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Is there any specific meditation I could do for suicide, preferably painless?

The way I view things in this world, life is just a tedious task of constantly trying to do things to reach a certain emotional state(happiness/contentment)... I'm really just tired of it all.

Often my anxiety is so bad I can't really pull of a successful meditation session unless I am in an absolutely good mood. I can meditate for 2 hours straight on days when I am in a shitty mood and never reach the Gamma state of bliss.... When I'm in happy moods, I can get to this flawless gamma state of pure awareness within minutes... where I automatically notice everything about the environment.

Don't try to talk me out of this. I have been in depressive states before where i wanted to kill myself out of depression, but now, I just want to kill myself because it all seems pointless, and I'm really curious of what is REALLY to follow after death :). Think of it this way.... life is like a game, that I just don't want to play anymore.


I've thought of many ways I could do this, I've thought of just overloaded on fire meditation, like 100 breaths or more or so...(7 breaths made me extremely hot).... I was also thinking of using that lightning meditation someone posted on here.. and just overloading my body with lightning and focusing it on my brain/heart.

If anyone has any other methods please post :). If you are really a Satanist you will not try to talk me out of this because you should also agree that Satanist should be completely in charge of their own life and have the choice to do what they will.

Thank you, Hail Satan.
 
either u are going thru what i used to experience or u an idiot kike/xtian

go ahead,all human lifespan are determined by lucifer,one cant die unless by his will.

i know that by my own experience,so go ahead n try in vain8)

after this either u realised who u truely r or ran away..

fyi,if u direct fire to ur brain ur brain will be dead,but u still live,more trouble for ur family n such that u didnt realised u loved them,if u seriously want to die do it to ur heart liked i once did n c what will happen whether u will become like this anymore8)

n lightning meditation is powerful but i know u will be paralysed,if u managed to overdo it,or went crazy before it could kill u so this is inefficient way n stupid since u going to fuck urself more(hey i posted that!how dare u!)

try n c what will happen to u,if u died,u r going to live in an another form,so whats the point in killing urself,dont be such a weakling i know no one will to live is that weak to let they just disappear but it will cause u to drift in
eternity,one should learn to fight not give up n be nothingness

invoke fire n try to kill urself,c what happen!

after death theres life,ths after'life'

sa=infinity
ta=life
sat=truth
remember this,in truth life have no end,like a phoenix that died it shall rise from the ashes of death!it cant be stop!

na=death
ma=rebirth
nama=identity,ur being,ka
after death theres rebirth n so the cyce goes till the time comes,as satan said

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "xtensitymusic" <xtensitymusic@... wrote:

Is there any specific meditation I could do for suicide, preferably painless?

The way I view things in this world, life is just a tedious task of constantly trying to do things to reach a certain emotional state(happiness/contentment)... I'm really just tired of it all.

Often my anxiety is so bad I can't really pull of a successful meditation session unless I am in an absolutely good mood. I can meditate for 2 hours straight on days when I am in a shitty mood and never reach the Gamma state of bliss.... When I'm in happy moods, I can get to this flawless gamma state of pure awareness within minutes... where I automatically notice everything about the environment.

Don't try to talk me out of this. I have been in depressive states before where i wanted to kill myself out of depression, but now, I just want to kill myself because it all seems pointless, and I'm really curious of what is REALLY to follow after death :). Think of it this way.... life is like a game, that I just don't want to play anymore.


I've thought of many ways I could do this, I've thought of just overloaded on fire meditation, like 100 breaths or more or so...(7 breaths made me extremely hot).... I was also thinking of using that lightning meditation someone posted on here.. and just overloading my body with lightning and focusing it on my brain/heart.

If anyone has any other methods please post :). If you are really a Satanist you will not try to talk me out of this because you should also agree that Satanist should be completely in charge of their own life and have the choice to do what they will.

Thank you, Hail Satan.
 
I highly recommend speaking to your GP about your anxiety/depression. You sound very apathetic; apathy being a symptom of depression. Remember you aren't alone man, I'm actually working through a similar condition myself, and I too have days where I find meditation difficult. All I can suggest is to speak to your doctor, and try to take it easy.

Look after yourself mate.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Gender Tender" <g_tender@... wrote:

either u are going thru what i used to experience or u an idiot kike/xtian

go ahead,all human lifespan are determined by lucifer,one cant die unless by his will.

i know that by my own experience,so go ahead n try in vain8)

after this either u realised who u truely r or ran away..

fyi,if u direct fire to ur brain ur brain will be dead,but u still live,more trouble for ur family n such that u didnt realised u loved them,if u seriously want to die do it to ur heart liked i once did n c what will happen whether u will become like this anymore8)

n lightning meditation is powerful but i know u will be paralysed,if u managed to overdo it,or went crazy before it could kill u so this is inefficient way n stupid since u going to fuck urself more(hey i posted that!how dare u!)

try n c what will happen to u,if u died,u r going to live in an another form,so whats the point in killing urself,dont be such a weakling i know no one will to live is that weak to let they just disappear but it will cause u to drift in
eternity,one should learn to fight not give up n be nothingness

invoke fire n try to kill urself,c what happen!

after death theres life,ths after'life'

sa=infinity
ta=life
sat=truth
remember this,in truth life have no end,like a phoenix that died it shall rise from the ashes of death!it cant be stop!

na=death
ma=rebirth
nama=identity,ur being,ka
after death theres rebirth n so the cyce goes till the time comes,as satan said

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "xtensitymusic" <xtensitymusic@ wrote:

Is there any specific meditation I could do for suicide, preferably painless?

The way I view things in this world, life is just a tedious task of constantly trying to do things to reach a certain emotional state(happiness/contentment)... I'm really just tired of it all.

Often my anxiety is so bad I can't really pull of a successful meditation session unless I am in an absolutely good mood. I can meditate for 2 hours straight on days when I am in a shitty mood and never reach the Gamma state of bliss.... When I'm in happy moods, I can get to this flawless gamma state of pure awareness within minutes... where I automatically notice everything about the environment.

Don't try to talk me out of this. I have been in depressive states before where i wanted to kill myself out of depression, but now, I just want to kill myself because it all seems pointless, and I'm really curious of what is REALLY to follow after death :). Think of it this way.... life is like a game, that I just don't want to play anymore.


I've thought of many ways I could do this, I've thought of just overloaded on fire meditation, like 100 breaths or more or so...(7 breaths made me extremely hot).... I was also thinking of using that lightning meditation someone posted on here.. and just overloading my body with lightning and focusing it on my brain/heart.

If anyone has any other methods please post :). If you are really a Satanist you will not try to talk me out of this because you should also agree that Satanist should be completely in charge of their own life and have the choice to do what they will.

Thank you, Hail Satan.
 
To say that anyone who discourages you from taking your own life isnt a Satanist is some pretty low down albeit ineffective manipulation. No Satanist that I know would ever arm you to kill yourself.

Self empowerment, self responsibility and tackling obstacles are major parts of the Satanic path. If you find yourself defaulting on them and returning to the old ways of self pity and degredation, perhaps it is time you went and asked Satan for help. He helps all who call on him in their time of need.

Ave Satanas!


--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Andrew Duncan" <andrewduncan1987@... wrote:

I highly recommend speaking to your GP about your anxiety/depression. You sound very apathetic; apathy being a symptom of depression. Remember you aren't alone man, I'm actually working through a similar condition myself, and I too have days where I find meditation difficult. All I can suggest is to speak to your doctor, and try to take it easy.

Look after yourself mate.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Gender Tender" <g_tender@ wrote:

either u are going thru what i used to experience or u an idiot kike/xtian

go ahead,all human lifespan are determined by lucifer,one cant die unless by his will.

i know that by my own experience,so go ahead n try in vain8)

after this either u realised who u truely r or ran away..

fyi,if u direct fire to ur brain ur brain will be dead,but u still live,more trouble for ur family n such that u didnt realised u loved them,if u seriously want to die do it to ur heart liked i once did n c what will happen whether u will become like this anymore8)

n lightning meditation is powerful but i know u will be paralysed,if u managed to overdo it,or went crazy before it could kill u so this is inefficient way n stupid since u going to fuck urself more(hey i posted that!how dare u!)

try n c what will happen to u,if u died,u r going to live in an another form,so whats the point in killing urself,dont be such a weakling i know no one will to live is that weak to let they just disappear but it will cause u to drift in
eternity,one should learn to fight not give up n be nothingness

invoke fire n try to kill urself,c what happen!

after death theres life,ths after'life'

sa=infinity
ta=life
sat=truth
remember this,in truth life have no end,like a phoenix that died it shall rise from the ashes of death!it cant be stop!

na=death
ma=rebirth
nama=identity,ur being,ka
after death theres rebirth n so the cyce goes till the time comes,as satan said

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "xtensitymusic" <xtensitymusic@ wrote:

Is there any specific meditation I could do for suicide, preferably painless?

The way I view things in this world, life is just a tedious task of constantly trying to do things to reach a certain emotional state(happiness/contentment)... I'm really just tired of it all.

Often my anxiety is so bad I can't really pull of a successful meditation session unless I am in an absolutely good mood. I can meditate for 2 hours straight on days when I am in a shitty mood and never reach the Gamma state of bliss.... When I'm in happy moods, I can get to this flawless gamma state of pure awareness within minutes... where I automatically notice everything about the environment.

Don't try to talk me out of this. I have been in depressive states before where i wanted to kill myself out of depression, but now, I just want to kill myself because it all seems pointless, and I'm really curious of what is REALLY to follow after death :). Think of it this way.... life is like a game, that I just don't want to play anymore.


I've thought of many ways I could do this, I've thought of just overloaded on fire meditation, like 100 breaths or more or so...(7 breaths made me extremely hot).... I was also thinking of using that lightning meditation someone posted on here.. and just overloading my body with lightning and focusing it on my brain/heart.

If anyone has any other methods please post :). If you are really a Satanist you will not try to talk me out of this because you should also agree that Satanist should be completely in charge of their own life and have the choice to do what they will.

Thank you, Hail Satan.
 
Stop whineing why die now when youve discovered the path to true enlightenment? Life sucks at times i know because i programmed some retarded shit into my mind and it completely fucked me. Create a better life for yourself using meditation. But if you wanna off yourself a couple bottles of tylenol pm at bedtime with a fifth of jack would do the trick. I must say this now though I IN NO WAY CONDONE SUICIDE NOR AM I ACTUALLY SUGGESTING YOU ATTEMPT TO TAKE YOUR OWN LIFE but it is your life to do with it as you please. and btw the anxiety is self created learn to control it. ever try to quit being a pussy? might help.
 
I am not trying to talk you out of it, but I used to feel suicidal as well--I tried every way I could think of, which method to use because just like you I thought life was painful and pointless. Then Satan told me I had demon status, that I had to study a certain area of knowledge that I was in fact already interested in--well I became obsessed with gaining this knowledge, knowing I had a purpose in the afterlife--to teach my subject in Satan's Kingdom. To my delight and surprise, my obsession to become as knowledgable as possible in this field made my depression go away, and I stopped feeling suicidal, knowing I had a job to do and a real purpose that would serve Satan in the best way I could. I no longer take anti-depressant medication or anything. I still wish I could reach a "blissful" state of mind but I don't use drugs or alcohol to do that because they hurt me once, so I have to just settle for feeling "normal" even on days I don't feel particularly good or motivated. I think if you honestly found something to become obsessed with, perhaps you would no longer be suicidal either. It's just a thought....good luck. Hail Satan!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "xtensitymusic" <xtensitymusic@... wrote:

Is there any specific meditation I could do for suicide, preferably painless?

The way I view things in this world, life is just a tedious task of constantly trying to do things to reach a certain emotional state(happiness/contentment)... I'm really just tired of it all.

Often my anxiety is so bad I can't really pull of a successful meditation session unless I am in an absolutely good mood. I can meditate for 2 hours straight on days when I am in a shitty mood and never reach the Gamma state of bliss.... When I'm in happy moods, I can get to this flawless gamma state of pure awareness within minutes... where I automatically notice everything about the environment.

Don't try to talk me out of this. I have been in depressive states before where i wanted to kill myself out of depression, but now, I just want to kill myself because it all seems pointless, and I'm really curious of what is REALLY to follow after death :). Think of it this way.... life is like a game, that I just don't want to play anymore.


I've thought of many ways I could do this, I've thought of just overloaded on fire meditation, like 100 breaths or more or so...(7 breaths made me extremely hot).... I was also thinking of using that lightning meditation someone posted on here.. and just overloading my body with lightning and focusing it on my brain/heart.

If anyone has any other methods please post :). If you are really a Satanist you will not try to talk me out of this because you should also agree that Satanist should be completely in charge of their own life and have the choice to do what they will.

Thank you, Hail Satan.
 
That's good advice. Find something that you are passionate about.
Personally, I hate to hear people talk this way. Suicide is what is
pointless, unless you're terminally ill or already dying. I'm pretty
sure you aren't either of those. Life has meaning; sometimes, though,
you just have to search for it. Don't give up on the seeking! Ave
Satanas!

On 2/9/11, moonshadow48@... <moonshadow48@... wrote:
I am not trying to talk you out of it, but I used to feel suicidal as
well--I tried every way I could think of, which method to use because just
like you I thought life was painful and pointless. Then Satan told me I had
demon status, that I had to study a certain area of knowledge that I was in
fact already interested in--well I became obsessed with gaining this
knowledge, knowing I had a purpose in the afterlife--to teach my subject in
Satan's Kingdom. To my delight and surprise, my obsession to become as
knowledgable as possible in this field made my depression go away, and I
stopped feeling suicidal, knowing I had a job to do and a real purpose that
would serve Satan in the best way I could. I no longer take anti-depressant
medication or anything. I still wish I could reach a "blissful" state of
mind but I don't use drugs or alcohol to do that because they hurt me once,
so I have to just settle for feeling "normal" even on days I don't feel
particularly good or motivated. I think if you honestly found something to
become obsessed with, perhaps you would no longer be suicidal either. It's
just a thought....good luck. Hail Satan!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "xtensitymusic"
<xtensitymusic@... wrote:

Is there any specific meditation I could do for suicide, preferably
painless?

The way I view things in this world, life is just a tedious task of
constantly trying to do things to reach a certain emotional
state(happiness/contentment)... I'm really just tired of it all.

Often my anxiety is so bad I can't really pull of a successful meditation
session unless I am in an absolutely good mood. I can meditate for 2 hours
straight on days when I am in a shitty mood and never reach the Gamma
state of bliss.... When I'm in happy moods, I can get to this flawless
gamma state of pure awareness within minutes... where I automatically
notice everything about the environment.

Don't try to talk me out of this. I have been in depressive states before
where i wanted to kill myself out of depression, but now, I just want to
kill myself because it all seems pointless, and I'm really curious of what
is REALLY to follow after death :). Think of it this way.... life is like
a game, that I just don't want to play anymore.


I've thought of many ways I could do this, I've thought of just overloaded
on fire meditation, like 100 breaths or more or so...(7 breaths made me
extremely hot).... I was also thinking of using that lightning meditation
someone posted on here.. and just overloading my body with lightning and
focusing it on my brain/heart.

If anyone has any other methods please post :). If you are really a
Satanist you will not try to talk me out of this because you should also
agree that Satanist should be completely in charge of their own life and
have the choice to do what they will.

Thank you, Hail Satan.
 
Any of you who responded saying I am a pussy for this, for whatever reason like my life being hard, etc.

It has nothing to do with that. In terms of my life, I have it made. I have gotten everything I desire through meditation and manifesting my will and I really have no desires. I feel my life is fulfilled. I mean, sure it's good to constantly advanced the soul, but I feel it is pointless.

Many of you probably think this is cowardly, but I think it is quite the opposite. I think someone is cowardly who is afraid to face death. I am curious as to what will happen when I die. Sure we can all speculate, though we will never know what will happen EXACTLY, to each individual. I have everything I want in life. I desire nothing. NOTHING. I have all the power I desire, I have all the money I need. I am happy, I am content. I wake up wanting nothing. So before any of you judge me, try to be aware of my situation instead of assuming you think I'm being a pussy or being cowardly.


Is it not the point of Satanism to self-empower ones self in order to manifest ones desires in reality? I have everything I desire. I desire nothing. My only desire now is death. What is the difference... if I meditate for the next several years of my life waiting for something to happen? Why?
 
The point of Satanism is to reach godhood. Nuff said. if you die now you'll
just spew back into the reincarnation cycle. If you're a satanist you would
know that. You should be desiring knowledge about now. If you don't desire
knowledge then you have truly stopped.

Drew
Hail Satan!





________________________________
From: xtensitymusic <xtensitymusic@...
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Wed, February 9, 2011 2:58:38 PM
Subject: [Advanced_Meditation] Re: Meditation for Suicide?


Any of you who responded saying I am a pussy for this, for whatever reason like
my life being hard, etc.

It has nothing to do with that. In terms of my life, I have it made. I have
gotten everything I desire through meditation and manifesting my will and I
really have no desires. I feel my life is fulfilled. I mean, sure it's good to
constantly advanced the soul, but I feel it is pointless.


Many of you probably think this is cowardly, but I think it is quite the
opposite. I think someone is cowardly who is afraid to face death. I am curious
as to what will happen when I die. Sure we can all speculate, though we will
never know what will happen EXACTLY, to each individual. I have everything I
want in life. I desire nothing. NOTHING. I have all the power I desire, I have
all the money I need. I am happy, I am content. I wake up wanting nothing. So
before any of you judge me, try to be aware of my situation instead of assuming
you think I'm being a pussy or being cowardly.

Is it not the point of Satanism to self-empower ones self in order to manifest
ones desires in reality? I have everything I desire. I desire nothing. My only
desire now is death. What is the difference... if I meditate for the next
several years of my life waiting for something to happen? Why?







[Non-text portions of this message have been removed]
 
Well Spiritual Satanism is all about advancing your soul to Godhead and gain physical and spiritual immortality, and never stopping until you achieve Godhead. Are you a God?If not, and you don't desire to be a God, how can you possibly call yourself a Satanist?

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "xtensitymusic" <xtensitymusic@... wrote:

Any of you who responded saying I am a pussy for this, for whatever reason like my life being hard, etc.

It has nothing to do with that. In terms of my life, I have it made. I have gotten everything I desire through meditation and manifesting my will and I really have no desires. I feel my life is fulfilled. I mean, sure it's good to constantly advanced the soul, but I feel it is pointless.

Many of you probably think this is cowardly, but I think it is quite the opposite. I think someone is cowardly who is afraid to face death. I am curious as to what will happen when I die. Sure we can all speculate, though we will never know what will happen EXACTLY, to each individual. I have everything I want in life. I desire nothing. NOTHING. I have all the power I desire, I have all the money I need. I am happy, I am content. I wake up wanting nothing. So before any of you judge me, try to be aware of my situation instead of assuming you think I'm being a pussy or being cowardly.


Is it not the point of Satanism to self-empower ones self in order to manifest ones desires in reality? I have everything I desire. I desire nothing. My only desire now is death. What is the difference... if I meditate for the next several years of my life waiting for something to happen? Why?
 
u talked as if u really have anything u wanted,fyi i didnt call u pussy or
cowardly,just an idiot,u lost ur life purpose,that what happened,u thought u
have everything but the matter is u have stop desiring,nobody can truely have
ALL THING thats an enemy crap with refers to their 'all powerful' godform,try
invoking the fire as i did,that what awaken who am im truely am,u though u knew
urself,but if u think of suicide n leaving ur mortal coil this prove u have lost
urself,find urself n u shall have ur desire again,a demon once told me
this,living life is knowing death,knowing death mean losing ur fears,u lose ur
fear n thats a progress,but u didnt realise u have known death=emptyness,the
void n pointlesness u feel now,thats death,ur life have died,but as odin n
phoenix resurrected,u shall if u follow the truth.
 
fyi,the goal of satanism is reaching the equality with the gods,not just
realising ur desires,u have taken it the wrong way dude.hail ea
hail baal
hail astaroth
hail zazel
haiil all the people of satan




________________________________
From: xtensitymusic <xtensitymusic@...
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Thu, February 10, 2011 5:58:38 AM
Subject: [Advanced_Meditation] Re: Meditation for Suicide?

 
Any of you who responded saying I am a pussy for this, for whatever reason like
my life being hard, etc.

It has nothing to do with that. In terms of my life, I have it made. I have
gotten everything I desire through meditation and manifesting my will and I
really have no desires. I feel my life is fulfilled. I mean, sure it's good to
constantly advanced the soul, but I feel it is pointless.


Many of you probably think this is cowardly, but I think it is quite the
opposite. I think someone is cowardly who is afraid to face death. I am curious
as to what will happen when I die. Sure we can all speculate, though we will
never know what will happen EXACTLY, to each individual. I have everything I
want in life. I desire nothing. NOTHING. I have all the power I desire, I have
all the money I need. I am happy, I am content. I wake up wanting nothing. So
before any of you judge me, try to be aware of my situation instead of assuming
you think I'm being a pussy or being cowardly.

Is it not the point of Satanism to self-empower ones self in order to manifest
ones desires in reality? I have everything I desire. I desire nothing. My only
desire now is death. What is the difference... if I meditate for the next
several years of my life waiting for something to happen? Why?







[Non-text portions of this message have been removed]
 
    Hello my name is Justin, first of all I completely agree with you about
suicide because it's not cowardly to face ones own death. Suicide is a very need
part of life if you choose to take that path. However, Satan and the gods do
indeed frown on suicide because they want you to live your life the best you can
on the left hand path. Death means the end of spiritual advancement and weather
you're happy with the spiritual progress you've made or not you should always
want to do better and progress futher because this is what life is, it's an
oppertunity to complete Satans work. You already know whats going to happen to
you if you comit suicide when it's not your time and Satan doesent approve, he's
just going to send you right back. Thats the last thing you want because this
world is quite miserable and you dont want to have to relive it again. If your
happy with everything the way it is then keep it that way and just continue
living and spiritually growing until its your time. Death will come but in time.

Hail Satan




________________________________
From: xtensitymusic <xtensitymusic@...
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Wed, February 9, 2011 2:58:38 PM
Subject: [Advanced_Meditation] Re: Meditation for Suicide?

 
Any of you who responded saying I am a pussy for this, for whatever reason like
my life being hard, etc.

It has nothing to do with that. In terms of my life, I have it made. I have
gotten everything I desire through meditation and manifesting my will and I
really have no desires. I feel my life is fulfilled. I mean, sure it's good to
constantly advanced the soul, but I feel it is pointless.


Many of you probably think this is cowardly, but I think it is quite the
opposite. I think someone is cowardly who is afraid to face death. I am curious
as to what will happen when I die. Sure we can all speculate, though we will
never know what will happen EXACTLY, to each individual. I have everything I
want in life. I desire nothing. NOTHING. I have all the power I desire, I have
all the money I need. I am happy, I am content. I wake up wanting nothing. So
before any of you judge me, try to be aware of my situation instead of assuming
you think I'm being a pussy or being cowardly.

Is it not the point of Satanism to self-empower ones self in order to manifest
ones desires in reality? I have everything I desire. I desire nothing. My only
desire now is death. What is the difference... if I meditate for the next
several years of my life waiting for something to happen? Why?




[Non-text portions of this message have been removed]
 
Yeah Allison, it bothers me too. I know how he feels I think, because I once felt that black hole. It's tunnel vision really--your mind gets into a state where it can think of nothing but ending the pain, and you can't think of any way out. I hope he finds a way out...I have Satan to thank for helping me, so perhaps if he was a Satanist...but that's strictly up to him. I hope he finds a better solution than ending his precious life. He will only have to be reincarnated and go through it all again, so suicide is really not a good solution unless you just want to go round in cycles forever and not really get anywhere, certainly not get the bliss we all desire...

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Allison P <apocalypseofjon@... wrote:

That's good advice. Find something that you are passionate about.
Personally, I hate to hear people talk this way. Suicide is what is
pointless, unless you're terminally ill or already dying. I'm pretty
sure you aren't either of those. Life has meaning; sometimes, though,
you just have to search for it. Don't give up on the seeking! Ave
Satanas!

On 2/9/11, moonshadow48@... <moonshadow48@... wrote:
I am not trying to talk you out of it, but I used to feel suicidal as
well--I tried every way I could think of, which method to use because just
like you I thought life was painful and pointless. Then Satan told me I had
demon status, that I had to study a certain area of knowledge that I was in
fact already interested in--well I became obsessed with gaining this
knowledge, knowing I had a purpose in the afterlife--to teach my subject in
Satan's Kingdom. To my delight and surprise, my obsession to become as
knowledgable as possible in this field made my depression go away, and I
stopped feeling suicidal, knowing I had a job to do and a real purpose that
would serve Satan in the best way I could. I no longer take anti-depressant
medication or anything. I still wish I could reach a "blissful" state of
mind but I don't use drugs or alcohol to do that because they hurt me once,
so I have to just settle for feeling "normal" even on days I don't feel
particularly good or motivated. I think if you honestly found something to
become obsessed with, perhaps you would no longer be suicidal either. It's
just a thought....good luck. Hail Satan!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "xtensitymusic"
<xtensitymusic@ wrote:

Is there any specific meditation I could do for suicide, preferably
painless?

The way I view things in this world, life is just a tedious task of
constantly trying to do things to reach a certain emotional
state(happiness/contentment)... I'm really just tired of it all.

Often my anxiety is so bad I can't really pull of a successful meditation
session unless I am in an absolutely good mood. I can meditate for 2 hours
straight on days when I am in a shitty mood and never reach the Gamma
state of bliss.... When I'm in happy moods, I can get to this flawless
gamma state of pure awareness within minutes... where I automatically
notice everything about the environment.

Don't try to talk me out of this. I have been in depressive states before
where i wanted to kill myself out of depression, but now, I just want to
kill myself because it all seems pointless, and I'm really curious of what
is REALLY to follow after death :). Think of it this way.... life is like
a game, that I just don't want to play anymore.


I've thought of many ways I could do this, I've thought of just overloaded
on fire meditation, like 100 breaths or more or so...(7 breaths made me
extremely hot).... I was also thinking of using that lightning meditation
someone posted on here.. and just overloading my body with lightning and
focusing it on my brain/heart.

If anyone has any other methods please post :). If you are really a
Satanist you will not try to talk me out of this because you should also
agree that Satanist should be completely in charge of their own life and
have the choice to do what they will.

Thank you, Hail Satan.
 
