Maxine?

[Manik]

Is Maxine going to come back to run the site? HP cobra has alot of info, but very little that can actually be applied. Posts on history are very interesting, but not helping anyone. Will there be posts on things the gods want us to do besides rtr? Such as growth?

 

[Serbon]

Is Maxine going to come back to run the site? HP cobra has alot of info, but very little that can actually be applied. Posts on history are very interesting, but not helping anyone. Will there be posts on things the gods want us to do besides rtr? Such as growth?

If you read them, you would see how helpful these informations actually are.

 

[Henu the Great]

Is Maxine going to come back to run the site? HP cobra has alot of info, but very little that can actually be applied. Posts on history are very interesting, but not helping anyone. Will there be posts on things the gods want us to do besides rtr? Such as growth?

Maxine never left.

Also, if you read the posts you can clearly see that many posts are about increasing knowledge and wisdom in relation to this Path which enables us to grow not only in theory, but in practice.

 

[luis]

Is Maxine going to come back to run the site? HP cobra has alot of info, but very little that can actually be applied. Posts on history are very interesting, but not helping anyone. Will there be posts on things the gods want us to do besides rtr? Such as growth?

You have everything you need to advance on the Jos. New knowledge will be posted, as far as I know its the God's who give the okay on when to post new meditations, the Jos will be update but he is only one person, it takes a lot of time. You still have many tools to advance spiritualy, many did advance before with way less meditations.

 

[Soul Wings]

Is Maxine going to come back to run the site?

Since nobody has given a yes or no answer: I do not know her, but I think she is very busy. I think she will be back, but not for quite a while. I hope I get to say hi some day. HoodedCobra is doing fine work running things anyway. Perhaps they can give you more insight.

HP cobra has alot of info, but very little that can actually be applied. Posts on history are very interesting, but not helping anyone.

Rhetoric can be more insightful than actual information sometimes.
If you're a beginner and you're looking for actual routines:
https://www.ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?f=3&t=15534
2nd post in this thread. 40 day working. It's a good foundational routine and I highly recommend for beginners.
Or if you need help with anxiety Lydia has some practical yoga.
https://www.ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?f=3&t=64778
Or literally anything on the meditation page from JoS. It would be seriously impressive if you've mastered everything already, lol. If that's too basic, try some advanced meditations or look into divination maybe?

 

[Stormblood]

Is Maxine going to come back to run the site? HP cobra has alot of info, but very little that can actually be applied. Posts on history are very interesting, but not helping anyone. Will there be posts on things the gods want us to do besides rtr? Such as growth?

You have everything you need to advance on the Jos. New knowledge will be posted, as far as I know its the God's who give the okay on when to post new meditations, the Jos will be update but he is only one person, it takes a lot of time. You still have many tools to advance spiritualy, many did advance before with way less meditations.

Seems like he wants new 'toys' but he doesn't even bother to use the old ones.

 

[NinRick]

Is Maxine going to come back to run the site? HP cobra has alot of info, but very little that can actually be applied. Posts on history are very interesting, but not helping anyone. Will there be posts on things the gods want us to do besides rtr? Such as growth?

Dude, okay okay okay, let me tell you one thing.

In Spiritual Satanism, Satan and the Demons are the most important thing.

You need to get close to them, to build a strong and mutual beneficial relationship to them, and they will guide you, show you new meditations which u do not see online, and you will receive assistance in opening your soul, and developing abilities.

You fucking moron do not understand that Maxine fucking Sacrificed everthint, for little ungreatful parasites like you to have fucking knowledge that was firbidden and secret for thousands of years, serverd on a fucking silver plate, all you have to do is to feast. And yet you idiot have literally no appreciation for ANY OF THIS.

I do not even want to explain what I mean by that, if u do not understand it, you are just too stupid.

You talk about the Gods and yet, all I can see that you do not care for the Gods.

If you want to do something for the Gods, ASK THEM, ffs.

A tip, fighting against the enemy or actually materially working for the advancement of Satanism, IS ALWAYS APPRECIATED!

All you do here is to post total and utter bullshit, that will have a bad impact on new members and those who are not as advanced yet.

You are doing the opposite of what the Gods want, you are not even progressing. So do not try to sell ANYONE that you want to work for the Gods!

Also you idiot should fucking appreciate HighPriest HoodedCobra, the Posts he made about the Crowned Princess of Hell, ARE ALL VERY POWERFUL IN MAKING PEOPLE OPEN TO THEIR INFLUENCE, WHICH IS EQUAL TO MUCH AND STRONG PROGRESS!

