From: hoodedcobra666 <hoodedcobra666@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Wednesday, December 19, 2012 8:01 AM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: Most Amazing God
Satan understands always. The enemy especially. They have been giving me shit almost daily, in many forms, through many ways. Day after day. Especially when I was new and I commited mistakes, this severely hurt my relation with Satan. I retreated back from communicating so much but I never lost faith. Satan worked with me, for each step I took towards Him, He took ten towards me. I know I commited a lot of mistakes. Satanism is about learning and not begging for forgiveness. I was crying over spilt milk for months. Satan made it clear to me, that He has forgiven me but my problem was with myself. I had to forgive myself. Some people are perfectionists and I'm one of those people.
Whenever I do not make something right I used to punish myself and overburn myself in working x10 times. Satan showed me that I need to actually forgive myself and that I will reach the perfection I seek through being a little more light, not as severe as I was. This attitude was shown even to some of my posts and I have apologized to this. I shouldn't bring this here. But I want the BEST OUT OF ANYONE HERE AS WELL AS MYSELF. I have intensive burning yearing to see anyone of Satan being a fucking God! That's Satan's vision. Satan knows I will die for Him and that I never steer away. I have too been severely tested. Some people may have love hangups and this can manifest in feeling unloved. With the enemy attacks, a lot of deluded idiots and such, I had hit rock bottom. But I was faithful and I loved Satan, I fought for Him. He didn't let me hanging in there. Many Gods in their own accord have came in to help me. Not only this but nothing remained from that self, through daily practice everything died and this self is something like my old skin, which I see now and then and remember things that no longer affect me.
Satan made me and I will make HIS Vision. I owe Him everything.
Approach Satan, He loves us, in an unimaginable and True way.
HAIL SATAN!!!!!!
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[email protected][/url], "damnplanetsaturn" <damnplanetsaturn@... wrote:
Man I tell you what We serve the most amazing God. I did a ritual the
other night. Asking Satan to direct me to whatever he wanted me to do.
It feels so Good to just let go. Give everything to him. Which ever way
he wants you to turn, you turn.
You are able to defeat the ego part and just truly give your soul to
Satan. To trust in him. I made some mistakes when I was newer. I
apologized for all of the things I had done. He told me, you must really
think I am Heartless person. He said do you not think that I am capable
of forgiveness? That I could not just Forgive you? Do you think that
once you Dedicate you are expected to never make a single mistake or you
will sorely Regret it?
He said everytime you do something. You doubt yourself. You think
that you are doing the wronge thing or some kind of great deciever.
That you are making things worse, he laughed a little, an infiltrator
that does not know he is an infiltrator that has infiltrated himself to
Infiltrate others. It seemed like it was taking him a bit of self
control to not bust out laughing.
He said you see how rediculous this is dont you? You have touched so
many peoples lives. You have helped alot of people, not just online but
off. Where is the great bad thing you did? Can you not just see this is
of the enemy? From now on Any time you feel these feelings know it is
the enemy. Ofcourse it is the enemy, as though I would make you feel
this way for trying to do something for me?
He gave me a big hug and he said I have forgiven you a long time ago,
now it is time to forgive yourself. Do not let the enemy mess with your
mind. Recognize it for it is and move on. So many of my children rack
their minds like I am out to get them or hate them. I am so diapointed
with them. I have left them and want nothing to do with them.
If only they could just see this is the enemy. They want you to feel
alone and like I abandoned you or are upset with you. I love my children
more then anything. I wish that they could see that.