SpiritualPower
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- Feb 18, 2024
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Hello sisters and brothers. I have a complicated problem and I can't solve it by myself. I need help... .I'm 22 years old and I've never had a girlfriend. I started masturbating since I was 14-15. M- they liked girls and I liked girls in the past but I didn't want relationships because they didn't satisfy me in all aspects and at the same time I didn't want a bunch of relationships, but only a partner for life. I started looking for services of escorts, I being from Romania. I visited the first escort and at the same time I became a virgin on May 3, 2024 and the second time on May 8, 2024. I did not prefer oral sex because I don't like it. I consider it an abuse of the woman's body and at the same time it is sexually risky regarding sexually transmitted diseases. I opted for 2 specific pleasant positions that turned the atmosphere into a normal sex like normal people do in general.The problem is the following: "after the 2nd session with that escort, I started to fall in love with her". The girl does this because she has no capacity, she has 12 classes, she can be employed, but the minimum wage in the economy does not satisfy her, having somewhat certain needs, being somewhat spendthrift. She said she doesn't like what she does, but she does it for money. I want to bring her into my life and make her quit escorting, and maybe you don't know, maybe I'll bring her to Satanism Spiritually, my goal is to have a partner for life and create a satanic family tree. After a few days, I started to cry because I didn't want to go to these services, but I wanted the affection of a woman so much that I brought to an end. I cried because I feel that I have disappointed Master Satan... .I want it very much. What advice do you give me? I want to do a standard ritual in front of master Satan, explain to him the situation. Am I doing it right? HAIL MASTER SATAN.