Kind of a personal question really ...

[nibbles_24]

Okay, so, I'm 15, and I WAS A Jehovah's Witness ... I don't know if
you guy's had actually ever learned anything that they taught or not,
but, they told us that Demon's flee when you say the
name: "Jehovah" ... I always thought I was being attacted by demons
when I was in the Jehovah's Witnesses (when I woke up from sleep when
it was still dark out). I couldn't move or anything, and when I could
finally speak, I said the word "Jehovah" and it went away ... I later
learned that that was just sleep paralysis ... (and it still happens
extremely often). was/is that really sleep paralysis? Or is it really
demons?

And, also ... I was reading your website, and, I got really scared.
Like, my heart was pounding like mad ... The teachings in the Jehovah
Witnesses said that you should never look at that stuff that you
guy's promote, but, I guess curiosity just got the better of me. Now
that I've read it, I want to find out more about it ...
Unfortanetally, I'm a very impatient person, so I hope I get a reply
soon ... (I'm sorry if that sounds rude!). Anyway, I kind of want to
try the rituals and all ... but I'm extremely scared. Like, I don't
think I can do it (even though I want to ... ) how do I over-come it?
Like, just the thought of having demons come to me just scares the
hell out of me ... What do they look like? Humans? Or red things with
horns and tails and all that? (I get scared so easily ...). Ugh;
idk ... What I really want to do is get aquainted with Satan, so he
can help my father ... he's in jail right now. He raped my sister,
and abused me ever since I was first born ... and now he's finally
got caught. I had to watch my dad ball his eyes out in court, and he
was so upset ... I just want to help him. Even though he's a complete
asshole, and I hate him, I still love him. I mean, he's my dad for
god's sake ... Anyway, I want to do everything I can to help him ...
to make sure he gets the help he needs; like, with anger management
and A.A. meetings ... I mean; I was his little girl, even though he
deserves whatever he gets in there, I still want him out of there. I
want him to be the father he's supposed to be, and I want him to love
me back . I'm even getting a tattoo of his zodiac on me ... Is it
possible that if I do this ritual thing, they'll help my dad? Like, I
know what he does is all for free-will and all, but, can they still
guide him to get better? And to make sure he doesn't get killed in
Prison? I mean, My whole family is scared that when he gets out,
he'll hunt us down and kill us (and I'm sure he probably would) so,
when he gets out, I want him to be a good guy. I'll do anything, even
to give up everything to Satan just to get him back to reality .
Jehovah helped us a little I always thought ... (idk if he really did
or not, cuz that's just what I was taught), but I'll tell you one
thing; it was hell in there. I felt alive mind you, but trapped at
the same time ... our financial problems were horrible, and our lives
were just ... ugh. I mean, I didn't deserve to be disfellowshiped
from there, but my family was because my sister had sex before
marriage ... and my parents allowed it; so I sort of had to get
banished from there too (for no reason cuz I didn't do anything
wrong ... . ).

Also ... the teachings is to be all god-like, right? Well ... what
exactly do you mean by that? Like, can we control stuff with our
minds, or what? :s. Like, does everything just, get better? Can you
get rich? I'm an artist, and I feel I need to improve on my skills A
LOT ... so, can I be better at art even? Because, seriously, art is
my life ... I mean, what exactly do you mean? How does that even work
if everything is controlled by free-will? I'm just really confused,
that's all ...

And, is this a cult? My mom always told me to stay away from those,
so ...

Like, I was hoping maybe my mom could get some money. My sister's
getting married to a Jehovah's Witness (who's not actually a
Jehovah's Witness anymore; more like a dirty fag. I mean, he got a
girl pregnant! He was sneaking behind the church's back. That's not
exactly a Jehovah's Witness if you ask me ... ) anyway, he got my
sister pregnant, and he got disfellowshiped for that. So now they're
forced to get married so he can get back to his old life, and
unfortanetaly, my sister is being dragged along. So, because the
little prick doesn't get off his ass to go get a job to pay for rent
and everything, my mom not only has to pay for their rent, but also
for their wedding, and their food, and their supplies, including our
rent, and our food (which we have very little of), WHILE she's under
deep depression over my father, and the stress from Work (which she
gets a lot less then what she deserves from there) ... and she just
comes home to nothing. She wishes she were dead most times ... and
it's not fair! I don't want to see her like that anymore. She
deserves more than this. I need her to get more money to help us; I'm
sure it'll help ease some stress off her too. And I guess with me
asking for a tablet for my drawings doesn't help very much either ...
She just deserves a lot more than this. She's a good woman, having to
live her whole live with crap; I just want it all to end. I want my
mom and I out of depression, I want to go back to school, and I want
to get a job; but our life is just that bad, that we just don't feel
the need to do anything anymore ... so please ... I seriously need to
know if this will work. I don't care if Satan takes my soul down to
hell for all of eternity, and I don't care if he even needs to
possess me; I just need my family to be safe again. I need my dad to
be better, and to get help ... and I need my mom to be happy, and
loved again ... and I need my sister to be happy; I know she's not
too happy that she's being forced into a marriage she doesn't want,
along with a baby she doesn't want ... please :'( I need this! I
don't care what happens to me anymore, I just need them to be happy
again ... I miss the way everyone's face lit up when they had what
they wanted ... I just want to know if this is possible ...

