go, I will do a thanksgiving ritual to him and thank him for all this and more. I can't do any rituals in my house cos its a xtian home.

I know we still have a long way to go (me and Father), I haven't met my guardian demon yet, still having problem with entering trance, haven't been able to visualize colors except under the sun, havent mastered the astral and lots more, but if its already this good now, hehehehehe, the sky is going to be my stepping stone soon. HAIL SATAN AND ALL THE GODS OF HELL AND MY GUARDIAN DEMON.

 

[karthikkashyap84]

Wow!! That is beautiful. Thanks for sharing.

 

[Darrius Smauldon]

Really that's interesting


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On Wed, Jan 29, 2014 11:58 PM PST Ass Hole wrote:

I'm doing this cos it will be helpful to new people and it will be a source
of encouragement.

I became a Satanist on the 30th of December 2014 and I know I'm still new
but I want to list some of my experiences so far.

First before I became a satanist I was a hustler and a drug addict, so
addicted that I could smoke in a shit hole or in a police cell and so rough
with life. Life was totally meaningless to me cos I was having a lot of
hard time although I'm from a rich christian family. They rejected me cos I
was having a lot of problems they could have helped me with but didn't cos
of what ever their reasons were. My mom made it her duty to ensure that my
dad hated me cos I used to be his favourite of all his kids, up to the
extent that my dad told me he wasn't going to train me in school or life
anymore. I left home of course, went to my friends in a big city and that's
where I was till I met Satan.

After I became a Satanist, it was as if I switched on autopilot in my life.
First, the next day I packed my things and traveled home and half way into
the journey home I still couldn't believe I was going home or why. After
few days my mom began her war against me and surprisingly my dad shunned
her off and made peace with me and up to this day he's been on my side
against her, he took over my affairs, helping me with the issues I have in
school that had made me not graduate with my first degree till today, what
he would have done since and it would have been over, he's now doing as if
a Vail was uncovered from his eyes towards me. Few days back I heard my
parents quarreling loudly for the first time since I was born, cos they
never have a misunderstanding, cos my dad does my mom's will. She had a
powerful control over him. That was when I began telling Father Satan to
slow down that I don't want my family scattered.

I have been able to heal my mom first, of stomach ache, my dad of fever, my
sister of fever. Just my meditating and at the end of the section ask for
healing for them and the very next day they get totally strong.

After I opened my third eye, the headache began and by that evening I
started having symptoms of malaria, but I wasnt cold or weak, I was so
strong but I knew I had to treat malaria, so I did, just for formality sake
cos I knew my aura has become so strong that i can be sick but don't really
feel it (if you understand this). I know I will grow to the extent of never
being sick.

I started asking Father Satan for money for my dad (just to taste what i
heard in one of the sermons of High priestess Maxine) and few days latter
he came home with stories of how people brought money to him in the office
for thanks for the things he did for them.

My abilities have been amplified. Its my dream to be a musician, I thought
I would do xtian music but my father never allowed it. But Father has told
me He wants me to fight for him with music Satanic music and he's giving me
songs and i will produce them not minding what will happen. I never knew I
could rap. And my IQ is growing speedily.

One day, when i'll be legally leaving home (that's to start working etc,
not running away from home again) as I'll be doing soon, when Father says
its time to go, I will do a thanksgiving ritual to him and thank him for
all this and more. I can't do any rituals in my house cos its a xtian home.

I know we still have a long way to go (me and Father), I haven't met my
guardian demon yet, still having problem with entering trance, haven't been
able to visualize colors except under the sun, havent mastered the astral
and lots more, but if its already this good now, hehehehehe, the sky is
going to be my stepping stone soon.

HAIL SATAN AND ALL THE GODS OF HELL AND MY GUARDIAN DEMON.

 

[Ass Hole]

OK, what do you need? Have you dedicated?

On Feb 1, 2014 12:44 PM, "Brendon Anderson" <gunsnrosesmetallica1@... wrote:

 
Hi my name is brendon I'm lost in this world and i thought maby i need to follow satan but i want to go at it with some assistants so if you can help it would be most appreciated

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On Wed, Jan 29, 2014 11:58 PM PST Ass Hole wrote:

I'm doing this cos it will be helpful to new people and it will be a source
of encouragement.

I became a Satanist on the 30th of December 2014 and I know I'm still new
but I want to list some of my experiences so far.