There is actually a very good reason for not ending it right now while you are (I assume) healthy etc.--you are setting yourself back. You will have to be reincarnated over and over until you find the truth, and I don't think you know the truth yet--okay so you have money and "everything you desire"--but you seem to lack spirituality, and THAT my friend means much more than anything material. This bliss you seek, I fear you will not find for a LONG time, if ever, by the way you wish to go about it. The way to bliss is to live your life in such a spiritual way that you will go to a higher plane when you die (Satanists go to Satan's paradise--I feel "we" have found the truth). I don't think you are a coward, no of course not--anyone wanting to do something like suicide can't be called cowardly--I think what is wrong is your perception is wrong. Allison is right, life DOES have meaning, you just need to find YOUR purpose--I am certain you have one. I don't think it is cowardice so much as a lack of imagination, SURELY there is something in this world that interests you still? If not, why don't you spend some quality time looking inside yourself and try to find something you can do, maybe not for yourself but to help others? Have you ever thought about volunteering? Perhaps in the process of helping others, you would find you feel good about yourself again. In the end it is all up to you of course, but if you kill yourself prematurely I feel you are making a tragic mistake...again, I wish you good luck.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "xtensitymusic" <xtensitymusic@... wrote:

Any of you who responded saying I am a pussy for this, for whatever reason like my life being hard, etc.

It has nothing to do with that. In terms of my life, I have it made. I have gotten everything I desire through meditation and manifesting my will and I really have no desires. I feel my life is fulfilled. I mean, sure it's good to constantly advanced the soul, but I feel it is pointless.

Many of you probably think this is cowardly, but I think it is quite the opposite. I think someone is cowardly who is afraid to face death. I am curious as to what will happen when I die. Sure we can all speculate, though we will never know what will happen EXACTLY, to each individual. I have everything I want in life. I desire nothing. NOTHING. I have all the power I desire, I have all the money I need. I am happy, I am content. I wake up wanting nothing. So before any of you judge me, try to be aware of my situation instead of assuming you think I'm being a pussy or being cowardly.


Is it not the point of Satanism to self-empower ones self in order to manifest ones desires in reality? I have everything I desire. I desire nothing. My only desire now is death. What is the difference... if I meditate for the next several years of my life waiting for something to happen? Why?
 
Okay I'll say one more thing--I think Justin is completely right, he said what I've been trying to say but with less success--as a Satanist, you have a responsibility to Satan to do his work, and the only way to do that is on THIS EARTH PLANE--Satan has given you this life for a reason, and if you don't know what that reason is, go to Father Satan and ask! He will tell you, even if it might not be right away. When I was feeling suicidal and just wanted to go be with Satan in his kingdom, He told me "you don't have any choice"--in other words he would not allow me to kill myself, and when Satan tells me something, I listen. I hope he speaks to you soon.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Justin Adam Darnell <jonnyruffnutts@... wrote:

    Hello my name is Justin, first of all I completely agree with you about
suicide because it's not cowardly to face ones own death. Suicide is a very need
part of life if you choose to take that path. However, Satan and the gods do
indeed frown on suicide because they want you to live your life the best you can
on the left hand path. Death means the end of spiritual advancement and weather
you're happy with the spiritual progress you've made or not you should always
want to do better and progress futher because this is what life is, it's an
oppertunity to complete Satans work. You already know whats going to happen to
you if you comit suicide when it's not your time and Satan doesent approve, he's
just going to send you right back. Thats the last thing you want because this
world is quite miserable and you dont want to have to relive it again. If your
happy with everything the way it is then keep it that way and just continue
living and spiritually growing until its your time. Death will come but in time.

Hail Satan




________________________________
From: xtensitymusic <xtensitymusic@...
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Wed, February 9, 2011 2:58:38 PM
Subject: [Advanced_Meditation] Re: Meditation for Suicide?

 
Any of you who responded saying I am a pussy for this, for whatever reason like
my life being hard, etc.

It has nothing to do with that. In terms of my life, I have it made. I have
gotten everything I desire through meditation and manifesting my will and I
really have no desires. I feel my life is fulfilled. I mean, sure it's good to
constantly advanced the soul, but I feel it is pointless.


Many of you probably think this is cowardly, but I think it is quite the
opposite. I think someone is cowardly who is afraid to face death. I am curious
as to what will happen when I die. Sure we can all speculate, though we will
never know what will happen EXACTLY, to each individual. I have everything I
want in life. I desire nothing. NOTHING. I have all the power I desire, I have
all the money I need. I am happy, I am content. I wake up wanting nothing. So
before any of you judge me, try to be aware of my situation instead of assuming
you think I'm being a pussy or being cowardly.

Is it not the point of Satanism to self-empower ones self in order to manifest
ones desires in reality? I have everything I desire. I desire nothing. My only
desire now is death. What is the difference... if I meditate for the next
several years of my life waiting for something to happen? Why?




[Non-text portions of this message have been removed]
 
I would not want physical immortality. The moment I gain such power of godhead, why would I want to stay here toiling on this earth, dealing with such matters that have no significant meaning in anything, because significance is merely subjective?

Maybe many of you are forgetting. The mind, is not the soul. Everything you are now does not follow you after death. Your soul reincarnates. Not your personality, your mind, etc. That's all physical, chemistry. Sure your the electrical field generated by your soul/consciousness can help shape your developing mental, but this doesn't change the fact that when you reincarnate, you are a new PERSON, though spiritually you are the same. Though, I feel this is the ultimately the meaning of life, The ultimate wisdom, to realizing everything is subjective. The one thing your soul reincarnates over and over again to learn.... so you can elevate your consciousness to higher realms because this third dimensional plane becomes meaningless. I feel this is why Satan, and other demons, take such physical limiting forms as extra terrestrials, to help us, realize this truth, and elevate our souls to a level that of satan.

The moment I would reach godhead and gain such power, I would willfully leave my body anyways. Why would anyone want to stay in this third dimension with such limitations?

I'm quite offended many of you would say I am not a satanist. To me, you are the ones who are underdeveloped psychologically about the truths of this realm. I am not talking about spiritual power here. I am talking about the nature of the physical world. What meaning does this place actually posses? Knowledge, is something of the third dimension. Knowledge, is unlimited in higher realms, the akashic records some of you may recall. Knowledge, Lack of knowledge, everything you know, or desire to know, are all limitations of this physical, 3rd dimensional world.

Who are all of you to tell me I am not a satanist? Who are you all to tell me that because I don't desire knowledge that I am not a satanist.

Satanism is about truths, not blinding yourself with illusions. Exploring every aspect of everything. This is where I exceed all of you. I see past false meaning of knowledge. Yes knowledge is VERY useful in this world for advancing and gaining physical power, but ultimately, it has no meaning anywhere other than this third dimensional plane. Everything is but energy. Satanism is about freedom. Satan, represents freedom, wisdom, intellect, but this is merely the third dimensional manifestation to lead us to truths, maybe this is a key concept that many of you seem to have forgotten.

You can say I'm wrong all you want, but objective meaning is something of xianity. Keep this in mind. Keep in mind Satanism is about freedom. Elevating to godhead to truly have ultimate freedom, near omnipotence, but that is merely in this third dimension/realm. This plane of existence. Though again, you must keep in mind, the lustful urge for desire and power is biochemical. The soul has no desires. The soul simply is, at least in this dimension with any words I could even describe it. Words can not describe the soul in accuracy. Words are something of this 3rd dimension, they limit idea. For a thought/idea in the brain is composed of millions of different connections. The soul is part of something greater in the universe, something that is literally impossible to put into words. And please, by no means assume i am talking about any omnipotent god or similar to xianity.

Thank You for reading if you actually got through all that.

and by the way.... You all talk about the search for knowledge. It is through knowledge that I have come to understand this. Mainly neuroscience and psychology. I study this fields for a reason. It is important to know how the physical body functions coupled with spirituality. So don't tell me I disregard knowledge. I understand the knowledge and mechanisms by which the mind constructs its perception of reality, the push for desires, etc.

If you have something else to say, please do, because I am open to hearing other points of view, but I will disregard any insulting or any post that demonstrates you ignored this post, because I know some people are too lazy to read.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "the_fire_starter666" <the_fire_starter666@... wrote:

Well Spiritual Satanism is all about advancing your soul to Godhead and gain physical and spiritual immortality, and never stopping until you achieve Godhead. Are you a God?If not, and you don't desire to be a God, how can you possibly call yourself a Satanist?

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "xtensitymusic" <xtensitymusic@ wrote:

Any of you who responded saying I am a pussy for this, for whatever reason like my life being hard, etc.

It has nothing to do with that. In terms of my life, I have it made. I have gotten everything I desire through meditation and manifesting my will and I really have no desires. I feel my life is fulfilled. I mean, sure it's good to constantly advanced the soul, but I feel it is pointless.

Many of you probably think this is cowardly, but I think it is quite the opposite. I think someone is cowardly who is afraid to face death. I am curious as to what will happen when I die. Sure we can all speculate, though we will never know what will happen EXACTLY, to each individual. I have everything I want in life. I desire nothing. NOTHING. I have all the power I desire, I have all the money I need. I am happy, I am content. I wake up wanting nothing. So before any of you judge me, try to be aware of my situation instead of assuming you think I'm being a pussy or being cowardly.


Is it not the point of Satanism to self-empower ones self in order to manifest ones desires in reality? I have everything I desire. I desire nothing. My only desire now is death. What is the difference... if I meditate for the next several years of my life waiting for something to happen? Why?
 
Developing your soul depends on your physical body, your soul degenerates if you you stay long without your physical body. These two are inter-dependant, you can't have one without the other. To have spiritual power depends on having physical immortality as well. Having a physical body doesn't mean that you can't access the astral. You can do things both in the physical and astral.

Satan and the Gods don't take limiting forms, they simply modified their DNA so they don't age and they were once mortals like us. They want us to make us like them. This is a fact. If you don't like it, take it up with them. But you can't call yourself a Satanist if you disregard your physical body, it is about balance of both the physical and the astral.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "xtensitymusic" <xtensitymusic@... wrote:

I would not want physical immortality. The moment I gain such power of godhead, why would I want to stay here toiling on this earth, dealing with such matters that have no significant meaning in anything, because significance is merely subjective?

Maybe many of you are forgetting. The mind, is not the soul. Everything you are now does not follow you after death. Your soul reincarnates. Not your personality, your mind, etc. That's all physical, chemistry. Sure your the electrical field generated by your soul/consciousness can help shape your developing mental, but this doesn't change the fact that when you reincarnate, you are a new PERSON, though spiritually you are the same. Though, I feel this is the ultimately the meaning of life, The ultimate wisdom, to realizing everything is subjective. The one thing your soul reincarnates over and over again to learn.... so you can elevate your consciousness to higher realms because this third dimensional plane becomes meaningless. I feel this is why Satan, and other demons, take such physical limiting forms as extra terrestrials, to help us, realize this truth, and elevate our souls to a level that of satan.

The moment I would reach godhead and gain such power, I would willfully leave my body anyways. Why would anyone want to stay in this third dimension with such limitations?

I'm quite offended many of you would say I am not a satanist. To me, you are the ones who are underdeveloped psychologically about the truths of this realm. I am not talking about spiritual power here. I am talking about the nature of the physical world. What meaning does this place actually posses? Knowledge, is something of the third dimension. Knowledge, is unlimited in higher realms, the akashic records some of you may recall. Knowledge, Lack of knowledge, everything you know, or desire to know, are all limitations of this physical, 3rd dimensional world.

Who are all of you to tell me I am not a satanist? Who are you all to tell me that because I don't desire knowledge that I am not a satanist.

Satanism is about truths, not blinding yourself with illusions. Exploring every aspect of everything. This is where I exceed all of you. I see past false meaning of knowledge. Yes knowledge is VERY useful in this world for advancing and gaining physical power, but ultimately, it has no meaning anywhere other than this third dimensional plane. Everything is but energy. Satanism is about freedom. Satan, represents freedom, wisdom, intellect, but this is merely the third dimensional manifestation to lead us to truths, maybe this is a key concept that many of you seem to have forgotten.

You can say I'm wrong all you want, but objective meaning is something of xianity. Keep this in mind. Keep in mind Satanism is about freedom. Elevating to godhead to truly have ultimate freedom, near omnipotence, but that is merely in this third dimension/realm. This plane of existence. Though again, you must keep in mind, the lustful urge for desire and power is biochemical. The soul has no desires. The soul simply is, at least in this dimension with any words I could even describe it. Words can not describe the soul in accuracy. Words are something of this 3rd dimension, they limit idea. For a thought/idea in the brain is composed of millions of different connections. The soul is part of something greater in the universe, something that is literally impossible to put into words. And please, by no means assume i am talking about any omnipotent god or similar to xianity.

Thank You for reading if you actually got through all that.

and by the way.... You all talk about the search for knowledge. It is through knowledge that I have come to understand this. Mainly neuroscience and psychology. I study this fields for a reason. It is important to know how the physical body functions coupled with spirituality. So don't tell me I disregard knowledge. I understand the knowledge and mechanisms by which the mind constructs its perception of reality, the push for desires, etc.

If you have something else to say, please do, because I am open to hearing other points of view, but I will disregard any insulting or any post that demonstrates you ignored this post, because I know some people are too lazy to read.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "the_fire_starter666" <the_fire_starter666@ wrote:

Well Spiritual Satanism is all about advancing your soul to Godhead and gain physical and spiritual immortality, and never stopping until you achieve Godhead. Are you a God?If not, and you don't desire to be a God, how can you possibly call yourself a Satanist?

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "xtensitymusic" <xtensitymusic@ wrote:

Any of you who responded saying I am a pussy for this, for whatever reason like my life being hard, etc.

It has nothing to do with that. In terms of my life, I have it made. I have gotten everything I desire through meditation and manifesting my will and I really have no desires. I feel my life is fulfilled. I mean, sure it's good to constantly advanced the soul, but I feel it is pointless.

Many of you probably think this is cowardly, but I think it is quite the opposite. I think someone is cowardly who is afraid to face death. I am curious as to what will happen when I die. Sure we can all speculate, though we will never know what will happen EXACTLY, to each individual. I have everything I want in life. I desire nothing. NOTHING. I have all the power I desire, I have all the money I need. I am happy, I am content. I wake up wanting nothing. So before any of you judge me, try to be aware of my situation instead of assuming you think I'm being a pussy or being cowardly.


Is it not the point of Satanism to self-empower ones self in order to manifest ones desires in reality? I have everything I desire. I desire nothing. My only desire now is death. What is the difference... if I meditate for the next several years of my life waiting for something to happen? Why?
 
Also, some HPs also advise physical training along with meditations, such as martial arts, or strength training. Also, having a weak body can make it hard for your kundalini to ascend. Developing your physical body has an impact on your soul. Again like I said, those two are inter-connected and you can't neglect one of the two without harming the other. And again, this is a fact of human existence, if you don't like it take it up with Satan. You'll never advance at all if you only care about your soul and not your body, not even your soul.



--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "the_fire_starter666" <the_fire_starter666@... wrote:

Developing your soul depends on your physical body, your soul degenerates if you you stay long without your physical body. These two are inter-dependant, you can't have one without the other. To have spiritual power depends on having physical immortality as well. Having a physical body doesn't mean that you can't access the astral. You can do things both in the physical and astral.

Satan and the Gods don't take limiting forms, they simply modified their DNA so they don't age and they were once mortals like us. They want us to make us like them. This is a fact. If you don't like it, take it up with them. But you can't call yourself a Satanist if you disregard your physical body, it is about balance of both the physical and the astral.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "xtensitymusic" <xtensitymusic@ wrote:

I would not want physical immortality. The moment I gain such power of godhead, why would I want to stay here toiling on this earth, dealing with such matters that have no significant meaning in anything, because significance is merely subjective?

Maybe many of you are forgetting. The mind, is not the soul. Everything you are now does not follow you after death. Your soul reincarnates. Not your personality, your mind, etc. That's all physical, chemistry. Sure your the electrical field generated by your soul/consciousness can help shape your developing mental, but this doesn't change the fact that when you reincarnate, you are a new PERSON, though spiritually you are the same. Though, I feel this is the ultimately the meaning of life, The ultimate wisdom, to realizing everything is subjective. The one thing your soul reincarnates over and over again to learn.... so you can elevate your consciousness to higher realms because this third dimensional plane becomes meaningless. I feel this is why Satan, and other demons, take such physical limiting forms as extra terrestrials, to help us, realize this truth, and elevate our souls to a level that of satan.

The moment I would reach godhead and gain such power, I would willfully leave my body anyways. Why would anyone want to stay in this third dimension with such limitations?

I'm quite offended many of you would say I am not a satanist. To me, you are the ones who are underdeveloped psychologically about the truths of this realm. I am not talking about spiritual power here. I am talking about the nature of the physical world. What meaning does this place actually posses? Knowledge, is something of the third dimension. Knowledge, is unlimited in higher realms, the akashic records some of you may recall. Knowledge, Lack of knowledge, everything you know, or desire to know, are all limitations of this physical, 3rd dimensional world.

Who are all of you to tell me I am not a satanist? Who are you all to tell me that because I don't desire knowledge that I am not a satanist.

Satanism is about truths, not blinding yourself with illusions. Exploring every aspect of everything. This is where I exceed all of you. I see past false meaning of knowledge. Yes knowledge is VERY useful in this world for advancing and gaining physical power, but ultimately, it has no meaning anywhere other than this third dimensional plane. Everything is but energy. Satanism is about freedom. Satan, represents freedom, wisdom, intellect, but this is merely the third dimensional manifestation to lead us to truths, maybe this is a key concept that many of you seem to have forgotten.

You can say I'm wrong all you want, but objective meaning is something of xianity. Keep this in mind. Keep in mind Satanism is about freedom. Elevating to godhead to truly have ultimate freedom, near omnipotence, but that is merely in this third dimension/realm. This plane of existence. Though again, you must keep in mind, the lustful urge for desire and power is biochemical. The soul has no desires. The soul simply is, at least in this dimension with any words I could even describe it. Words can not describe the soul in accuracy. Words are something of this 3rd dimension, they limit idea. For a thought/idea in the brain is composed of millions of different connections. The soul is part of something greater in the universe, something that is literally impossible to put into words. And please, by no means assume i am talking about any omnipotent god or similar to xianity.

Thank You for reading if you actually got through all that.

and by the way.... You all talk about the search for knowledge. It is through knowledge that I have come to understand this. Mainly neuroscience and psychology. I study this fields for a reason. It is important to know how the physical body functions coupled with spirituality. So don't tell me I disregard knowledge. I understand the knowledge and mechanisms by which the mind constructs its perception of reality, the push for desires, etc.

If you have something else to say, please do, because I am open to hearing other points of view, but I will disregard any insulting or any post that demonstrates you ignored this post, because I know some people are too lazy to read.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "the_fire_starter666" <the_fire_starter666@ wrote:

Well Spiritual Satanism is all about advancing your soul to Godhead and gain physical and spiritual immortality, and never stopping until you achieve Godhead. Are you a God?If not, and you don't desire to be a God, how can you possibly call yourself a Satanist?

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "xtensitymusic" <xtensitymusic@ wrote:

Any of you who responded saying I am a pussy for this, for whatever reason like my life being hard, etc.

It has nothing to do with that. In terms of my life, I have it made. I have gotten everything I desire through meditation and manifesting my will and I really have no desires. I feel my life is fulfilled. I mean, sure it's good to constantly advanced the soul, but I feel it is pointless.

Many of you probably think this is cowardly, but I think it is quite the opposite. I think someone is cowardly who is afraid to face death. I am curious as to what will happen when I die. Sure we can all speculate, though we will never know what will happen EXACTLY, to each individual. I have everything I want in life. I desire nothing. NOTHING. I have all the power I desire, I have all the money I need. I am happy, I am content. I wake up wanting nothing. So before any of you judge me, try to be aware of my situation instead of assuming you think I'm being a pussy or being cowardly.


Is it not the point of Satanism to self-empower ones self in order to manifest ones desires in reality? I have everything I desire. I desire nothing. My only desire now is death. What is the difference... if I meditate for the next several years of my life waiting for something to happen? Why?
 
P.S. Not caring for your physical body is actually RHP lies. The enemy religions place emphasis on death and the afterlife at the expense of the physical body and this life. And enemy corruptions like Hinduism and Buddhism say that the physical life doesn't matter.

What would make us different if we believed the same thing as them?

What you're saying makes you seem more like a buddhist or hindu or new ager than Satanist. They are the ones who spew that BS about "limitations" and "oneness" with the universe while not knowing that the soul depends on the body and you just die out if you don't have the physical body.

Seriously, do some research or even ask the Gods before falling for the RHP lies.

BTW, did you ask the Gods about the suicide thing and your RHP beliefs?What did they say?

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "the_fire_starter666" <the_fire_starter666@... wrote:

Also, some HPs also advise physical training along with meditations, such as martial arts, or strength training. Also, having a weak body can make it hard for your kundalini to ascend. Developing your physical body has an impact on your soul. Again like I said, those two are inter-connected and you can't neglect one of the two without harming the other. And again, this is a fact of human existence, if you don't like it take it up with Satan. You'll never advance at all if you only care about your soul and not your body, not even your soul.



--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "the_fire_starter666" <the_fire_starter666@ wrote:

Developing your soul depends on your physical body, your soul degenerates if you you stay long without your physical body. These two are inter-dependant, you can't have one without the other. To have spiritual power depends on having physical immortality as well. Having a physical body doesn't mean that you can't access the astral. You can do things both in the physical and astral.

Satan and the Gods don't take limiting forms, they simply modified their DNA so they don't age and they were once mortals like us. They want us to make us like them. This is a fact. If you don't like it, take it up with them. But you can't call yourself a Satanist if you disregard your physical body, it is about balance of both the physical and the astral.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "xtensitymusic" <xtensitymusic@ wrote:

I would not want physical immortality. The moment I gain such power of godhead, why would I want to stay here toiling on this earth, dealing with such matters that have no significant meaning in anything, because significance is merely subjective?

Maybe many of you are forgetting. The mind, is not the soul. Everything you are now does not follow you after death. Your soul reincarnates. Not your personality, your mind, etc. That's all physical, chemistry. Sure your the electrical field generated by your soul/consciousness can help shape your developing mental, but this doesn't change the fact that when you reincarnate, you are a new PERSON, though spiritually you are the same. Though, I feel this is the ultimately the meaning of life, The ultimate wisdom, to realizing everything is subjective. The one thing your soul reincarnates over and over again to learn.... so you can elevate your consciousness to higher realms because this third dimensional plane becomes meaningless. I feel this is why Satan, and other demons, take such physical limiting forms as extra terrestrials, to help us, realize this truth, and elevate our souls to a level that of satan.

The moment I would reach godhead and gain such power, I would willfully leave my body anyways. Why would anyone want to stay in this third dimension with such limitations?

I'm quite offended many of you would say I am not a satanist. To me, you are the ones who are underdeveloped psychologically about the truths of this realm. I am not talking about spiritual power here. I am talking about the nature of the physical world. What meaning does this place actually posses? Knowledge, is something of the third dimension. Knowledge, is unlimited in higher realms, the akashic records some of you may recall. Knowledge, Lack of knowledge, everything you know, or desire to know, are all limitations of this physical, 3rd dimensional world.

Who are all of you to tell me I am not a satanist? Who are you all to tell me that because I don't desire knowledge that I am not a satanist.

Satanism is about truths, not blinding yourself with illusions. Exploring every aspect of everything. This is where I exceed all of you. I see past false meaning of knowledge. Yes knowledge is VERY useful in this world for advancing and gaining physical power, but ultimately, it has no meaning anywhere other than this third dimensional plane. Everything is but energy. Satanism is about freedom. Satan, represents freedom, wisdom, intellect, but this is merely the third dimensional manifestation to lead us to truths, maybe this is a key concept that many of you seem to have forgotten.

You can say I'm wrong all you want, but objective meaning is something of xianity. Keep this in mind. Keep in mind Satanism is about freedom. Elevating to godhead to truly have ultimate freedom, near omnipotence, but that is merely in this third dimension/realm. This plane of existence. Though again, you must keep in mind, the lustful urge for desire and power is biochemical. The soul has no desires. The soul simply is, at least in this dimension with any words I could even describe it. Words can not describe the soul in accuracy. Words are something of this 3rd dimension, they limit idea. For a thought/idea in the brain is composed of millions of different connections. The soul is part of something greater in the universe, something that is literally impossible to put into words. And please, by no means assume i am talking about any omnipotent god or similar to xianity.

Thank You for reading if you actually got through all that.

and by the way.... You all talk about the search for knowledge. It is through knowledge that I have come to understand this. Mainly neuroscience and psychology. I study this fields for a reason. It is important to know how the physical body functions coupled with spirituality. So don't tell me I disregard knowledge. I understand the knowledge and mechanisms by which the mind constructs its perception of reality, the push for desires, etc.

If you have something else to say, please do, because I am open to hearing other points of view, but I will disregard any insulting or any post that demonstrates you ignored this post, because I know some people are too lazy to read.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "the_fire_starter666" <the_fire_starter666@ wrote:

Well Spiritual Satanism is all about advancing your soul to Godhead and gain physical and spiritual immortality, and never stopping until you achieve Godhead. Are you a God?If not, and you don't desire to be a God, how can you possibly call yourself a Satanist?

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "xtensitymusic" <xtensitymusic@ wrote:

Any of you who responded saying I am a pussy for this, for whatever reason like my life being hard, etc.

It has nothing to do with that. In terms of my life, I have it made. I have gotten everything I desire through meditation and manifesting my will and I really have no desires. I feel my life is fulfilled. I mean, sure it's good to constantly advanced the soul, but I feel it is pointless.

Many of you probably think this is cowardly, but I think it is quite the opposite. I think someone is cowardly who is afraid to face death. I am curious as to what will happen when I die. Sure we can all speculate, though we will never know what will happen EXACTLY, to each individual. I have everything I want in life. I desire nothing. NOTHING. I have all the power I desire, I have all the money I need. I am happy, I am content. I wake up wanting nothing. So before any of you judge me, try to be aware of my situation instead of assuming you think I'm being a pussy or being cowardly.


Is it not the point of Satanism to self-empower ones self in order to manifest ones desires in reality? I have everything I desire. I desire nothing. My only desire now is death. What is the difference... if I meditate for the next several years of my life waiting for something to happen? Why?
 
As about "having limitations", did you know that once you're powerful enough you can blend with the astral and witness everything happening withing it?There no "limitations" in it, you have the physical, astral and all the benefits of just having a soul without a body. I assume you've never had an astral projection before, because you wouldn't be saying that. You can still be in the 4th dimension while having a physical body.

Once you get your soul powerful enough and complete the magnum opus, you get reincarnated as a God, and have physical immortality. The power of your soul affects the health of your physical body too.

Not to mention, that you can't advance your soul without your physical body, because all spiritual work you need to do to advance your soul needs a physical body, like meditation (needs a brain), yoga (needs a physical body), e.t.c.

To sum up, your body is EQUALLY important as your soul and should NOT be disregarded.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "the_fire_starter666" <the_fire_starter666@... wrote:

Developing your soul depends on your physical body, your soul degenerates if you you stay long without your physical body. These two are inter-dependant, you can't have one without the other. To have spiritual power depends on having physical immortality as well. Having a physical body doesn't mean that you can't access the astral. You can do things both in the physical and astral.

