Life in a wheelchair, being bullied and then connecting as a Kemitte and spiritual Satanist Hail Satan Hail Sutek!!

[HeruSutek666]

I’m just going to get straight to the point and I promise not to make this extremely long life in a wheelchair so far has been great quiet peaceful not a lot of drama just how I like it the only thing that pisses me off about life is the Internet which is why I kept my distance Because I feel like I don’t have enough intellectual power to combat negative responses so my greatest power is not responding simply all throughout middle and high school I had been bullied by other paraplegic students that went to my school and then the worst part when I got to 12 grade somehow I just thought of something funny and my 12th grade teacher yelled at me and told me that I’ll never amount to anything but look at me now I’m doing music independently I’m teaching metaphysics and occult science from a black perspective but of course I’m diverse by teaching others information which I don’t mind doing as both a student and teacher of the occult being a part of the black Kemetic community not only has it help me learn about myself and help me advance in metaphysics and black history as well as black psychology but it also taught me the power of the alchemy and how to use it which I’m absolutely grateful for spiritual Satanism hmmm I can admit being here was a little bit of a bumpy roller coaster but I thought that I’m learning the same thing the only difference is the information is advanced and I like advanced knowledge who wants to stay in the same area all the time but yeah the ancient Egyptian black community and spiritual Satanism are the only two places where I feel I belong I had a discussion yesterday with a spiritual Satanist they asked me why are you always trying to prove yourself to everyone when you really don’t need to do that and I open myself up to this individual and I said that it’s because I was bullied and threw out my middle and high school years people picking on me calling me names making me cry but I had a monster inside of me a monster that wanted to hate everyone even hurt them to an extent but I never drove that far now that I’m in my early 30s I just don’t give a fuck anymore if I am disrespected by anybody I’m sending the divine after them and it actually makes me feel good that I don’t have to put my hands on anybody or run anybody over with my power wheelchair I already don’t like police ever since my grandparents died so why give law enforcement any reasonable conclusion as to why I would harm anybody? At least in the black ancient Egyptian community and here at spiritual Satanism I feel at home sure when it comes to SS I’ve got some naysayers and I’m fine with that because in the words of drake diss me and you’ll never get a reply for it. Because I figured out how to handle constructive negative criticism and edge by simply not responding not saying anything helps me and besides when you are in a quart room in front of a judge it’s impossible for you to answer the judge and the jury all that wants is just not possible some even doubt that I will ever be a spiritual Satanist OK doubt is natural but I don’t have to prove nothing to anybody anymore all you have to do is watch my actions because anybody can say anything but to actually put in work that’s priceless and expensive depending on how that person maneuvers anyway I feel at home spiritually because no one bothers me I don’t have to deal with criticism from anybody I can just continue to live my life someday I will have spiritual Satanist as personal friends but for right now Satan and the satanic divine are my family and my friends and I’m absolutely all right with that as well as my ancient Egyptian family members they are my family as well and again I’m fine with that. Nothing else but these two spiritual systems give me the satisfaction that I need hail Satan hail Kemet.

 

[serpentwalker666]

