If you’ve awakened your serpent before being physically ready, and you go through all of the phases and bring the energy down and understand yourself and accept the process, do the surges ever stop happening? I’ve gotten to a good solid point with this and have gotten from the gods that it’s over and I should just live my life. I wasn’t really physically ready for this and it didn’t come about through work and meditation, which I believe whole heartedly that it should and also should not be what’s sought for. I knew that I wasn’t ready for this physically or mentally but the Gods have helped me do this safely without bringing too much destruction to my life and things have been kept together, sort of. It’s been off and on since January. I feel that it’s needed for me to go back to living normally and work on myself from a physical and grounded state of mind, slowly. I’ve always been extremely sensitive to meditation. I did the program on jos when I was twelve and I did the very basic and in three months my serpent woke up. I should have backed off then and did once I realized I was too young, but it left me with extreme ocd. Satan also said that it would take one year to a year and a half before returning to normal. Once this starts it really doesn’t stop until it’s finished, but what is finished even? It’s true we never stop growing and living, I’ve always worked on myself and on other things prior to this experience but I wasn’t meditating. I was very happy being completely grounded and out of the astral. I feel like my heart really lies in the external world. I’m very passionate about my family and my kids, and education and art. I want to fully pursue these things in life to the best of my ability. I don’t necessarily want to be any kind of guru or obsessed with meditation and advancement to the point where any of these things need to be set aside which I feel should be fully feasible and fine. I still have some problems that need work and will always need work, and I don’t want to have to do it through such extreme measures like the serpent. I realized that I’m right where I need to be and where I’ve always needed to be. Even before this began, I was right where I needed to be. I just didn’t realize it and it was causing me to feel extremely unsettled along with ptsd and issues with ocd. I’ve noticed that this is something that never REALLY finishes in the sense that I’ll always be growing no matter what, but do these surges stop? The ones that have extreme energy and have unsettling side effects, do I HAVE to reached permanent immortality so that I’m not suddenly surprised by this again? Can a person go back to this “earth boundedness” that cobra mentioned in his recent sermon without having to meditate? Even though it would be favorable to keep being opened fully reaching this immortality? I don’t yet know if it’s something that I WANT to achieve in this life because I want to have my family. Reaching immortality is such dedication. I do want my soul to live on forever but I’m also okay with the prospect of dying as well, not really in the soul but on the physical. Or does a person have to be continuously opened and worked on in order to prevent death or insanity? I mean, death will happen regardless. These questions do seem kind of silly and it seems kind of silly to even question it. Figured I might ask anyhow if it’s of any help.