Me and homosexuality

[westleyply]

Ok, i wanted to join all the jos groups and i did, just in case there maybe something i need or can use, and just for i can gain as much information. I try to help sometimes and i love to see my name in one of the post. But this group is different. i wanted to join because i had so much respect for homosexuals and i just wanted to learn more from yall. But i dont know about myself.

I did have intercourse with a guy, but i didnt really care. i was in a program thingy, not jail, and i couldnt help myself from doing what we did together. Not once but twice this happen, including the other stuff we did. I mean this guy was awesome. He was really femalish, fun to be around with and easy to play with. i even told him about spiritual satanism and he accepted it and things went well. i dont know if he is still with us because i left him and he said he needed me to do this. in my head i thought he was weak, i thought he wasnt strong enough, but anyways i dump him because i wasnt use to all this love i got from him. not even my family gave this love to me, so i didnt know how to react. it was my fault that things didnt work out. i thought i wasnt ready and stuff.

I thought that i was joking around with being gay and stuff, like thats not what i am. but honestly where im at, having sex with a guy, not one but two time makes you gay. i really didnt care at the time, so i went back to females. dont get me wrong, i still appreciate the guy for showing me what true love was, but, i was confused, or so i thought.

I seen this one guy. to me he was just perfect. i forced myself not to look at him for some reason, but i couldnt help but glance. he was just perfect in everyway. i met him at the movies. we didnt talk accept when he was taking my order and giving me my tickets and stuff. he looks femalish to, so that just made me feel better about just being with him. when we went out at the end of the movie, he came to sit around 6 seats away from me. then the movie ended and we left. i wish i could have seen him before i walk to the door, but i didnt. i thought about him the whole drive home. what we would do, everything. i just wanted him close to me.

Im a scorpio, dog and chinese, and since i was born with the moon. i am very insightful and little femalish.

I need some help expressing myself. i think im gay but sometimes i dont. but come on, i liked the intercourse with this guy, and the other is still in my head. when i looked at a porn web, i go to gay sometimes or shemale, all these things prove to me that im a homosexual, i just need help expressing it and being strong with it.
thats why im posting this, i asking what are ways i can express my homosexuality and be joyful with it. others knowing is not a concern, i dont give two shits what people think. can someone give me advice

 

[Don1]

In this world very few people are purely heterosexual or homosexual.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "westleyply" <westleyply@... wrote:

Ok, i wanted to join all the jos groups and i did, just in case there maybe something i need or can use, and just for i can gain as much information. I try to help sometimes and i love to see my name in one of the post. But this group is different. i wanted to join because i had so much respect for homosexuals and i just wanted to learn more from yall. But i dont know about myself.

I did have intercourse with a guy, but i didnt really care. i was in a program thingy, not jail, and i couldnt help myself from doing what we did together. Not once but twice this happen, including the other stuff we did. I mean this guy was awesome. He was really femalish, fun to be around with and easy to play with. i even told him about spiritual satanism and he accepted it and things went well. i dont know if he is still with us because i left him and he said he needed me to do this. in my head i thought he was weak, i thought he wasnt strong enough, but anyways i dump him because i wasnt use to all this love i got from him. not even my family gave this love to me, so i didnt know how to react. it was my fault that things didnt work out. i thought i wasnt ready and stuff.

I thought that i was joking around with being gay and stuff, like thats not what i am. but honestly where im at, having sex with a guy, not one but two time makes you gay. i really didnt care at the time, so i went back to females. dont get me wrong, i still appreciate the guy for showing me what true love was, but, i was confused, or so i thought.

I seen this one guy. to me he was just perfect. i forced myself not to look at him for some reason, but i couldnt help but glance. he was just perfect in everyway. i met him at the movies. we didnt talk accept when he was taking my order and giving me my tickets and stuff. he looks femalish to, so that just made me feel better about just being with him. when we went out at the end of the movie, he came to sit around 6 seats away from me. then the movie ended and we left. i wish i could have seen him before i walk to the door, but i didnt. i thought about him the whole drive home. what we would do, everything. i just wanted him close to me.

