i've been reading about medetation,chakras,kundalini and all this stuff on the website and i think all these things are quite awesome to know about,knowing that the aim of satanism is helping us get into godhead ourselves is exactly what i've been searching for.the proplem is that medetation,getting yourself into a trance and all this is all about how you use the power of your soul and how to improve it,but i've been suffering depression for the past few years,all my feelings are confused and they all about anger or just sadness,and i feel really weak inside that i dnt know if i can meditate or do any of that things cause every time i try i just fail to do it.i hopefully thought that knowing about these things and getting into it may help me get over what i am in now but i just don't know where to start,so if anyone can give me some advice it would be much appreciated.
JULIO
JULIO