whenemmafallsinlove
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Some of you might have read my old threads and know a lot about me through it. I am from India. I have turned twenty one last year. I was born on ****. I am doing my bachelors in Psychology and English Literature. I live in dorm with roommates so not that much privacy and the same case is with my home. I always begin meditation but someone or something interrupts or break the cycle. I have a hard time in visualization. I have so much trauma that I can't move on from and unhealthy coping mechanisms like maladaptive daydreaming and selective amnesia. I struggle with lack of self esteem and self love but I am still trying. I dedicated my soul to Satan 3 years ago. I used another account back then but I forgot the password. I did the ritual according to the instructions but couldn't meditate on the candle till all of it melted. I have been through a lot and I have somehow grown strong than I was before but it's still not the ideal version of me. I am good at card reading and helped my friends through it. I feel a strong attachment to astrology and zodiac signs as well as crystals. I would like to start again, like everything. I have told you my living situation so please suggest me ways to make it work as a Satanist and become a better version of myself. I want to learn magic especially healing magic through crystals, if you have tips or any source regarding it please let me know. Thank You!