Im a scorpio, dog and chinese, and since i was born with the moon. i am very insightful and little femalish.

I need some help expressing myself. i think im gay but sometimes i dont. but come on, i liked the intercourse with this guy, and the other is still in my head. when i looked at a porn web, i go to gay sometimes or shemale, all these things prove to me that im a homosexual, i just need help expressing it and being strong with it.
thats why im posting this, i asking what are ways i can express my homosexuality and be joyful with it. others knowing is not a concern, i dont give two shits what people think. can someone give me advice

 

[westleyply]

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Don" <mageson6666@... wrote:

In this world very few people are purely heterosexual or homosexual.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "westleyply" <westleyply@ wrote:

Ok, i wanted to join all the jos groups and i did, just in case there maybe something i need or can use, and just for i can gain as much information. I try to help sometimes and i love to see my name in one of the post. But this group is different. i wanted to join because i had so much respect for homosexuals and i just wanted to learn more from yall. But i dont know about myself.

I did have intercourse with a guy, but i didnt really care. i was in a program thingy, not jail, and i couldnt help myself from doing what we did together. Not once but twice this happen, including the other stuff we did. I mean this guy was awesome. He was really femalish, fun to be around with and easy to play with. i even told him about spiritual satanism and he accepted it and things went well. i dont know if he is still with us because i left him and he said he needed me to do this. in my head i thought he was weak, i thought he wasnt strong enough, but anyways i dump him because i wasnt use to all this love i got from him. not even my family gave this love to me, so i didnt know how to react. it was my fault that things didnt work out. i thought i wasnt ready and stuff.

I thought that i was joking around with being gay and stuff, like thats not what i am. but honestly where im at, having sex with a guy, not one but two time makes you gay. i really didnt care at the time, so i went back to females. dont get me wrong, i still appreciate the guy for showing me what true love was, but, i was confused, or so i thought.

I seen this one guy. to me he was just perfect. i forced myself not to look at him for some reason, but i couldnt help but glance. he was just perfect in everyway. i met him at the movies. we didnt talk accept when he was taking my order and giving me my tickets and stuff. he looks femalish to, so that just made me feel better about just being with him. when we went out at the end of the movie, he came to sit around 6 seats away from me. then the movie ended and we left. i wish i could have seen him before i walk to the door, but i didnt. i thought about him the whole drive home. what we would do, everything. i just wanted him close to me.

Im a scorpio, dog and chinese, and since i was born with the moon. i am very insightful and little femalish.

I need some help expressing myself. i think im gay but sometimes i dont. but come on, i liked the intercourse with this guy, and the other is still in my head. when i looked at a porn web, i go to gay sometimes or shemale, all these things prove to me that im a homosexual, i just need help expressing it and being strong with it.
thats why im posting this, i asking what are ways i can express my homosexuality and be joyful with it. others knowing is not a concern, i dont give two shits what people think. can someone give me advice

what are ways i can express it though, im attracted to girls sure, but there are none or any thats on my mind. i do feel myself being evolve with them, but since im into guys now, how can i embrace these feelings im having for them

 

[Shannon Outlaw]

Hello Westle. [/IMG]</var> am finding out more that I am bisexual. But I do prefer men a bit more. It fluctutates.The fact that you did indeed have sexual relations with a male willingly and that you enjoyed it proves that you may be bisexual. Just do power meditation and discover yourself my friend.
  Hail our Creator God Satan.
From: westleyply <westleyply@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Saturday, May 19, 2012 6:48 PM
Subject: [Satanicgaycommunity] Me and homosexuality

  Ok, i wanted to join all the jos groups and i did, just in case there maybe something i need or can use, and just for i can gain as much information. I try to help sometimes and i love to see my name in one of the post. But this group is different. i wanted to join because i had so much respect for homosexuals and i just wanted to learn more from yall. But i dont know about myself.

