Loneliness

[lotos]

Loneliness
What was this loneliness? With whom, with whose absence or whose presence? Was I alienated from the mirror? Was I someone trapped between four walls, a sky? I think I live alone and alone among so many people, I am disgusted by these meaningless environments that many people have established. I'm disgusted with humanity. I'm alone because they don't understand me, I'm alone because I'm not like anyone else, I'm different. Nowadays everything is so normal that hurting people, sleeping with someone else every day, telling lies, insulting, slandering, slandering, I think evil is all around me, I am different, I am very different, I am a person who thinks twice when I say something to someone, generosity, kindness, nobility, why do they really prefer evil when these feelings exist. I am surrounded by people but I feel alone in the whole universe. A handful of humanity devoid of love and loyalty. I'm lonely because I'm really lonely, I'm a person who lives in my own imagination in my own brain. I want to go up to the stars and live there, maybe I'll meet a lot of people who understand me, is it really living in the stars? Interesting, I'm not from this world. I'm a person trying to breathe among so many people, I've made peace with my loneliness.

 

[Sungio13]

Loneliness, a feeling that many of us have felt from time to time, especially when we compare ourselves to the lesser components of people today.

We find we feel we're better than them, and sometimes we feel disgust or revolt towards them, but we're wasting our time if this is all we put our attention to. Especially if someone is not doing their part to change this in the world.

When we meditate and perform the RTR's, we both progress ourselves and the Earth by raising our energies positively and at the same time, we're releasing the hold of Jewish energy that keeps people on a lower soul level.

Many members can agree that with evolution of the soul, (and guidance from Satan and our Guardian), we inevitably find positive relations with honest and respectful individuals that truly help us grow ever further, as we help them as well.

Keep up, this feeling isn't forever.

 

[Blitzkreig [JG]]

Loneliness
What was this loneliness? With whom, with whose absence or whose presence? Was I alienated from the mirror? Was I someone trapped between four walls, a sky? I think I live alone and alone among so many people, I am disgusted by these meaningless environments that many people have established. I'm disgusted with humanity. I'm alone because they don't understand me, I'm alone because I'm not like anyone else, I'm different. Nowadays everything is so normal that hurting people, sleeping with someone else every day, telling lies, insulting, slandering, slandering, I think evil is all around me, I am different, I am very different, I am a person who thinks twice when I say something to someone, generosity, kindness, nobility, why do they really prefer evil when these feelings exist. I am surrounded by people but I feel alone in the whole universe. A handful of humanity devoid of love and loyalty. I'm lonely because I'm really lonely, I'm a person who lives in my own imagination in my own brain. I want to go up to the stars and live there, maybe I'll meet a lot of people who understand me, is it really living in the stars? Interesting, I'm not from this world. I'm a person trying to breathe among so many people, I've made peace with my loneliness.

Yes, the Gods can give you social support, although it is important that we have a human network of friends, too. Furthermore, if you have karmic problems relating to the social sphere, the problem could be coming from your own status, as well, which means you have to take spiritual action. Runes like Wunjo, Gebo, and Ehwaz are examples of runes with social components that can be used to help improve your interactions with others. These solutions shouldn't be understated as Wunjo removes barriers to joy and alienation.

 

[Fiery Pluto]

Non sarà così per molto. Se continuiamo a servire la causa, l’umanità si risveglierà e migliorerà.

Ma affinché ciò accada dobbiamo per ora adattarci alla realtà così com’è e aiutare le persone nella nostra vita a risvegliarsi entro i limiti della nostra sicurezza e della loro comprensione. Le menti delle persone si risveglieranno attraverso la crescita dell'influenza divina nel mondo attraverso i rituali divini e la caduta del potere ebraico.

Sviluppare abilità retoriche e strategie per stabilire l'etica satanica nel mondo.

 

[General Yeager]

This indicates a retrogade KETU in your chart. Better look into that.

 

[Epiphany]

This indicates a retrogade KETU in your chart. Better look into that.

Aren't the lunar nodes always retrograde?
What resources do you recommend for learning about rahu/ketu?

 

[General Yeager]

Aren't the lunar nodes always retrograde?
What resources do you recommend for learning about rahu/ketu?

Sorry you're right. I meant when in certain houses which has to be checked in their natal chart or if its aspecting Planets like Mercury and Venus or Conjunction with these planets which is actually worse. Someone with a Bad ketu placement is always going to "feel" that he's never understood by society or friends or cannot connect with other people and will always want to cut off society and stay as a hermit. But that is only painful solitude that might not even involve spirituality in some cases. Ketu is a headless serpent which is the analogy that one is metaphorically trying to cut off their own head (taking ,communication,thinking) and in general want to go to another world (higher astral planes).

 

[Engineered Trasformation]

I am disgusted by these meaningless environments that many people have established.

I am totally with you. Coping with "other" is needed but it's often painful and meaningless, nor a waste of time. There are higher people in this world whose soul is in a way advanced but blinded, but you will not find them "around", and due to a wrongly built ego and many negative influences in my life I do not seems to attract them too much, only in some rare cases though.
I remember Maxine always said that Satanic path might be a lonely path, and it seems happening.

I am very different, I am a person who thinks twice when I say something to someone, generosity, kindness, nobility, why do they really prefer evil when these feelings exist.

Most likely you are one of the souls bringing the Golden Age inside, like most people here I think, there will be a time when all of us (yes! I include myself) will feel tuned with society and the meaningless people of today will be out of place, and fade out. If we ever lived in Germany during SS Hitler rule, I think we would have felt much more tuned with society.

It also depends where you live. If you live in a shithole of muslim/heavy xian country, it's like swimming into wc wastes. There are more advanced countries who are cleaner.

I have been blessed some year ago and a kind person offered me a short trip to Japan. I have been astonished at their social care, order, respect, and cleanliness. I immediately felt in tune, not threatened, appreciated for my own existance. When you jump on a hi-speed train (very common there) the people working on the train bend each time they enter a wagon in signs of respect for the passengers. Japanese people do not litter the road (they are stonishingly clean!) they do not smoke in public areas, they do not eat in the street so the streets are clean, they do not even talk on the phone , or talk with loud voice on the trains. We ate a lunch in the most central, crowded, and possibly expensive area of Tokyo, we were ready to be "overcharged" with very high bill. Surprise, we paid a fair price and food was even very good. This is very uncommon in most countries. Everything is respect. This trip completely changed my mind and drew a light of hope for humanity in front of my eyes. Respect and cooperation still exist somewhere! This is the only reason why I still go on today, as there is hope, while around me anyone is barely hopeless.
I had the privilege to visit Shintoist temples. OK they are for tourists, the really "true" temples are closed for external people but... you feel there is Satan somewhere in there. I loved it.
It is not an expensive country compared to the average EU country, you only have to invest some money for your flight. I think I have been blessed and Satan wanted to show me something here. I am grateful.