Meditations/spells for removing sexual trauma/fetish’s?

[Wolfsage]

I do suspect that I had some form of PTSD, (although I was too young and insecure to talk to anyone so it’s speculative on my part) as I would get a reaction where I would want to either run away or attack anyone who would touch me near my thigh/groin, regardless of context. I’m largely past the instinctual subconscious part of the trauma and now it’s just occasional anger or sadness if there’s a trigger and a general coldness to humanity, plus a lack of desire to initiate sex. But I’m past the point of making stupid decisions because of these feelings.

So due to sexual trauma in my past, these are fetishes(that I would never and have never acted on except in fantasy) developed that weren’t natural to me and some developed way past puberty and probably as a result of porn addiction, which I’m currently not consuming, except on occasion when I get extremely tired and am out of it. About once a month or so. My goal is to completely cut it out, rid my self of the self destructive fetishes that I harbor feelings of self loathing over and generally get past the trauma completely to the point of being able to maintain a healthy sex life with my wife.
Any suggestions for meditations/spells or Gods/Demons who I could ask for assistance?

 

[GoldenxChild1]

I do suspect that I had some form of PTSD, (although I was too young and insecure to talk to anyone so it’s speculative on my part) as I would get a reaction where I would want to either run away or attack anyone who would touch me near my thigh/groin, regardless of context. I’m largely past the instinctual subconscious part of the trauma and now it’s just occasional anger or sadness if there’s a trigger and a general coldness to humanity, plus a lack of desire to initiate sex. But I’m past the point of making stupid decisions because of these feelings.

So due to sexual trauma in my past, these are fetishes(that I would never and have never acted on except in fantasy) developed that weren’t natural to me and some developed way past puberty and probably as a result of porn addiction, which I’m currently not consuming, except on occasion when I get extremely tired and am out of it. About once a month or so. My goal is to completely cut it out, rid my self of the self destructive fetishes that I harbor feelings of self loathing over and generally get past the trauma completely to the point of being able to maintain a healthy sex life with my wife.
Any suggestions for meditations/spells or Gods/Demons who I could ask for assistance?

The fact you've come to this realization is great, congratulations on your already apparent progress.

Yes there are many things you can do. Some of which include things like freeing the soul and cleaning.

I would use ANSUZ or URUZ for freeing yourself from past and present sexual trauma. (You can create your own affirmation to what suits you)

I would also begin a purification working on your Sacral and Throat chakra using Vi-Sudhi or a Sun mantra like Surya.

You may have to repeat things like the above several times depending on severity and strength of soul. As for repetitions do what you are comfortable with.

Also, consistent Hatha yoga will help heal you overall and increase your Witchpower.

 

[Anatolian Division]

I have drunk before sex fetish/trauma.

 

[Wolfsage]

I do suspect that I had some form of PTSD, (although I was too young and insecure to talk to anyone so it’s speculative on my part) as I would get a reaction where I would want to either run away or attack anyone who would touch me near my thigh/groin, regardless of context. I’m largely past the instinctual subconscious part of the trauma and now it’s just occasional anger or sadness if there’s a trigger and a general coldness to humanity, plus a lack of desire to initiate sex. But I’m past the point of making stupid decisions because of these feelings.

So due to sexual trauma in my past, these are fetishes(that I would never and have never acted on except in fantasy) developed that weren’t natural to me and some developed way past puberty and probably as a result of porn addiction, which I’m currently not consuming, except on occasion when I get extremely tired and am out of it. About once a month or so. My goal is to completely cut it out, rid my self of the self destructive fetishes that I harbor feelings of self loathing over and generally get past the trauma completely to the point of being able to maintain a healthy sex life with my wife.
Any suggestions for meditations/spells or Gods/Demons who I could ask for assistance?

The fact you've come to this realization is great, congratulations on your already apparent progress.

Yes there are many things you can do. Some of which include things like freeing the soul and cleaning.

I would use ANSUZ or URUZ for freeing yourself from past and present sexual trauma. (You can create your own affirmation to what suits you)

I would also begin a purification working on your Sacral and Throat chakra using Vi-Sudhi or a Sun mantra like Surya.

You may have to repeat things like the above several times depending on severity and strength of soul. As for repetitions do what you are comfortable with.

Also, consistent Hatha yoga will help heal you overall and increase your Witchpower.

Fantastic! I’ll give them a shot. Thank you very much!!

 

[Wolfsage]

I have drunk before sex fetish/trauma.

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[Dynasty]

I do suspect that I had some form of PTSD, (although I was too young and insecure to talk to anyone so it’s speculative on my part) as I would get a reaction where I would want to either run away or attack anyone who would touch me near my thigh/groin, regardless of context. I’m largely past the instinctual subconscious part of the trauma and now it’s just occasional anger or sadness if there’s a trigger and a general coldness to humanity, plus a lack of desire to initiate sex. But I’m past the point of making stupid decisions because of these feelings.

So due to sexual trauma in my past, these are fetishes(that I would never and have never acted on except in fantasy) developed that weren’t natural to me and some developed way past puberty and probably as a result of porn addiction, which I’m currently not consuming, except on occasion when I get extremely tired and am out of it. About once a month or so. My goal is to completely cut it out, rid my self of the self destructive fetishes that I harbor feelings of self loathing over and generally get past the trauma completely to the point of being able to maintain a healthy sex life with my wife.
Any suggestions for meditations/spells or Gods/Demons who I could ask for assistance?

Here's a working which may help you.

List of Magic Workings (alt)

Emotional Healing Working by Lydia

START: Waning moon in Scorpio, Cancer or Pisces. Never start this working during the void of course moon.

1. Raise your energies: https://archive.fo/nLuwC
2. Vibrate WUNJO (or it’s variations such as VIN) 40 times or 88 times.
3. Affirm 9 times:
“In a positive and healthy manner for me, the energies of [WUNJO or variation of] are totally and completely healing me from any and all psychological, mental and emotional damage and pain forever.”

Do this for 40 days, 80 days or 90 days.

How to pronounce WUNJO and it’s variations:
https://mega.nz/#!9Ag1VRLb!1pjN3bkQJVT8RxwaX2rZUmVzTUmHndNUFVMXFwUQwws