Satan and the Gods don't take limiting forms, they simply modified their DNA so they don't age and they were once mortals like us. They want us to make us like them. This is a fact. If you don't like it, take it up with them. But you can't call yourself a Satanist if you disregard your physical body, it is about balance of both the physical and the astral.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "xtensitymusic" <xtensitymusic@ wrote:

I would not want physical immortality. The moment I gain such power of godhead, why would I want to stay here toiling on this earth, dealing with such matters that have no significant meaning in anything, because significance is merely subjective?

Maybe many of you are forgetting. The mind, is not the soul. Everything you are now does not follow you after death. Your soul reincarnates. Not your personality, your mind, etc. That's all physical, chemistry. Sure your the electrical field generated by your soul/consciousness can help shape your developing mental, but this doesn't change the fact that when you reincarnate, you are a new PERSON, though spiritually you are the same. Though, I feel this is the ultimately the meaning of life, The ultimate wisdom, to realizing everything is subjective. The one thing your soul reincarnates over and over again to learn.... so you can elevate your consciousness to higher realms because this third dimensional plane becomes meaningless. I feel this is why Satan, and other demons, take such physical limiting forms as extra terrestrials, to help us, realize this truth, and elevate our souls to a level that of satan.

The moment I would reach godhead and gain such power, I would willfully leave my body anyways. Why would anyone want to stay in this third dimension with such limitations?

I'm quite offended many of you would say I am not a satanist. To me, you are the ones who are underdeveloped psychologically about the truths of this realm. I am not talking about spiritual power here. I am talking about the nature of the physical world. What meaning does this place actually posses? Knowledge, is something of the third dimension. Knowledge, is unlimited in higher realms, the akashic records some of you may recall. Knowledge, Lack of knowledge, everything you know, or desire to know, are all limitations of this physical, 3rd dimensional world.

Who are all of you to tell me I am not a satanist? Who are you all to tell me that because I don't desire knowledge that I am not a satanist.

Satanism is about truths, not blinding yourself with illusions. Exploring every aspect of everything. This is where I exceed all of you. I see past false meaning of knowledge. Yes knowledge is VERY useful in this world for advancing and gaining physical power, but ultimately, it has no meaning anywhere other than this third dimensional plane. Everything is but energy. Satanism is about freedom. Satan, represents freedom, wisdom, intellect, but this is merely the third dimensional manifestation to lead us to truths, maybe this is a key concept that many of you seem to have forgotten.

You can say I'm wrong all you want, but objective meaning is something of xianity. Keep this in mind. Keep in mind Satanism is about freedom. Elevating to godhead to truly have ultimate freedom, near omnipotence, but that is merely in this third dimension/realm. This plane of existence. Though again, you must keep in mind, the lustful urge for desire and power is biochemical. The soul has no desires. The soul simply is, at least in this dimension with any words I could even describe it. Words can not describe the soul in accuracy. Words are something of this 3rd dimension, they limit idea. For a thought/idea in the brain is composed of millions of different connections. The soul is part of something greater in the universe, something that is literally impossible to put into words. And please, by no means assume i am talking about any omnipotent god or similar to xianity.

Thank You for reading if you actually got through all that.

and by the way.... You all talk about the search for knowledge. It is through knowledge that I have come to understand this. Mainly neuroscience and psychology. I study this fields for a reason. It is important to know how the physical body functions coupled with spirituality. So don't tell me I disregard knowledge. I understand the knowledge and mechanisms by which the mind constructs its perception of reality, the push for desires, etc.

If you have something else to say, please do, because I am open to hearing other points of view, but I will disregard any insulting or any post that demonstrates you ignored this post, because I know some people are too lazy to read.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "the_fire_starter666" <the_fire_starter666@ wrote:

Well Spiritual Satanism is all about advancing your soul to Godhead and gain physical and spiritual immortality, and never stopping until you achieve Godhead. Are you a God?If not, and you don't desire to be a God, how can you possibly call yourself a Satanist?

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "xtensitymusic" <xtensitymusic@ wrote:

Any of you who responded saying I am a pussy for this, for whatever reason like my life being hard, etc.

It has nothing to do with that. In terms of my life, I have it made. I have gotten everything I desire through meditation and manifesting my will and I really have no desires. I feel my life is fulfilled. I mean, sure it's good to constantly advanced the soul, but I feel it is pointless.

Many of you probably think this is cowardly, but I think it is quite the opposite. I think someone is cowardly who is afraid to face death. I am curious as to what will happen when I die. Sure we can all speculate, though we will never know what will happen EXACTLY, to each individual. I have everything I want in life. I desire nothing. NOTHING. I have all the power I desire, I have all the money I need. I am happy, I am content. I wake up wanting nothing. So before any of you judge me, try to be aware of my situation instead of assuming you think I'm being a pussy or being cowardly.


Is it not the point of Satanism to self-empower ones self in order to manifest ones desires in reality? I have everything I desire. I desire nothing. My only desire now is death. What is the difference... if I meditate for the next several years of my life waiting for something to happen? Why?
 
I read a book about demons once, Father Satan's demons, and it describes them as eating, playing music, having sex, etc. How would they be doing these things with just a soul and no body? You made some good points, fire-starter...

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "the_fire_starter666" <the_fire_starter666@... wrote:

As about "having limitations", did you know that once you're powerful enough you can blend with the astral and witness everything happening withing it?There no "limitations" in it, you have the physical, astral and all the benefits of just having a soul without a body. I assume you've never had an astral projection before, because you wouldn't be saying that. You can still be in the 4th dimension while having a physical body.

Once you get your soul powerful enough and complete the magnum opus, you get reincarnated as a God, and have physical immortality. The power of your soul affects the health of your physical body too.

Not to mention, that you can't advance your soul without your physical body, because all spiritual work you need to do to advance your soul needs a physical body, like meditation (needs a brain), yoga (needs a physical body), e.t.c.

To sum up, your body is EQUALLY important as your soul and should NOT be disregarded.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "the_fire_starter666" <the_fire_starter666@ wrote:

Developing your soul depends on your physical body, your soul degenerates if you you stay long without your physical body. These two are inter-dependant, you can't have one without the other. To have spiritual power depends on having physical immortality as well. Having a physical body doesn't mean that you can't access the astral. You can do things both in the physical and astral.

Satan and the Gods don't take limiting forms, they simply modified their DNA so they don't age and they were once mortals like us. They want us to make us like them. This is a fact. If you don't like it, take it up with them. But you can't call yourself a Satanist if you disregard your physical body, it is about balance of both the physical and the astral.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "xtensitymusic" <xtensitymusic@ wrote:

I would not want physical immortality. The moment I gain such power of godhead, why would I want to stay here toiling on this earth, dealing with such matters that have no significant meaning in anything, because significance is merely subjective?

Maybe many of you are forgetting. The mind, is not the soul. Everything you are now does not follow you after death. Your soul reincarnates. Not your personality, your mind, etc. That's all physical, chemistry. Sure your the electrical field generated by your soul/consciousness can help shape your developing mental, but this doesn't change the fact that when you reincarnate, you are a new PERSON, though spiritually you are the same. Though, I feel this is the ultimately the meaning of life, The ultimate wisdom, to realizing everything is subjective. The one thing your soul reincarnates over and over again to learn.... so you can elevate your consciousness to higher realms because this third dimensional plane becomes meaningless. I feel this is why Satan, and other demons, take such physical limiting forms as extra terrestrials, to help us, realize this truth, and elevate our souls to a level that of satan.

The moment I would reach godhead and gain such power, I would willfully leave my body anyways. Why would anyone want to stay in this third dimension with such limitations?

I'm quite offended many of you would say I am not a satanist. To me, you are the ones who are underdeveloped psychologically about the truths of this realm. I am not talking about spiritual power here. I am talking about the nature of the physical world. What meaning does this place actually posses? Knowledge, is something of the third dimension. Knowledge, is unlimited in higher realms, the akashic records some of you may recall. Knowledge, Lack of knowledge, everything you know, or desire to know, are all limitations of this physical, 3rd dimensional world.

Who are all of you to tell me I am not a satanist? Who are you all to tell me that because I don't desire knowledge that I am not a satanist.

Satanism is about truths, not blinding yourself with illusions. Exploring every aspect of everything. This is where I exceed all of you. I see past false meaning of knowledge. Yes knowledge is VERY useful in this world for advancing and gaining physical power, but ultimately, it has no meaning anywhere other than this third dimensional plane. Everything is but energy. Satanism is about freedom. Satan, represents freedom, wisdom, intellect, but this is merely the third dimensional manifestation to lead us to truths, maybe this is a key concept that many of you seem to have forgotten.

You can say I'm wrong all you want, but objective meaning is something of xianity. Keep this in mind. Keep in mind Satanism is about freedom. Elevating to godhead to truly have ultimate freedom, near omnipotence, but that is merely in this third dimension/realm. This plane of existence. Though again, you must keep in mind, the lustful urge for desire and power is biochemical. The soul has no desires. The soul simply is, at least in this dimension with any words I could even describe it. Words can not describe the soul in accuracy. Words are something of this 3rd dimension, they limit idea. For a thought/idea in the brain is composed of millions of different connections. The soul is part of something greater in the universe, something that is literally impossible to put into words. And please, by no means assume i am talking about any omnipotent god or similar to xianity.

Thank You for reading if you actually got through all that.

and by the way.... You all talk about the search for knowledge. It is through knowledge that I have come to understand this. Mainly neuroscience and psychology. I study this fields for a reason. It is important to know how the physical body functions coupled with spirituality. So don't tell me I disregard knowledge. I understand the knowledge and mechanisms by which the mind constructs its perception of reality, the push for desires, etc.

If you have something else to say, please do, because I am open to hearing other points of view, but I will disregard any insulting or any post that demonstrates you ignored this post, because I know some people are too lazy to read.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "the_fire_starter666" <the_fire_starter666@ wrote:

Well Spiritual Satanism is all about advancing your soul to Godhead and gain physical and spiritual immortality, and never stopping until you achieve Godhead. Are you a God?If not, and you don't desire to be a God, how can you possibly call yourself a Satanist?

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "xtensitymusic" <xtensitymusic@ wrote:

Any of you who responded saying I am a pussy for this, for whatever reason like my life being hard, etc.

It has nothing to do with that. In terms of my life, I have it made. I have gotten everything I desire through meditation and manifesting my will and I really have no desires. I feel my life is fulfilled. I mean, sure it's good to constantly advanced the soul, but I feel it is pointless.

Many of you probably think this is cowardly, but I think it is quite the opposite. I think someone is cowardly who is afraid to face death. I am curious as to what will happen when I die. Sure we can all speculate, though we will never know what will happen EXACTLY, to each individual. I have everything I want in life. I desire nothing. NOTHING. I have all the power I desire, I have all the money I need. I am happy, I am content. I wake up wanting nothing. So before any of you judge me, try to be aware of my situation instead of assuming you think I'm being a pussy or being cowardly.


Is it not the point of Satanism to self-empower ones self in order to manifest ones desires in reality? I have everything I desire. I desire nothing. My only desire now is death. What is the difference... if I meditate for the next several years of my life waiting for something to happen? Why?
 
HAHAHAHAHA!lol,so funny,u think reaching the godhood is just basically being physically immortal,clearly u didnt read thru the magnum opus n talked to any demons on it!n u acted all mighty n powerful(i can 'manifest my desire in reality,my life so perfect i dont want anything!HAHAHAHA!HM,SOUNDED LIKE A MOSLEM I USED TO KNOW,U STIL NOT FREE)n fyi the personality n who u truely are,the result of u now wont just go away!i know this by my own experience!im stil the same priestess as i were in past life eventhought im reincarnated as a guy,good for me since im like being gay,the only downside is i cant have kids. well nothing a litle biokinesis cant help 8)the stronger straits of ur personality persist to exist!hindu's even have a ritual where they shave the babies head,to eliminate past life traits.well the moslem malay atill practice this n im shaved,yet im stil who i was,the only difference there's now vengeance in my heart.for how the enemy xtians n their stupid witch hunts did to me shall be avenged!

anyway just do what i did n invoke fire,after im been that r word by my class n schoolmates,i finally crack after yrs of ,i gave up on life n want to escape the trivial n petty nuisance i have to put up with,n just want to forget everything n cease to exist,i think the honourable thing is siucide,kinda infuenced by the hara kiri too,also im already suicidal since im 7 yrs old,thank to the enemy thoughtforms n reptilians that hounds me day n night,i finally think the same thing as u,n after planning several way to go,i choose to invoke fire to my arteries n inner sanctum to cause death by heart failure,but what happened is the opposite,instead of dying(got a mild fever though,n since that day i always emanate an firey heat from my body at random time in a day,n my friends say thats its always hot n warm when im around,it seems im have been connected permanently to the fire sphere,or the effect of my suicide been slowly released safely in time,the first seem the most likely in my opinion,since that day i develop sensitivity to the heat n fire element around me,n advanced to create a matchstick flame size fire ball) i finally realised the meaning of life.the element of fire is life itself,omkara

living life is knowing death,knowing death is losing ur fear.worry over the need for survival is the source of all misery

in the godhood one is as one create,for ahum brahmasami,im the creator

are u reading budism,spheres of nothingness?read it.

yes,theres nuisances in life,the need to satisfy oneself by petty things,but this due to us not being as the gods,as a result we're in well like chinesse shen said

boys died in the sea of suffering,girls drown in the river of love

human suffer due to their own creation,dude,u lost desire,u lost ur will,invoke n feel what i feeling now,know what i know now


hail satan n all the gods for saving my life n sanity!

blessed be the fire sphere,in the name of the serpent,may the will of life burn forever more

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "the_fire_starter666" <the_fire_starter666@... wrote:

As about "having limitations", did you know that once you're powerful enough you can blend with the astral and witness everything happening withing it?There no "limitations" in it, you have the physical, astral and all the benefits of just having a soul without a body. I assume you've never had an astral projection before, because you wouldn't be saying that. You can still be in the 4th dimension while having a physical body.

Once you get your soul powerful enough and complete the magnum opus, you get reincarnated as a God, and have physical immortality. The power of your soul affects the health of your physical body too.

Not to mention, that you can't advance your soul without your physical body, because all spiritual work you need to do to advance your soul needs a physical body, like meditation (needs a brain), yoga (needs a physical body), e.t.c.

To sum up, your body is EQUALLY important as your soul and should NOT be disregarded.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "the_fire_starter666" <the_fire_starter666@ wrote:

Developing your soul depends on your physical body, your soul degenerates if you you stay long without your physical body. These two are inter-dependant, you can't have one without the other. To have spiritual power depends on having physical immortality as well. Having a physical body doesn't mean that you can't access the astral. You can do things both in the physical and astral.

Satan and the Gods don't take limiting forms, they simply modified their DNA so they don't age and they were once mortals like us. They want us to make us like them. This is a fact. If you don't like it, take it up with them. But you can't call yourself a Satanist if you disregard your physical body, it is about balance of both the physical and the astral.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "xtensitymusic" <xtensitymusic@ wrote:

I would not want physical immortality. The moment I gain such power of godhead, why would I want to stay here toiling on this earth, dealing with such matters that have no significant meaning in anything, because significance is merely subjective?

Maybe many of you are forgetting. The mind, is not the soul. Everything you are now does not follow you after death. Your soul reincarnates. Not your personality, your mind, etc. That's all physical, chemistry. Sure your the electrical field generated by your soul/consciousness can help shape your developing mental, but this doesn't change the fact that when you reincarnate, you are a new PERSON, though spiritually you are the same. Though, I feel this is the ultimately the meaning of life, The ultimate wisdom, to realizing everything is subjective. The one thing your soul reincarnates over and over again to learn.... so you can elevate your consciousness to higher realms because this third dimensional plane becomes meaningless. I feel this is why Satan, and other demons, take such physical limiting forms as extra terrestrials, to help us, realize this truth, and elevate our souls to a level that of satan.

The moment I would reach godhead and gain such power, I would willfully leave my body anyways. Why would anyone want to stay in this third dimension with such limitations?

I'm quite offended many of you would say I am not a satanist. To me, you are the ones who are underdeveloped psychologically about the truths of this realm. I am not talking about spiritual power here. I am talking about the nature of the physical world. What meaning does this place actually posses? Knowledge, is something of the third dimension. Knowledge, is unlimited in higher realms, the akashic records some of you may recall. Knowledge, Lack of knowledge, everything you know, or desire to know, are all limitations of this physical, 3rd dimensional world.

Who are all of you to tell me I am not a satanist? Who are you all to tell me that because I don't desire knowledge that I am not a satanist.

Satanism is about truths, not blinding yourself with illusions. Exploring every aspect of everything. This is where I exceed all of you. I see past false meaning of knowledge. Yes knowledge is VERY useful in this world for advancing and gaining physical power, but ultimately, it has no meaning anywhere other than this third dimensional plane. Everything is but energy. Satanism is about freedom. Satan, represents freedom, wisdom, intellect, but this is merely the third dimensional manifestation to lead us to truths, maybe this is a key concept that many of you seem to have forgotten.

You can say I'm wrong all you want, but objective meaning is something of xianity. Keep this in mind. Keep in mind Satanism is about freedom. Elevating to godhead to truly have ultimate freedom, near omnipotence, but that is merely in this third dimension/realm. This plane of existence. Though again, you must keep in mind, the lustful urge for desire and power is biochemical. The soul has no desires. The soul simply is, at least in this dimension with any words I could even describe it. Words can not describe the soul in accuracy. Words are something of this 3rd dimension, they limit idea. For a thought/idea in the brain is composed of millions of different connections. The soul is part of something greater in the universe, something that is literally impossible to put into words. And please, by no means assume i am talking about any omnipotent god or similar to xianity.

Thank You for reading if you actually got through all that.

and by the way.... You all talk about the search for knowledge. It is through knowledge that I have come to understand this. Mainly neuroscience and psychology. I study this fields for a reason. It is important to know how the physical body functions coupled with spirituality. So don't tell me I disregard knowledge. I understand the knowledge and mechanisms by which the mind constructs its perception of reality, the push for desires, etc.

If you have something else to say, please do, because I am open to hearing other points of view, but I will disregard any insulting or any post that demonstrates you ignored this post, because I know some people are too lazy to read.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "the_fire_starter666" <the_fire_starter666@ wrote:

Well Spiritual Satanism is all about advancing your soul to Godhead and gain physical and spiritual immortality, and never stopping until you achieve Godhead. Are you a God?If not, and you don't desire to be a God, how can you possibly call yourself a Satanist?

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "xtensitymusic" <xtensitymusic@ wrote:

Any of you who responded saying I am a pussy for this, for whatever reason like my life being hard, etc.

It has nothing to do with that. In terms of my life, I have it made. I have gotten everything I desire through meditation and manifesting my will and I really have no desires. I feel my life is fulfilled. I mean, sure it's good to constantly advanced the soul, but I feel it is pointless.

Many of you probably think this is cowardly, but I think it is quite the opposite. I think someone is cowardly who is afraid to face death. I am curious as to what will happen when I die. Sure we can all speculate, though we will never know what will happen EXACTLY, to each individual. I have everything I want in life. I desire nothing. NOTHING. I have all the power I desire, I have all the money I need. I am happy, I am content. I wake up wanting nothing. So before any of you judge me, try to be aware of my situation instead of assuming you think I'm being a pussy or being cowardly.


Is it not the point of Satanism to self-empower ones self in order to manifest ones desires in reality? I have everything I desire. I desire nothing. My only desire now is death. What is the difference... if I meditate for the next several years of my life waiting for something to happen? Why?
 
Yes, that's what the magnum opus is, reaching physical immortality and having great spiritual power. YOU did not talk to any Gods, there were pharaohs that were close to Godhead and lived about 900 years or more, and even the buybull has stolen accounts of humans living 600 years or something. And when did I act almighty and powerful? I just stated a few facts.

I also didn't bother to read the entire thing because most of what you said is irrelevant or has to do with enemy corruptions like hinduism and buddhism. And your grammar and puncutation is horrible.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Gender Tender" <g_tender@... wrote:

HAHAHAHAHA!lol,so funny,u think reaching the godhood is just basically being physically immortal,clearly u didnt read thru the magnum opus n talked to any demons on it!n u acted all mighty n powerful(i can 'manifest my desire in reality,my life so perfect i dont want anything!HAHAHAHA!HM,SOUNDED LIKE A MOSLEM I USED TO KNOW,U STIL NOT FREE)n fyi the personality n who u truely are,the result of u now wont just go away!i know this by my own experience!im stil the same priestess as i were in past life eventhought im reincarnated as a guy,good for me since im like being gay,the only downside is i cant have kids. well nothing a litle biokinesis cant help 8)the stronger straits of ur personality persist to exist!hindu's even have a ritual where they shave the babies head,to eliminate past life traits.well the moslem malay atill practice this n im shaved,yet im stil who i was,the only difference there's now vengeance in my heart.for how the enemy xtians n their stupid witch hunts did to me shall be avenged!

anyway just do what i did n invoke fire,after im been that r word by my class n schoolmates,i finally crack after yrs of ,i gave up on life n want to escape the trivial n petty nuisance i have to put up with,n just want to forget everything n cease to exist,i think the honourable thing is siucide,kinda infuenced by the hara kiri too,also im already suicidal since im 7 yrs old,thank to the enemy thoughtforms n reptilians that hounds me day n night,i finally think the same thing as u,n after planning several way to go,i choose to invoke fire to my arteries n inner sanctum to cause death by heart failure,but what happened is the opposite,instead of dying(got a mild fever though,n since that day i always emanate an firey heat from my body at random time in a day,n my friends say thats its always hot n warm when im around,it seems im have been connected permanently to the fire sphere,or the effect of my suicide been slowly released safely in time,the first seem the most likely in my opinion,since that day i develop sensitivity to the heat n fire element around me,n advanced to create a matchstick flame size fire ball) i finally realised the meaning of life.the element of fire is life itself,omkara

living life is knowing death,knowing death is losing ur fear.worry over the need for survival is the source of all misery

in the godhood one is as one create,for ahum brahmasami,im the creator

are u reading budism,spheres of nothingness?read it.

yes,theres nuisances in life,the need to satisfy oneself by petty things,but this due to us not being as the gods,as a result we're in well like chinesse shen said

boys died in the sea of suffering,girls drown in the river of love

human suffer due to their own creation,dude,u lost desire,u lost ur will,invoke n feel what i feeling now,know what i know now


hail satan n all the gods for saving my life n sanity!

blessed be the fire sphere,in the name of the serpent,may the will of life burn forever more

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "the_fire_starter666" <the_fire_starter666@ wrote:

As about "having limitations", did you know that once you're powerful enough you can blend with the astral and witness everything happening withing it?There no "limitations" in it, you have the physical, astral and all the benefits of just having a soul without a body. I assume you've never had an astral projection before, because you wouldn't be saying that. You can still be in the 4th dimension while having a physical body.

Once you get your soul powerful enough and complete the magnum opus, you get reincarnated as a God, and have physical immortality. The power of your soul affects the health of your physical body too.

Not to mention, that you can't advance your soul without your physical body, because all spiritual work you need to do to advance your soul needs a physical body, like meditation (needs a brain), yoga (needs a physical body), e.t.c.

To sum up, your body is EQUALLY important as your soul and should NOT be disregarded.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "the_fire_starter666" <the_fire_starter666@ wrote:

Developing your soul depends on your physical body, your soul degenerates if you you stay long without your physical body. These two are inter-dependant, you can't have one without the other. To have spiritual power depends on having physical immortality as well. Having a physical body doesn't mean that you can't access the astral. You can do things both in the physical and astral.

Satan and the Gods don't take limiting forms, they simply modified their DNA so they don't age and they were once mortals like us. They want us to make us like them. This is a fact. If you don't like it, take it up with them. But you can't call yourself a Satanist if you disregard your physical body, it is about balance of both the physical and the astral.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "xtensitymusic" <xtensitymusic@ wrote:

I would not want physical immortality. The moment I gain such power of godhead, why would I want to stay here toiling on this earth, dealing with such matters that have no significant meaning in anything, because significance is merely subjective?

Maybe many of you are forgetting. The mind, is not the soul. Everything you are now does not follow you after death. Your soul reincarnates. Not your personality, your mind, etc. That's all physical, chemistry. Sure your the electrical field generated by your soul/consciousness can help shape your developing mental, but this doesn't change the fact that when you reincarnate, you are a new PERSON, though spiritually you are the same. Though, I feel this is the ultimately the meaning of life, The ultimate wisdom, to realizing everything is subjective. The one thing your soul reincarnates over and over again to learn.... so you can elevate your consciousness to higher realms because this third dimensional plane becomes meaningless. I feel this is why Satan, and other demons, take such physical limiting forms as extra terrestrials, to help us, realize this truth, and elevate our souls to a level that of satan.

The moment I would reach godhead and gain such power, I would willfully leave my body anyways. Why would anyone want to stay in this third dimension with such limitations?

I'm quite offended many of you would say I am not a satanist. To me, you are the ones who are underdeveloped psychologically about the truths of this realm. I am not talking about spiritual power here. I am talking about the nature of the physical world. What meaning does this place actually posses? Knowledge, is something of the third dimension. Knowledge, is unlimited in higher realms, the akashic records some of you may recall. Knowledge, Lack of knowledge, everything you know, or desire to know, are all limitations of this physical, 3rd dimensional world.

Who are all of you to tell me I am not a satanist? Who are you all to tell me that because I don't desire knowledge that I am not a satanist.

Satanism is about truths, not blinding yourself with illusions. Exploring every aspect of everything. This is where I exceed all of you. I see past false meaning of knowledge. Yes knowledge is VERY useful in this world for advancing and gaining physical power, but ultimately, it has no meaning anywhere other than this third dimensional plane. Everything is but energy. Satanism is about freedom. Satan, represents freedom, wisdom, intellect, but this is merely the third dimensional manifestation to lead us to truths, maybe this is a key concept that many of you seem to have forgotten.

You can say I'm wrong all you want, but objective meaning is something of xianity. Keep this in mind. Keep in mind Satanism is about freedom. Elevating to godhead to truly have ultimate freedom, near omnipotence, but that is merely in this third dimension/realm. This plane of existence. Though again, you must keep in mind, the lustful urge for desire and power is biochemical. The soul has no desires. The soul simply is, at least in this dimension with any words I could even describe it. Words can not describe the soul in accuracy. Words are something of this 3rd dimension, they limit idea. For a thought/idea in the brain is composed of millions of different connections. The soul is part of something greater in the universe, something that is literally impossible to put into words. And please, by no means assume i am talking about any omnipotent god or similar to xianity.

Thank You for reading if you actually got through all that.

and by the way.... You all talk about the search for knowledge. It is through knowledge that I have come to understand this. Mainly neuroscience and psychology. I study this fields for a reason. It is important to know how the physical body functions coupled with spirituality. So don't tell me I disregard knowledge. I understand the knowledge and mechanisms by which the mind constructs its perception of reality, the push for desires, etc.