HIGHPRIEST IS FUCKING WORKING HIS DAMN ASS OFF EVERY SINGLE FUCKING DAY

What are you doing? NOTHING!
Not even for your fucking self.

 

[GoldenxChild1]

Do you even read his posts?

 

[Manik]

Is Maxine going to come back to run the site? HP cobra has alot of info, but very little that can actually be applied. Posts on history are very interesting, but not helping anyone. Will there be posts on things the gods want us to do besides rtr? Such as growth?

Dude, okay okay okay, let me tell you one thing.

In Spiritual Satanism, Satan and the Demons are the most important thing.

You need to get close to them, to build a strong and mutual beneficial relationship to them, and they will guide you, show you new meditations which u do not see online, and you will receive assistance in opening your soul, and developing abilities.

You fucking moron do not understand that Maxine fucking Sacrificed everthint, for little ungreatful parasites like you to have fucking knowledge that was firbidden and secret for thousands of years, serverd on a fucking silver plate, all you have to do is to feast. And yet you idiot have literally no appreciation for ANY OF THIS.

I do not even want to explain what I mean by that, if u do not understand it, you are just too stupid.

You talk about the Gods and yet, all I can see that you do not care for the Gods.

If you want to do something for the Gods, ASK THEM, ffs.

A tip, fighting against the enemy or actually materially working for the advancement of Satanism, IS ALWAYS APPRECIATED!

All you do here is to post total and utter bullshit, that will have a bad impact on new members and those who are not as advanced yet.

You are doing the opposite of what the Gods want, you are not even progressing. So do not try to sell ANYONE that you want to work for the Gods!

Also you idiot should fucking appreciate HighPriest HoodedCobra, the Posts he made about the Crowned Princess of Hell, ARE ALL VERY POWERFUL IN MAKING PEOPLE OPEN TO THEIR INFLUENCE, WHICH IS EQUAL TO MUCH AND STRONG PROGRESS!

HIGHPRIEST IS FUCKING WORKING HIS DAMN ASS OFF EVERY SINGLE FUCKING DAY

What are you doing? NOTHING!
Not even for your fucking self.

Wow lmao true retardation lol. Can you read sir? Can your little brain comprehend words? Are you ok? Not one thing was relevant to the topic lol. Go somewhere and sit tf down dummy. You clearly want to suck some cyber dick lmao. Just go back to mommies basement and type you fucktarded twit.

 

[luis]

Is Maxine going to come back to run the site? HP cobra has alot of info, but very little that can actually be applied. Posts on history are very interesting, but not helping anyone. Will there be posts on things the gods want us to do besides rtr? Such as growth?

You have everything you need to advance on the Jos. New knowledge will be posted, as far as I know its the God's who give the okay on when to post new meditations, the Jos will be update but he is only one person, it takes a lot of time. You still have many tools to advance spiritualy, many did advance before with way less meditations.

Seems like he wants new 'toys' but he doesn't even bother to use the old ones.

Same thing I thought too. I understand the logic of this because I have been through the same but I know that you first have to master what is on the Jos and then think about new meditations which can be given by the God's too if you open your astral sense's enough and the God's think you need to do them.

 

[NinRick]

Is Maxine going to come back to run the site? HP cobra has alot of info, but very little that can actually be applied. Posts on history are very interesting, but not helping anyone. Will there be posts on things the gods want us to do besides rtr? Such as growth?

Dude, okay okay okay, let me tell you one thing.

In Spiritual Satanism, Satan and the Demons are the most important thing.

You need to get close to them, to build a strong and mutual beneficial relationship to them, and they will guide you, show you new meditations which u do not see online, and you will receive assistance in opening your soul, and developing abilities.

You fucking moron do not understand that Maxine fucking Sacrificed everthint, for little ungreatful parasites like you to have fucking knowledge that was firbidden and secret for thousands of years, serverd on a fucking silver plate, all you have to do is to feast. And yet you idiot have literally no appreciation for ANY OF THIS.

I do not even want to explain what I mean by that, if u do not understand it, you are just too stupid.

You talk about the Gods and yet, all I can see that you do not care for the Gods.

If you want to do something for the Gods, ASK THEM, ffs.

A tip, fighting against the enemy or actually materially working for the advancement of Satanism, IS ALWAYS APPRECIATED!

All you do here is to post total and utter bullshit, that will have a bad impact on new members and those who are not as advanced yet.