First before I became a satanist I was a hustler and a drug addict, so
addicted that I could smoke in a shit hole or in a police cell and so rough
with life. Life was totally meaningless to me cos I was having a lot of
hard time although I'm from a rich christian family. They rejected me cos I
was having a lot of problems they could have helped me with but didn't cos
of what ever their reasons were. My mom made it her duty to ensure that my
dad hated me cos I used to be his favourite of all his kids, up to the
extent that my dad told me he wasn't going to train me in school or life
anymore. I left home of course, went to my friends in a big city and that's
where I was till I met Satan.

After I became a Satanist, it was as if I switched on autopilot in my life.
First, the next day I packed my things and traveled home and half way into
the journey home I still couldn't believe I was going home or why. After
few days my mom began her war against me and surprisingly my dad shunned
her off and made peace with me and up to this day he's been on my side
against her, he took over my affairs, helping me with the issues I have in
school that had made me not graduate with my first degree till today, what
he would have done since and it would have been over, he's now doing as if
a Vail was uncovered from his eyes towards me. Few days back I heard my
parents quarreling loudly for the first time since I was born, cos they
never have a misunderstanding, cos my dad does my mom's will. She had a
powerful control over him. That was when I began telling Father Satan to
slow down that I don't want my family scattered.

I have been able to heal my mom first, of stomach ache, my dad of fever, my
sister of fever. Just my meditating and at the end of the section ask for
healing for them and the very next day they get totally strong.

After I opened my third eye, the headache began and by that evening I
started having symptoms of malaria, but I wasnt cold or weak, I was so
strong but I knew I had to treat malaria, so I did, just for formality sake
cos I knew my aura has become so strong that i can be sick but don't really
feel it (if you understand this). I know I will grow to the extent of never
being sick.

I started asking Father Satan for money for my dad (just to taste what i
heard in one of the sermons of High priestess Maxine) and few days latter
he came home with stories of how people brought money to him in the office
for thanks for the things he did for them.

My abilities have been amplified. Its my dream to be a musician, I thought
I would do xtian music but my father never allowed it. But Father has told
me He wants me to fight for him with music Satanic music and he's giving me
songs and i will produce them not minding what will happen. I never knew I
could rap. And my IQ is growing speedily.

One day, when i'll be legally leaving home (that's to start working etc,
not running away from home again) as I'll be doing soon, when Father says
its time to go, I will do a thanksgiving ritual to him and thank him for
all this and more. I can't do any rituals in my house cos its a xtian home.

I know we still have a long way to go (me and Father), I haven't met my
guardian demon yet, still having problem with entering trance, haven't been
able to visualize colors except under the sun, havent mastered the astral
and lots more, but if its already this good now, hehehehehe, the sky is
going to be my stepping stone soon.

HAIL SATAN AND ALL THE GODS OF HELL AND MY GUARDIAN DEMON.

 

[Jessie Mata]

Hey can you teach me how to start off, I wanna be a Satanist.

On Thursday, January 30, 2014 4:01 PM, Ass Hole <stripsilly1989@... wrote:
  I'm doing this cos it will be helpful to new people and it will be a source of encouragement. I became a Satanist on the 30th of December 2014 and I know I'm still new but I want to list some of my experiences so far. First before I became a satanist I was a hustler and a drug addict, so addicted that I could smoke in a shit hole or in a police cell and so rough with life. Life was totally meaningless to me cos I was having a lot of hard time although I'm from a rich christian family. They rejected me cos I was having a lot of problems they could have helped me with but didn't cos of what ever their reasons were. My mom made it her duty to ensure that my dad hated me cos I used to be his favourite of all his kids, up to the extent that my dad told me he wasn't going to train me in school or life anymore. I left home of course, went to my friends in a big city and that's where I was till I met Satan. After I became a Satanist, it was as if I switched on autopilot in my life. First, the next day I packed my things and traveled home and half way into the journey home I still couldn't believe I was going home or why. After few days my mom began her war against me and surprisingly my dad shunned her off and made peace with me and up to this day he's been on my side against her, he took over my affairs, helping me with the issues I have in school that had made me not graduate with my first degree till today, what he would have done since and it would have been over, he's now doing as if a Vail was uncovered from his eyes towards me. Few days back I heard my parents quarreling loudly for the first time since I was born, cos they never have a misunderstanding, cos my dad does my mom's will. She had a powerful control over him. That was when I began telling Father Satan to slow down that I don't want my family scattered. I have been able to heal my mom first, of stomach ache, my dad of fever, my sister of fever. Just my meditating and at the end of the section ask for healing for them and the very next day they get totally strong. After I opened my third eye, the headache began and by that evening I started having symptoms of malaria, but I wasnt cold or weak, I was so strong but I knew I had to treat malaria, so I did, just for formality sake cos I knew my aura has become so strong that i can be sick but don't really feel it (if you understand this). I know I will grow to the extent of never being sick. I started asking Father Satan for money for my dad (just to taste what i heard in one of the sermons of High priestess Maxine) and few days latter he came home with stories of how people brought money to him in the office for thanks for the things he did for them. My abilities have been amplified. Its my dream to be a musician, I thought I would do xtian music but my father never allowed it. But Father has told me He wants me to fight for him with music Satanic music and he's giving me songs and i will produce them not minding what will happen. I never knew I could rap. And my IQ is growing speedily. One day, when i'll be legally leaving home (that's to start working etc, not running away from home again) as I'll be doing soon, when Father says its time to go, I will do a thanksgiving ritual to him and thank him for all this and more. I can't do any rituals in my house cos its a xtian home.