If you have something else to say, please do, because I am open to hearing other points of view, but I will disregard any insulting or any post that demonstrates you ignored this post, because I know some people are too lazy to read.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "the_fire_starter666" <the_fire_starter666@ wrote:

Well Spiritual Satanism is all about advancing your soul to Godhead and gain physical and spiritual immortality, and never stopping until you achieve Godhead. Are you a God?If not, and you don't desire to be a God, how can you possibly call yourself a Satanist?

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "xtensitymusic" <xtensitymusic@ wrote:

Any of you who responded saying I am a pussy for this, for whatever reason like my life being hard, etc.

It has nothing to do with that. In terms of my life, I have it made. I have gotten everything I desire through meditation and manifesting my will and I really have no desires. I feel my life is fulfilled. I mean, sure it's good to constantly advanced the soul, but I feel it is pointless.

Many of you probably think this is cowardly, but I think it is quite the opposite. I think someone is cowardly who is afraid to face death. I am curious as to what will happen when I die. Sure we can all speculate, though we will never know what will happen EXACTLY, to each individual. I have everything I want in life. I desire nothing. NOTHING. I have all the power I desire, I have all the money I need. I am happy, I am content. I wake up wanting nothing. So before any of you judge me, try to be aware of my situation instead of assuming you think I'm being a pussy or being cowardly.


Is it not the point of Satanism to self-empower ones self in order to manifest ones desires in reality? I have everything I desire. I desire nothing. My only desire now is death. What is the difference... if I meditate for the next several years of my life waiting for something to happen? Why?
 
if you kill your self you wont have a shell no more and forget about the path to
godhead



________________________________
From: "moonshadow48@..." <moonshadow48@...
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Sat, February 12, 2011 6:44:52 AM
Subject: [Advanced_Meditation] Re: Meditation for Suicide?


I read a book about demons once, Father Satan's demons, and it describes them as
eating, playing music, having sex, etc. How would they be doing these things
with just a soul and no body? You made some good points, fire-starter...

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "the_fire_starter666"
<the_fire_starter666@... wrote:
As about "having limitations", did you know that once you're powerful enough
you can blend with the astral and witness everything happening withing it?There
no "limitations" in it, you have the physical, astral and all the benefits of
just having a soul without a body. I assume you've never had an astral
projection before, because you wouldn't be saying that. You can still be in the
4th dimension while having a physical body.

Once you get your soul powerful enough and complete the magnum opus, you get
reincarnated as a God, and have physical immortality. The power of your soul
affects the health of your physical body too.


Not to mention, that you can't advance your soul without your physical body,
because all spiritual work you need to do to advance your soul needs a physical
body, like meditation (needs a brain), yoga (needs a physical body), e.t.c.

To sum up, your body is EQUALLY important as your soul and should NOT be
disregarded.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "the_fire_starter666"
<the_fire_starter666@ wrote:

Developing your soul depends on your physical body, your soul degenerates if
you you stay long without your physical body. These two are inter-dependant, you
can't have one without the other. To have spiritual power depends on having
physical immortality as well. Having a physical body doesn't mean that you can't
access the astral. You can do things both in the physical and astral.

Satan and the Gods don't take limiting forms, they simply modified their DNA
so they don't age and they were once mortals like us. They want us to make us
like them. This is a fact. If you don't like it, take it up with them. But you
can't call yourself a Satanist if you disregard your physical body, it is about
balance of both the physical and the astral.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "xtensitymusic" <xtensitymusic@
wrote:

I would not want physical immortality. The moment I gain such power of
godhead, why would I want to stay here toiling on this earth, dealing with such
matters that have no significant meaning in anything, because significance is
merely subjective?

Maybe many of you are forgetting. The mind, is not the soul. Everything you
are now does not follow you after death. Your soul reincarnates. Not your
personality, your mind, etc. That's all physical, chemistry. Sure your the
electrical field generated by your soul/consciousness can help shape your
developing mental, but this doesn't change the fact that when you reincarnate,
you are a new PERSON, though spiritually you are the same. Though, I feel this
is the ultimately the meaning of life, The ultimate wisdom, to realizing
everything is subjective. The one thing your soul reincarnates over and over
again to learn.... so you can elevate your consciousness to higher realms
because this third dimensional plane becomes meaningless. I feel this is why
Satan, and other demons, take such physical limiting forms as extra
terrestrials, to help us, realize this truth, and elevate our souls to a level
that of satan.


The moment I would reach godhead and gain such power, I would willfully
leave my body anyways. Why would anyone want to stay in this third dimension
with such limitations?


I'm quite offended many of you would say I am not a satanist. To me, you
are the ones who are underdeveloped psychologically about the truths of this
realm. I am not talking about spiritual power here. I am talking about the
nature of the physical world. What meaning does this place actually posses?
Knowledge, is something of the third dimension. Knowledge, is unlimited in
higher realms, the akashic records some of you may recall. Knowledge, Lack of
knowledge, everything you know, or desire to know, are all limitations of this
physical, 3rd dimensional world.


Who are all of you to tell me I am not a satanist? Who are you all to tell
me that because I don't desire knowledge that I am not a satanist.


Satanism is about truths, not blinding yourself with illusions. Exploring
every aspect of everything. This is where I exceed all of you. I see past false
meaning of knowledge. Yes knowledge is VERY useful in this world for advancing
and gaining physical power, but ultimately, it has no meaning anywhere other
than this third dimensional plane. Everything is but energy. Satanism is about
freedom. Satan, represents freedom, wisdom, intellect, but this is merely the
third dimensional manifestation to lead us to truths, maybe this is a key
concept that many of you seem to have forgotten.


You can say I'm wrong all you want, but objective meaning is something of
xianity. Keep this in mind. Keep in mind Satanism is about freedom. Elevating
to godhead to truly have ultimate freedom, near omnipotence, but that is merely
in this third dimension/realm. This plane of existence. Though again, you must
keep in mind, the lustful urge for desire and power is biochemical. The soul has
no desires. The soul simply is, at least in this dimension with any words I
could even describe it. Words can not describe the soul in accuracy. Words are
something of this 3rd dimension, they limit idea. For a thought/idea in the
brain is composed of millions of different connections. The soul is part of
something greater in the universe, something that is literally impossible to put
into words. And please, by no means assume i am talking about any omnipotent god
or similar to xianity.

Thank You for reading if you actually got through all that.

and by the way.... You all talk about the search for knowledge. It is
through knowledge that I have come to understand this. Mainly neuroscience and
psychology. I study this fields for a reason. It is important to know how the
physical body functions coupled with spirituality. So don't tell me I disregard
knowledge. I understand the knowledge and mechanisms by which the mind
constructs its perception of reality, the push for desires, etc.


If you have something else to say, please do, because I am open to hearing
other points of view, but I will disregard any insulting or any post that
demonstrates you ignored this post, because I know some people are too lazy to
read.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "the_fire_starter666"
<the_fire_starter666@ wrote:

Well Spiritual Satanism is all about advancing your soul to Godhead and
gain physical and spiritual immortality, and never stopping until you achieve
Godhead. Are you a God?If not, and you don't desire to be a God, how can you
possibly call yourself a Satanist?

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "xtensitymusic"
<xtensitymusic@ wrote:

Any of you who responded saying I am a pussy for this, for whatever
reason like my life being hard, etc.

It has nothing to do with that. In terms of my life, I have it made. I
have gotten everything I desire through meditation and manifesting my will and I
really have no desires. I feel my life is fulfilled. I mean, sure it's good to
constantly advanced the soul, but I feel it is pointless.


Many of you probably think this is cowardly, but I think it is quite
the opposite. I think someone is cowardly who is afraid to face death. I am
curious as to what will happen when I die. Sure we can all speculate, though we
will never know what will happen EXACTLY, to each individual. I have everything
I want in life. I desire nothing. NOTHING. I have all the power I desire, I have
all the money I need. I am happy, I am content. I wake up wanting nothing. So
before any of you judge me, try to be aware of my situation instead of assuming
you think I'm being a pussy or being cowardly.


Is it not the point of Satanism to self-empower ones self in order to
manifest ones desires in reality? I have everything I desire. I desire nothing.
My only desire now is death. What is the difference... if I meditate for the
next several years of my life waiting for something to happen? Why?
[Non-text portions of this message have been removed]
 
On another note, the ability to die at will is a classical superpower, siddhi or something like that. personally, I think you're faking having advancement. you get what you want when you have power, death, illness, and injury included. if you were really strong, you wouldn't be here to ask this question, buddy.




To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
From: the_fire_starter666@...
Date: Sat, 12 Feb 2011 16:55:51 +0000
Subject: [Advanced_Meditation] Re: Meditation for Suicide?






Yes, that's what the magnum opus is, reaching physical immortality and having great spiritual power. YOU did not talk to any Gods, there were pharaohs that were close to Godhead and lived about 900 years or more, and even the buybull has stolen accounts of humans living 600 years or something. And when did I act almighty and powerful? I just stated a few facts.

I also didn't bother to read the entire thing because most of what you said is irrelevant or has to do with enemy corruptions like hinduism and buddhism. And your grammar and puncutation is horrible.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Gender Tender" <g_tender@... wrote:

HAHAHAHAHA!lol,so funny,u think reaching the godhood is just basically being physically immortal,clearly u didnt read thru the magnum opus n talked to any demons on it!n u acted all mighty n powerful(i can 'manifest my desire in reality,my life so perfect i dont want anything!HAHAHAHA!HM,SOUNDED LIKE A MOSLEM I USED TO KNOW,U STIL NOT FREE)n fyi the personality n who u truely are,the result of u now wont just go away!i know this by my own experience!im stil the same priestess as i were in past life eventhought im reincarnated as a guy,good for me since im like being gay,the only downside is i cant have kids. well nothing a litle biokinesis cant help 8)the stronger straits of ur personality persist to exist!hindu's even have a ritual where they shave the babies head,to eliminate past life traits.well the moslem malay atill practice this n im shaved,yet im stil who i was,the only difference there's now vengeance in my heart.for how the enemy xtians n their stupid witch hunts did to me shall be avenged!

anyway just do what i did n invoke fire,after im been that r word by my class n schoolmates,i finally crack after yrs of ,i gave up on life n want to escape the trivial n petty nuisance i have to put up with,n just want to forget everything n cease to exist,i think the honourable thing is siucide,kinda infuenced by the hara kiri too,also im already suicidal since im 7 yrs old,thank to the enemy thoughtforms n reptilians that hounds me day n night,i finally think the same thing as u,n after planning several way to go,i choose to invoke fire to my arteries n inner sanctum to cause death by heart failure,but what happened is the opposite,instead of dying(got a mild fever though,n since that day i always emanate an firey heat from my body at random time in a day,n my friends say thats its always hot n warm when im around,it seems im have been connected permanently to the fire sphere,or the effect of my suicide been slowly released safely in time,the first seem the most likely in my opinion,since that day i develop sensitivity to the heat n fire element around me,n advanced to create a matchstick flame size fire ball) i finally realised the meaning of life.the element of fire is life itself,omkara

living life is knowing death,knowing death is losing ur fear.worry over the need for survival is the source of all misery

in the godhood one is as one create,for ahum brahmasami,im the creator

are u reading budism,spheres of nothingness?read it.

yes,theres nuisances in life,the need to satisfy oneself by petty things,but this due to us not being as the gods,as a result we're in well like chinesse shen said

boys died in the sea of suffering,girls drown in the river of love

human suffer due to their own creation,dude,u lost desire,u lost ur will,invoke n feel what i feeling now,know what i know now


hail satan n all the gods for saving my life n sanity!

blessed be the fire sphere,in the name of the serpent,may the will of life burn forever more

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "the_fire_starter666" <the_fire_starter666@ wrote:

As about "having limitations", did you know that once you're powerful enough you can blend with the astral and witness everything happening withing it?There no "limitations" in it, you have the physical, astral and all the benefits of just having a soul without a body. I assume you've never had an astral projection before, because you wouldn't be saying that. You can still be in the 4th dimension while having a physical body.

Once you get your soul powerful enough and complete the magnum opus, you get reincarnated as a God, and have physical immortality. The power of your soul affects the health of your physical body too.

Not to mention, that you can't advance your soul without your physical body, because all spiritual work you need to do to advance your soul needs a physical body, like meditation (needs a brain), yoga (needs a physical body), e.t.c.

To sum up, your body is EQUALLY important as your soul and should NOT be disregarded.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "the_fire_starter666" <the_fire_starter666@ wrote:

Developing your soul depends on your physical body, your soul degenerates if you you stay long without your physical body. These two are inter-dependant, you can't have one without the other. To have spiritual power depends on having physical immortality as well. Having a physical body doesn't mean that you can't access the astral. You can do things both in the physical and astral.

Satan and the Gods don't take limiting forms, they simply modified their DNA so they don't age and they were once mortals like us. They want us to make us like them. This is a fact. If you don't like it, take it up with them. But you can't call yourself a Satanist if you disregard your physical body, it is about balance of both the physical and the astral.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "xtensitymusic" <xtensitymusic@ wrote:

I would not want physical immortality. The moment I gain such power of godhead, why would I want to stay here toiling on this earth, dealing with such matters that have no significant meaning in anything, because significance is merely subjective?

Maybe many of you are forgetting. The mind, is not the soul. Everything you are now does not follow you after death. Your soul reincarnates. Not your personality, your mind, etc. That's all physical, chemistry. Sure your the electrical field generated by your soul/consciousness can help shape your developing mental, but this doesn't change the fact that when you reincarnate, you are a new PERSON, though spiritually you are the same. Though, I feel this is the ultimately the meaning of life, The ultimate wisdom, to realizing everything is subjective. The one thing your soul reincarnates over and over again to learn.... so you can elevate your consciousness to higher realms because this third dimensional plane becomes meaningless. I feel this is why Satan, and other demons, take such physical limiting forms as extra terrestrials, to help us, realize this truth, and elevate our souls to a level that of satan.

The moment I would reach godhead and gain such power, I would willfully leave my body anyways. Why would anyone want to stay in this third dimension with such limitations?

I'm quite offended many of you would say I am not a satanist. To me, you are the ones who are underdeveloped psychologically about the truths of this realm. I am not talking about spiritual power here. I am talking about the nature of the physical world. What meaning does this place actually posses? Knowledge, is something of the third dimension. Knowledge, is unlimited in higher realms, the akashic records some of you may recall. Knowledge, Lack of knowledge, everything you know, or desire to know, are all limitations of this physical, 3rd dimensional world.

Who are all of you to tell me I am not a satanist? Who are you all to tell me that because I don't desire knowledge that I am not a satanist.

Satanism is about truths, not blinding yourself with illusions. Exploring every aspect of everything. This is where I exceed all of you. I see past false meaning of knowledge. Yes knowledge is VERY useful in this world for advancing and gaining physical power, but ultimately, it has no meaning anywhere other than this third dimensional plane. Everything is but energy. Satanism is about freedom. Satan, represents freedom, wisdom, intellect, but this is merely the third dimensional manifestation to lead us to truths, maybe this is a key concept that many of you seem to have forgotten.

You can say I'm wrong all you want, but objective meaning is something of xianity. Keep this in mind. Keep in mind Satanism is about freedom. Elevating to godhead to truly have ultimate freedom, near omnipotence, but that is merely in this third dimension/realm. This plane of existence. Though again, you must keep in mind, the lustful urge for desire and power is biochemical. The soul has no desires. The soul simply is, at least in this dimension with any words I could even describe it. Words can not describe the soul in accuracy. Words are something of this 3rd dimension, they limit idea. For a thought/idea in the brain is composed of millions of different connections. The soul is part of something greater in the universe, something that is literally impossible to put into words. And please, by no means assume i am talking about any omnipotent god or similar to xianity.

Thank You for reading if you actually got through all that.

and by the way.... You all talk about the search for knowledge. It is through knowledge that I have come to understand this. Mainly neuroscience and psychology. I study this fields for a reason. It is important to know how the physical body functions coupled with spirituality. So don't tell me I disregard knowledge. I understand the knowledge and mechanisms by which the mind constructs its perception of reality, the push for desires, etc.

If you have something else to say, please do, because I am open to hearing other points of view, but I will disregard any insulting or any post that demonstrates you ignored this post, because I know some people are too lazy to read.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "the_fire_starter666" <the_fire_starter666@ wrote:

Well Spiritual Satanism is all about advancing your soul to Godhead and gain physical and spiritual immortality, and never stopping until you achieve Godhead. Are you a God?If not, and you don't desire to be a God, how can you possibly call yourself a Satanist?

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "xtensitymusic" <xtensitymusic@ wrote:

Any of you who responded saying I am a pussy for this, for whatever reason like my life being hard, etc.

It has nothing to do with that. In terms of my life, I have it made. I have gotten everything I desire through meditation and manifesting my will and I really have no desires. I feel my life is fulfilled. I mean, sure it's good to constantly advanced the soul, but I feel it is pointless.

Many of you probably think this is cowardly, but I think it is quite the opposite. I think someone is cowardly who is afraid to face death. I am curious as to what will happen when I die. Sure we can all speculate, though we will never know what will happen EXACTLY, to each individual. I have everything I want in life. I desire nothing. NOTHING. I have all the power I desire, I have all the money I need. I am happy, I am content. I wake up wanting nothing. So before any of you judge me, try to be aware of my situation instead of assuming you think I'm being a pussy or being cowardly.


Is it not the point of Satanism to self-empower ones self in order to manifest ones desires in reality? I have everything I desire. I desire nothing. My only desire now is death. What is the difference... if I meditate for the next several years of my life waiting for something to happen? Why?











[Non-text portions of this message have been removed]
 
not u,the suicidal one,lol,since when u r xtensity music,i bracket the part he said it!read thing properly!i said im sorry 4 my english,its my second language n im not that good in it!it not any of u speak malay or indonesian for that matter,no need to insult me for being weak in my english understanding!im agreeing with u read it all,thats what u get when read it halfway,assumption is the mother of all fuck ups!n i mean he asking the demons on godhood to clarify thing up.he seem confused on the whole idea!

fyi,the spheres of nothingness is the budism form of mystic death,not promoting it!infaming it!by reaching a level of mastery of 4th janas,u will be able to cease to exist!thus becoming a sphere of nothingness!get it!theres other form of mystic death,formless brahma,mindless brahma that only has a form,i read the lcf front n i know of the borgs!these what im talking about!the enemy corruption on the meaning of death,making life meaningless n death the way to salvation!moslem n xtian rhymes the same concept as this!


--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "the_fire_starter666" <the_fire_starter666@... wrote:

Yes, that's what the magnum opus is, reaching physical immortality and having great spiritual power. YOU did not talk to any Gods, there were pharaohs that were close to Godhead and lived about 900 years or more, and even the buybull has stolen accounts of humans living 600 years or something. And when did I act almighty and powerful? I just stated a few facts.

I also didn't bother to read the entire thing because most of what you said is irrelevant or has to do with enemy corruptions like hinduism and buddhism. And your grammar and puncutation is horrible.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Gender Tender" <g_tender@ wrote:

HAHAHAHAHA!lol,so funny,u think reaching the godhood is just basically being physically immortal,clearly u didnt read thru the magnum opus n talked to any demons on it!n u acted all mighty n powerful(i can 'manifest my desire in reality,my life so perfect i dont want anything!HAHAHAHA!HM,SOUNDED LIKE A MOSLEM I USED TO KNOW,U STIL NOT FREE)n fyi the personality n who u truely are,the result of u now wont just go away!i know this by my own experience!im stil the same priestess as i were in past life eventhought im reincarnated as a guy,good for me since im like being gay,the only downside is i cant have kids. well nothing a litle biokinesis cant help 8)the stronger straits of ur personality persist to exist!hindu's even have a ritual where they shave the babies head,to eliminate past life traits.well the moslem malay atill practice this n im shaved,yet im stil who i was,the only difference there's now vengeance in my heart.for how the enemy xtians n their stupid witch hunts did to me shall be avenged!

anyway just do what i did n invoke fire,after im been that r word by my class n schoolmates,i finally crack after yrs of ,i gave up on life n want to escape the trivial n petty nuisance i have to put up with,n just want to forget everything n cease to exist,i think the honourable thing is siucide,kinda infuenced by the hara kiri too,also im already suicidal since im 7 yrs old,thank to the enemy thoughtforms n reptilians that hounds me day n night,i finally think the same thing as u,n after planning several way to go,i choose to invoke fire to my arteries n inner sanctum to cause death by heart failure,but what happened is the opposite,instead of dying(got a mild fever though,n since that day i always emanate an firey heat from my body at random time in a day,n my friends say thats its always hot n warm when im around,it seems im have been connected permanently to the fire sphere,or the effect of my suicide been slowly released safely in time,the first seem the most likely in my opinion,since that day i develop sensitivity to the heat n fire element around me,n advanced to create a matchstick flame size fire ball) i finally realised the meaning of life.the element of fire is life itself,omkara

living life is knowing death,knowing death is losing ur fear.worry over the need for survival is the source of all misery

in the godhood one is as one create,for ahum brahmasami,im the creator

are u reading budism,spheres of nothingness?read it.

yes,theres nuisances in life,the need to satisfy oneself by petty things,but this due to us not being as the gods,as a result we're in well like chinesse shen said

boys died in the sea of suffering,girls drown in the river of love

human suffer due to their own creation,dude,u lost desire,u lost ur will,invoke n feel what i feeling now,know what i know now


hail satan n all the gods for saving my life n sanity!

blessed be the fire sphere,in the name of the serpent,may the will of life burn forever more

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "the_fire_starter666" <the_fire_starter666@ wrote:

As about "having limitations", did you know that once you're powerful enough you can blend with the astral and witness everything happening withing it?There no "limitations" in it, you have the physical, astral and all the benefits of just having a soul without a body. I assume you've never had an astral projection before, because you wouldn't be saying that. You can still be in the 4th dimension while having a physical body.

Once you get your soul powerful enough and complete the magnum opus, you get reincarnated as a God, and have physical immortality. The power of your soul affects the health of your physical body too.

Not to mention, that you can't advance your soul without your physical body, because all spiritual work you need to do to advance your soul needs a physical body, like meditation (needs a brain), yoga (needs a physical body), e.t.c.

To sum up, your body is EQUALLY important as your soul and should NOT be disregarded.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "the_fire_starter666" <the_fire_starter666@ wrote:

Developing your soul depends on your physical body, your soul degenerates if you you stay long without your physical body. These two are inter-dependant, you can't have one without the other. To have spiritual power depends on having physical immortality as well. Having a physical body doesn't mean that you can't access the astral. You can do things both in the physical and astral.

Satan and the Gods don't take limiting forms, they simply modified their DNA so they don't age and they were once mortals like us. They want us to make us like them. This is a fact. If you don't like it, take it up with them. But you can't call yourself a Satanist if you disregard your physical body, it is about balance of both the physical and the astral.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "xtensitymusic" <xtensitymusic@ wrote:

I would not want physical immortality. The moment I gain such power of godhead, why would I want to stay here toiling on this earth, dealing with such matters that have no significant meaning in anything, because significance is merely subjective?

Maybe many of you are forgetting. The mind, is not the soul. Everything you are now does not follow you after death. Your soul reincarnates. Not your personality, your mind, etc. That's all physical, chemistry. Sure your the electrical field generated by your soul/consciousness can help shape your developing mental, but this doesn't change the fact that when you reincarnate, you are a new PERSON, though spiritually you are the same. Though, I feel this is the ultimately the meaning of life, The ultimate wisdom, to realizing everything is subjective. The one thing your soul reincarnates over and over again to learn.... so you can elevate your consciousness to higher realms because this third dimensional plane becomes meaningless. I feel this is why Satan, and other demons, take such physical limiting forms as extra terrestrials, to help us, realize this truth, and elevate our souls to a level that of satan.

The moment I would reach godhead and gain such power, I would willfully leave my body anyways. Why would anyone want to stay in this third dimension with such limitations?

I'm quite offended many of you would say I am not a satanist. To me, you are the ones who are underdeveloped psychologically about the truths of this realm. I am not talking about spiritual power here. I am talking about the nature of the physical world. What meaning does this place actually posses? Knowledge, is something of the third dimension. Knowledge, is unlimited in higher realms, the akashic records some of you may recall. Knowledge, Lack of knowledge, everything you know, or desire to know, are all limitations of this physical, 3rd dimensional world.

Who are all of you to tell me I am not a satanist? Who are you all to tell me that because I don't desire knowledge that I am not a satanist.

Satanism is about truths, not blinding yourself with illusions. Exploring every aspect of everything. This is where I exceed all of you. I see past false meaning of knowledge. Yes knowledge is VERY useful in this world for advancing and gaining physical power, but ultimately, it has no meaning anywhere other than this third dimensional plane. Everything is but energy. Satanism is about freedom. Satan, represents freedom, wisdom, intellect, but this is merely the third dimensional manifestation to lead us to truths, maybe this is a key concept that many of you seem to have forgotten.

You can say I'm wrong all you want, but objective meaning is something of xianity. Keep this in mind. Keep in mind Satanism is about freedom. Elevating to godhead to truly have ultimate freedom, near omnipotence, but that is merely in this third dimension/realm. This plane of existence. Though again, you must keep in mind, the lustful urge for desire and power is biochemical. The soul has no desires. The soul simply is, at least in this dimension with any words I could even describe it. Words can not describe the soul in accuracy. Words are something of this 3rd dimension, they limit idea. For a thought/idea in the brain is composed of millions of different connections. The soul is part of something greater in the universe, something that is literally impossible to put into words. And please, by no means assume i am talking about any omnipotent god or similar to xianity.

Thank You for reading if you actually got through all that.

and by the way.... You all talk about the search for knowledge. It is through knowledge that I have come to understand this. Mainly neuroscience and psychology. I study this fields for a reason. It is important to know how the physical body functions coupled with spirituality. So don't tell me I disregard knowledge. I understand the knowledge and mechanisms by which the mind constructs its perception of reality, the push for desires, etc.

If you have something else to say, please do, because I am open to hearing other points of view, but I will disregard any insulting or any post that demonstrates you ignored this post, because I know some people are too lazy to read.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "the_fire_starter666" <the_fire_starter666@ wrote:

Well Spiritual Satanism is all about advancing your soul to Godhead and gain physical and spiritual immortality, and never stopping until you achieve Godhead. Are you a God?If not, and you don't desire to be a God, how can you possibly call yourself a Satanist?

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "xtensitymusic" <xtensitymusic@ wrote:

Any of you who responded saying I am a pussy for this, for whatever reason like my life being hard, etc.

It has nothing to do with that. In terms of my life, I have it made. I have gotten everything I desire through meditation and manifesting my will and I really have no desires. I feel my life is fulfilled. I mean, sure it's good to constantly advanced the soul, but I feel it is pointless.

