Aurora_Sol666
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Hi everyone
I am currently 8 days into a Munka working, and I wanted to check if my experiences with it are normal.
I've been working on freeing my Soul from attachments to negative karmic relationships, as this has been a common theme throughout my life. It also shows up extensively in my Natal Chart, so I decided it's time to get rid of the seeds that keep bringing these people into my life.
Since starting, I have been experiencing waves of intense emotions throughout the day. Vivid dreams of people from my past and just general "bringing up" of stuff. It's making me an emotional wreck at times
I also experienced sleep paralysis the night before last, which has only ever happened to me a handful of times throughout my entire life, and not for a very long time. The nightmare I had was also connected to my past. It happened three times, where each time I woke up unable to move. I eventually said to myself "I don't need to deal with this rubbish. I'm a Spiritual Satanist. Leave me alone." And the paralysis stopped immediately, so I was able to fall asleep in peace.
My question is, could this be related to the Munka working? Both the emotions and the strange dreams.
Has anyone else experienced similar effects?
My instinct is that it's because the working is bringing old issues to the surface. I do have a Guardian Demon whom I work with and who guides me, but given that I am still in the process of opening my Astral senses fully, I wanted to check with others here to make sure no communication I am receiving is colored by my own thoughts and feelings.
Is this necessarily a bad sign? I don't want to have to give up on the Munka working, as I do feel it's important to free myself from this.
Thanks all.
Hail Satan!!
I am currently 8 days into a Munka working, and I wanted to check if my experiences with it are normal.
I've been working on freeing my Soul from attachments to negative karmic relationships, as this has been a common theme throughout my life. It also shows up extensively in my Natal Chart, so I decided it's time to get rid of the seeds that keep bringing these people into my life.
Since starting, I have been experiencing waves of intense emotions throughout the day. Vivid dreams of people from my past and just general "bringing up" of stuff. It's making me an emotional wreck at times
I also experienced sleep paralysis the night before last, which has only ever happened to me a handful of times throughout my entire life, and not for a very long time. The nightmare I had was also connected to my past. It happened three times, where each time I woke up unable to move. I eventually said to myself "I don't need to deal with this rubbish. I'm a Spiritual Satanist. Leave me alone." And the paralysis stopped immediately, so I was able to fall asleep in peace.
My question is, could this be related to the Munka working? Both the emotions and the strange dreams.
Has anyone else experienced similar effects?
My instinct is that it's because the working is bringing old issues to the surface. I do have a Guardian Demon whom I work with and who guides me, but given that I am still in the process of opening my Astral senses fully, I wanted to check with others here to make sure no communication I am receiving is colored by my own thoughts and feelings.
Is this necessarily a bad sign? I don't want to have to give up on the Munka working, as I do feel it's important to free myself from this.
Thanks all.
Hail Satan!!