I don't know why i didn't write this a while ago, since this has being going on since 2019, if i remember well (probably i was very scared of the answer). Long story short, i once felt compelled to make a ritual to ask Lucifer where i was supposed to go, i mean physically. I guess i was seeing "signs" telling me to leave my country (i'm from Europe, best place to be in my opinioni). Anyway, since i made the ritual, again sign upon sign wich led to Brasil, in particular Rio de Janeiro, probably the worst Town in the whole world for a guy like me (a paled skin shy weirdo who basically don't leave the house unless it's on fire). Anyway, i don't give a shit about Brazil or not, but the only reason that came to mind to go to a place like that is to leave like a degenerate thug, because honestly what else Is there. As crazy as It may sound, that answer literally ruined my life. I felt like i had nothing to lose (since i had to leave my beautiful country to go live in that shithole), so i started doing heavy drugs very often,and much worse i just cannot function or stay focused on anything, i'm basically started living like i was going to die the next day. Maybe It sound silly but i took It very seriously. I didn't mention that i never been disrispectful and did a fuckton of Rtrs since 2014. With that being said my question Is simple: has anybody experienced something like this? If It came from the Gods i can't be the only asshole Who has to be deported to a place i despise,right? I Say "if" because It happened more than a few time that an enemy attack, i suppose, drove me to do something stupid and getting in trouble. If you think it's a stupid post i get It but It Is what It Is, if someone can help me through their personal experience i would be very, very glad. Thank you and thanks to everybody Who helped me in the past. (Please just don't say "ask Father Satan because that's what got me in trouble in the first place, and i'm pretty sure if It IS the enemy they would gladly use this occasion, too) c
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