You are doing the opposite of what the Gods want, you are not even progressing. So do not try to sell ANYONE that you want to work for the Gods!

Also you idiot should fucking appreciate HighPriest HoodedCobra, the Posts he made about the Crowned Princess of Hell, ARE ALL VERY POWERFUL IN MAKING PEOPLE OPEN TO THEIR INFLUENCE, WHICH IS EQUAL TO MUCH AND STRONG PROGRESS!

HIGHPRIEST IS FUCKING WORKING HIS DAMN ASS OFF EVERY SINGLE FUCKING DAY

What are you doing? NOTHING!
Not even for your fucking self.

Wow lmao true retardation lol. Can you read sir? Can your little brain comprehend words? Are you ok? Not one thing was relevant to the topic lol. Go somewhere and sit tf down dummy. You clearly want to suck some cyber dick lmao. Just go back to mommies basement and type you fucktarded twit.

You are the idiot here, read the replies and you will understand that everyone here clearly views you as a loser.

 

[Hp. Hoodedcobra666]

So in a place where questioning things is encouraging, when I do, little bitches start getting butthurt lol

You are at full lack to evaluate what is information, who does the work, and in the end of the day, who does the most things. That is besides the point. Factually speaking, by now, I have done unsurpassed amount of work. Only in this forum.

That is also only about the beginning of this.

Regardless, you don't even understand to do the full Chakra meditation, and you want some sort of "Other knowledge", which you also credit that it has to do with HPS Maxine giving knowledge or whatever. Which it clearly hasn't.

That situation won't advance you and it has nothing got to do with anyone's absence or return, mainly it has to do with you.

If you hadn't even applied the basic, the least of your problems is anyone else. You got to sort this one out first. And yes, there is a reconstruction of the Meditation Section taking place [alongside everything else] which will contain new information.

I think that's more like "Wer maxine to gibs me 1 magic mantra to turn my universe around this cobra guy tell me wtf i need to fix myself i no like this.", which is a usual no tier argument. Even though really HPS Maxine hasn't done this anyway.

Judging from your other comments regardless I see another agenda highlighted so it has nothing to do with this. It's more one of projecting personal failure to whatever you possibly can [including the Gods on another post randomly].

That mindset you made on your own, in fact, if you read what I wrote, you wouldn't have this mindset, and you'd never be at this failed mental state.

 

[Shadowcat]

dont feed the trolls guys

 

[Soul Wings]

So in a place where questioning things is encouraging, when I do, little bitches start getting butthurt lol

I regret giving you the benefit of the doubt.
You lack so much self-awareness it's actually funny. u mad bro?
It's okay to have an opinion. But instead of using proper language like "his posts are not helping me" you say "not helping anyone" which is questionable (and arguably false) in itself. You even answered your own question in the OP so what even is this thread aside from bait? You want Maxine to come hold your hand or something? lol
Then when people have something to say about it you resort to low tier trolling, instead of clarifying what little point you had to make, this is enough info to come to a pretty solid conclusion. Ironically we can see you seem pretty adept at auto-fellatio so at least you can teach us that. I don't want to waste any more time dealing with you anyway, people can clearly see this for themselves.

I have done unsurpassed amount of work. Only in this forum.

It is deeply appreciated. You know already most of what I have to say but a reminder can't hurt. You are changing lives and helping us out just like Maxine, while trolls like OP do nothing sit and stew in their disdain. OP is cringe. He's clearly another one of those that take take take, wail like a baby and give nothing; or very little. It's one thing to "question things" and another to entirely discredit somebody's work. There's just a lot of really weird jealousy about for no reason too. This pattern is quite common for a lot of people here. These people will not last. I know you probably deal with this every week or even every day but still... it's really weird to watch from the sidelines.

...there is a reconstruction of the Meditation Section taking place [alongside everything else] which will contain new information.

Ooh exciting!! I can't wait.

 

[BlackOnyx8 [JG]]

There's just a lot of really weird jealousy about for no reason too.

Oh but there is a reason... the enemy knows they are losing and that there's nothing they can do anymore to stop this from manifesting.
I doubt these trolls come here randomly out of something so simple as jealously. They more than likely come on purpose (on a failed attempt) with a very specific goal in mind which is to create confusion and chaos.

 

[Blitzkreig [JG]]

Is Maxine going to come back to run the site? HP cobra has alot of info, but very little that can actually be applied. Posts on history are very interesting, but not helping anyone. Will there be posts on things the gods want us to do besides rtr? Such as growth?