Many of you probably think this is cowardly, but I think it is quite the opposite. I think someone is cowardly who is afraid to face death. I am curious as to what will happen when I die. Sure we can all speculate, though we will never know what will happen EXACTLY, to each individual. I have everything I want in life. I desire nothing. NOTHING. I have all the power I desire, I have all the money I need. I am happy, I am content. I wake up wanting nothing. So before any of you judge me, try to be aware of my situation instead of assuming you think I'm being a pussy or being cowardly.


(( Is it not the point of Satanism to self-empower ones self in order to manifest ones desires in reality? I have everything I desire. I desire nothing. My only desire now is death. ))What is the difference... if I meditate for the next several years of my life waiting for something to happen? Why?
 
Well, I don't know. The gods don't have physical bodies as we know
them, but they are made of something. So, I don't see why they
couldn't eat or have sex or whatever. It's just not like we as mortals
know it. That's merely my take though, I do not know anything for
certain. That's probably something best to ask Father himself about.

On 2/12/11, Gender Tender <g_tender@... wrote:
not u,the suicidal one,lol,since when u r xtensity music,i bracket the part
he said it!read thing properly!i said im sorry 4 my english,its my second
language n im not that good in it!it not any of u speak malay or indonesian
for that matter,no need to insult me for being weak in my english
understanding!im agreeing with u read it all,thats what u get when read it
halfway,assumption is the mother of all fuck ups!n i mean he asking the
demons on godhood to clarify thing up.he seem confused on the whole idea!

fyi,the spheres of nothingness is the budism form of mystic death,not
promoting it!infaming it!by reaching a level of mastery of 4th janas,u will
be able to cease to exist!thus becoming a sphere of nothingness!get
it!theres other form of mystic death,formless brahma,mindless brahma that
only has a form,i read the lcf front n i know of the borgs!these what im
talking about!the enemy corruption on the meaning of death,making life
meaningless n death the way to salvation!moslem n xtian rhymes the same
concept as this!


--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "the_fire_starter666"
<the_fire_starter666@... wrote:

Yes, that's what the magnum opus is, reaching physical immortality and
having great spiritual power. YOU did not talk to any Gods, there were
pharaohs that were close to Godhead and lived about 900 years or more, and
even the buybull has stolen accounts of humans living 600 years or
something. And when did I act almighty and powerful? I just stated a few
facts.

I also didn't bother to read the entire thing because most of what you
said is irrelevant or has to do with enemy corruptions like hinduism and
buddhism. And your grammar and puncutation is horrible.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Gender Tender" <g_tender@
wrote:

HAHAHAHAHA!lol,so funny,u think reaching the godhood is just basically
being physically immortal,clearly u didnt read thru the magnum opus n
talked to any demons on it!n u acted all mighty n powerful(i can
'manifest my desire in reality,my life so perfect i dont want
anything!HAHAHAHA!HM,SOUNDED LIKE A MOSLEM I USED TO KNOW,U STIL NOT
FREE)n fyi the personality n who u truely are,the result of u now wont
just go away!i know this by my own experience!im stil the same priestess
as i were in past life eventhought im reincarnated as a guy,good for me
since im like being gay,the only downside is i cant have kids. well
nothing a litle biokinesis cant help 8)the stronger straits of ur
personality persist to exist!hindu's even have a ritual where they shave
the babies head,to eliminate past life traits.well the moslem malay
atill practice this n im shaved,yet im stil who i was,the only
difference there's now vengeance in my heart.for how the enemy xtians n
their stupid witch hunts did to me shall be avenged!

anyway just do what i did n invoke fire,after im been that r word by my
class n schoolmates,i finally crack after yrs of ,i gave up on life n
want to escape the trivial n petty nuisance i have to put up with,n just
want to forget everything n cease to exist,i think the honourable thing
is siucide,kinda infuenced by the hara kiri too,also im already suicidal
since im 7 yrs old,thank to the enemy thoughtforms n reptilians that
hounds me day n night,i finally think the same thing as u,n after
planning several way to go,i choose to invoke fire to my arteries n
inner sanctum to cause death by heart failure,but what happened is the
opposite,instead of dying(got a mild fever though,n since that day i
always emanate an firey heat from my body at random time in a day,n my
friends say thats its always hot n warm when im around,it seems im have
been connected permanently to the fire sphere,or the effect of my
suicide been slowly released safely in time,the first seem the most
likely in my opinion,since that day i develop sensitivity to the heat n
fire element around me,n advanced to create a matchstick flame size fire
ball) i finally realised the meaning of life.the element of fire is life
itself,omkara

living life is knowing death,knowing death is losing ur fear.worry over
the need for survival is the source of all misery

in the godhood one is as one create,for ahum brahmasami,im the creator

are u reading budism,spheres of nothingness?read it.

yes,theres nuisances in life,the need to satisfy oneself by petty
things,but this due to us not being as the gods,as a result we're in
well like chinesse shen said

boys died in the sea of suffering,girls drown in the river of love

human suffer due to their own creation,dude,u lost desire,u lost ur
will,invoke n feel what i feeling now,know what i know now


hail satan n all the gods for saving my life n sanity!

blessed be the fire sphere,in the name of the serpent,may the will of
life burn forever more

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "the_fire_starter666"
<the_fire_starter666@ wrote:

As about "having limitations", did you know that once you're powerful
enough you can blend with the astral and witness everything happening
withing it?There no "limitations" in it, you have the physical, astral
and all the benefits of just having a soul without a body. I assume
you've never had an astral projection before, because you wouldn't be
saying that. You can still be in the 4th dimension while having a
physical body.

Once you get your soul powerful enough and complete the magnum opus,
you get reincarnated as a God, and have physical immortality. The
power of your soul affects the health of your physical body too.

Not to mention, that you can't advance your soul without your physical
body, because all spiritual work you need to do to advance your soul
needs a physical body, like meditation (needs a brain), yoga (needs a
physical body), e.t.c.

To sum up, your body is EQUALLY important as your soul and should NOT
be disregarded.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "the_fire_starter666"
<the_fire_starter666@ wrote:

Developing your soul depends on your physical body, your soul
degenerates if you you stay long without your physical body. These
two are inter-dependant, you can't have one without the other. To
have spiritual power depends on having physical immortality as well.
Having a physical body doesn't mean that you can't access the
astral. You can do things both in the physical and astral.

Satan and the Gods don't take limiting forms, they simply modified
their DNA so they don't age and they were once mortals like us. They
want us to make us like them. This is a fact. If you don't like it,
take it up with them. But you can't call yourself a Satanist if you
disregard your physical body, it is about balance of both the
physical and the astral.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "xtensitymusic"
<xtensitymusic@ wrote:

I would not want physical immortality. The moment I gain such
power of godhead, why would I want to stay here toiling on this
earth, dealing with such matters that have no significant meaning
in anything, because significance is merely subjective?

Maybe many of you are forgetting. The mind, is not the soul.
Everything you are now does not follow you after death. Your soul
reincarnates. Not your personality, your mind, etc. That's all
physical, chemistry. Sure your the electrical field generated by
your soul/consciousness can help shape your developing mental, but
this doesn't change the fact that when you reincarnate, you are a
new PERSON, though spiritually you are the same. Though, I feel
this is the ultimately the meaning of life, The ultimate wisdom,
to realizing everything is subjective. The one thing your soul
reincarnates over and over again to learn.... so you can elevate
your consciousness to higher realms because this third dimensional
plane becomes meaningless. I feel this is why Satan, and other
demons, take such physical limiting forms as extra terrestrials,
to help us, realize this truth, and elevate our souls to a level
that of satan.

The moment I would reach godhead and gain such power, I would
willfully leave my body anyways. Why would anyone want to stay in
this third dimension with such limitations?

I'm quite offended many of you would say I am not a satanist. To
me, you are the ones who are underdeveloped psychologically about
the truths of this realm. I am not talking about spiritual power
here. I am talking about the nature of the physical world. What
meaning does this place actually posses? Knowledge, is something
of the third dimension. Knowledge, is unlimited in higher realms,
the akashic records some of you may recall. Knowledge, Lack of
knowledge, everything you know, or desire to know, are all
limitations of this physical, 3rd dimensional world.

Who are all of you to tell me I am not a satanist? Who are you all
to tell me that because I don't desire knowledge that I am not a
satanist.

Satanism is about truths, not blinding yourself with illusions.
Exploring every aspect of everything. This is where I exceed all
of you. I see past false meaning of knowledge. Yes knowledge is
VERY useful in this world for advancing and gaining physical
power, but ultimately, it has no meaning anywhere other than this
third dimensional plane. Everything is but energy. Satanism is
about freedom. Satan, represents freedom, wisdom, intellect, but
this is merely the third dimensional manifestation to lead us to
truths, maybe this is a key concept that many of you seem to have
forgotten.

You can say I'm wrong all you want, but objective meaning is
something of xianity. Keep this in mind. Keep in mind Satanism is
about freedom. Elevating to godhead to truly have ultimate
freedom, near omnipotence, but that is merely in this third
dimension/realm. This plane of existence. Though again, you must
keep in mind, the lustful urge for desire and power is
biochemical. The soul has no desires. The soul simply is, at least
in this dimension with any words I could even describe it. Words
can not describe the soul in accuracy. Words are something of this
3rd dimension, they limit idea. For a thought/idea in the brain is
composed of millions of different connections. The soul is part of
something greater in the universe, something that is literally
impossible to put into words. And please, by no means assume i am
talking about any omnipotent god or similar to xianity.

Thank You for reading if you actually got through all that.

and by the way.... You all talk about the search for knowledge. It
is through knowledge that I have come to understand this. Mainly
neuroscience and psychology. I study this fields for a reason. It
is important to know how the physical body functions coupled with
spirituality. So don't tell me I disregard knowledge. I understand
the knowledge and mechanisms by which the mind constructs its
perception of reality, the push for desires, etc.

If you have something else to say, please do, because I am open to
hearing other points of view, but I will disregard any insulting
or any post that demonstrates you ignored this post, because I
know some people are too lazy to read.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "the_fire_starter666"
<the_fire_starter666@ wrote:

Well Spiritual Satanism is all about advancing your soul to
Godhead and gain physical and spiritual immortality, and never
stopping until you achieve Godhead. Are you a God?If not, and
you don't desire to be a God, how can you possibly call yourself
a Satanist?

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "xtensitymusic"
<xtensitymusic@ wrote:

Any of you who responded saying I am a pussy for this, for
whatever reason like my life being hard, etc.

It has nothing to do with that. In terms of my life, I have it
made. I have gotten everything I desire through meditation and
manifesting my will and I really have no desires. I feel my
life is fulfilled. I mean, sure it's good to constantly
advanced the soul, but I feel it is pointless.

Many of you probably think this is cowardly, but I think it is
quite the opposite. I think someone is cowardly who is afraid
to face death. I am curious as to what will happen when I die.
Sure we can all speculate, though we will never know what will
happen EXACTLY, to each individual. I have everything I want
in life. I desire nothing. NOTHING. I have all the power I
desire, I have all the money I need. I am happy, I am content.
I wake up wanting nothing. So before any of you judge me, try
to be aware of my situation instead of assuming you think I'm
being a pussy or being cowardly.


(( Is it not the point of Satanism to self-empower ones self in
order to manifest ones desires in reality? I have everything I
desire. I desire nothing. My only desire now is death. ))What
is the difference... if I meditate for the next several years
of my life waiting for something to happen? Why?
 
I find this very odd. You went from a very well polished and well spoken english in email in the beginning of posting to this group, to poor use of english and grammar. How does one do that? Are you even the same person, or just multiple people?

Don't get me wrong; I just find this slightly amusing, despite the attempt. I think I figured it out though... getting Miss Cleo image... you must've done something to modify your looks to look more feminine? Or am I just seeing a female friend or something?


Regardless,

Hail Satan!



Gender Tender <g_tender@... wrote:

not u,the suicidal one,lol,since when u r xtensity music,i bracket the part he said it!read thing properly!i said im sorry 4 my english,its my second language n im not that good in it!it not any of u speak malay or indonesian for that matter,no need to insult me for being weak in my english understanding!im agreeing with u read it all,thats what u get when read it halfway,assumption is the mother of all fuck ups!n i mean he asking the demons on godhood to clarify thing up.he seem confused on the whole idea!

fyi,the spheres of nothingness is the budism form of mystic death,not promoting it!infaming it!by reaching a level of mastery of 4th janas,u will be able to cease to exist!thus becoming a sphere of nothingness!get it!theres other form of mystic death,formless brahma,mindless brahma that only has a form,i read the lcf front n i know of the borgs!these what im talking about!the enemy corruption on the meaning of death,making life meaningless n death the way to salvation!moslem n xtian rhymes the same concept as this!


--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "the_fire_starter666" <the_fire_starter666@... wrote:

Yes, that's what the magnum opus is, reaching physical immortality and having great spiritual power. YOU did not talk to any Gods, there were pharaohs that were close to Godhead and lived about 900 years or more, and even the buybull has stolen accounts of humans living 600 years or something. And when did I act almighty and powerful? I just stated a few facts.

I also didn't bother to read the entire thing because most of what you said is irrelevant or has to do with enemy corruptions like hinduism and buddhism. And your grammar and puncutation is horrible.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Gender Tender" <g_tender@ wrote:

HAHAHAHAHA!lol,so funny,u think reaching the godhood is just basically being physically immortal,clearly u didnt read thru the magnum opus n talked to any demons on it!n u acted all mighty n powerful(i can 'manifest my desire in reality,my life so perfect i dont want anything!HAHAHAHA!HM,SOUNDED LIKE A MOSLEM I USED TO KNOW,U STIL NOT FREE)n fyi the personality n who u truely are,the result of u now wont just go away!i know this by my own experience!im stil the same priestess as i were in past life eventhought im reincarnated as a guy,good for me since im like being gay,the only downside is i cant have kids. well nothing a litle biokinesis cant help 8)the stronger straits of ur personality persist to exist!hindu's even have a ritual where they shave the babies head,to eliminate past life traits.well the moslem malay atill practice this n im shaved,yet im stil who i was,the only difference there's now vengeance in my heart.for how the enemy xtians n their stupid witch hunts did to me shall be avenged!

anyway just do what i did n invoke fire,after im been that r word by my class n schoolmates,i finally crack after yrs of ,i gave up on life n want to escape the trivial n petty nuisance i have to put up with,n just want to forget everything n cease to exist,i think the honourable thing is siucide,kinda infuenced by the hara kiri too,also im already suicidal since im 7 yrs old,thank to the enemy thoughtforms n reptilians that hounds me day n night,i finally think the same thing as u,n after planning several way to go,i choose to invoke fire to my arteries n inner sanctum to cause death by heart failure,but what happened is the opposite,instead of dying(got a mild fever though,n since that day i always emanate an firey heat from my body at random time in a day,n my friends say thats its always hot n warm when im around,it seems im have been connected permanently to the fire sphere,or the effect of my suicide been slowly released safely in time,the first seem the most likely in my opinion,since that day i develop sensitivity to the heat n fire element around me,n advanced to create a matchstick flame size fire ball) i finally realised the meaning of life.the element of fire is life itself,omkara

living life is knowing death,knowing death is losing ur fear.worry over the need for survival is the source of all misery

in the godhood one is as one create,for ahum brahmasami,im the creator

are u reading budism,spheres of nothingness?read it.

yes,theres nuisances in life,the need to satisfy oneself by petty things,but this due to us not being as the gods,as a result we're in well like chinesse shen said

boys died in the sea of suffering,girls drown in the river of love

human suffer due to their own creation,dude,u lost desire,u lost ur will,invoke n feel what i feeling now,know what i know now


hail satan n all the gods for saving my life n sanity!

blessed be the fire sphere,in the name of the serpent,may the will of life burn forever more

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "the_fire_starter666" <the_fire_starter666@ wrote:

As about "having limitations", did you know that once you're powerful enough you can blend with the astral and witness everything happening withing it?There no "limitations" in it, you have the physical, astral and all the benefits of just having a soul without a body. I assume you've never had an astral projection before, because you wouldn't be saying that. You can still be in the 4th dimension while having a physical body.

Once you get your soul powerful enough and complete the magnum opus, you get reincarnated as a God, and have physical immortality. The power of your soul affects the health of your physical body too.

Not to mention, that you can't advance your soul without your physical body, because all spiritual work you need to do to advance your soul needs a physical body, like meditation (needs a brain), yoga (needs a physical body), e.t.c.

To sum up, your body is EQUALLY important as your soul and should NOT be disregarded.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "the_fire_starter666" <the_fire_starter666@ wrote:

Developing your soul depends on your physical body, your soul degenerates if you you stay long without your physical body. These two are inter-dependant, you can't have one without the other. To have spiritual power depends on having physical immortality as well. Having a physical body doesn't mean that you can't access the astral. You can do things both in the physical and astral.

Satan and the Gods don't take limiting forms, they simply modified their DNA so they don't age and they were once mortals like us. They want us to make us like them. This is a fact. If you don't like it, take it up with them. But you can't call yourself a Satanist if you disregard your physical body, it is about balance of both the physical and the astral.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "xtensitymusic" <xtensitymusic@ wrote:

I would not want physical immortality. The moment I gain such power of godhead, why would I want to stay here toiling on this earth, dealing with such matters that have no significant meaning in anything, because significance is merely subjective?

Maybe many of you are forgetting. The mind, is not the soul. Everything you are now does not follow you after death. Your soul reincarnates. Not your personality, your mind, etc. That's all physical, chemistry. Sure your the electrical field generated by your soul/consciousness can help shape your developing mental, but this doesn't change the fact that when you reincarnate, you are a new PERSON, though spiritually you are the same. Though, I feel this is the ultimately the meaning of life, The ultimate wisdom, to realizing everything is subjective. The one thing your soul reincarnates over and over again to learn.... so you can elevate your consciousness to higher realms because this third dimensional plane becomes meaningless. I feel this is why Satan, and other demons, take such physical limiting forms as extra terrestrials, to help us, realize this truth, and elevate our souls to a level that of satan.

The moment I would reach godhead and gain such power, I would willfully leave my body anyways. Why would anyone want to stay in this third dimension with such limitations?

I'm quite offended many of you would say I am not a satanist. To me, you are the ones who are underdeveloped psychologically about the truths of this realm. I am not talking about spiritual power here. I am talking about the nature of the physical world. What meaning does this place actually posses? Knowledge, is something of the third dimension. Knowledge, is unlimited in higher realms, the akashic records some of you may recall. Knowledge, Lack of knowledge, everything you know, or desire to know, are all limitations of this physical, 3rd dimensional world.

Who are all of you to tell me I am not a satanist? Who are you all to tell me that because I don't desire knowledge that I am not a satanist.

Satanism is about truths, not blinding yourself with illusions. Exploring every aspect of everything. This is where I exceed all of you. I see past false meaning of knowledge. Yes knowledge is VERY useful in this world for advancing and gaining physical power, but ultimately, it has no meaning anywhere other than this third dimensional plane. Everything is but energy. Satanism is about freedom. Satan, represents freedom, wisdom, intellect, but this is merely the third dimensional manifestation to lead us to truths, maybe this is a key concept that many of you seem to have forgotten.

You can say I'm wrong all you want, but objective meaning is something of xianity. Keep this in mind. Keep in mind Satanism is about freedom. Elevating to godhead to truly have ultimate freedom, near omnipotence, but that is merely in this third dimension/realm. This plane of existence. Though again, you must keep in mind, the lustful urge for desire and power is biochemical. The soul has no desires. The soul simply is, at least in this dimension with any words I could even describe it. Words can not describe the soul in accuracy. Words are something of this 3rd dimension, they limit idea. For a thought/idea in the brain is composed of millions of different connections. The soul is part of something greater in the universe, something that is literally impossible to put into words. And please, by no means assume i am talking about any omnipotent god or similar to xianity.

Thank You for reading if you actually got through all that.

and by the way.... You all talk about the search for knowledge. It is through knowledge that I have come to understand this. Mainly neuroscience and psychology. I study this fields for a reason. It is important to know how the physical body functions coupled with spirituality. So don't tell me I disregard knowledge. I understand the knowledge and mechanisms by which the mind constructs its perception of reality, the push for desires, etc.

If you have something else to say, please do, because I am open to hearing other points of view, but I will disregard any insulting or any post that demonstrates you ignored this post, because I know some people are too lazy to read.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "the_fire_starter666" <the_fire_starter666@ wrote:

Well Spiritual Satanism is all about advancing your soul to Godhead and gain physical and spiritual immortality, and never stopping until you achieve Godhead. Are you a God?If not, and you don't desire to be a God, how can you possibly call yourself a Satanist?

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "xtensitymusic" <xtensitymusic@ wrote:

Any of you who responded saying I am a pussy for this, for whatever reason like my life being hard, etc.

It has nothing to do with that. In terms of my life, I have it made. I have gotten everything I desire through meditation and manifesting my will and I really have no desires. I feel my life is fulfilled. I mean, sure it's good to constantly advanced the soul, but I feel it is pointless.

Many of you probably think this is cowardly, but I think it is quite the opposite. I think someone is cowardly who is afraid to face death. I am curious as to what will happen when I die. Sure we can all speculate, though we will never know what will happen EXACTLY, to each individual. I have everything I want in life. I desire nothing. NOTHING. I have all the power I desire, I have all the money I need. I am happy, I am content. I wake up wanting nothing. So before any of you judge me, try to be aware of my situation instead of assuming you think I'm being a pussy or being cowardly.


(( Is it not the point of Satanism to self-empower ones self in order to manifest ones desires in reality? I have everything I desire. I desire nothing. My only desire now is death. ))What is the difference... if I meditate for the next several years of my life waiting for something to happen? Why?











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im a bit confused about what u said,i have time to reread my earlier post several times n delete n rewrite,but not the younger post,im on a research n have to cut time on the groups,if u noticed i at least replied daily once to the groups,but after firestarter replies i got to conduct a research which if i found beneficial i shall post it here,n my name is helme not cleo!its my zodiac that is leo not my name!n dont laugh,thats the name my parent give me!n im a guy!go to my yahoo profile!not a miss!

n yes,it a female friend or should i call ex fren,since shehe ruined my whole teen life,i dont want to be reminded of her!dont bring back old scars!but i think she didnt use cleo as a nick?are u just teasing?

fyi,do u forget that the satanic arogins in the far east?n as long u sift the dross there will be useful knowledge,n the dross will be a valueble knowledge itself,for u will know the enemy corruption n shalln't fall to it!do u forget yoga,kundalini,words of powers,language,all origanated in india,who main religion is those two since b4 christianity or islam?

hail satan
hail odin
hail venus
hail utu
hail all the gods


--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Angelo Giancana <angelo.giancana@... wrote:

I find this very odd. You went from a very well polished and well spoken english in email in the beginning of posting to this group, to poor use of english and grammar. How does one do that? Are you even the same person, or just multiple people?

Don't get me wrong; I just find this slightly amusing, despite the attempt. I think I figured it out though... getting Miss Cleo image... you must've done something to modify your looks to look more feminine? Or am I just seeing a female friend or something?


Regardless,

Hail Satan!



Gender Tender <g_tender@... wrote:

not u,the suicidal one,lol,since when u r xtensity music,i bracket the part he said it!read thing properly!i said im sorry 4 my english,its my second language n im not that good in it!it not any of u speak malay or indonesian for that matter,no need to insult me for being weak in my english understanding!im agreeing with u read it all,thats what u get when read it halfway,assumption is the mother of all fuck ups!n i mean he asking the demons on godhood to clarify thing up.he seem confused on the whole idea!

fyi,the spheres of nothingness is the budism form of mystic death,not promoting it!infaming it!by reaching a level of mastery of 4th janas,u will be able to cease to exist!thus becoming a sphere of nothingness!get it!theres other form of mystic death,formless brahma,mindless brahma that only has a form,i read the lcf front n i know of the borgs!these what im talking about!the enemy corruption on the meaning of death,making life meaningless n death the way to salvation!moslem n xtian rhymes the same concept as this!


--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "the_fire_starter666" <the_fire_starter666@ wrote:

Yes, that's what the magnum opus is, reaching physical immortality and having great spiritual power. YOU did not talk to any Gods, there were pharaohs that were close to Godhead and lived about 900 years or more, and even the buybull has stolen accounts of humans living 600 years or something. And when did I act almighty and powerful? I just stated a few facts.

I also didn't bother to read the entire thing because most of what you said is irrelevant or has to do with enemy corruptions like hinduism and buddhism. And your grammar and puncutation is horrible.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Gender Tender" <g_tender@ wrote:

HAHAHAHAHA!lol,so funny,u think reaching the godhood is just basically being physically immortal,clearly u didnt read thru the magnum opus n talked to any demons on it!n u acted all mighty n powerful(i can 'manifest my desire in reality,my life so perfect i dont want anything!HAHAHAHA!HM,SOUNDED LIKE A MOSLEM I USED TO KNOW,U STIL NOT FREE)n fyi the personality n who u truely are,the result of u now wont just go away!i know this by my own experience!im stil the same priestess as i were in past life eventhought im reincarnated as a guy,good for me since im like being gay,the only downside is i cant have kids. well nothing a litle biokinesis cant help 8)the stronger straits of ur personality persist to exist!hindu's even have a ritual where they shave the babies head,to eliminate past life traits.well the moslem malay atill practice this n im shaved,yet im stil who i was,the only difference there's now vengeance in my heart.for how the enemy xtians n their stupid witch hunts did to me shall be avenged!

anyway just do what i did n invoke fire,after im been that r word by my class n schoolmates,i finally crack after yrs of ,i gave up on life n want to escape the trivial n petty nuisance i have to put up with,n just want to forget everything n cease to exist,i think the honourable thing is siucide,kinda infuenced by the hara kiri too,also im already suicidal since im 7 yrs old,thank to the enemy thoughtforms n reptilians that hounds me day n night,i finally think the same thing as u,n after planning several way to go,i choose to invoke fire to my arteries n inner sanctum to cause death by heart failure,but what happened is the opposite,instead of dying(got a mild fever though,n since that day i always emanate an firey heat from my body at random time in a day,n my friends say thats its always hot n warm when im around,it seems im have been connected permanently to the fire sphere,or the effect of my suicide been slowly released safely in time,the first seem the most likely in my opinion,since that day i develop sensitivity to the heat n fire element around me,n advanced to create a matchstick flame size fire ball) i finally realised the meaning of life.the element of fire is life itself,omkara

living life is knowing death,knowing death is losing ur fear.worry over the need for survival is the source of all misery

in the godhood one is as one create,for ahum brahmasami,im the creator

are u reading budism,spheres of nothingness?read it.

yes,theres nuisances in life,the need to satisfy oneself by petty things,but this due to us not being as the gods,as a result we're in well like chinesse shen said

boys died in the sea of suffering,girls drown in the river of love

human suffer due to their own creation,dude,u lost desire,u lost ur will,invoke n feel what i feeling now,know what i know now


hail satan n all the gods for saving my life n sanity!

blessed be the fire sphere,in the name of the serpent,may the will of life burn forever more

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "the_fire_starter666" <the_fire_starter666@ wrote:

As about "having limitations", did you know that once you're powerful enough you can blend with the astral and witness everything happening withing it?There no "limitations" in it, you have the physical, astral and all the benefits of just having a soul without a body. I assume you've never had an astral projection before, because you wouldn't be saying that. You can still be in the 4th dimension while having a physical body.