I did have intercourse with a guy, but i didnt really care. i was in a program thingy, not jail, and i couldnt help myself from doing what we did together. Not once but twice this happen, including the other stuff we did. I mean this guy was awesome. He was really femalish, fun to be around with and easy to play with. i even told him about spiritual satanism and he accepted it and things went well. i dont know if he is still with us because i left him and he said he needed me to do this. in my head i thought he was weak, i thought he wasnt strong enough, but anyways i dump him because i wasnt use to all this love i got from him. not even my family gave this love to me, so i didnt know how to react. it was my fault that things didnt work out. i thought i wasnt ready and stuff.

I thought that i was joking around with being gay and stuff, like thats not what i am. but honestly where im at, having sex with a guy, not one but two time makes you gay. i really didnt care at the time, so i went back to females. dont get me wrong, i still appreciate the guy for showing me what true love was, but, i was confused, or so i thought.

I seen this one guy. to me he was just perfect. i forced myself not to look at him for some reason, but i couldnt help but glance. he was just perfect in everyway. i met him at the movies. we didnt talk accept when he was taking my order and giving me my tickets and stuff. he looks femalish to, so that just made me feel better about just being with him. when we went out at the end of the movie, he came to sit around 6 seats away from me. then the movie ended and we left. i wish i could have seen him before i walk to the door, but i didnt. i thought about him the whole drive home. what we would do, everything. i just wanted him close to me.

Im a scorpio, dog and chinese, and since i was born with the moon. i am very insightful and little femalish.

I need some help expressing myself. i think im gay but sometimes i dont. but come on, i liked the intercourse with this guy, and the other is still in my head. when i looked at a porn web, i go to gay sometimes or shemale, all these things prove to me that im a homosexual, i just need help expressing it and being strong with it.
thats why im posting this, i asking what are ways i can express my homosexuality and be joyful with it. others knowing is not a concern, i dont give two shits what people think. can someone give me advice

 

[[email protected]]

I would recommend telling those you feel comfortable with. Obviously this community will always welcome a fellow SS regardless of sexuality. My father is bi, but I only know because a former lover told me. I am bi, my only sibling has questioned whether or not he is straight or bi.. I'm convinced he is bi. My boy friend has experimented with men, but doesn't think its a type of intimacy he will pursue in the future. He tried it and it wasn't for him... That's how you learn what you like. I'd be happy to help with any questions you have. Sent via BlackBerry by AT&TFrom: "Don" <mageson6666@... Sender: [email protected] Date: Sun, 20 May 2012 00:19:28 -0000To: <[email protected]ReplyTo: [email protected] Subject: [Satanicgaycommunity] Re: Me and homosexuality
  In this world very few people are purely heterosexual or homosexual.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "westleyply" <westleyply@... wrote:

Ok, i wanted to join all the jos groups and i did, just in case there maybe something i need or can use, and just for i can gain as much information. I try to help sometimes and i love to see my name in one of the post. But this group is different. i wanted to join because i had so much respect for homosexuals and i just wanted to learn more from yall. But i dont know about myself.

I did have intercourse with a guy, but i didnt really care. i was in a program thingy, not jail, and i couldnt help myself from doing what we did together. Not once but twice this happen, including the other stuff we did. I mean this guy was awesome. He was really femalish, fun to be around with and easy to play with. i even told him about spiritual satanism and he accepted it and things went well. i dont know if he is still with us because i left him and he said he needed me to do this. in my head i thought he was weak, i thought he wasnt strong enough, but anyways i dump him because i wasnt use to all this love i got from him. not even my family gave this love to me, so i didnt know how to react. it was my fault that things didnt work out. i thought i wasnt ready and stuff.

I thought that i was joking around with being gay and stuff, like thats not what i am. but honestly where im at, having sex with a guy, not one but two time makes you gay. i really didnt care at the time, so i went back to females. dont get me wrong, i still appreciate the guy for showing me what true love was, but, i was confused, or so i thought.

