Tara, don't tell me you don't have at least 5 minutes to spend on spinning your chakras. You do reply and post on here so you probably spend more than 5 mins online. You could use this time for meditation. Just saying...
And no ritual or spell will work for you if you can't concentrate and you haven't developed your powers of your mind, in both you use your mind powers to manifest in reality. Everything depends on how advanced you are in meditation in Satanism, from spells to communicating with the Demons and Satan, and you have little experiences without meditation.
Didn't you know that you can do meditation at any time or place no matter how busy you are?
"Everyday void meditation:
Void meditation can be done anywhere and at any time with just focusing on the here and now and concentrating totally on whatever you are doing. This method works best for those of you who are unable to secure any privacy. Just set a goal to focus on the here and now for a specific amount of time each day and you will benefit. "