Once you get your soul powerful enough and complete the magnum opus, you get reincarnated as a God, and have physical immortality. The power of your soul affects the health of your physical body too.

Not to mention, that you can't advance your soul without your physical body, because all spiritual work you need to do to advance your soul needs a physical body, like meditation (needs a brain), yoga (needs a physical body), e.t.c.

To sum up, your body is EQUALLY important as your soul and should NOT be disregarded.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "the_fire_starter666" <the_fire_starter666@ wrote:

Developing your soul depends on your physical body, your soul degenerates if you you stay long without your physical body. These two are inter-dependant, you can't have one without the other. To have spiritual power depends on having physical immortality as well. Having a physical body doesn't mean that you can't access the astral. You can do things both in the physical and astral.

Satan and the Gods don't take limiting forms, they simply modified their DNA so they don't age and they were once mortals like us. They want us to make us like them. This is a fact. If you don't like it, take it up with them. But you can't call yourself a Satanist if you disregard your physical body, it is about balance of both the physical and the astral.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "xtensitymusic" <xtensitymusic@ wrote:

I would not want physical immortality. The moment I gain such power of godhead, why would I want to stay here toiling on this earth, dealing with such matters that have no significant meaning in anything, because significance is merely subjective?

Maybe many of you are forgetting. The mind, is not the soul. Everything you are now does not follow you after death. Your soul reincarnates. Not your personality, your mind, etc. That's all physical, chemistry. Sure your the electrical field generated by your soul/consciousness can help shape your developing mental, but this doesn't change the fact that when you reincarnate, you are a new PERSON, though spiritually you are the same. Though, I feel this is the ultimately the meaning of life, The ultimate wisdom, to realizing everything is subjective. The one thing your soul reincarnates over and over again to learn.... so you can elevate your consciousness to higher realms because this third dimensional plane becomes meaningless. I feel this is why Satan, and other demons, take such physical limiting forms as extra terrestrials, to help us, realize this truth, and elevate our souls to a level that of satan.

The moment I would reach godhead and gain such power, I would willfully leave my body anyways. Why would anyone want to stay in this third dimension with such limitations?

I'm quite offended many of you would say I am not a satanist. To me, you are the ones who are underdeveloped psychologically about the truths of this realm. I am not talking about spiritual power here. I am talking about the nature of the physical world. What meaning does this place actually posses? Knowledge, is something of the third dimension. Knowledge, is unlimited in higher realms, the akashic records some of you may recall. Knowledge, Lack of knowledge, everything you know, or desire to know, are all limitations of this physical, 3rd dimensional world.

Who are all of you to tell me I am not a satanist? Who are you all to tell me that because I don't desire knowledge that I am not a satanist.

Satanism is about truths, not blinding yourself with illusions. Exploring every aspect of everything. This is where I exceed all of you. I see past false meaning of knowledge. Yes knowledge is VERY useful in this world for advancing and gaining physical power, but ultimately, it has no meaning anywhere other than this third dimensional plane. Everything is but energy. Satanism is about freedom. Satan, represents freedom, wisdom, intellect, but this is merely the third dimensional manifestation to lead us to truths, maybe this is a key concept that many of you seem to have forgotten.

You can say I'm wrong all you want, but objective meaning is something of xianity. Keep this in mind. Keep in mind Satanism is about freedom. Elevating to godhead to truly have ultimate freedom, near omnipotence, but that is merely in this third dimension/realm. This plane of existence. Though again, you must keep in mind, the lustful urge for desire and power is biochemical. The soul has no desires. The soul simply is, at least in this dimension with any words I could even describe it. Words can not describe the soul in accuracy. Words are something of this 3rd dimension, they limit idea. For a thought/idea in the brain is composed of millions of different connections. The soul is part of something greater in the universe, something that is literally impossible to put into words. And please, by no means assume i am talking about any omnipotent god or similar to xianity.

Thank You for reading if you actually got through all that.

and by the way.... You all talk about the search for knowledge. It is through knowledge that I have come to understand this. Mainly neuroscience and psychology. I study this fields for a reason. It is important to know how the physical body functions coupled with spirituality. So don't tell me I disregard knowledge. I understand the knowledge and mechanisms by which the mind constructs its perception of reality, the push for desires, etc.

If you have something else to say, please do, because I am open to hearing other points of view, but I will disregard any insulting or any post that demonstrates you ignored this post, because I know some people are too lazy to read.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "the_fire_starter666" <the_fire_starter666@ wrote:

Well Spiritual Satanism is all about advancing your soul to Godhead and gain physical and spiritual immortality, and never stopping until you achieve Godhead. Are you a God?If not, and you don't desire to be a God, how can you possibly call yourself a Satanist?

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "xtensitymusic" <xtensitymusic@ wrote:

Any of you who responded saying I am a pussy for this, for whatever reason like my life being hard, etc.

It has nothing to do with that. In terms of my life, I have it made. I have gotten everything I desire through meditation and manifesting my will and I really have no desires. I feel my life is fulfilled. I mean, sure it's good to constantly advanced the soul, but I feel it is pointless.

Many of you probably think this is cowardly, but I think it is quite the opposite. I think someone is cowardly who is afraid to face death. I am curious as to what will happen when I die. Sure we can all speculate, though we will never know what will happen EXACTLY, to each individual. I have everything I want in life. I desire nothing. NOTHING. I have all the power I desire, I have all the money I need. I am happy, I am content. I wake up wanting nothing. So before any of you judge me, try to be aware of my situation instead of assuming you think I'm being a pussy or being cowardly.


(( Is it not the point of Satanism to self-empower ones self in order to manifest ones desires in reality? I have everything I desire. I desire nothing. My only desire now is death. ))What is the difference... if I meditate for the next several years of my life waiting for something to happen? Why?











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one example is the buddhic quadripolar key,which very useful for me since many practice of magic of malaya is a mix of thai/siamesse black arts,budism,hinduism(tantra yogis fled here if not mistaken to avoid persecution by moslem invaders in india),javanesse old n new magic,n islamic mystics,thus knowing how my enemies magic worked making it easier to handle them!

om,also known as omkara mantra,is of fire

mani,meaning gem,is of earth

padme,meaning lotus,is of water

hum,meaning me,i myself,is of air

om is the first step,when u move ur conciousness as example to u feet,thus causing heat by concentration.as in vipassana meditation when one breath is the conciousness,or tumo where one focuses n expands one sushumma nadi!

mani,the gem is enough to describe it nature

padme,purifacation,the dark night of the soul,sifting out the dross

hum,what is left,me,the true self,free of all defilements

as one can see this deeply contradict the modern selfless budism,when their final product of magnum opus is the self!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Angelo Giancana <angelo.giancana@... wrote:

I find this very odd. You went from a very well polished and well spoken english in email in the beginning of posting to this group, to poor use of english and grammar. How does one do that? Are you even the same person, or just multiple people?

Don't get me wrong; I just find this slightly amusing, despite the attempt. I think I figured it out though... getting Miss Cleo image... you must've done something to modify your looks to look more feminine? Or am I just seeing a female friend or something?


Regardless,

Hail Satan!



Gender Tender <g_tender@... wrote:

not u,the suicidal one,lol,since when u r xtensity music,i bracket the part he said it!read thing properly!i said im sorry 4 my english,its my second language n im not that good in it!it not any of u speak malay or indonesian for that matter,no need to insult me for being weak in my english understanding!im agreeing with u read it all,thats what u get when read it halfway,assumption is the mother of all fuck ups!n i mean he asking the demons on godhood to clarify thing up.he seem confused on the whole idea!

fyi,the spheres of nothingness is the budism form of mystic death,not promoting it!infaming it!by reaching a level of mastery of 4th janas,u will be able to cease to exist!thus becoming a sphere of nothingness!get it!theres other form of mystic death,formless brahma,mindless brahma that only has a form,i read the lcf front n i know of the borgs!these what im talking about!the enemy corruption on the meaning of death,making life meaningless n death the way to salvation!moslem n xtian rhymes the same concept as this!


--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "the_fire_starter666" <the_fire_starter666@ wrote:

Yes, that's what the magnum opus is, reaching physical immortality and having great spiritual power. YOU did not talk to any Gods, there were pharaohs that were close to Godhead and lived about 900 years or more, and even the buybull has stolen accounts of humans living 600 years or something. And when did I act almighty and powerful? I just stated a few facts.

I also didn't bother to read the entire thing because most of what you said is irrelevant or has to do with enemy corruptions like hinduism and buddhism. And your grammar and puncutation is horrible.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Gender Tender" <g_tender@ wrote:

HAHAHAHAHA!lol,so funny,u think reaching the godhood is just basically being physically immortal,clearly u didnt read thru the magnum opus n talked to any demons on it!n u acted all mighty n powerful(i can 'manifest my desire in reality,my life so perfect i dont want anything!HAHAHAHA!HM,SOUNDED LIKE A MOSLEM I USED TO KNOW,U STIL NOT FREE)n fyi the personality n who u truely are,the result of u now wont just go away!i know this by my own experience!im stil the same priestess as i were in past life eventhought im reincarnated as a guy,good for me since im like being gay,the only downside is i cant have kids. well nothing a litle biokinesis cant help 8)the stronger straits of ur personality persist to exist!hindu's even have a ritual where they shave the babies head,to eliminate past life traits.well the moslem malay atill practice this n im shaved,yet im stil who i was,the only difference there's now vengeance in my heart.for how the enemy xtians n their stupid witch hunts did to me shall be avenged!

anyway just do what i did n invoke fire,after im been that r word by my class n schoolmates,i finally crack after yrs of ,i gave up on life n want to escape the trivial n petty nuisance i have to put up with,n just want to forget everything n cease to exist,i think the honourable thing is siucide,kinda infuenced by the hara kiri too,also im already suicidal since im 7 yrs old,thank to the enemy thoughtforms n reptilians that hounds me day n night,i finally think the same thing as u,n after planning several way to go,i choose to invoke fire to my arteries n inner sanctum to cause death by heart failure,but what happened is the opposite,instead of dying(got a mild fever though,n since that day i always emanate an firey heat from my body at random time in a day,n my friends say thats its always hot n warm when im around,it seems im have been connected permanently to the fire sphere,or the effect of my suicide been slowly released safely in time,the first seem the most likely in my opinion,since that day i develop sensitivity to the heat n fire element around me,n advanced to create a matchstick flame size fire ball) i finally realised the meaning of life.the element of fire is life itself,omkara

living life is knowing death,knowing death is losing ur fear.worry over the need for survival is the source of all misery

in the godhood one is as one create,for ahum brahmasami,im the creator

are u reading budism,spheres of nothingness?read it.

yes,theres nuisances in life,the need to satisfy oneself by petty things,but this due to us not being as the gods,as a result we're in well like chinesse shen said

boys died in the sea of suffering,girls drown in the river of love

human suffer due to their own creation,dude,u lost desire,u lost ur will,invoke n feel what i feeling now,know what i know now


hail satan n all the gods for saving my life n sanity!

blessed be the fire sphere,in the name of the serpent,may the will of life burn forever more

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "the_fire_starter666" <the_fire_starter666@ wrote:

As about "having limitations", did you know that once you're powerful enough you can blend with the astral and witness everything happening withing it?There no "limitations" in it, you have the physical, astral and all the benefits of just having a soul without a body. I assume you've never had an astral projection before, because you wouldn't be saying that. You can still be in the 4th dimension while having a physical body.

Once you get your soul powerful enough and complete the magnum opus, you get reincarnated as a God, and have physical immortality. The power of your soul affects the health of your physical body too.

Not to mention, that you can't advance your soul without your physical body, because all spiritual work you need to do to advance your soul needs a physical body, like meditation (needs a brain), yoga (needs a physical body), e.t.c.

To sum up, your body is EQUALLY important as your soul and should NOT be disregarded.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "the_fire_starter666" <the_fire_starter666@ wrote:

Developing your soul depends on your physical body, your soul degenerates if you you stay long without your physical body. These two are inter-dependant, you can't have one without the other. To have spiritual power depends on having physical immortality as well. Having a physical body doesn't mean that you can't access the astral. You can do things both in the physical and astral.

Satan and the Gods don't take limiting forms, they simply modified their DNA so they don't age and they were once mortals like us. They want us to make us like them. This is a fact. If you don't like it, take it up with them. But you can't call yourself a Satanist if you disregard your physical body, it is about balance of both the physical and the astral.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "xtensitymusic" <xtensitymusic@ wrote:

I would not want physical immortality. The moment I gain such power of godhead, why would I want to stay here toiling on this earth, dealing with such matters that have no significant meaning in anything, because significance is merely subjective?

Maybe many of you are forgetting. The mind, is not the soul. Everything you are now does not follow you after death. Your soul reincarnates. Not your personality, your mind, etc. That's all physical, chemistry. Sure your the electrical field generated by your soul/consciousness can help shape your developing mental, but this doesn't change the fact that when you reincarnate, you are a new PERSON, though spiritually you are the same. Though, I feel this is the ultimately the meaning of life, The ultimate wisdom, to realizing everything is subjective. The one thing your soul reincarnates over and over again to learn.... so you can elevate your consciousness to higher realms because this third dimensional plane becomes meaningless. I feel this is why Satan, and other demons, take such physical limiting forms as extra terrestrials, to help us, realize this truth, and elevate our souls to a level that of satan.

The moment I would reach godhead and gain such power, I would willfully leave my body anyways. Why would anyone want to stay in this third dimension with such limitations?

I'm quite offended many of you would say I am not a satanist. To me, you are the ones who are underdeveloped psychologically about the truths of this realm. I am not talking about spiritual power here. I am talking about the nature of the physical world. What meaning does this place actually posses? Knowledge, is something of the third dimension. Knowledge, is unlimited in higher realms, the akashic records some of you may recall. Knowledge, Lack of knowledge, everything you know, or desire to know, are all limitations of this physical, 3rd dimensional world.

Who are all of you to tell me I am not a satanist? Who are you all to tell me that because I don't desire knowledge that I am not a satanist.

Satanism is about truths, not blinding yourself with illusions. Exploring every aspect of everything. This is where I exceed all of you. I see past false meaning of knowledge. Yes knowledge is VERY useful in this world for advancing and gaining physical power, but ultimately, it has no meaning anywhere other than this third dimensional plane. Everything is but energy. Satanism is about freedom. Satan, represents freedom, wisdom, intellect, but this is merely the third dimensional manifestation to lead us to truths, maybe this is a key concept that many of you seem to have forgotten.

You can say I'm wrong all you want, but objective meaning is something of xianity. Keep this in mind. Keep in mind Satanism is about freedom. Elevating to godhead to truly have ultimate freedom, near omnipotence, but that is merely in this third dimension/realm. This plane of existence. Though again, you must keep in mind, the lustful urge for desire and power is biochemical. The soul has no desires. The soul simply is, at least in this dimension with any words I could even describe it. Words can not describe the soul in accuracy. Words are something of this 3rd dimension, they limit idea. For a thought/idea in the brain is composed of millions of different connections. The soul is part of something greater in the universe, something that is literally impossible to put into words. And please, by no means assume i am talking about any omnipotent god or similar to xianity.

Thank You for reading if you actually got through all that.

and by the way.... You all talk about the search for knowledge. It is through knowledge that I have come to understand this. Mainly neuroscience and psychology. I study this fields for a reason. It is important to know how the physical body functions coupled with spirituality. So don't tell me I disregard knowledge. I understand the knowledge and mechanisms by which the mind constructs its perception of reality, the push for desires, etc.

If you have something else to say, please do, because I am open to hearing other points of view, but I will disregard any insulting or any post that demonstrates you ignored this post, because I know some people are too lazy to read.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "the_fire_starter666" <the_fire_starter666@ wrote:

Well Spiritual Satanism is all about advancing your soul to Godhead and gain physical and spiritual immortality, and never stopping until you achieve Godhead. Are you a God?If not, and you don't desire to be a God, how can you possibly call yourself a Satanist?

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "xtensitymusic" <xtensitymusic@ wrote:

Any of you who responded saying I am a pussy for this, for whatever reason like my life being hard, etc.

It has nothing to do with that. In terms of my life, I have it made. I have gotten everything I desire through meditation and manifesting my will and I really have no desires. I feel my life is fulfilled. I mean, sure it's good to constantly advanced the soul, but I feel it is pointless.

Many of you probably think this is cowardly, but I think it is quite the opposite. I think someone is cowardly who is afraid to face death. I am curious as to what will happen when I die. Sure we can all speculate, though we will never know what will happen EXACTLY, to each individual. I have everything I want in life. I desire nothing. NOTHING. I have all the power I desire, I have all the money I need. I am happy, I am content. I wake up wanting nothing. So before any of you judge me, try to be aware of my situation instead of assuming you think I'm being a pussy or being cowardly.


(( Is it not the point of Satanism to self-empower ones self in order to manifest ones desires in reality? I have everything I desire. I desire nothing. My only desire now is death. ))What is the difference... if I meditate for the next several years of my life waiting for something to happen? Why?











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yes,theres is such siddhi,if im not mistaken,it the same that one used or similar to inhibit another body,it the same frabato used to kill franz bardon n take over his body,but im still not that sure though,i believe this is the siddhi from the manipura chakra.


--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Andre Wilson <darthxilon@... wrote:


On another note, the ability to die at will is a classical superpower, siddhi or something like that. personally, I think you're faking having advancement. you get what you want when you have power, death, illness, and injury included. if you were really strong, you wouldn't be here to ask this question, buddy.




To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
From: the_fire_starter666@...
Date: Sat, 12 Feb 2011 16:55:51 +0000
Subject: [Advanced_Meditation] Re: Meditation for Suicide?






Yes, that's what the magnum opus is, reaching physical immortality and having great spiritual power. YOU did not talk to any Gods, there were pharaohs that were close to Godhead and lived about 900 years or more, and even the buybull has stolen accounts of humans living 600 years or something. And when did I act almighty and powerful? I just stated a few facts.

I also didn't bother to read the entire thing because most of what you said is irrelevant or has to do with enemy corruptions like hinduism and buddhism. And your grammar and puncutation is horrible.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Gender Tender" <g_tender@ wrote:

HAHAHAHAHA!lol,so funny,u think reaching the godhood is just basically being physically immortal,clearly u didnt read thru the magnum opus n talked to any demons on it!n u acted all mighty n powerful(i can 'manifest my desire in reality,my life so perfect i dont want anything!HAHAHAHA!HM,SOUNDED LIKE A MOSLEM I USED TO KNOW,U STIL NOT FREE)n fyi the personality n who u truely are,the result of u now wont just go away!i know this by my own experience!im stil the same priestess as i were in past life eventhought im reincarnated as a guy,good for me since im like being gay,the only downside is i cant have kids. well nothing a litle biokinesis cant help 8)the stronger straits of ur personality persist to exist!hindu's even have a ritual where they shave the babies head,to eliminate past life traits.well the moslem malay atill practice this n im shaved,yet im stil who i was,the only difference there's now vengeance in my heart.for how the enemy xtians n their stupid witch hunts did to me shall be avenged!

anyway just do what i did n invoke fire,after im been that r word by my class n schoolmates,i finally crack after yrs of ,i gave up on life n want to escape the trivial n petty nuisance i have to put up with,n just want to forget everything n cease to exist,i think the honourable thing is siucide,kinda infuenced by the hara kiri too,also im already suicidal since im 7 yrs old,thank to the enemy thoughtforms n reptilians that hounds me day n night,i finally think the same thing as u,n after planning several way to go,i choose to invoke fire to my arteries n inner sanctum to cause death by heart failure,but what happened is the opposite,instead of dying(got a mild fever though,n since that day i always emanate an firey heat from my body at random time in a day,n my friends say thats its always hot n warm when im around,it seems im have been connected permanently to the fire sphere,or the effect of my suicide been slowly released safely in time,the first seem the most likely in my opinion,since that day i develop sensitivity to the heat n fire element around me,n advanced to create a matchstick flame size fire ball) i finally realised the meaning of life.the element of fire is life itself,omkara

living life is knowing death,knowing death is losing ur fear.worry over the need for survival is the source of all misery

in the godhood one is as one create,for ahum brahmasami,im the creator

are u reading budism,spheres of nothingness?read it.

yes,theres nuisances in life,the need to satisfy oneself by petty things,but this due to us not being as the gods,as a result we're in well like chinesse shen said

boys died in the sea of suffering,girls drown in the river of love

human suffer due to their own creation,dude,u lost desire,u lost ur will,invoke n feel what i feeling now,know what i know now


hail satan n all the gods for saving my life n sanity!

blessed be the fire sphere,in the name of the serpent,may the will of life burn forever more

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "the_fire_starter666" <the_fire_starter666@ wrote:

As about "having limitations", did you know that once you're powerful enough you can blend with the astral and witness everything happening withing it?There no "limitations" in it, you have the physical, astral and all the benefits of just having a soul without a body. I assume you've never had an astral projection before, because you wouldn't be saying that. You can still be in the 4th dimension while having a physical body.

Once you get your soul powerful enough and complete the magnum opus, you get reincarnated as a God, and have physical immortality. The power of your soul affects the health of your physical body too.

Not to mention, that you can't advance your soul without your physical body, because all spiritual work you need to do to advance your soul needs a physical body, like meditation (needs a brain), yoga (needs a physical body), e.t.c.

To sum up, your body is EQUALLY important as your soul and should NOT be disregarded.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "the_fire_starter666" <the_fire_starter666@ wrote:

Developing your soul depends on your physical body, your soul degenerates if you you stay long without your physical body. These two are inter-dependant, you can't have one without the other. To have spiritual power depends on having physical immortality as well. Having a physical body doesn't mean that you can't access the astral. You can do things both in the physical and astral.

Satan and the Gods don't take limiting forms, they simply modified their DNA so they don't age and they were once mortals like us. They want us to make us like them. This is a fact. If you don't like it, take it up with them. But you can't call yourself a Satanist if you disregard your physical body, it is about balance of both the physical and the astral.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "xtensitymusic" <xtensitymusic@ wrote:

I would not want physical immortality. The moment I gain such power of godhead, why would I want to stay here toiling on this earth, dealing with such matters that have no significant meaning in anything, because significance is merely subjective?

Maybe many of you are forgetting. The mind, is not the soul. Everything you are now does not follow you after death. Your soul reincarnates. Not your personality, your mind, etc. That's all physical, chemistry. Sure your the electrical field generated by your soul/consciousness can help shape your developing mental, but this doesn't change the fact that when you reincarnate, you are a new PERSON, though spiritually you are the same. Though, I feel this is the ultimately the meaning of life, The ultimate wisdom, to realizing everything is subjective. The one thing your soul reincarnates over and over again to learn.... so you can elevate your consciousness to higher realms because this third dimensional plane becomes meaningless. I feel this is why Satan, and other demons, take such physical limiting forms as extra terrestrials, to help us, realize this truth, and elevate our souls to a level that of satan.

The moment I would reach godhead and gain such power, I would willfully leave my body anyways. Why would anyone want to stay in this third dimension with such limitations?

I'm quite offended many of you would say I am not a satanist. To me, you are the ones who are underdeveloped psychologically about the truths of this realm. I am not talking about spiritual power here. I am talking about the nature of the physical world. What meaning does this place actually posses? Knowledge, is something of the third dimension. Knowledge, is unlimited in higher realms, the akashic records some of you may recall. Knowledge, Lack of knowledge, everything you know, or desire to know, are all limitations of this physical, 3rd dimensional world.

Who are all of you to tell me I am not a satanist? Who are you all to tell me that because I don't desire knowledge that I am not a satanist.

Satanism is about truths, not blinding yourself with illusions. Exploring every aspect of everything. This is where I exceed all of you. I see past false meaning of knowledge. Yes knowledge is VERY useful in this world for advancing and gaining physical power, but ultimately, it has no meaning anywhere other than this third dimensional plane. Everything is but energy. Satanism is about freedom. Satan, represents freedom, wisdom, intellect, but this is merely the third dimensional manifestation to lead us to truths, maybe this is a key concept that many of you seem to have forgotten.

You can say I'm wrong all you want, but objective meaning is something of xianity. Keep this in mind. Keep in mind Satanism is about freedom. Elevating to godhead to truly have ultimate freedom, near omnipotence, but that is merely in this third dimension/realm. This plane of existence. Though again, you must keep in mind, the lustful urge for desire and power is biochemical. The soul has no desires. The soul simply is, at least in this dimension with any words I could even describe it. Words can not describe the soul in accuracy. Words are something of this 3rd dimension, they limit idea. For a thought/idea in the brain is composed of millions of different connections. The soul is part of something greater in the universe, something that is literally impossible to put into words. And please, by no means assume i am talking about any omnipotent god or similar to xianity.

Thank You for reading if you actually got through all that.

and by the way.... You all talk about the search for knowledge. It is through knowledge that I have come to understand this. Mainly neuroscience and psychology. I study this fields for a reason. It is important to know how the physical body functions coupled with spirituality. So don't tell me I disregard knowledge. I understand the knowledge and mechanisms by which the mind constructs its perception of reality, the push for desires, etc.

If you have something else to say, please do, because I am open to hearing other points of view, but I will disregard any insulting or any post that demonstrates you ignored this post, because I know some people are too lazy to read.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "the_fire_starter666" <the_fire_starter666@ wrote:

Well Spiritual Satanism is all about advancing your soul to Godhead and gain physical and spiritual immortality, and never stopping until you achieve Godhead. Are you a God?If not, and you don't desire to be a God, how can you possibly call yourself a Satanist?

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "xtensitymusic" <xtensitymusic@ wrote:

Any of you who responded saying I am a pussy for this, for whatever reason like my life being hard, etc.

It has nothing to do with that. In terms of my life, I have it made. I have gotten everything I desire through meditation and manifesting my will and I really have no desires. I feel my life is fulfilled. I mean, sure it's good to constantly advanced the soul, but I feel it is pointless.

Many of you probably think this is cowardly, but I think it is quite the opposite. I think someone is cowardly who is afraid to face death. I am curious as to what will happen when I die. Sure we can all speculate, though we will never know what will happen EXACTLY, to each individual. I have everything I want in life. I desire nothing. NOTHING. I have all the power I desire, I have all the money I need. I am happy, I am content. I wake up wanting nothing. So before any of you judge me, try to be aware of my situation instead of assuming you think I'm being a pussy or being cowardly.