I know we still have a long way to go (me and Father), I haven't met my guardian demon yet, still having problem with entering trance, haven't been able to visualize colors except under the sun, havent mastered the astral and lots more, but if its already this good now, hehehehehe, the sky is going to be my stepping stone soon. HAIL SATAN AND ALL THE GODS OF HELL AND MY GUARDIAN DEMON.

 

[alex.valenti77]

It always pleases me to see the path heal. Keep at it and keep your intents high like you have been. I remember my dedication ritual back in 2007 and the few months following are the experiences that have so many incredible changes over so short an amount of time. Perception, scientific interest, skill in expression such as music or other arts, all are amplified a million times over. I'm excited for you. Keep practicing!

 

[Fourth Reich]

An important thing newer members should know is in these groups we are here to help you out, inform you etc. When it comes to learning, you can't solely rely on us. You need to do some research for yourself. If you have any questions don't hesitate to ask.
Here's to get you started:
www.joyofsatan.com
www.666blacksun.com

You can never know enough. Never stop researching.



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On Fri, Jan 31, 2014 2:44 AM PST Jessie Mata wrote:

Hey can you teach me how to start off, I wanna be a Satanist.



On Thursday, January 30, 2014 4:01 PM, Ass Hole <stripsilly1989@... wrote:

 
I'm doing this cos it will be helpful to new people and it will be a source of encouragement.
I became a Satanist on the 30th of December 2014 and I know I'm still new but I want to list some of my experiences so far.
First before I became a satanist I was a hustler and a drug addict, so addicted that I could smoke in a shit hole or in a police cell and so rough with life. Life was totally meaningless to me cos I was having a lot of hard time although I'm from a rich christian family. They rejected me cos I was having a lot of problems they could have helped me with but didn't cos of what ever their reasons were. My mom made it her duty to ensure that my dad hated me cos I used to be his favourite of all his kids, up to the extent that my dad told me he wasn't going to train me in school or life anymore. I left home of course, went to my friends in a big city and that's where I was till I met Satan.
After I became a Satanist, it was as if I switched on autopilot in my life. First, the next day I packed my things and traveled home and half way into the journey home I still couldn't believe I was going home or why. After few days my mom began her war against me and surprisingly my dad shunned her off and made peace with me and up to this day he's been on my side against her, he took over my affairs, helping me with the issues I have in school that had made me not graduate with my first degree till today, what he would have done since and it would have been over, he's now doing as if a Vail was uncovered from his eyes towards me. Few days back I heard my parents quarreling loudly for the first time since I was born, cos they never have a misunderstanding, cos my dad does my mom's will. She had a powerful control over him. That was when I began telling Father Satan to slow down that I don't want my family scattered.
I have been able to heal my mom first, of stomach ache, my dad of fever, my sister of fever. Just my meditating and at the end of the section ask for healing for them and the very next day they get totally strong.
After I opened my third eye, the headache began and by that evening I started having symptoms of malaria, but I wasnt cold or weak, I was so strong but I knew I had to treat malaria, so I did, just for formality sake cos I knew my aura has become so strong that i can be sick but don't really feel it (if you understand this). I know I will grow to the extent of never being sick.
I started asking Father Satan for money for my dad (just to taste what i heard in one of the sermons of High priestess Maxine) and few days latter he came home with stories of how people brought money to him in the office for thanks for the things he did for them.
My abilities have been amplified. Its my dream to be a musician, I thought I would do xtian music but my father never allowed it. But Father has told me He wants me to fight for him with music Satanic music and he's giving me songs and i will produce them not minding what will happen. I never knew I could rap. And my IQ is growing speedily.
One day, when i'll be legally leaving home (that's to start working etc, not running away from home again) as I'll be doing soon, when Father says its time to go, I will do a thanksgiving ritual to him and thank him for all this and more. I can't do any rituals in my house cos its a xtian home.