What you need to do to grow is unique to you, however, everything you need is already here. What exactly do you need help with?

Don't forget that HPHC brought us the Destroying Tetra + Shattering Defenses, which were created through the desires of the Gods. He also recently brought us the pineal meditation, plus the daily reflection exercise. These are examples of tangible items that were all from this year.

 

[Soul Wings]

Oh but there is a reason... the enemy knows they are losing and that there's nothing they can do anymore to stop this from manifesting.
I doubt these trolls come here randomly out of something so simple as jealously. They more than likely come on purpose (on a failed attempt) with a very specific goal in mind which is to create confusion and chaos.

It's not even just trolls though. They just do it because they can. Sometimes it's established members. That's even moreso why it's so weird. Or trolls that used to be established members. (I cannot prove this but intuitively this is happening on the odd occasion) - That's even weirder.
I agree. Confusion and chaos. They also want to pit people against each other and it's not working. It's just weird to see them failing so miserably over and over again. It's also weird to see myself giving them the benefit of the doubt sometimes. Just trying to be nice maybe, idfk.

 

[Hp. Hoodedcobra666]

dont feed the trolls guys

The "ive been a Satanist for 35 years and im here to troll you" is the new type of troll.

 

[Shadowcat]

dont feed the trolls guys

The "ive been a Satanist for 35 years and im here to troll you" is the new type of troll.

lmao they think it is apparently :lol:

 

[Stormblood]

dont feed the trolls guys

The "ive been a Satanist for 35 years and im here to troll you" is the new type of troll.

I've been a Satanist for 666 years, so I'm going to pull rank here :lol:

 

[SShiva_fr]

dont feed the trolls guys

The "ive been a Satanist for 35 years and im here to troll you" is the new type of troll.

The last thing I need is to get into trouble and receive the wrath of the members, but honesty compels me to say that he does not strike me as a troll.

One of these posts gave me a nice wake-up call.

I think this person is really lost and angry, and I sincerely hope that Blitzkreig's answers will bring some relief, because that's what is needed here it seems.

His posts yesterday are obviously over the top and certainly unfair. You bring us so much. Thank you once again for your help. But perhaps we should consider that he might be telling the truth, or at least not playing a role and really feeling and experiencing this.

I reproduce below his post of 04 October 2021 and my response.

As a testamony to new members, I would like to share a few experiences of my own to help those who fall a few times. I have been a dedicated satanist for 15 years. I have risen and fallen many times. At one point I had activated my Kundalini, then, I became unfocused and lost it. A while later I started meditation again, I saw progress, then I got distracted and stopped. One day, I was told I was going to prison. I contacted Maxine as we were in contact for a project, she said satan would try to help, as the reason was me attacking the enemy in a non legal way. I felt him for sure, no doubt. But I knew also this was on me. I did go to prison. But while there, he never ever left me. I was pulled in unexplainable ways to do better. I learned how they guide in the most odd ways to help us. For those who have been here a while, I get it. You want direct experience, you want answers, and you want help. All of which satan promised us all. Believe me, he does answer. He does watch and care. I say this because he pulled me so hard to leave a mindset and life that was killing me. He was there when I didn't notice. I was in doubt but he proved he never lost faith in me. Because when all was lost, he was still there, it just took me coming back after being blinded by ego and outside life. He waited and he damn sure made it known he waited. So to anyone doubting, just tell him you trust him and mean it. Your true trust in him matters to him. In closing: father I have been blinded and I open myself to your will, for only through you, I will be the best man I can be. HAIL SATAN!! HAIL ALL GODS OF DUAT.

04 october 2021

Thank you Manik. It's as if Father Satan is answering through you.
Great understanding last night. I read the sermons of HPS Maxine.
I finally understood my mistakes. My non understanding of Satan's commandments. The refusal to let go which is in fact a lack of faith, failing some tests.
And finally understand all at once since that night.
To come to Him to tell Him that I would like to learn from my mistakes so that I don't make them again and literally "open myself to His Will" because I trust Him and I love Him.
I started a letter several hours ago, to tell Him all this, and then I saw your post. Thank you for this synchronicity

 

[Hp. Hoodedcobra666]

dont feed the trolls guys

The "ive been a Satanist for 35 years and im here to troll you" is the new type of troll.

...
His posts yesterday are obviously over the top and certainly unfair. You bring us so much. Thank you once again for your help. But perhaps we should consider that he might be telling the truth, or at least not playing a role and really feeling and experiencing this.
...