I’m just going to get straight to the point and I promise not to make this extremely long life in a wheelchair so far has been great quiet peaceful not a lot of drama just how I like it the only thing that pisses me off about life is the Internet which is why I kept my distance Because I feel like I don’t have enough intellectual power to combat negative responses so my greatest power is not responding simply all throughout middle and high school I had been bullied by other paraplegic students that went to my school and then the worst part when I got to 12 grade somehow I just thought of something funny and my 12th grade teacher yelled at me and told me that I’ll never amount to anything but look at me now I’m doing music independently I’m teaching metaphysics and occult science from a black perspective but of course I’m diverse by teaching others information which I don’t mind doing as both a student and teacher of the occult being a part of the black Kemetic community not only has it help me learn about myself and help me advance in metaphysics and black history as well as black psychology but it also taught me the power of the alchemy and how to use it which I’m absolutely grateful for spiritual Satanism hmmm I can admit being here was a little bit of a bumpy roller coaster but I thought that I’m learning the same thing the only difference is the information is advanced and I like advanced knowledge who wants to stay in the same area all the time but yeah the ancient Egyptian black community and spiritual Satanism are the only two places where I feel I belong I had a discussion yesterday with a spiritual Satanist they asked me why are you always trying to prove yourself to everyone when you really don’t need to do that and I open myself up to this individual and I said that it’s because I was bullied and threw out my middle and high school years people picking on me calling me names making me cry but I had a monster inside of me a monster that wanted to hate everyone even hurt them to an extent but I never drove that far now that I’m in my early 30s I just don’t give a fuck anymore if I am disrespected by anybody I’m sending the divine after them and it actually makes me feel good that I don’t have to put my hands on anybody or run anybody over with my power wheelchair I already don’t like police ever since my grandparents died so why give law enforcement any reasonable conclusion as to why I would harm anybody? At least in the black ancient Egyptian community and here at spiritual Satanism I feel at home sure when it comes to SS I’ve got some naysayers and I’m fine with that because in the words of drake diss me and you’ll never get a reply for it. Because I figured out how to handle constructive negative criticism and edge by simply not responding not saying anything helps me and besides when you are in a quart room in front of a judge it’s impossible for you to answer the judge and the jury all that wants is just not possible some even doubt that I will ever be a spiritual Satanist OK doubt is natural but I don’t have to prove nothing to anybody anymore all you have to do is watch my actions because anybody can say anything but to actually put in work that’s priceless and expensive depending on how that person maneuvers anyway I feel at home spiritually because no one bothers me I don’t have to deal with criticism from anybody I can just continue to live my life someday I will have spiritual Satanist as personal friends but for right now Satan and the satanic divine are my family and my friends and I’m absolutely all right with that as well as my ancient Egyptian family members they are my family as well and again I’m fine with that. Nothing else but these two spiritual systems give me the satisfaction that I need hail Satan hail Kemet.

You'll learn as you grow that just because one disrespected you, you dont just "send the divine after them" . I wanted to clarify this for you at first, as it is important to understand that every offense in this world has varying degrees.

Some serious offenses, yes we need to rectify with black magick to usher in justice.

As for very minor offenses, like someone being disrespectful, this does not equate just wrecking them basically. That would be an injustice.

Just bind them if you have to and dont associate anymore with them.

Always handle everything legally and correctly.

An equal punishment for an equal offense is important to understand when it comes to black magick.

As for the rest. If you are going to be involved in Spiritual Satanism, I highly suggest you to not tell anyone in your personal life about being a Satanist.

This is dangerous and unwise. I'm talking from experience here.

You'll have maybe a few people that dont mind the conversation, or criticise you, or listen to you even.

Then you have the lunatics, the posers, the know it alls, and the majorly deluded you could come face to face with in life by sharing your thoughts and beliefs.

Then you will become full on fucked if you open your mouth to the wrong person. You'll have no way of knowing how they react or what they will do until after it has happened.

They could get you committed to a mental institution. Or they might just pull out a gun and shoot you dead.

Or... the rabbi down the streets hears from one of these people you trusted to speak to, and you end up getting thrown in a van one night and never seen again.

So please take the warning seriously. Don't tell anyone about being a Satanist.

Besides all that. Good luck on your Path in Spiritual Satanism. You'll find the roots of kemeticism are Satanic in origin, as im sure you are already aware.

Be certain to avoid any practices, meditations, and related knowledge circulating in these black community circles regarding kemeticism.

Much knowledge out there is purposefully corrupted and watered down. You'll find everything you need on the Joy of Satan.

 

[Alexandros Iowno [JG]]

I wish you success in your music carrier and in your spiritual development. Pay no attention to stupid people, they amount to nothing, you on the other hand amounted to the highest temple of knowledge and spiritual illumination, Joy Of Satan.