I know we still have a long way to go (me and Father), I haven't met my guardian demon yet, still having problem with entering trance, haven't been able to visualize colors except under the sun, havent mastered the astral and lots more, but if its already this good now, hehehehehe, the sky is going to be my stepping stone soon.
HAIL SATAN AND ALL THE GODS OF HELL AND MY GUARDIAN DEMON.

 

[Plebia Gapit]

Nice can i have more updates with u brother i like your story very inspiring cuz me too life is too rough with me but tomorrow i will dedicate for father hope i have the same xp as u were hail satan love u

On Friday, January 31, 2014, <alex.valenti77@... wrote:

  It always pleases me to see the path heal. Keep at it and keep your intents high like you have been. I remember my dedication ritual back in 2007 and the few months following are the experiences that have so many incredible changes over so short an amount of time. Perception, scientific interest, skill in expression such as music or other arts, all are amplified a million times over. I'm excited for you. Keep practicing!

 

[Plebia Gapit]

<font>Nice can i have more updates with u brother i like your story very inspiring cuz me too life is too rough with me but tomorrow i will dedicate for father hope i have the same xp as u were hail satan love u

On Saturday, February 1, 2014, Ass Hole <stripsilly1989@... wrote:

  OK, what do you need? Have you ded[/IMG]gunsnrosesmetallica1@... wrote:

 
Hi my name is brendon I'm lost in this world and i thought maby i need to follow satan but i want to go at it with some assistants so if you can help it would be most appreciated

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On Wed, Jan 29, 2014 11:58 PM PST Ass Hole wrote:

I'm doing this cos it will be helpful to new people and it will be a source
of encouragement.

I became a Satanist on the 30th of December 2014 and I know I'm still new
but I want to list some of my experiences so far.

First before I became a satanist I was a hustler and a drug addict, so
addicted that I could smoke in a shit hole or in a police cell and so rough
with life. Life was totally meaningless to me cos I was having a lot of
hard time although I'm from a rich christian family. They rejected me cos I
was having a lot of problems they could have helped me with but didn't cos
of what ever their reasons were. My mom made it her duty to ensure that my
dad hated me cos I used to be his favourite of all his kids, up to the
extent that my dad told me he wasn't going to train me in school or life
anymore. I left home of course, went to my friends in a big city and that's
where I was till I met Satan.

After I became a Satanist, it was as if I switched on autopilot in my life.
First, the next day I packed my things and traveled home and half way into
the journey home I still couldn't believe I was going home or why. After
few days my mom began her war against me and surprisingly my dad shunned
her off and made peace with me and up to this day he's been on my side
against her, he took over my affairs, helping me with the issues I have in
school that had made me not graduate with my first degree till today, what
he would have done since and it would have been over, he's now doing as if
a Vail was uncovered from his eyes towards me. Few days back I heard my
parents quarreling loudly for the first time since I was born, cos they
never have a misunderstanding, cos my dad does my mom's will. She had a
powerful control over him. That was when I began telling Father Satan to
slow down that I don't want my family scattered.

I have been able to heal my mom first, of stomach ache, my dad of fever, my
sister of fever. Just my meditating and at the end of the section ask for
healing for them and the very next day they get totally strong.

After I opened my third eye, the headache began and by that evening I
started having symptoms of malaria, but I wasnt cold or weak, I was so
strong but I knew I had to treat malaria, so I did, just for formality sake
cos I knew my aura has become so strong that i can be sick but don't really
feel it (if you understand this). I know I will grow to the extent of never
being sick.

I started asking Father Satan for money for my dad (just to taste what i
heard in one of the sermons of High priestess Maxine) and few days latter
he came home with stories of how people brought money to him in the office
for thanks for the things he did for them.

My abilities have been amplified. Its my dream to be a musician, I thought
I would do xtian music but my father never allowed it. But Father has told
me He wants me to fight for him with music Satanic music and he's giving me
songs and i will produce them not minding what will happen. I never knew I
could rap. And my IQ is growing speedily.

One day, when i'll be legally leaving home (that's to start working etc,
not running away from home again) as I'll be doing soon, when Father says
its time to go, I will do a thanksgiving ritual to him and thank him for
all this and more. I can't do any rituals in my house cos its a xtian home.

I know we still have a long way to go (me and Father), I haven't met my
guardian demon yet, still having problem with entering trance, haven't been
able to visualize colors except under the sun, havent mastered the astral
and lots more, but if its already this good now, hehehehehe, the sky is
going to be my stepping stone soon.

HAIL SATAN AND ALL THE GODS OF HELL AND MY GUARDIAN DEMON.