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04 october 2021

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For me, the last about 12 years was a big warm up. Nothing has ever even started.

I should be judged in the end, not by now.

I have answered legitimately in this post, giving the benefit of the doubt that there are actual problems. Even in my reply, I highlighted the problem.

The issue remains still the same, you can be 15 into this but the mind requires fundamental changes. You know, the type that I am opening up the minds of people to by grounding them first, without which that is impossible.

Most people want to skip this, but it's impossible. People get nowhere without this.

 

[SShiva_fr]

The "ive been a Satanist for 35 years and im here to troll you" is the new type of troll.

...
His posts yesterday are obviously over the top and certainly unfair. You bring us so much. Thank you once again for your help. But perhaps we should consider that he might be telling the truth, or at least not playing a role and really feeling and experiencing this.
...

...

04 october 2021

...

For me, the last about 12 years was a big warm up. Nothing has ever even started.

I should be judged in the end, not by now.

I have answered legitimately in this post, giving the benefit of the doubt that there are actual problems. Even in my reply, I highlighted the problem.

The issue remains still the same, you can be 15 into this but the mind requires fundamental changes. You know, the type that I am opening up the minds of people to by grounding them first, without which that is impossible.

Most people want to skip this, but it's impossible. People get nowhere without this.

Oh no, I'm not judging you HP. I am insignificant, how can I allow myself that? And, I am enjoying your teachings and all your hard work.

I have nothing to gain by intervening on this post. I just feel his great suffering through his messages yesterday, it's terrible even how I feel his suffering, and I never forgot his message of synchronicity. I never forget those who keep me going. It was just to say "maybe there is a mistake and he is not a troll". Only that.

 

[Alexandros Iowno [JG]]

The "ive been a Satanist for 35 years and im here to troll you" is the new type of troll.

...
His posts yesterday are obviously over the top and certainly unfair. You bring us so much. Thank you once again for your help. But perhaps we should consider that he might be telling the truth, or at least not playing a role and really feeling and experiencing this.
...

...

04 october 2021

...

For me, the last about 12 years was a big warm up. Nothing has ever even started.

I should be judged in the end, not by now.

I have answered legitimately in this post, giving the benefit of the doubt that there are actual problems. Even in my reply, I highlighted the problem.

The issue remains still the same, you can be 15 into this but the mind requires fundamental changes. You know, the type that I am opening up the minds of people to by grounding them first, without which that is impossible.

Most people want to skip this, but it's impossible. People get nowhere without this.

I asked the God's about you, directly one time. Specifically about your future. Not only saw the burden that I felt like unbearable to me personally, by holding like Hercules JoS, but also the uneding future to say it in a way. You have succeded in making that future the most probable outcome. So judging the end is only the begging of other judgements.

You also slowly express day by day superhuman qualities and perception of a unique mind. I don't understand how you simplify so complex topics for the benefit of every SS and also how you fearlessly came to such advanced experiences without being manifested about it, or at least assert the contained bliss. You put it on practical things.

I hit a wall of fear for years in some things, and I even restarted all of my SS practices once. I still don't get over the veil of fear to step out fully councious on the Serpent gift of ethereal view. It is all amazing breaking a wall and making a window out of it. Everyday looking on the window and seeing the outside. It is completely another thing stepping outside and really exploring, which is something you are doing already or are ready to do it.

 

[Hp. Hoodedcobra666]

...
His posts yesterday are obviously over the top and certainly unfair. You bring us so much. Thank you once again for your help. But perhaps we should consider that he might be telling the truth, or at least not playing a role and really feeling and experiencing this.
...



04 october 2021

For me, the last about 12 years was a big warm up. Nothing has ever even started.

I should be judged in the end, not by now.

I have answered legitimately in this post, giving the benefit of the doubt that there are actual problems. Even in my reply, I highlighted the problem.

The issue remains still the same, you can be 15 into this but the mind requires fundamental changes. You know, the type that I am opening up the minds of people to by grounding them first, without which that is impossible.

Most people want to skip this, but it's impossible. People get nowhere without this.

Oh no, I'm not judging you HP. I am insignificant, how can I allow myself that? And, I am enjoying your teachings and all your hard work.

I have nothing to gain by intervening on this post. I just feel his great suffering through his messages yesterday, it's terrible even how I feel his suffering, and I never forgot his message of synchronicity. I never forget those who keep me going. It was just to say "maybe there is a mistake and he is not a troll". Only that.