I seen this one guy. to me he was just perfect. i forced myself not to look at him for some reason, but i couldnt help but glance. he was just perfect in everyway. i met him at the movies. we didnt talk accept when he was taking my order and giving me my tickets and stuff. he looks femalish to, so that just made me feel better about just being with him. when we went out at the end of the movie, he came to sit around 6 seats away from me. then the movie ended and we left. i wish i could have seen him before i walk to the door, but i didnt. i thought about him the whole drive home. what we would do, everything. i just wanted him close to me.

Im a scorpio, dog and chinese, and since i was born with the moon. i am very insightful and little femalish.

I need some help expressing myself. i think im gay but sometimes i dont. but come on, i liked the intercourse with this guy, and the other is still in my head. when i looked at a porn web, i go to gay sometimes or shemale, all these things prove to me that im a homosexual, i just need help expressing it and being strong with it.
thats why im posting this, i asking what are ways i can express my homosexuality and be joyful with it. others knowing is not a concern, i dont give two shits what people think. can someone give me advice

 

[Kael Meier]

You are bisexual, like most of society is (Though they cease to admit it.)
From: westleyply <westleyply@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Saturday, May 19, 2012 4:48:36 PM
Subject: [Satanicgaycommunity] Me and homosexuality

  Ok, i wanted to join all the jos groups and i did, just in case there maybe something i need or can use, and just for i can gain as much information. I try to help sometimes and i love to see my name in one of the post. But this group is different. i wanted to join because i had so much respect for homosexuals and i just wanted to learn more from yall. But i dont know about myself.

I did have intercourse with a guy, but i didnt really care. i was in a program thingy, not jail, and i couldnt help myself from doing what we did together. Not once but twice this happen, including the other stuff we did. I mean this guy was awesome. He was really femalish, fun to be around with and easy to play with. i even told him about spiritual satanism and he accepted it and things went well. i dont know if he is still with us because i left him and he said he needed me to do this. in my head i thought he was weak, i thought he wasnt strong enough, but anyways i dump him because i wasnt use to all this love i got from him. not even my family gave this love to me, so i didnt know how to react. it was my fault that things didnt work out. i thought i wasnt ready and stuff.

I thought that i was joking around with being gay and stuff, like thats not what i am. but honestly where im at, having sex with a guy, not one but two time makes you gay. i really didnt care at the time, so i went back to females. dont get me wrong, i still appreciate the guy for showing me what true love was, but, i was confused, or so i thought.

I seen this one guy. to me he was just perfect. i forced myself not to look at him for some reason, but i couldnt help but glance. he was just perfect in everyway. i met him at the movies. we didnt talk accept when he was taking my order and giving me my tickets and stuff. he looks femalish to, so that just made me feel better about just being with him. when we went out at the end of the movie, he came to sit around 6 seats away from me. then the movie ended and we left. i wish i could have seen him before i walk to the door, but i didnt. i thought about him the whole drive home. what we would do, everything. i just wanted him close to me.

Im a scorpio, dog and chinese, and since i was born with the moon. i am very insightful and little femalish.

I need some help expressing myself. i think im gay but sometimes i dont. but come on, i liked the intercourse with this guy, and the other is still in my head. when i looked at a porn web, i go to gay sometimes or shemale, all these things prove to me that im a homosexual, i just need help expressing it and being strong with it.
thats why im posting this, i asking what are ways i can express my homosexuality and be joyful with it. others knowing is not a concern, i dont give two shits what people think. can someone give me advice

 

[westleyply]

thank you all for helping, i will do more of what im doing, power meditations and yoga and stuff, to discover myself and become more open to what i feel and just being open period. you all help alot and i really appriciated. not just for helping me but understanding what im going through, thanks.
Hail Father Satan FOREVER and FOREVER MORE

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Kael Meier <meierkael@... wrote:

You are bisexual, like most of society is (Though they cease to admit it.)