Is it not the point of Satanism to self-empower ones self in order to manifest ones desires in reality? I have everything I desire. I desire nothing. My only desire now is death. What is the difference... if I meditate for the next several years of my life waiting for something to happen? Why?











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at least somebody listen to me,thanks aly,dude,just talk to satan or any demon on it.

before my invocation of fire,i prayed to father to just let me go i cant take it anymore,life is meaningless for me,fyi,i tried to kill myself since im seven or so,n i know father n my gds that make all my idiocy failed,that y i asked him to just let me go back,at least i dont have to remember what happened n reborn a new,as a new person,but one thing lead to another n my problem kinda solved,for the time being.

ignorant is bliss,enlightment is blisser.83 hope its not to cheesy.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Allison P <apocalypseofjon@... wrote:

Well, I don't know. The gods don't have physical bodies as we know
them, but they are made of something. So, I don't see why they
couldn't eat or have sex or whatever. It's just not like we as mortals
know it. That's merely my take though, I do not know anything for
certain. That's probably something best to ask Father himself about.

On 2/12/11, Gender Tender <g_tender@... wrote:
not u,the suicidal one,lol,since when u r xtensity music,i bracket the part
he said it!read thing properly!i said im sorry 4 my english,its my second
language n im not that good in it!it not any of u speak malay or indonesian
for that matter,no need to insult me for being weak in my english
understanding!im agreeing with u read it all,thats what u get when read it
halfway,assumption is the mother of all fuck ups!n i mean he asking the
demons on godhood to clarify thing up.he seem confused on the whole idea!

fyi,the spheres of nothingness is the budism form of mystic death,not
promoting it!infaming it!by reaching a level of mastery of 4th janas,u will
be able to cease to exist!thus becoming a sphere of nothingness!get
it!theres other form of mystic death,formless brahma,mindless brahma that
only has a form,i read the lcf front n i know of the borgs!these what im
talking about!the enemy corruption on the meaning of death,making life
meaningless n death the way to salvation!moslem n xtian rhymes the same
concept as this!


--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "the_fire_starter666"
<the_fire_starter666@ wrote:

Yes, that's what the magnum opus is, reaching physical immortality and
having great spiritual power. YOU did not talk to any Gods, there were
pharaohs that were close to Godhead and lived about 900 years or more, and
even the buybull has stolen accounts of humans living 600 years or
something. And when did I act almighty and powerful? I just stated a few
facts.

I also didn't bother to read the entire thing because most of what you
said is irrelevant or has to do with enemy corruptions like hinduism and
buddhism. And your grammar and puncutation is horrible.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Gender Tender" <g_tender@
wrote:

HAHAHAHAHA!lol,so funny,u think reaching the godhood is just basically
being physically immortal,clearly u didnt read thru the magnum opus n
talked to any demons on it!n u acted all mighty n powerful(i can
'manifest my desire in reality,my life so perfect i dont want
anything!HAHAHAHA!HM,SOUNDED LIKE A MOSLEM I USED TO KNOW,U STIL NOT
FREE)n fyi the personality n who u truely are,the result of u now wont
just go away!i know this by my own experience!im stil the same priestess
as i were in past life eventhought im reincarnated as a guy,good for me
since im like being gay,the only downside is i cant have kids. well
nothing a litle biokinesis cant help 8)the stronger straits of ur
personality persist to exist!hindu's even have a ritual where they shave
the babies head,to eliminate past life traits.well the moslem malay
atill practice this n im shaved,yet im stil who i was,the only
difference there's now vengeance in my heart.for how the enemy xtians n
their stupid witch hunts did to me shall be avenged!

anyway just do what i did n invoke fire,after im been that r word by my
class n schoolmates,i finally crack after yrs of ,i gave up on life n
want to escape the trivial n petty nuisance i have to put up with,n just
want to forget everything n cease to exist,i think the honourable thing
is siucide,kinda infuenced by the hara kiri too,also im already suicidal
since im 7 yrs old,thank to the enemy thoughtforms n reptilians that
hounds me day n night,i finally think the same thing as u,n after
planning several way to go,i choose to invoke fire to my arteries n
inner sanctum to cause death by heart failure,but what happened is the
opposite,instead of dying(got a mild fever though,n since that day i
always emanate an firey heat from my body at random time in a day,n my
friends say thats its always hot n warm when im around,it seems im have
been connected permanently to the fire sphere,or the effect of my
suicide been slowly released safely in time,the first seem the most
likely in my opinion,since that day i develop sensitivity to the heat n
fire element around me,n advanced to create a matchstick flame size fire
ball) i finally realised the meaning of life.the element of fire is life
itself,omkara

living life is knowing death,knowing death is losing ur fear.worry over
the need for survival is the source of all misery

in the godhood one is as one create,for ahum brahmasami,im the creator

are u reading budism,spheres of nothingness?read it.

yes,theres nuisances in life,the need to satisfy oneself by petty
things,but this due to us not being as the gods,as a result we're in
well like chinesse shen said

boys died in the sea of suffering,girls drown in the river of love

human suffer due to their own creation,dude,u lost desire,u lost ur
will,invoke n feel what i feeling now,know what i know now


hail satan n all the gods for saving my life n sanity!

blessed be the fire sphere,in the name of the serpent,may the will of
life burn forever more

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "the_fire_starter666"
<the_fire_starter666@ wrote:

As about "having limitations", did you know that once you're powerful
enough you can blend with the astral and witness everything happening
withing it?There no "limitations" in it, you have the physical, astral
and all the benefits of just having a soul without a body. I assume
you've never had an astral projection before, because you wouldn't be
saying that. You can still be in the 4th dimension while having a
physical body.

Once you get your soul powerful enough and complete the magnum opus,
you get reincarnated as a God, and have physical immortality. The
power of your soul affects the health of your physical body too.

Not to mention, that you can't advance your soul without your physical
body, because all spiritual work you need to do to advance your soul
needs a physical body, like meditation (needs a brain), yoga (needs a
physical body), e.t.c.

To sum up, your body is EQUALLY important as your soul and should NOT
be disregarded.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "the_fire_starter666"
<the_fire_starter666@ wrote:

Developing your soul depends on your physical body, your soul
degenerates if you you stay long without your physical body. These
two are inter-dependant, you can't have one without the other. To
have spiritual power depends on having physical immortality as well.
Having a physical body doesn't mean that you can't access the
astral. You can do things both in the physical and astral.

Satan and the Gods don't take limiting forms, they simply modified
their DNA so they don't age and they were once mortals like us. They
want us to make us like them. This is a fact. If you don't like it,
take it up with them. But you can't call yourself a Satanist if you
disregard your physical body, it is about balance of both the
physical and the astral.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "xtensitymusic"
<xtensitymusic@ wrote:

I would not want physical immortality. The moment I gain such
power of godhead, why would I want to stay here toiling on this
earth, dealing with such matters that have no significant meaning
in anything, because significance is merely subjective?

Maybe many of you are forgetting. The mind, is not the soul.
Everything you are now does not follow you after death. Your soul
reincarnates. Not your personality, your mind, etc. That's all
physical, chemistry. Sure your the electrical field generated by
your soul/consciousness can help shape your developing mental, but
this doesn't change the fact that when you reincarnate, you are a
new PERSON, though spiritually you are the same. Though, I feel
this is the ultimately the meaning of life, The ultimate wisdom,
to realizing everything is subjective. The one thing your soul
reincarnates over and over again to learn.... so you can elevate
your consciousness to higher realms because this third dimensional
plane becomes meaningless. I feel this is why Satan, and other
demons, take such physical limiting forms as extra terrestrials,
to help us, realize this truth, and elevate our souls to a level
that of satan.

The moment I would reach godhead and gain such power, I would
willfully leave my body anyways. Why would anyone want to stay in
this third dimension with such limitations?

I'm quite offended many of you would say I am not a satanist. To
me, you are the ones who are underdeveloped psychologically about
the truths of this realm. I am not talking about spiritual power
here. I am talking about the nature of the physical world. What
meaning does this place actually posses? Knowledge, is something
of the third dimension. Knowledge, is unlimited in higher realms,
the akashic records some of you may recall. Knowledge, Lack of
knowledge, everything you know, or desire to know, are all
limitations of this physical, 3rd dimensional world.

Who are all of you to tell me I am not a satanist? Who are you all
to tell me that because I don't desire knowledge that I am not a
satanist.

Satanism is about truths, not blinding yourself with illusions.
Exploring every aspect of everything. This is where I exceed all
of you. I see past false meaning of knowledge. Yes knowledge is
VERY useful in this world for advancing and gaining physical
power, but ultimately, it has no meaning anywhere other than this
third dimensional plane. Everything is but energy. Satanism is
about freedom. Satan, represents freedom, wisdom, intellect, but
this is merely the third dimensional manifestation to lead us to
truths, maybe this is a key concept that many of you seem to have
forgotten.

You can say I'm wrong all you want, but objective meaning is
something of xianity. Keep this in mind. Keep in mind Satanism is
about freedom. Elevating to godhead to truly have ultimate
freedom, near omnipotence, but that is merely in this third
dimension/realm. This plane of existence. Though again, you must
keep in mind, the lustful urge for desire and power is
biochemical. The soul has no desires. The soul simply is, at least
in this dimension with any words I could even describe it. Words
can not describe the soul in accuracy. Words are something of this
3rd dimension, they limit idea. For a thought/idea in the brain is
composed of millions of different connections. The soul is part of
something greater in the universe, something that is literally
impossible to put into words. And please, by no means assume i am
talking about any omnipotent god or similar to xianity.

Thank You for reading if you actually got through all that.

and by the way.... You all talk about the search for knowledge. It
is through knowledge that I have come to understand this. Mainly
neuroscience and psychology. I study this fields for a reason. It
is important to know how the physical body functions coupled with
spirituality. So don't tell me I disregard knowledge. I understand
the knowledge and mechanisms by which the mind constructs its
perception of reality, the push for desires, etc.

If you have something else to say, please do, because I am open to
hearing other points of view, but I will disregard any insulting
or any post that demonstrates you ignored this post, because I
know some people are too lazy to read.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "the_fire_starter666"
<the_fire_starter666@ wrote:

Well Spiritual Satanism is all about advancing your soul to
Godhead and gain physical and spiritual immortality, and never
stopping until you achieve Godhead. Are you a God?If not, and
you don't desire to be a God, how can you possibly call yourself
a Satanist?

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "xtensitymusic"
<xtensitymusic@ wrote:

Any of you who responded saying I am a pussy for this, for
whatever reason like my life being hard, etc.

It has nothing to do with that. In terms of my life, I have it
made. I have gotten everything I desire through meditation and
manifesting my will and I really have no desires. I feel my
life is fulfilled. I mean, sure it's good to constantly
advanced the soul, but I feel it is pointless.

Many of you probably think this is cowardly, but I think it is
quite the opposite. I think someone is cowardly who is afraid
to face death. I am curious as to what will happen when I die.
Sure we can all speculate, though we will never know what will
happen EXACTLY, to each individual. I have everything I want
in life. I desire nothing. NOTHING. I have all the power I
desire, I have all the money I need. I am happy, I am content.
I wake up wanting nothing. So before any of you judge me, try
to be aware of my situation instead of assuming you think I'm
being a pussy or being cowardly.


(( Is it not the point of Satanism to self-empower ones self in
order to manifest ones desires in reality? I have everything I
desire. I desire nothing. My only desire now is death. ))What
is the difference... if I meditate for the next several years
of my life waiting for something to happen? Why?
 
The Miss Cleo was a sarcastic joke, as it used to be a part of those psychic
hotlines in the United States. I wasn't refering to you, but myself. I was
confused by the drastic change in acceptable level of grammar. I've noticed
quite alot of Malay/Indonesians coming here.. and mind you the minute I notice
the email my psychic mind is just sort of automatically there. Sorry I cannot
help it it does it by itself seemingly. I do that to my friends all the time
and how I learned of it; they keep telling me I keep visiting them. Strange, I
need to learn how to control certain things. The minute I saw her, I sensed a
network of people (conglomeration) I do not know and so got confused by the
gender thing and your ID. =) She uses Cleo as a nick? I didn't know that.. or
perhaps I somehow unconsciously sensed it and chose that name? I do that all
the time; I don't know what else to say.


Is she into magick? I wonder if that Cleo nickname is somehow related to the
Spirit the person calls down and she was using it as sort of a Goddess
Invocation to change her energy... or a sort of evokation.

Satanic origin in the Far East... yes. In india? I don't think so. I think
that it was india, because that was the last recorded information that wasn't
altered, but I'm sure is still corrupted. I think origins are up further north
in the way far east, because "they" would like you to believe it is at least
closer to Iraq. The closer you get to the far east, the more natural and
intuitive the magick and the culture in general gets. Rules are made to be
rigid.. and the further west you go, the more linear things seem to get. One
could say the Far East is indicative of the Right Intuitive Brain... whereas the
West is the Left side.....interestingly.








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From: Gender Tender <g_tender@...
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Mon, February 14, 2011 7:20:32 AM
Subject: [Advanced_Meditation] Re: Meditation for Suicide?

im a bit confused about what u said,i have time to reread my earlier post
several times n delete n rewrite,but not the younger post,im on a research n
have to cut time on the groups,if u noticed i at least replied daily once to the
groups,but after firestarter replies i got to conduct a research which if i
found beneficial i shall post it here,n my name is helme not cleo!its my zodiac
that is leo not my name!n dont laugh,thats the name my parent give me!n im a
guy!go to my yahoo profile!not a miss!

n yes,it a female friend or should i call ex fren,since shehe ruined my whole
teen life,i dont want to be reminded of her!dont bring back old scars!but i
think she didnt use cleo as a nick?are u just teasing?

fyi,do u forget that the satanic arogins in the far east?n as long u sift the
dross there will be useful knowledge,n the dross will be a valueble knowledge
itself,for u will know the enemy corruption n shalln't fall to it!do u forget
yoga,kundalini,words of powers,language,all origanated in india,who main
religion is those two since b4 christianity or islam?

hail satan
hail odin
hail venus
hail utu
hail all the gods


--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Angelo Giancana
<angelo.giancana@... wrote:
I find this very odd. You went from a very well polished and well spoken
english in email in the beginning of posting to this group, to poor use of
english and grammar. How does one do that? Are you even the same person, or
just multiple people?

Don't get me wrong; I just find this slightly amusing, despite the attempt. I
think I figured it out though... getting Miss Cleo image... you must've done
something to modify your looks to look more feminine? Or am I just seeing a
female friend or something?


Regardless,

Hail Satan!



Gender Tender <g_tender@... wrote:

not u,the suicidal one,lol,since when u r xtensity music,i bracket the part he
said it!read thing properly!i said im sorry 4 my english,its my second language
n im not that good in it!it not any of u speak malay or indonesian for that
matter,no need to insult me for being weak in my english understanding!im
agreeing with u read it all,thats what u get when read it halfway,assumption is
the mother of all fuck ups!n i mean he asking the demons on godhood to clarify
thing up.he seem confused on the whole idea!

fyi,the spheres of nothingness is the budism form of mystic death,not
promoting it!infaming it!by reaching a level of mastery of 4th janas,u will be
able to cease to exist!thus becoming a sphere of nothingness!get it!theres other
form of mystic death,formless brahma,mindless brahma that only has a form,i read
the lcf front n i know of the borgs!these what im talking about!the enemy
corruption on the meaning of death,making life meaningless n death the way to
salvation!moslem n xtian rhymes the same concept as this!


--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "the_fire_starter666"
<the_fire_starter666@ wrote:

Yes, that's what the magnum opus is, reaching physical immortality and
having great spiritual power. YOU did not talk to any Gods, there were pharaohs
that were close to Godhead and lived about 900 years or more, and even the
buybull has stolen accounts of humans living 600 years or something. And when
did I act almighty and powerful? I just stated a few facts.

I also didn't bother to read the entire thing because most of what you said
is irrelevant or has to do with enemy corruptions like hinduism and buddhism.
And your grammar and puncutation is horrible.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Gender Tender" <g_tender@
wrote:

HAHAHAHAHA!lol,so funny,u think reaching the godhood is just basically
being physically immortal,clearly u didnt read thru the magnum opus n talked to
any demons on it!n u acted all mighty n powerful(i can 'manifest my desire in
reality,my life so perfect i dont want anything!HAHAHAHA!HM,SOUNDED LIKE A
MOSLEM I USED TO KNOW,U STIL NOT FREE)n fyi the personality n who u truely
are,the result of u now wont just go away!i know this by my own experience!im
stil the same priestess as i were in past life eventhought im reincarnated as a
guy,good for me since im like being gay,the only downside is i cant have kids.
well nothing a litle biokinesis cant help 8)the stronger straits of ur
personality persist to exist!hindu's even have a ritual where they shave the
babies head,to eliminate past life traits.well the moslem malay atill practice
this n im shaved,yet im stil who i was,the only difference there's now vengeance
in my heart.for how the enemy xtians n their stupid witch hunts did to me shall
be avenged!

anyway just do what i did n invoke fire,after im been that r word by my
class n schoolmates,i finally crack after yrs of ,i gave up on life n want to
escape the trivial n petty nuisance i have to put up with,n just want to forget
everything n cease to exist,i think the honourable thing is siucide,kinda
infuenced by the hara kiri too,also im already suicidal since im 7 yrs old,thank
to the enemy thoughtforms n reptilians that hounds me day n night,i finally
think the same thing as u,n after planning several way to go,i choose to invoke
fire to my arteries n inner sanctum to cause death by heart failure,but what
happened is the opposite,instead of dying(got a mild fever though,n since that
day i always emanate an firey heat from my body at random time in a day,n my
friends say thats its always hot n warm when im around,it seems im have been
connected permanently to the fire sphere,or the effect of my suicide been slowly
released safely in time,the first seem the most likely in my opinion,since that
day i develop sensitivity to the heat n fire element around me,n advanced to
create a matchstick flame size fire ball) i finally realised the meaning of
life.the element of fire is life itself,omkara

living life is knowing death,knowing death is losing ur fear.worry over
the need for survival is the source of all misery

in the godhood one is as one create,for ahum brahmasami,im the creator

are u reading budism,spheres of nothingness?read it.

yes,theres nuisances in life,the need to satisfy oneself by petty
things,but this due to us not being as the gods,as a result we're in well like
chinesse shen said

boys died in the sea of suffering,girls drown in the river of love

human suffer due to their own creation,dude,u lost desire,u lost ur
will,invoke n feel what i feeling now,know what i know now


hail satan n all the gods for saving my life n sanity!

blessed be the fire sphere,in the name of the serpent,may the will of life
burn forever more

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "the_fire_starter666"
<the_fire_starter666@ wrote:

As about "having limitations", did you know that once you're powerful
enough you can blend with the astral and witness everything happening withing
it?There no "limitations" in it, you have the physical, astral and all the
benefits of just having a soul without a body. I assume you've never had an
astral projection before, because you wouldn't be saying that. You can still be
in the 4th dimension while having a physical body.

Once you get your soul powerful enough and complete the magnum opus, you
get reincarnated as a God, and have physical immortality. The power of your soul
affects the health of your physical body too.


Not to mention, that you can't advance your soul without your physical
body, because all spiritual work you need to do to advance your soul needs a
physical body, like meditation (needs a brain), yoga (needs a physical body),
e.t.c.

To sum up, your body is EQUALLY important as your soul and should NOT be
disregarded.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "the_fire_starter666"
<the_fire_starter666@ wrote:

Developing your soul depends on your physical body, your soul
degenerates if you you stay long without your physical body. These two are
inter-dependant, you can't have one without the other. To have spiritual power
depends on having physical immortality as well. Having a physical body doesn't
mean that you can't access the astral. You can do things both in the physical
and astral.

Satan and the Gods don't take limiting forms, they simply modified
their DNA so they don't age and they were once mortals like us. They want us to
make us like them. This is a fact. If you don't like it, take it up with them.
But you can't call yourself a Satanist if you disregard your physical body, it
is about balance of both the physical and the astral.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "xtensitymusic"
<xtensitymusic@ wrote:

I would not want physical immortality. The moment I gain such power
of godhead, why would I want to stay here toiling on this earth, dealing with
such matters that have no significant meaning in anything, because significance
is merely subjective?

Maybe many of you are forgetting. The mind, is not the soul.
Everything you are now does not follow you after death. Your soul reincarnates.
Not your personality, your mind, etc. That's all physical, chemistry. Sure your
the electrical field generated by your soul/consciousness can help shape your
developing mental, but this doesn't change the fact that when you reincarnate,
you are a new PERSON, though spiritually you are the same. Though, I feel this
is the ultimately the meaning of life, The ultimate wisdom, to realizing
everything is subjective. The one thing your soul reincarnates over and over
again to learn.... so you can elevate your consciousness to higher realms
because this third dimensional plane becomes meaningless. I feel this is why
Satan, and other demons, take such physical limiting forms as extra
terrestrials, to help us, realize this truth, and elevate our souls to a level
that of satan.


The moment I would reach godhead and gain such power, I would
willfully leave my body anyways. Why would anyone want to stay in this third
dimension with such limitations?


I'm quite offended many of you would say I am not a satanist. To me,
you are the ones who are underdeveloped psychologically about the truths of this
realm. I am not talking about spiritual power here. I am talking about the
nature of the physical world. What meaning does this place actually posses?
Knowledge, is something of the third dimension. Knowledge, is unlimited in
higher realms, the akashic records some of you may recall. Knowledge, Lack of
knowledge, everything you know, or desire to know, are all limitations of this
physical, 3rd dimensional world.


Who are all of you to tell me I am not a satanist? Who are you all
to tell me that because I don't desire knowledge that I am not a satanist.


Satanism is about truths, not blinding yourself with illusions.
Exploring every aspect of everything. This is where I exceed all of you. I see
past false meaning of knowledge. Yes knowledge is VERY useful in this world for
advancing and gaining physical power, but ultimately, it has no meaning anywhere
other than this third dimensional plane. Everything is but energy. Satanism is
about freedom. Satan, represents freedom, wisdom, intellect, but this is merely
the third dimensional manifestation to lead us to truths, maybe this is a key
concept that many of you seem to have forgotten.


You can say I'm wrong all you want, but objective meaning is
something of xianity. Keep this in mind. Keep in mind Satanism is about
freedom. Elevating to godhead to truly have ultimate freedom, near omnipotence,
but that is merely in this third dimension/realm. This plane of existence.
Though again, you must keep in mind, the lustful urge for desire and power is
biochemical. The soul has no desires. The soul simply is, at least in this
dimension with any words I could even describe it. Words can not describe the
soul in accuracy. Words are something of this 3rd dimension, they limit idea.
For a thought/idea in the brain is composed of millions of different
connections. The soul is part of something greater in the universe, something
that is literally impossible to put into words. And please, by no means assume i
am talking about any omnipotent god or similar to xianity.

Thank You for reading if you actually got through all that.

and by the way.... You all talk about the search for knowledge. It
is through knowledge that I have come to understand this. Mainly neuroscience
and psychology. I study this fields for a reason. It is important to know how
the physical body functions coupled with spirituality. So don't tell me I
disregard knowledge. I understand the knowledge and mechanisms by which the mind
constructs its perception of reality, the push for desires, etc.


If you have something else to say, please do, because I am open to
hearing other points of view, but I will disregard any insulting or any post
that demonstrates you ignored this post, because I know some people are too lazy
to read.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "the_fire_starter666"
<the_fire_starter666@ wrote:

Well Spiritual Satanism is all about advancing your soul to
Godhead and gain physical and spiritual immortality, and never stopping until
you achieve Godhead. Are you a God?If not, and you don't desire to be a God, how
can you possibly call yourself a Satanist?

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "xtensitymusic"
<xtensitymusic@ wrote:

Any of you who responded saying I am a pussy for this, for
whatever reason like my life being hard, etc.

It has nothing to do with that. In terms of my life, I have it
made. I have gotten everything I desire through meditation and manifesting my
will and I really have no desires. I feel my life is fulfilled. I mean, sure
it's good to constantly advanced the soul, but I feel it is pointless.


Many of you probably think this is cowardly, but I think it is
quite the opposite. I think someone is cowardly who is afraid to face death. I
am curious as to what will happen when I die. Sure we can all speculate, though
we will never know what will happen EXACTLY, to each individual. I have
everything I want in life. I desire nothing. NOTHING. I have all the power I
desire, I have all the money I need. I am happy, I am content. I wake up wanting
nothing. So before any of you judge me, try to be aware of my situation instead
of assuming you think I'm being a pussy or being cowardly.


(( Is it not the point of Satanism to self-empower ones self in
order to manifest ones desires in reality? I have everything I desire. I desire
nothing. My only desire now is death. ))What is the difference... if I meditate
for the next several years of my life waiting for something to happen? Why?











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it's cool 8) dont know,i'vent been contact with her for a few months,maybe she's
using that siamesse magick to look like a woman,i think the goddess is nang
kuat.hope she suffers,lol!
 
its all corrupted,east or west for the matter,the brothers of light infiltrate
just everywhere they can,i myself realises the true buddhic teaching has nothing
to do selflessness,as a matter of fact it a religion based on self
preservation.thus the whole idea of nirvana,the arahant rather than teaching how
to achieve nirvsana they choose not to,how selfish is that n yet it not like
they will been thrown in to niraya or lost their nirvana,,a common sense most
monk n such missed n thus stupidly dissolved themselve into the light.
 
 
hail ea
hail baal
hail astaroth
hail zazel
haiil all the people of satan




________________________________
From: Angelo Giancana <angelo.giancana@...
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Wed, February 16, 2011 1:28:39 AM
Subject: Re: [Advanced_Meditation] Re: Meditation for Suicide?

 
The Miss Cleo was a sarcastic joke, as it used to be a part of those psychic
hotlines in the United States. I wasn't refering to you, but myself. I was
confused by the drastic change in acceptable level of grammar. I've noticed
quite alot of Malay/Indonesians coming here.. and mind you the minute I notice
the email my psychic mind is just sort of automatically there. Sorry I cannot
help it it does it by itself seemingly. I do that to my friends all the time
and how I learned of it; they keep telling me I keep visiting them. Strange, I
need to learn how to control certain things. The minute I saw her, I sensed a
network of people (conglomeration) I do not know and so got confused by the
gender thing and your ID. =) She uses Cleo as a nick? I didn't know that.. or
perhaps I somehow unconsciously sensed it and chose that name? I do that all
the time; I don't know what else to say.

Is she into magick? I wonder if that Cleo nickname is somehow related to the
Spirit the person calls down and she was using it as sort of a Goddess
Invocation to change her energy... or a sort of evokation.