I will be judged by everyone and I get judged everyday, that is unavoidable. Also everyone passes judgement based on what is readily understood. That's fine.

Regardless, since I also looked at this from your own point of view, I understand. Just in case, I also left a reply. The instructional point is in it, many of these issues are mentality issues. If not corrected, they cause ruin.

It's not other people's fault that this happen.

No view of real SS is insignificant in my book.

 

[Hp. Hoodedcobra666]

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His posts yesterday are obviously over the top and certainly unfair. You bring us so much. Thank you once again for your help. But perhaps we should consider that he might be telling the truth, or at least not playing a role and really feeling and experiencing this.
...



04 october 2021

For me, the last about 12 years was a big warm up. Nothing has ever even started.

I should be judged in the end, not by now.

I have answered legitimately in this post, giving the benefit of the doubt that there are actual problems. Even in my reply, I highlighted the problem.

The issue remains still the same, you can be 15 into this but the mind requires fundamental changes. You know, the type that I am opening up the minds of people to by grounding them first, without which that is impossible.

Most people want to skip this, but it's impossible. People get nowhere without this.

I asked the God's about you, directly one time. Specifically about your future. Not only saw the burden that I felt like unbearable to me personally, by holding like Hercules JoS, but also the uneding future to say it in a way. You have succeed in making that future the most probable outcome. So judging the end is only the begging of other judgements.

You also slowly express day by day superhuman qualities and perception of a unique mind. I don't understand how you simplify so complex topics for the benefit of every SS and also how you fearlessly came to such advanced experiences without being manifested about it, or at least assert the contained bliss. You put it on practical things.

I hit a wall of fear for years in some things, and I even restarted all of my SS practices once. I still don't get over the veil of fear to step out fully councious on the Serpent gift of ethereal view. It is all amazing breaking a wall and making a window out of it. Everyday looking on the window and seeing the outside. It is completely another thing stepping outside and really exploring, which is something you are doing already or are ready to do it.

If you want to help others then you cannot remain on the bliss for nothing or anything of the sort, you got to assist others. It can be frequently tempting to shut the door and just go, but that is not what the Gods enjoy. Nor what leads closer to them.

The way to do this whole thing is through practical and clear explanation, at least in my view. And guidance, support, or whatever others need. I will express only what is useful to others insofar that will help them.

 

[Manik]

Iv read replies, and am seriously taking it in. Yes I have alot of growth to do. And yes my attitude was out of line and I sincerely apologize for it. My frustration got the best of me and I lashed out before thinking, again, I apologize for that. HP cobra made a good point that got me thinking. I know ppl have said this and that about meditation problems, but I actually don't have probs advancing, just communication. It's been 15 years, iv advanced plenty. The only thing I can't experience is communication. Any reply about meditation is null. I have zero current problems there. Other than Id like to switch it up because everything else comes naturally. I have not had to struggle with any of them, and remember quit a bit from past lives. As an ss, I'm happy with how far I came. I'm successful, driven, and advanced as I hoped for the most part . The communication part for some reason threw me way off. I'm not a troll. And I do apologize for my acting an ass.

 

[MercuryWisdom]

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His posts yesterday are obviously over the top and certainly unfair. You bring us so much. Thank you once again for your help. But perhaps we should consider that he might be telling the truth, or at least not playing a role and really feeling and experiencing this.
...



04 october 2021

For me, the last about 12 years was a big warm up. Nothing has ever even started.

I should be judged in the end, not by now.

I have answered legitimately in this post, giving the benefit of the doubt that there are actual problems. Even in my reply, I highlighted the problem.

The issue remains still the same, you can be 15 into this but the mind requires fundamental changes. You know, the type that I am opening up the minds of people to by grounding them first, without which that is impossible.

Most people want to skip this, but it's impossible. People get nowhere without this.

I asked the God's about you, directly one time. Specifically about your future. Not only saw the burden that I felt like unbearable to me personally, by holding like Hercules JoS, but also the uneding future to say it in a way. You have succeded in making that future the most probable outcome. So judging the end is only the begging of other judgements.

You also slowly express day by day superhuman qualities and perception of a unique mind. I don't understand how you simplify so complex topics for the benefit of every SS and also how you fearlessly came to such advanced experiences without being manifested about it, or at least assert the contained bliss. You put it on practical things.

I hit a wall of fear for years in some things, and I even restarted all of my SS practices once. I still don't get over the veil of fear to step out fully councious on the Serpent gift of ethereal view. It is all amazing breaking a wall and making a window out of it. Everyday looking on the window and seeing the outside. It is completely another thing stepping outside and really exploring, which is something you are doing already or are ready to do it.

