westleyply
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- Aug 23, 2005
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Ok, i wanted to join all the jos groups and i did, just in case there maybe something i need or can use, and just for i can gain as much information. I try to help sometimes and i love to see my name in one of the post. But this group is different. i wanted to join because i had so much respect for homosexuals and i just wanted to learn more from yall. But i dont know about myself.
I did have intercourse with a guy, but i didnt really care. i was in a program thingy, not jail, and i couldnt help myself from doing what we did together. Not once but twice this happen, including the other stuff we did. I mean this guy was awesome. He was really femalish, fun to be around with and easy to play with. i even told him about spiritual satanism and he accepted it and things went well. i dont know if he is still with us because i left him and he said he needed me to do this. in my head i thought he was weak, i thought he wasnt strong enough, but anyways i dump him because i wasnt use to all this love i got from him. not even my family gave this love to me, so i didnt know how to react. it was my fault that things didnt work out. i thought i wasnt ready and stuff.
I thought that i was joking around with being gay and stuff, like thats not what i am. but honestly where im at, having sex with a guy, not one but two time makes you gay. i really didnt care at the time, so i went back to females. dont get me wrong, i still appreciate the guy for showing me what true love was, but, i was confused, or so i thought.
I seen this one guy. to me he was just perfect. i forced myself not to look at him for some reason, but i couldnt help but glance. he was just perfect in everyway. i met him at the movies. we didnt talk accept when he was taking my order and giving me my tickets and stuff. he looks femalish to, so that just made me feel better about just being with him. when we went out at the end of the movie, he came to sit around 6 seats away from me. then the movie ended and we left. i wish i could have seen him before i walk to the door, but i didnt. i thought about him the whole drive home. what we would do, everything. i just wanted him close to me.
Im a scorpio, dog and chinese, and since i was born with the moon. i am very insightful and little femalish.
I need some help expressing myself. i think im gay but sometimes i dont. but come on, i liked the intercourse with this guy, and the other is still in my head. when i looked at a porn web, i go to gay sometimes or shemale, all these things prove to me that im a homosexual, i just need help expressing it and being strong with it.
thats why im posting this, i asking what are ways i can express my homosexuality and be joyful with it. others knowing is not a concern, i dont give two shits what people think. can someone give me advice
I did have intercourse with a guy, but i didnt really care. i was in a program thingy, not jail, and i couldnt help myself from doing what we did together. Not once but twice this happen, including the other stuff we did. I mean this guy was awesome. He was really femalish, fun to be around with and easy to play with. i even told him about spiritual satanism and he accepted it and things went well. i dont know if he is still with us because i left him and he said he needed me to do this. in my head i thought he was weak, i thought he wasnt strong enough, but anyways i dump him because i wasnt use to all this love i got from him. not even my family gave this love to me, so i didnt know how to react. it was my fault that things didnt work out. i thought i wasnt ready and stuff.
I thought that i was joking around with being gay and stuff, like thats not what i am. but honestly where im at, having sex with a guy, not one but two time makes you gay. i really didnt care at the time, so i went back to females. dont get me wrong, i still appreciate the guy for showing me what true love was, but, i was confused, or so i thought.
I seen this one guy. to me he was just perfect. i forced myself not to look at him for some reason, but i couldnt help but glance. he was just perfect in everyway. i met him at the movies. we didnt talk accept when he was taking my order and giving me my tickets and stuff. he looks femalish to, so that just made me feel better about just being with him. when we went out at the end of the movie, he came to sit around 6 seats away from me. then the movie ended and we left. i wish i could have seen him before i walk to the door, but i didnt. i thought about him the whole drive home. what we would do, everything. i just wanted him close to me.
Im a scorpio, dog and chinese, and since i was born with the moon. i am very insightful and little femalish.
I need some help expressing myself. i think im gay but sometimes i dont. but come on, i liked the intercourse with this guy, and the other is still in my head. when i looked at a porn web, i go to gay sometimes or shemale, all these things prove to me that im a homosexual, i just need help expressing it and being strong with it.
thats why im posting this, i asking what are ways i can express my homosexuality and be joyful with it. others knowing is not a concern, i dont give two shits what people think. can someone give me advice