________________________________
From: westleyply <westleyply@...
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Saturday, May 19, 2012 4:48:36 PM
Subject: [Satanicgaycommunity] Me and homosexuality


 
Ok, i wanted to join all the jos groups and i did, just in case there maybe something i need or can use, and just for i can gain as much information. I try to help sometimes and i love to see my name in one of the post. But this group is different. i wanted to join because i had so much respect for homosexuals and i just wanted to learn more from yall. But i dont know about myself.

I did have intercourse with a guy, but i didnt really care. i was in a program thingy, not jail, and i couldnt help myself from doing what we did together. Not once but twice this happen, including the other stuff we did. I mean this guy was awesome. He was really femalish, fun to be around with and easy to play with. i even told him about spiritual satanism and he accepted it and things went well. i dont know if he is still with us because i left him and he said he needed me to do this. in my head i thought he was weak, i thought he wasnt strong enough, but anyways i dump him because i wasnt use to all this love i got from him. not even my family gave this love to me, so i didnt know how to react. it was my fault that things didnt work out. i thought i wasnt ready and stuff.

I thought that i was joking around with being gay and stuff, like thats not what i am. but honestly where im at, having sex with a guy, not one but two time makes you gay. i really didnt care at the time, so i went back to females. dont get me wrong, i still appreciate the guy for showing me what true love was, but, i was confused, or so i thought.

I seen this one guy. to me he was just perfect. i forced myself not to look at him for some reason, but i couldnt help but glance. he was just perfect in everyway. i met him at the movies. we didnt talk accept when he was taking my order and giving me my tickets and stuff. he looks femalish to, so that just made me feel better about just being with him. when we went out at the end of the movie, he came to sit around 6 seats away from me. then the movie ended and we left. i wish i could have seen him before i walk to the door, but i didnt. i thought about him the whole drive home. what we would do, everything. i just wanted him close to me.

Im a scorpio, dog and chinese, and since i was born with the moon. i am very insightful and little femalish.

I need some help expressing myself. i think im gay but sometimes i dont. but come on, i liked the intercourse with this guy, and the other is still in my head. when i looked at a porn web, i go to gay sometimes or shemale, all these things prove to me that im a homosexual, i just need help expressing it and being strong with it.
thats why im posting this, i asking what are ways i can express my homosexuality and be joyful with it. others knowing is not a concern, i dont give two shits what people think. can someone give me advice

 

[Damien Garcia]

Sounds to me like your a curious bi-sexual, just expressing your true inerself, you should just let your feelings flow there is nothing wrong with being with a man or a woman i know this by experience and its an awesome feeling, follow your heart and enjoy your experiences.DamienHail Satan

From: Kael Meier <meierkael@...
To: "[email protected]" <[email protected]
Sent: Saturday, May 19, 2012 11:12 PM
Subject: Re: [Satanicgaycommunity] Me and homosexuality

  You are bisexual, like most of society is (Though they cease to admit it.)
From: westleyply <westleyply@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Saturday, May 19, 2012 4:48:36 PM
Subject: [Satanicgaycommunity] Me and homosexuality

  Ok, i wanted to join all the jos groups and i did, just in case there maybe something i need or can use, and just for i can gain as much information. I try to help sometimes and i love to see my name in one of the post. But this group is different. i wanted to join because i had so much respect for homosexuals and i just wanted to learn more from yall. But i dont know about myself.

I did have intercourse with a guy, but i didnt really care. i was in a program thingy, not jail, and i couldnt help myself from doing what we did together. Not once but twice this happen, including the other stuff we did. I mean this guy was awesome. He was really femalish, fun to be around with and easy to play with. i even told him about spiritual satanism and he accepted it and things went well. i dont know if he is still with us because i left him and he said he needed me to do this. in my head i thought he was weak, i thought he wasnt strong enough, but anyways i dump him because i wasnt use to all this love i got from him. not even my family gave this love to me, so i didnt know how to react. it was my fault that things didnt work out. i thought i wasnt ready and stuff.

I thought that i was joking around with being gay and stuff, like thats not what i am. but honestly where im at, having sex with a guy, not one but two time makes you gay. i really didnt care at the time, so i went back to females. dont get me wrong, i still appreciate the guy for showing me what true love was, but, i was confused, or so i thought.