I love High Priest HoodedCobra♥

 

[SShiva_fr]

Iv read replies, and am seriously taking it in. Yes I have alot of growth to do. And yes my attitude was out of line and I sincerely apologize for it. My frustration got the best of me and I lashed out before thinking, again, I apologize for that. HP cobra made a good point that got me thinking. I know ppl have said this and that about meditation problems, but I actually don't have probs advancing, just communication. It's been 15 years, iv advanced plenty. The only thing I can't experience is communication. Any reply about meditation is null. I have zero current problems there. Other than Id like to switch it up because everything else comes naturally. I have not had to struggle with any of them, and remember quit a bit from past lives. As an ss, I'm happy with how far I came. I'm successful, driven, and advanced as I hoped for the most part . The communication part for some reason threw me way off. I'm not a troll. And I do apologize for my acting an ass.

A simple thank you would have made me happy.
I was the only one to defend the fact that you are not a troll. I hated to stand up to HPHC, whom I like very much, to defend someone I don't know. I did it just for the love of truth and Justice, because I am my Father's daughter.
It doesn't change the fact that beyond your own frustration and suffering, you are a bit ungrateful and certainly bipolar.
That said, good luck to you.

 

[Hp. Hoodedcobra666]

Iv read replies, and am seriously taking it in. Yes I have alot of growth to do. And yes my attitude was out of line and I sincerely apologize for it. My frustration got the best of me and I lashed out before thinking, again, I apologize for that. HP cobra made a good point that got me thinking. I know ppl have said this and that about meditation problems, but I actually don't have probs advancing, just communication. It's been 15 years, iv advanced plenty. The only thing I can't experience is communication. Any reply about meditation is null. I have zero current problems there. Other than Id like to switch it up because everything else comes naturally. I have not had to struggle with any of them, and remember quit a bit from past lives. As an ss, I'm happy with how far I came. I'm successful, driven, and advanced as I hoped for the most part . The communication part for some reason threw me way off. I'm not a troll. And I do apologize for my acting an ass.

A simple thank you would have made me happy.
I was the only one to defend the fact that you are not a troll. I hated to stand up to HPHC, whom I like very much, to defend someone I don't know. I did it just for the love of truth and Justice, because I am my Father's daughter.
It doesn't change the fact that beyond your own frustration and suffering, you are a bit ungrateful and certainly bipolar.
That said, good luck to you.

That's why lenience on banning is at a maximum, because at times, trolling or some people pulling a deliberate act, or a person in a bad situation, can look similar.

I hope Manik at least takes the positive feedback or the responses and that he helps himself, which I think he probably will.

 

[Hp. Hoodedcobra666]

... The only thing I can't experience is communication. Any reply about meditation is null. I have zero current problems there. Other than Id like to switch it up because everything else comes naturally. I have not had to struggle with any of them, and remember quit a bit from past lives. As an ss, I'm happy with how far I came. I'm successful, driven, and advanced as I hoped for the most part . The communication part for some reason threw me way off. I'm not a troll. And I do apologize for my acting an ass.

That's great. Anyway, if you mean verbal communication as in chatting, do not sweat it. That is not the only way to communicate and it can be considerably advanced. This also includes real visual communication.

The Gods can guide you in many ways. If you receive at least some of these ways, do not worry about it, you are definitely advancing forward. This does indeed count as communication. If one gets none at all, this is where one should be more open and start doing opening the mind meditations.

Thanks for the apology and if I was harsh, it's because we frequently have a troll invasion going on and the arguments used are similar.

You should have been more clear in your original post, as it turns out, you have been doing actually really well.

 

[SShiva_fr]

Iv read replies, and am seriously taking it in. Yes I have alot of growth to do. And yes my attitude was out of line and I sincerely apologize for it. My frustration got the best of me and I lashed out before thinking, again, I apologize for that. HP cobra made a good point that got me thinking. I know ppl have said this and that about meditation problems, but I actually don't have probs advancing, just communication. It's been 15 years, iv advanced plenty. The only thing I can't experience is communication. Any reply about meditation is null. I have zero current problems there. Other than Id like to switch it up because everything else comes naturally. I have not had to struggle with any of them, and remember quit a bit from past lives. As an ss, I'm happy with how far I came. I'm successful, driven, and advanced as I hoped for the most part . The communication part for some reason threw me way off. I'm not a troll. And I do apologize for my acting an ass.

