Ankida
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- Joined
- Jun 25, 2023
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Hello, Brothers and Sisters in Satan.
I almost can't believe that this moment has arrived. Where I can be amongst my own people and take part in this glorious community.
Allow me to elaborate with a short summary of where I am coming from with the above statement: When I first discovered The Joy of Satan, years ago, it both fascinated me and felt "right", although it went against everything that I was told -My family, being the well meaning clueless x-tians that they are, didn't know better. There was this overwhelming welcoming feeling associated with this website that I stumbled upon with renewed curiosity and I chose to progress forward in secret. After several months of fighting against the indoctrination, intrusive thoughts and mental manipulation strategies of the enemy (the classic "but what if I was j00ish" filth thoughtforms, and more), I performed the dedication ritual and it was beautiful, powerful and energetic. I was happy and wanted to begin opening my chakras, but alas I was young and unfocused and ended up making a few blunders, but soldiered on either way. Life has it's ups and downs, as we all know.
Then, seemingly out of nowhere, a huge misfortune struck my family and I spiraled down for some years in many ways. Though never changing my beliefs or abandoning them, I was derailed by this event and it caused me a lot of suffering over the span of it. I was no longer in a situation that was safe and almost everything I was doing was being closely monitored, and that which wasn't, needed protecting by not partaking in obvious ways. This progressed for about eight years.
The best I could do was go to through other sources to continue delving into the JoS website and, eventually, the forums. Where I could watch from afar and share in the mission, joys and sorrows of our people here. I am a fan of many of you! but I digress.
Today, I am in another country all together. Freely working on myself, my education and my future. There is still a lot of work to do and reading to catch up on.
Praise be to our Gods!!!
I wouldn't have survived without their help and HP Hoodedcobra666's sermon on the 1st of July reminded me of that fact.
Now, I get to be here. To say Hello to all of you! For the very first time.
It is a privilege.
HAIL FATHER SATAN FOREVER!!!
I almost can't believe that this moment has arrived. Where I can be amongst my own people and take part in this glorious community.
Allow me to elaborate with a short summary of where I am coming from with the above statement: When I first discovered The Joy of Satan, years ago, it both fascinated me and felt "right", although it went against everything that I was told -My family, being the well meaning clueless x-tians that they are, didn't know better. There was this overwhelming welcoming feeling associated with this website that I stumbled upon with renewed curiosity and I chose to progress forward in secret. After several months of fighting against the indoctrination, intrusive thoughts and mental manipulation strategies of the enemy (the classic "but what if I was j00ish" filth thoughtforms, and more), I performed the dedication ritual and it was beautiful, powerful and energetic. I was happy and wanted to begin opening my chakras, but alas I was young and unfocused and ended up making a few blunders, but soldiered on either way. Life has it's ups and downs, as we all know.
Then, seemingly out of nowhere, a huge misfortune struck my family and I spiraled down for some years in many ways. Though never changing my beliefs or abandoning them, I was derailed by this event and it caused me a lot of suffering over the span of it. I was no longer in a situation that was safe and almost everything I was doing was being closely monitored, and that which wasn't, needed protecting by not partaking in obvious ways. This progressed for about eight years.
The best I could do was go to through other sources to continue delving into the JoS website and, eventually, the forums. Where I could watch from afar and share in the mission, joys and sorrows of our people here. I am a fan of many of you! but I digress.
Today, I am in another country all together. Freely working on myself, my education and my future. There is still a lot of work to do and reading to catch up on.
Praise be to our Gods!!!
I wouldn't have survived without their help and HP Hoodedcobra666's sermon on the 1st of July reminded me of that fact.
Now, I get to be here. To say Hello to all of you! For the very first time.
It is a privilege.
HAIL FATHER SATAN FOREVER!!!
