the_eye_of_anubis
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Greetings to everyone,
excuse me if I've been making somewhat sad posts lately, but it's a pretty tough time.
I have a very serious matter to resolve or else I will get into trouble. I will briefly explain.
Last year I managed to find a small part-time job thanks to which I was able to fulfill a dream of mine: to enroll in a very reputable makeup academy in my city.
Unfortunately, in December my contract expired and there was no possibility to renew it, I managed to put aside a good amount of money to pay all the installments but it is not enough to cover the whole expense and the price of the various tools to buy.
To help me in my search for another job, I started a runic work with Fehu, Wunjo and Sowilo in December and finished it in January. In addition to magick, I have of course been actively looking for a job but have had no results (unfortunately, I don't have a car and can't move much from the center of my city, so I am quite limited with transportation), moreover I live in a shitty country where there's a huge financial crisis and it's VERY hard to find a good job.
On the advice of a sister, I tried to contact Lord Volac by meditating on his sigil for a week and explaining the situation to him, but I did not see/feel any response.
I confess that I am very anxious, the academy is not cheap, and I don't really know what else to do. I have sent resumes to a variety of places but no one has called me back. Classes will start next month and although the me of a year ago would have really prayed to be where I am now, the me of the present just wants that day not to come.
Please brothers/sisters, if you have any suggestions on what else I can do please tell me, I am really desperate and have anxiety attacks every day since December ended.
Thank you so much and I apologize again for my sad posts.
Hail Satan!
excuse me if I've been making somewhat sad posts lately, but it's a pretty tough time.
I have a very serious matter to resolve or else I will get into trouble. I will briefly explain.
Last year I managed to find a small part-time job thanks to which I was able to fulfill a dream of mine: to enroll in a very reputable makeup academy in my city.
Unfortunately, in December my contract expired and there was no possibility to renew it, I managed to put aside a good amount of money to pay all the installments but it is not enough to cover the whole expense and the price of the various tools to buy.
To help me in my search for another job, I started a runic work with Fehu, Wunjo and Sowilo in December and finished it in January. In addition to magick, I have of course been actively looking for a job but have had no results (unfortunately, I don't have a car and can't move much from the center of my city, so I am quite limited with transportation), moreover I live in a shitty country where there's a huge financial crisis and it's VERY hard to find a good job.
On the advice of a sister, I tried to contact Lord Volac by meditating on his sigil for a week and explaining the situation to him, but I did not see/feel any response.
I confess that I am very anxious, the academy is not cheap, and I don't really know what else to do. I have sent resumes to a variety of places but no one has called me back. Classes will start next month and although the me of a year ago would have really prayed to be where I am now, the me of the present just wants that day not to come.
Please brothers/sisters, if you have any suggestions on what else I can do please tell me, I am really desperate and have anxiety attacks every day since December ended.
Thank you so much and I apologize again for my sad posts.
Hail Satan!