nathanwebber81@
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- May 17, 2020
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Hello my brothers, I hope everyone is doing well. I am still new to Spiritual Satanism but I am loving every moment of it and I look forward to learning more each day.
My question may sound rather stupid but I am the type of person that over thinks and has doubt over every LITTLE thing and I honestly HATE it! Whether it is indeed mental issues or physic attacks, I have dealt with this all my life. So my question is regarding meditation (I'm doing the 30 day meditation program for beginners) when I do my visualization for the aura cleansing and then the aura of protection, how do I know I'm doing it right? How do I know I'm visualizing correctly? And also my main question is how does visualization work with regards to meditation and magick.
Believe me I have no doubt this works it's just my mind throwing doubts my way and making me question everything. If it does help, when I meditate, I feel extreme intense buzzing in my body (like I'm full of energy) I hear a high pitched noise in my years which intensifies drastically when I perform the meditations and after each meditation I feel euphoric and sounds and such are intense. Are these good signs? My mind has me believing it's maybe because of the extra oxygen I'm breathing in. But yes sorry for long message, I know I sound like I'm making excuses not to believe, I'm just trying to get peace of mind from someone who has had these doubts before. I am truly dedicated to Satan and I want to settle any doubts so I can move forward with clear mind hence why I'm asking all these questions. Thank you in advance! Stay strong.
HAIL SATAN!
My question may sound rather stupid but I am the type of person that over thinks and has doubt over every LITTLE thing and I honestly HATE it! Whether it is indeed mental issues or physic attacks, I have dealt with this all my life. So my question is regarding meditation (I'm doing the 30 day meditation program for beginners) when I do my visualization for the aura cleansing and then the aura of protection, how do I know I'm doing it right? How do I know I'm visualizing correctly? And also my main question is how does visualization work with regards to meditation and magick.
Believe me I have no doubt this works it's just my mind throwing doubts my way and making me question everything. If it does help, when I meditate, I feel extreme intense buzzing in my body (like I'm full of energy) I hear a high pitched noise in my years which intensifies drastically when I perform the meditations and after each meditation I feel euphoric and sounds and such are intense. Are these good signs? My mind has me believing it's maybe because of the extra oxygen I'm breathing in. But yes sorry for long message, I know I sound like I'm making excuses not to believe, I'm just trying to get peace of mind from someone who has had these doubts before. I am truly dedicated to Satan and I want to settle any doubts so I can move forward with clear mind hence why I'm asking all these questions. Thank you in advance! Stay strong.
HAIL SATAN!