A simple thank you would have made me happy.
I was the only one to defend the fact that you are not a troll. I hated to stand up to HPHC, whom I like very much, to defend someone I don't know. I did it just for the love of truth and Justice, because I am my Father's daughter.
It doesn't change the fact that beyond your own frustration and suffering, you are a bit ungrateful and certainly bipolar.
That said, good luck to you.

That's why lenience on banning is at a maximum, because at times, trolling or some people pulling a deliberate act, or a person in a bad situation, can look similar.

I hope Manik at least takes the positive feedback or the responses and that he helps himself, which I think he probably will.

Yes I really hated calling you out like that.
I prefer to tell you how much I thank you for your availability, your endless work and ESPECIALLY the quality of your teaching.
Thank you for that HP, your work is immense.

 

[Manik]

Iv read replies, and am seriously taking it in. Yes I have alot of growth to do. And yes my attitude was out of line and I sincerely apologize for it. My frustration got the best of me and I lashed out before thinking, again, I apologize for that. HP cobra made a good point that got me thinking. I know ppl have said this and that about meditation problems, but I actually don't have probs advancing, just communication. It's been 15 years, iv advanced plenty. The only thing I can't experience is communication. Any reply about meditation is null. I have zero current problems there. Other than Id like to switch it up because everything else comes naturally. I have not had to struggle with any of them, and remember quit a bit from past lives. As an ss, I'm happy with how far I came. I'm successful, driven, and advanced as I hoped for the most part . The communication part for some reason threw me way off. I'm not a troll. And I do apologize for my acting an ass.

A simple thank you would have made me happy.
I was the only one to defend the fact that you are not a troll. I hated to stand up to HPHC, whom I like very much, to defend someone I don't know. I did it just for the love of truth and Justice, because I am my Father's daughter.
It doesn't change the fact that beyond your own frustration and suffering, you are a bit ungrateful and certainly bipolar.
That said, good luck to you.

I just noticed this post, somehow I didn't see it. Yes, thank you for your words and attempt to understand. I see what you meant by bipolar. While pissy I undermined what I know to be true, these things will not happen again. I'm asking him for guidance as you did. I do care very much for jos and all members here, and am 100% behind this agenda. Hpc mentioned other ways gods reach us, and looking back, there clearly has been lots of help. I will not undermined this again. I do thank you again for your kindness.

 

[SShiva_fr]

Iv read replies, and am seriously taking it in. Yes I have alot of growth to do. And yes my attitude was out of line and I sincerely apologize for it. My frustration got the best of me and I lashed out before thinking, again, I apologize for that. HP cobra made a good point that got me thinking. I know ppl have said this and that about meditation problems, but I actually don't have probs advancing, just communication. It's been 15 years, iv advanced plenty. The only thing I can't experience is communication. Any reply about meditation is null. I have zero current problems there. Other than Id like to switch it up because everything else comes naturally. I have not had to struggle with any of them, and remember quit a bit from past lives. As an ss, I'm happy with how far I came. I'm successful, driven, and advanced as I hoped for the most part . The communication part for some reason threw me way off. I'm not a troll. And I do apologize for my acting an ass.

A simple thank you would have made me happy.
I was the only one to defend the fact that you are not a troll. I hated to stand up to HPHC, whom I like very much, to defend someone I don't know. I did it just for the love of truth and Justice, because I am my Father's daughter.
It doesn't change the fact that beyond your own frustration and suffering, you are a bit ungrateful and certainly bipolar.
That said, good luck to you.

I just noticed this post, somehow I didn't see it. Yes, thank you for your words and attempt to understand. I see what you meant by bipolar. While pissy I undermined what I know to be true, these things will not happen again. I'm asking him for guidance as you did. I do care very much for jos and all members here, and am 100% behind this agenda. Hpc mentioned other ways gods reach us, and looking back, there clearly has been lots of help. I will not undermined this again. I do thank you again for your kindness.

Thank you for your message.
Yeah, no worries, I'm often invisible lol

Just be assured that I understand your distress. I won't forget the post I quoted that was so incredibly synchronic that I won't be able to forget it.

I am also touched by your story. In more ways than one. I too had big problems because I wanted to fight more "materially" against the enemy. I too have had many disproportionate fits of anger. I'm trying to improve all that. I too am quite closed in my senses. But I know that the problem is only with me. Not from others, not from the Gods. And yes, this can lead to huge frustrations.
Don't lose courage Brother