 

[Plebia Gapit]

<font>Nice can i have more updates with u brother i like your story very inspiring cuz me too life is too rough with me but tomorrow i will dedicate for father hope i have the same xp as u were hail satan love u

On Saturday, February 1, 2014, Ass Hole <stripsilly1989@... wrote:

  OK, what do you need? Have you ded[/IMG]gunsnrosesmetallica1@... wrote:

 
Hi my name is brendon I'm lost in this world and i thought maby i need to follow satan but i want to go at it with some assistants so if you can help it would be most appreciated

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On Wed, Jan 29, 2014 11:58 PM PST Ass Hole wrote:

I'm doing this cos it will be helpful to new people and it will be a source
of encouragement.

I became a Satanist on the 30th of December 2014 and I know I'm still new
but I want to list some of my experiences so far.

First before I became a satanist I was a hustler and a drug addict, so
addicted that I could smoke in a shit hole or in a police cell and so rough
with life. Life was totally meaningless to me cos I was having a lot of
hard time although I'm from a rich christian family. They rejected me cos I
was having a lot of problems they could have helped me with but didn't cos
of what ever their reasons were. My mom made it her duty to ensure that my
dad hated me cos I used to be his favourite of all his kids, up to the
extent that my dad told me he wasn't going to train me in school or life
anymore. I left home of course, went to my friends in a big city and that's
where I was till I met Satan.

After I became a Satanist, it was as if I switched on autopilot in my life.
First, the next day I packed my things and traveled home and half way into
the journey home I still couldn't believe I was going home or why. After
few days my mom began her war against me and surprisingly my dad shunned
her off and made peace with me and up to this day he's been on my side
against her, he took over my affairs, helping me with the issues I have in
school that had made me not graduate with my first degree till today, what
he would have done since and it would have been over, he's now doing as if
a Vail was uncovered from his eyes towards me. Few days back I heard my
parents quarreling loudly for the first time since I was born, cos they
never have a misunderstanding, cos my dad does my mom's will. She had a
powerful control over him. That was when I began telling Father Satan to
slow down that I don't want my family scattered.

I have been able to heal my mom first, of stomach ache, my dad of fever, my
sister of fever. Just my meditating and at the end of the section ask for
healing for them and the very next day they get totally strong.

After I opened my third eye, the headache began and by that evening I
started having symptoms of malaria, but I wasnt cold or weak, I was so
strong but I knew I had to treat malaria, so I did, just for formality sake
cos I knew my aura has become so strong that i can be sick but don't really
feel it (if you understand this). I know I will grow to the extent of never
being sick.

I started asking Father Satan for money for my dad (just to taste what i
heard in one of the sermons of High priestess Maxine) and few days latter
he came home with stories of how people brought money to him in the office
for thanks for the things he did for them.

My abilities have been amplified. Its my dream to be a musician, I thought
I would do xtian music but my father never allowed it. But Father has told
me He wants me to fight for him with music Satanic music and he's giving me
songs and i will produce them not minding what will happen. I never knew I
could rap. And my IQ is growing speedily.

One day, when i'll be legally leaving home (that's to start working etc,
not running away from home again) as I'll be doing soon, when Father says
its time to go, I will do a thanksgiving ritual to him and thank him for
all this and more. I can't do any rituals in my house cos its a xtian home.

I know we still have a long way to go (me and Father), I haven't met my
guardian demon yet, still having problem with entering trance, haven't been
able to visualize colors except under the sun, havent mastered the astral
and lots more, but if its already this good now, hehehehehe, the sky is
going to be my stepping stone soon.

HAIL SATAN AND ALL THE GODS OF HELL AND MY GUARDIAN DEMON.

 

[Ass Hole]

Yeah, what ever you want brother. Dedicate as soon as you can.

On Feb 3, 2014 9:59 PM, "Plebia Gapit" <plebia.gapit@... wrote:

  Nice can i have more updates with u brother i like your story very inspiring cuz me too life is too rough with me but tomorrow i will dedicate for father hope i have the same xp as u were hail satan love u

On Friday, January 31, 2014, <alex.valenti77@... wrote:

  It always pleases me to see the path heal. Keep at it and keep your intents high like you have been. I remember my dedication ritual back in 2007 and the few months following are the experiences that have so many incredible changes over so short an amount of time. Perception, scientific interest, skill in expression such as music or other arts, all are amplified a million times over. I'm excited for you. Keep practicing!

 

[lamiacadell]

Wow, I really needed that. Lately I've been feeling that in not being the best I can be. But I guess I just can't rush it, an take it step by step. Thanks!