I seen this one guy. to me he was just perfect. i forced myself not to look at him for some reason, but i couldnt help but glance. he was just perfect in everyway. i met him at the movies. we didnt talk accept when he was taking my order and giving me my tickets and stuff. he looks femalish to, so that just made me feel better about just being with him. when we went out at the end of the movie, he came to sit around 6 seats away from me. then the movie ended and we left. i wish i could have seen him before i walk to the door, but i didnt. i thought about him the whole drive home. what we would do, everything. i just wanted him close to me.

Im a scorpio, dog and chinese, and since i was born with the moon. i am very insightful and little femalish.

I need some help expressing myself. i think im gay but sometimes i dont. but come on, i liked the intercourse with this guy, and the other is still in my head. when i looked at a porn web, i go to gay sometimes or shemale, all these things prove to me that im a homosexual, i just need help expressing it and being strong with it.
thats why im posting this, i asking what are ways i can express my homosexuality and be joyful with it. others knowing is not a concern, i dont give two shits what people think. can someone give me advice

 

[darrklady13]

Hi Westleply

Your gay, at least bi-sexual. I'll tell ya why. When I was your age I was doing the same thing, thinking about girls, watching lesbian pornos, and still chasing after MEN.

So, 20 odd years later I am here, GAY AS FUCK , and happy, EXILERATED, to know it. And live it. I have 4 kids, one grown. It took me this long to get there.

Nothing wrong with loving who you are, like Gaga says. Accept love from whomever you feel drawn to, and treats you right. No matter the gender.

But from what you tell me, your gay.

Sure, I could have intercourse with a guy,....but its EMPTY.

Need that connection with a female, and thats just the way it is.

hailz!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "westleyply" <westleyply@... wrote:

Ok, i wanted to join all the jos groups and i did, just in case there maybe something i need or can use, and just for i can gain as much information. I try to help sometimes and i love to see my name in one of the post. But this group is different. i wanted to join because i had so much respect for homosexuals and i just wanted to learn more from yall. But i dont know about myself.

I did have intercourse with a guy, but i didnt really care. i was in a program thingy, not jail, and i couldnt help myself from doing what we did together. Not once but twice this happen, including the other stuff we did. I mean this guy was awesome. He was really femalish, fun to be around with and easy to play with. i even told him about spiritual satanism and he accepted it and things went well. i dont know if he is still with us because i left him and he said he needed me to do this. in my head i thought he was weak, i thought he wasnt strong enough, but anyways i dump him because i wasnt use to all this love i got from him. not even my family gave this love to me, so i didnt know how to react. it was my fault that things didnt work out. i thought i wasnt ready and stuff.

I thought that i was joking around with being gay and stuff, like thats not what i am. but honestly where im at, having sex with a guy, not one but two time makes you gay. i really didnt care at the time, so i went back to females. dont get me wrong, i still appreciate the guy for showing me what true love was, but, i was confused, or so i thought.

I seen this one guy. to me he was just perfect. i forced myself not to look at him for some reason, but i couldnt help but glance. he was just perfect in everyway. i met him at the movies. we didnt talk accept when he was taking my order and giving me my tickets and stuff. he looks femalish to, so that just made me feel better about just being with him. when we went out at the end of the movie, he came to sit around 6 seats away from me. then the movie ended and we left. i wish i could have seen him before i walk to the door, but i didnt. i thought about him the whole drive home. what we would do, everything. i just wanted him close to me.

Im a scorpio, dog and chinese, and since i was born with the moon. i am very insightful and little femalish.

I need some help expressing myself. i think im gay but sometimes i dont. but come on, i liked the intercourse with this guy, and the other is still in my head. when i looked at a porn web, i go to gay sometimes or shemale, all these things prove to me that im a homosexual, i just need help expressing it and being strong with it.
thats why im posting this, i asking what are ways i can express my homosexuality and be joyful with it. others knowing is not a concern, i dont give two shits what people think. can someone give me advice