Satanic origin in the Far East... yes. In india? I don't think so. I think
that it was india, because that was the last recorded information that wasn't
altered, but I'm sure is still corrupted. I think origins are up further north
in the way far east, because "they" would like you to believe it is at least
closer to Iraq. The closer you get to the far east, the more natural and
intuitive the magick and the culture in general gets. Rules are made to be
rigid.. and the further west you go, the more linear things seem to get. One
could say the Far East is indicative of the Right Intuitive Brain... whereas the

West is the Left side.....interestingly.

________________________________
From: Gender Tender <g_tender@...
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Mon, February 14, 2011 7:20:32 AM
Subject: [Advanced_Meditation] Re: Meditation for Suicide?

im a bit confused about what u said,i have time to reread my earlier post
several times n delete n rewrite,but not the younger post,im on a research n
have to cut time on the groups,if u noticed i at least replied daily once to the

groups,but after firestarter replies i got to conduct a research which if i
found beneficial i shall post it here,n my name is helme not cleo!its my zodiac
that is leo not my name!n dont laugh,thats the name my parent give me!n im a
guy!go to my yahoo profile!not a miss!

n yes,it a female friend or should i call ex fren,since shehe ruined my whole
teen life,i dont want to be reminded of her!dont bring back old scars!but i
think she didnt use cleo as a nick?are u just teasing?

fyi,do u forget that the satanic arogins in the far east?n as long u sift the
dross there will be useful knowledge,n the dross will be a valueble knowledge
itself,for u will know the enemy corruption n shalln't fall to it!do u forget
yoga,kundalini,words of powers,language,all origanated in india,who main
religion is those two since b4 christianity or islam?

hail satan
hail odin
hail venus
hail utu
hail all the gods

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Angelo Giancana
<angelo.giancana@... wrote:
I find this very odd. You went from a very well polished and well spoken
english in email in the beginning of posting to this group, to poor use of
english and grammar. How does one do that? Are you even the same person, or
just multiple people?

Don't get me wrong; I just find this slightly amusing, despite the attempt. I
think I figured it out though... getting Miss Cleo image... you must've done
something to modify your looks to look more feminine? Or am I just seeing a
female friend or something?


Regardless,

Hail Satan!



Gender Tender <g_tender@... wrote:

not u,the suicidal one,lol,since when u r xtensity music,i bracket the part he

said it!read thing properly!i said im sorry 4 my english,its my second language

n im not that good in it!it not any of u speak malay or indonesian for that
matter,no need to insult me for being weak in my english understanding!im
agreeing with u read it all,thats what u get when read it halfway,assumption is

the mother of all fuck ups!n i mean he asking the demons on godhood to clarify
thing up.he seem confused on the whole idea!

fyi,the spheres of nothingness is the budism form of mystic death,not
promoting it!infaming it!by reaching a level of mastery of 4th janas,u will be
able to cease to exist!thus becoming a sphere of nothingness!get it!theres other

form of mystic death,formless brahma,mindless brahma that only has a form,i read

the lcf front n i know of the borgs!these what im talking about!the enemy
corruption on the meaning of death,making life meaningless n death the way to
salvation!moslem n xtian rhymes the same concept as this!


--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "the_fire_starter666"
<the_fire_starter666@ wrote:

Yes, that's what the magnum opus is, reaching physical immortality and
having great spiritual power. YOU did not talk to any Gods, there were pharaohs

that were close to Godhead and lived about 900 years or more, and even the
buybull has stolen accounts of humans living 600 years or something. And when
did I act almighty and powerful? I just stated a few facts.

I also didn't bother to read the entire thing because most of what you said

is irrelevant or has to do with enemy corruptions like hinduism and buddhism.
And your grammar and puncutation is horrible.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Gender Tender" <g_tender@
wrote:

HAHAHAHAHA!lol,so funny,u think reaching the godhood is just basically
being physically immortal,clearly u didnt read thru the magnum opus n talked to

any demons on it!n u acted all mighty n powerful(i can 'manifest my desire in
reality,my life so perfect i dont want anything!HAHAHAHA!HM,SOUNDED LIKE A
MOSLEM I USED TO KNOW,U STIL NOT FREE)n fyi the personality n who u truely
are,the result of u now wont just go away!i know this by my own experience!im
stil the same priestess as i were in past life eventhought im reincarnated as a

guy,good for me since im like being gay,the only downside is i cant have kids.
well nothing a litle biokinesis cant help 8)the stronger straits of ur
personality persist to exist!hindu's even have a ritual where they shave the
babies head,to eliminate past life traits.well the moslem malay atill practice
this n im shaved,yet im stil who i was,the only difference there's now vengeance

in my heart.for how the enemy xtians n their stupid witch hunts did to me shall

be avenged!

anyway just do what i did n invoke fire,after im been that r word by my
class n schoolmates,i finally crack after yrs of ,i gave up on life n want to
escape the trivial n petty nuisance i have to put up with,n just want to forget

everything n cease to exist,i think the honourable thing is siucide,kinda
infuenced by the hara kiri too,also im already suicidal since im 7 yrs old,thank

to the enemy thoughtforms n reptilians that hounds me day n night,i finally
think the same thing as u,n after planning several way to go,i choose to invoke

fire to my arteries n inner sanctum to cause death by heart failure,but what
happened is the opposite,instead of dying(got a mild fever though,n since that
day i always emanate an firey heat from my body at random time in a day,n my
friends say thats its always hot n warm when im around,it seems im have been
connected permanently to the fire sphere,or the effect of my suicide been slowly

released safely in time,the first seem the most likely in my opinion,since that

day i develop sensitivity to the heat n fire element around me,n advanced to
create a matchstick flame size fire ball) i finally realised the meaning of
life.the element of fire is life itself,omkara

living life is knowing death,knowing death is losing ur fear.worry over
the need for survival is the source of all misery

in the godhood one is as one create,for ahum brahmasami,im the creator

are u reading budism,spheres of nothingness?read it.

yes,theres nuisances in life,the need to satisfy oneself by petty
things,but this due to us not being as the gods,as a result we're in well like
chinesse shen said

boys died in the sea of suffering,girls drown in the river of love

human suffer due to their own creation,dude,u lost desire,u lost ur
will,invoke n feel what i feeling now,know what i know now


hail satan n all the gods for saving my life n sanity!

blessed be the fire sphere,in the name of the serpent,may the will of life

burn forever more

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "the_fire_starter666"
<the_fire_starter666@ wrote:

As about "having limitations", did you know that once you're powerful
enough you can blend with the astral and witness everything happening withing
it?There no "limitations" in it, you have the physical, astral and all the
benefits of just having a soul without a body. I assume you've never had an
astral projection before, because you wouldn't be saying that. You can still be

in the 4th dimension while having a physical body.

Once you get your soul powerful enough and complete the magnum opus, you

get reincarnated as a God, and have physical immortality. The power of your soul

affects the health of your physical body too.


Not to mention, that you can't advance your soul without your physical
body, because all spiritual work you need to do to advance your soul needs a
physical body, like meditation (needs a brain), yoga (needs a physical body),
e.t.c.

To sum up, your body is EQUALLY important as your soul and should NOT be

disregarded.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "the_fire_starter666"
<the_fire_starter666@ wrote:

Developing your soul depends on your physical body, your soul
degenerates if you you stay long without your physical body. These two are
inter-dependant, you can't have one without the other. To have spiritual power
depends on having physical immortality as well. Having a physical body doesn't
mean that you can't access the astral. You can do things both in the physical
and astral.

Satan and the Gods don't take limiting forms, they simply modified
their DNA so they don't age and they were once mortals like us. They want us to

make us like them. This is a fact. If you don't like it, take it up with them.
But you can't call yourself a Satanist if you disregard your physical body, it
is about balance of both the physical and the astral.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "xtensitymusic"
<xtensitymusic@ wrote:

I would not want physical immortality. The moment I gain such power

of godhead, why would I want to stay here toiling on this earth, dealing with
such matters that have no significant meaning in anything, because significance

is merely subjective?

Maybe many of you are forgetting. The mind, is not the soul.
Everything you are now does not follow you after death. Your soul reincarnates.

Not your personality, your mind, etc. That's all physical, chemistry. Sure your

the electrical field generated by your soul/consciousness can help shape your
developing mental, but this doesn't change the fact that when you reincarnate,
you are a new PERSON, though spiritually you are the same. Though, I feel this
is the ultimately the meaning of life, The ultimate wisdom, to realizing
everything is subjective. The one thing your soul reincarnates over and over
again to learn.... so you can elevate your consciousness to higher realms
because this third dimensional plane becomes meaningless. I feel this is why
Satan, and other demons, take such physical limiting forms as extra
terrestrials, to help us, realize this truth, and elevate our souls to a level
that of satan.


The moment I would reach godhead and gain such power, I would
willfully leave my body anyways. Why would anyone want to stay in this third
dimension with such limitations?


I'm quite offended many of you would say I am not a satanist. To me,

you are the ones who are underdeveloped psychologically about the truths of this

realm. I am not talking about spiritual power here. I am talking about the
nature of the physical world. What meaning does this place actually posses?
Knowledge, is something of the third dimension. Knowledge, is unlimited in
higher realms, the akashic records some of you may recall. Knowledge, Lack of
knowledge, everything you know, or desire to know, are all limitations of this
physical, 3rd dimensional world.


Who are all of you to tell me I am not a satanist? Who are you all
to tell me that because I don't desire knowledge that I am not a satanist.


Satanism is about truths, not blinding yourself with illusions.
Exploring every aspect of everything. This is where I exceed all of you. I see
past false meaning of knowledge. Yes knowledge is VERY useful in this world for

advancing and gaining physical power, but ultimately, it has no meaning anywhere

other than this third dimensional plane. Everything is but energy. Satanism is
about freedom. Satan, represents freedom, wisdom, intellect, but this is merely

the third dimensional manifestation to lead us to truths, maybe this is a key
concept that many of you seem to have forgotten.


You can say I'm wrong all you want, but objective meaning is
something of xianity. Keep this in mind. Keep in mind Satanism is about
freedom. Elevating to godhead to truly have ultimate freedom, near omnipotence,

but that is merely in this third dimension/realm. This plane of existence.
Though again, you must keep in mind, the lustful urge for desire and power is
biochemical. The soul has no desires. The soul simply is, at least in this
dimension with any words I could even describe it. Words can not describe the
soul in accuracy. Words are something of this 3rd dimension, they limit idea.
For a thought/idea in the brain is composed of millions of different
connections. The soul is part of something greater in the universe, something
that is literally impossible to put into words. And please, by no means assume i

am talking about any omnipotent god or similar to xianity.

Thank You for reading if you actually got through all that.

and by the way.... You all talk about the search for knowledge. It
is through knowledge that I have come to understand this. Mainly neuroscience
and psychology. I study this fields for a reason. It is important to know how
the physical body functions coupled with spirituality. So don't tell me I
disregard knowledge. I understand the knowledge and mechanisms by which the mind

constructs its perception of reality, the push for desires, etc.


If you have something else to say, please do, because I am open to
hearing other points of view, but I will disregard any insulting or any post
that demonstrates you ignored this post, because I know some people are too lazy

to read.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "the_fire_starter666"
<the_fire_starter666@ wrote:

Well Spiritual Satanism is all about advancing your soul to
Godhead and gain physical and spiritual immortality, and never stopping until
you achieve Godhead. Are you a God?If not, and you don't desire to be a God, how

can you possibly call yourself a Satanist?

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "xtensitymusic"
<xtensitymusic@ wrote:

Any of you who responded saying I am a pussy for this, for
whatever reason like my life being hard, etc.

It has nothing to do with that. In terms of my life, I have it
made. I have gotten everything I desire through meditation and manifesting my
will and I really have no desires. I feel my life is fulfilled. I mean, sure
it's good to constantly advanced the soul, but I feel it is pointless.


Many of you probably think this is cowardly, but I think it is
quite the opposite. I think someone is cowardly who is afraid to face death. I
am curious as to what will happen when I die. Sure we can all speculate, though

we will never know what will happen EXACTLY, to each individual. I have
everything I want in life. I desire nothing. NOTHING. I have all the power I
desire, I have all the money I need. I am happy, I am content. I wake up wanting

nothing. So before any of you judge me, try to be aware of my situation instead

of assuming you think I'm being a pussy or being cowardly.


(( Is it not the point of Satanism to self-empower ones self in
order to manifest ones desires in reality? I have everything I desire. I desire

nothing. My only desire now is death. ))What is the difference... if I meditate

for the next several years of my life waiting for something to happen? Why?











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What does she want from you? Is she a control freak? She thinks she owns you?
LoL I remember seeing an Indonesian. She was hiding behind the image of an
Aryan woman. Siamese magick.. not familiar with it, but in the end magick is
magick to me. Read their intent or no, and then smash it.




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From: Gender Tender <g_tender@...
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Wed, February 16, 2011 2:01:10 AM
Subject: Re: [Advanced_Meditation] Re: Meditation for Suicide?

it's cool 8) dont know,i'vent been contact with her for a few months,maybe she's

using that siamesse magick to look like a woman,i think the goddess is nang
kuat.hope she suffers,lol!

its all corrupted,east or west for the matter,the brothers of light infiltrate
just everywhere they can,i myself realises the true buddhic teaching has nothing

to do selflessness,as a matter of fact it a religion based on self
preservation.thus the whole idea of nirvana,the arahant rather than teaching how

to achieve nirvsana they choose not to,how selfish is that n yet it not like
they will been thrown in to niraya or lost their nirvana,,a common sense most
monk n such missed n thus stupidly dissolved themselve into the light.


hail ea
hail baal
hail astaroth
hail zazel
haiil all the people of satan




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From: Angelo Giancana <angelo.giancana@...
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Wed, February 16, 2011 1:28:39 AM
Subject: Re: [Advanced_Meditation] Re: Meditation for Suicide?


The Miss Cleo was a sarcastic joke, as it used to be a part of those psychic
hotlines in the United States. I wasn't refering to you, but myself. I was
confused by the drastic change in acceptable level of grammar. I've noticed
quite alot of Malay/Indonesians coming here.. and mind you the minute I notice
the email my psychic mind is just sort of automatically there. Sorry I cannot
help it it does it by itself seemingly. I do that to my friends all the time
and how I learned of it; they keep telling me I keep visiting them. Strange, I
need to learn how to control certain things. The minute I saw her, I sensed a
network of people (conglomeration) I do not know and so got confused by the
gender thing and your ID. =) She uses Cleo as a nick? I didn't know that.. or
perhaps I somehow unconsciously sensed it and chose that name? I do that all
the time; I don't know what else to say.

Is she into magick? I wonder if that Cleo nickname is somehow related to the
Spirit the person calls down and she was using it as sort of a Goddess
Invocation to change her energy... or a sort of evokation.

Satanic origin in the Far East... yes. In india? I don't think so. I think
that it was india, because that was the last recorded information that wasn't
altered, but I'm sure is still corrupted. I think origins are up further north
in the way far east, because "they" would like you to believe it is at least
closer to Iraq. The closer you get to the far east, the more natural and
intuitive the magick and the culture in general gets. Rules are made to be
rigid.. and the further west you go, the more linear things seem to get. One
could say the Far East is indicative of the Right Intuitive Brain... whereas the


West is the Left side.....interestingly.

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From: Gender Tender <g_tender@...
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Mon, February 14, 2011 7:20:32 AM
Subject: [Advanced_Meditation] Re: Meditation for Suicide?

im a bit confused about what u said,i have time to reread my earlier post
several times n delete n rewrite,but not the younger post,im on a research n
have to cut time on the groups,if u noticed i at least replied daily once to the


groups,but after firestarter replies i got to conduct a research which if i
found beneficial i shall post it here,n my name is helme not cleo!its my zodiac
that is leo not my name!n dont laugh,thats the name my parent give me!n im a
guy!go to my yahoo profile!not a miss!

n yes,it a female friend or should i call ex fren,since shehe ruined my whole
teen life,i dont want to be reminded of her!dont bring back old scars!but i
think she didnt use cleo as a nick?are u just teasing?

fyi,do u forget that the satanic arogins in the far east?n as long u sift the
dross there will be useful knowledge,n the dross will be a valueble knowledge
itself,for u will know the enemy corruption n shalln't fall to it!do u forget
yoga,kundalini,words of powers,language,all origanated in india,who main
religion is those two since b4 christianity or islam?

hail satan
hail odin
hail venus
hail utu
hail all the gods

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Angelo Giancana
<angelo.giancana@... wrote:
I find this very odd. You went from a very well polished and well spoken
english in email in the beginning of posting to this group, to poor use of
english and grammar. How does one do that? Are you even the same person, or
just multiple people?

Don't get me wrong; I just find this slightly amusing, despite the attempt. I
think I figured it out though... getting Miss Cleo image... you must've done
something to modify your looks to look more feminine? Or am I just seeing a
female friend or something?


Regardless,

Hail Satan!



Gender Tender <g_tender@... wrote:

not u,the suicidal one,lol,since when u r xtensity music,i bracket the part he


said it!read thing properly!i said im sorry 4 my english,its my second language


n im not that good in it!it not any of u speak malay or indonesian for that
matter,no need to insult me for being weak in my english understanding!im
agreeing with u read it all,thats what u get when read it halfway,assumption is


the mother of all fuck ups!n i mean he asking the demons on godhood to clarify
thing up.he seem confused on the whole idea!

fyi,the spheres of nothingness is the budism form of mystic death,not
promoting it!infaming it!by reaching a level of mastery of 4th janas,u will be
able to cease to exist!thus becoming a sphere of nothingness!get it!theres other


form of mystic death,formless brahma,mindless brahma that only has a form,i read


the lcf front n i know of the borgs!these what im talking about!the enemy
corruption on the meaning of death,making life meaningless n death the way to
salvation!moslem n xtian rhymes the same concept as this!


--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "the_fire_starter666"
<the_fire_starter666@ wrote:

Yes, that's what the magnum opus is, reaching physical immortality and
having great spiritual power. YOU did not talk to any Gods, there were pharaohs


that were close to Godhead and lived about 900 years or more, and even the
buybull has stolen accounts of humans living 600 years or something. And when
did I act almighty and powerful? I just stated a few facts.

I also didn't bother to read the entire thing because most of what you said


is irrelevant or has to do with enemy corruptions like hinduism and buddhism.
And your grammar and puncutation is horrible.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Gender Tender" <g_tender@
wrote:

HAHAHAHAHA!lol,so funny,u think reaching the godhood is just basically
being physically immortal,clearly u didnt read thru the magnum opus n talked to


any demons on it!n u acted all mighty n powerful(i can 'manifest my desire in
reality,my life so perfect i dont want anything!HAHAHAHA!HM,SOUNDED LIKE A
MOSLEM I USED TO KNOW,U STIL NOT FREE)n fyi the personality n who u truely
are,the result of u now wont just go away!i know this by my own experience!im
stil the same priestess as i were in past life eventhought im reincarnated as a


guy,good for me since im like being gay,the only downside is i cant have kids.
well nothing a litle biokinesis cant help 8)the stronger straits of ur
personality persist to exist!hindu's even have a ritual where they shave the
babies head,to eliminate past life traits.well the moslem malay atill practice
this n im shaved,yet im stil who i was,the only difference there's now vengeance


in my heart.for how the enemy xtians n their stupid witch hunts did to me shall


be avenged!

anyway just do what i did n invoke fire,after im been that r word by my
class n schoolmates,i finally crack after yrs of ,i gave up on life n want to
escape the trivial n petty nuisance i have to put up with,n just want to forget


everything n cease to exist,i think the honourable thing is siucide,kinda
infuenced by the hara kiri too,also im already suicidal since im 7 yrs old,thank


to the enemy thoughtforms n reptilians that hounds me day n night,i finally
think the same thing as u,n after planning several way to go,i choose to invoke


fire to my arteries n inner sanctum to cause death by heart failure,but what
happened is the opposite,instead of dying(got a mild fever though,n since that
day i always emanate an firey heat from my body at random time in a day,n my
friends say thats its always hot n warm when im around,it seems im have been
connected permanently to the fire sphere,or the effect of my suicide been slowly


released safely in time,the first seem the most likely in my opinion,since that


day i develop sensitivity to the heat n fire element around me,n advanced to
create a matchstick flame size fire ball) i finally realised the meaning of
life.the element of fire is life itself,omkara

living life is knowing death,knowing death is losing ur fear.worry over
the need for survival is the source of all misery

in the godhood one is as one create,for ahum brahmasami,im the creator

are u reading budism,spheres of nothingness?read it.

yes,theres nuisances in life,the need to satisfy oneself by petty
things,but this due to us not being as the gods,as a result we're in well like
chinesse shen said

boys died in the sea of suffering,girls drown in the river of love

human suffer due to their own creation,dude,u lost desire,u lost ur
will,invoke n feel what i feeling now,know what i know now


hail satan n all the gods for saving my life n sanity!

blessed be the fire sphere,in the name of the serpent,may the will of life


burn forever more

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "the_fire_starter666"
<the_fire_starter666@ wrote:

As about "having limitations", did you know that once you're powerful
enough you can blend with the astral and witness everything happening withing
it?There no "limitations" in it, you have the physical, astral and all the
benefits of just having a soul without a body. I assume you've never had an
astral projection before, because you wouldn't be saying that. You can still be


in the 4th dimension while having a physical body.

Once you get your soul powerful enough and complete the magnum opus, you


get reincarnated as a God, and have physical immortality. The power of your soul


affects the health of your physical body too.


Not to mention, that you can't advance your soul without your physical
body, because all spiritual work you need to do to advance your soul needs a
physical body, like meditation (needs a brain), yoga (needs a physical body),
e.t.c.

To sum up, your body is EQUALLY important as your soul and should NOT be


disregarded.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "the_fire_starter666"
<the_fire_starter666@ wrote:

Developing your soul depends on your physical body, your soul
degenerates if you you stay long without your physical body. These two are
inter-dependant, you can't have one without the other. To have spiritual power
depends on having physical immortality as well. Having a physical body doesn't
mean that you can't access the astral. You can do things both in the physical
and astral.

Satan and the Gods don't take limiting forms, they simply modified
their DNA so they don't age and they were once mortals like us. They want us to


make us like them. This is a fact. If you don't like it, take it up with them.
But you can't call yourself a Satanist if you disregard your physical body, it
is about balance of both the physical and the astral.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "xtensitymusic"
<xtensitymusic@ wrote:

I would not want physical immortality. The moment I gain such power


of godhead, why would I want to stay here toiling on this earth, dealing with
such matters that have no significant meaning in anything, because significance


is merely subjective?

Maybe many of you are forgetting. The mind, is not the soul.
Everything you are now does not follow you after death. Your soul reincarnates.


Not your personality, your mind, etc. That's all physical, chemistry. Sure your


the electrical field generated by your soul/consciousness can help shape your
developing mental, but this doesn't change the fact that when you reincarnate,
you are a new PERSON, though spiritually you are the same. Though, I feel this
is the ultimately the meaning of life, The ultimate wisdom, to realizing
everything is subjective. The one thing your soul reincarnates over and over
again to learn.... so you can elevate your consciousness to higher realms
because this third dimensional plane becomes meaningless. I feel this is why
Satan, and other demons, take such physical limiting forms as extra
terrestrials, to help us, realize this truth, and elevate our souls to a level
that of satan.


The moment I would reach godhead and gain such power, I would
willfully leave my body anyways. Why would anyone want to stay in this third
dimension with such limitations?


I'm quite offended many of you would say I am not a satanist. To me,


you are the ones who are underdeveloped psychologically about the truths of this


realm. I am not talking about spiritual power here. I am talking about the
nature of the physical world. What meaning does this place actually posses?
Knowledge, is something of the third dimension. Knowledge, is unlimited in
higher realms, the akashic records some of you may recall. Knowledge, Lack of
knowledge, everything you know, or desire to know, are all limitations of this
physical, 3rd dimensional world.


Who are all of you to tell me I am not a satanist? Who are you all
to tell me that because I don't desire knowledge that I am not a satanist.


Satanism is about truths, not blinding yourself with illusions.
Exploring every aspect of everything. This is where I exceed all of you. I see
past false meaning of knowledge. Yes knowledge is VERY useful in this world for


advancing and gaining physical power, but ultimately, it has no meaning anywhere


other than this third dimensional plane. Everything is but energy. Satanism is
about freedom. Satan, represents freedom, wisdom, intellect, but this is merely


the third dimensional manifestation to lead us to truths, maybe this is a key
concept that many of you seem to have forgotten.


You can say I'm wrong all you want, but objective meaning is
something of xianity. Keep this in mind. Keep in mind Satanism is about
freedom. Elevating to godhead to truly have ultimate freedom, near omnipotence,


but that is merely in this third dimension/realm. This plane of existence.
Though again, you must keep in mind, the lustful urge for desire and power is
biochemical. The soul has no desires. The soul simply is, at least in this
dimension with any words I could even describe it. Words can not describe the
soul in accuracy. Words are something of this 3rd dimension, they limit idea.
For a thought/idea in the brain is composed of millions of different
connections. The soul is part of something greater in the universe, something
that is literally impossible to put into words. And please, by no means assume i


am talking about any omnipotent god or similar to xianity.

Thank You for reading if you actually got through all that.

and by the way.... You all talk about the search for knowledge. It
is through knowledge that I have come to understand this. Mainly neuroscience
and psychology. I study this fields for a reason. It is important to know how
the physical body functions coupled with spirituality. So don't tell me I
disregard knowledge. I understand the knowledge and mechanisms by which the mind


constructs its perception of reality, the push for desires, etc.


If you have something else to say, please do, because I am open to
hearing other points of view, but I will disregard any insulting or any post
that demonstrates you ignored this post, because I know some people are too lazy


to read.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "the_fire_starter666"
<the_fire_starter666@ wrote:

Well Spiritual Satanism is all about advancing your soul to
Godhead and gain physical and spiritual immortality, and never stopping until
you achieve Godhead. Are you a God?If not, and you don't desire to be a God, how


can you possibly call yourself a Satanist?

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "xtensitymusic"
<xtensitymusic@ wrote:

Any of you who responded saying I am a pussy for this, for
whatever reason like my life being hard, etc.

It has nothing to do with that. In terms of my life, I have it
made. I have gotten everything I desire through meditation and manifesting my
will and I really have no desires. I feel my life is fulfilled. I mean, sure
it's good to constantly advanced the soul, but I feel it is pointless.


Many of you probably think this is cowardly, but I think it is
quite the opposite. I think someone is cowardly who is afraid to face death. I
am curious as to what will happen when I die. Sure we can all speculate, though


we will never know what will happen EXACTLY, to each individual. I have
everything I want in life. I desire nothing. NOTHING. I have all the power I
desire, I have all the money I need. I am happy, I am content. I wake up wanting


nothing. So before any of you judge me, try to be aware of my situation instead


of assuming you think I'm being a pussy or being cowardly.


(( Is it not the point of Satanism to self-empower ones self in
order to manifest ones desires in reality? I have everything I desire. I desire


nothing. My only desire now is death. ))What is the difference... if I meditate


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