By the way, I'm sorry if this is such a long letter ... I just had a
lot to get off my chest and a lot of confusion and questions :/.

(idk if you need my full name or not ... like, if it's disrespectful
or not)
but sincerely:
Sarah Gail Burns.

 

[Seth1]

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "nibbles_24" <nibbles_24@... wrote:

Okay, so, I'm 15, and I WAS A Jehovah's Witness ... I don't know if
you guy's had actually ever learned anything that they taught or not,
but, they told us that Demon's flee when you say the
name: "Jehovah" ... I always thought I was being attacted by demons
when I was in the Jehovah's Witnesses (when I woke up from sleep when
it was still dark out). I couldn't move or anything, and when I could
finally speak, I said the word "Jehovah" and it went away ... I later
learned that that was just sleep paralysis ... (and it still happens
extremely often). was/is that really sleep paralysis? Or is it really
demons?

And, also ... I was reading your website, and, I got really scared.
Like, my heart was pounding like mad ... The teachings in the Jehovah
Witnesses said that you should never look at that stuff that you
guy's promote, but, I guess curiosity just got the better of me. Now
that I've read it, I want to find out more about it ...
Unfortanetally, I'm a very impatient person, so I hope I get a reply
soon ... (I'm sorry if that sounds rude!). Anyway, I kind of want to
try the rituals and all ... but I'm extremely scared. Like, I don't
think I can do it (even though I want to ... ) how do I over-come it?
Like, just the thought of having demons come to me just scares the
hell out of me ... What do they look like? Humans? Or red things with
horns and tails and all that? (I get scared so easily ...). Ugh;
idk ... What I really want to do is get aquainted with Satan, so he
can help my father ... he's in jail right now. He raped my sister,
and abused me ever since I was first born ... and now he's finally
got caught. I had to watch my dad ball his eyes out in court, and he
was so upset ... I just want to help him. Even though he's a complete
asshole, and I hate him, I still love him. I mean, he's my dad for
god's sake ... Anyway, I want to do everything I can to help him ...
to make sure he gets the help he needs; like, with anger management
and A.A. meetings ... I mean; I was his little girl, even though he
deserves whatever he gets in there, I still want him out of there. I
want him to be the father he's supposed to be, and I want him to love
me back . I'm even getting a tattoo of his zodiac on me ... Is it
possible that if I do this ritual thing, they'll help my dad? Like, I
know what he does is all for free-will and all, but, can they still
guide him to get better? And to make sure he doesn't get killed in
Prison? I mean, My whole family is scared that when he gets out,
he'll hunt us down and kill us (and I'm sure he probably would) so,
when he gets out, I want him to be a good guy. I'll do anything, even
to give up everything to Satan just to get him back to reality .
Jehovah helped us a little I always thought ... (idk if he really did
or not, cuz that's just what I was taught), but I'll tell you one
thing; it was hell in there. I felt alive mind you, but trapped at
the same time ... our financial problems were horrible, and our lives
were just ... ugh. I mean, I didn't deserve to be disfellowshiped
from there, but my family was because my sister had sex before
marriage ... and my parents allowed it; so I sort of had to get
banished from there too (for no reason cuz I didn't do anything
wrong ... . ).

Also ... the teachings is to be all god-like, right? Well ... what
exactly do you mean by that? Like, can we control stuff with our
minds, or what? :s. Like, does everything just, get better? Can you
get rich? I'm an artist, and I feel I need to improve on my skills A
LOT ... so, can I be better at art even? Because, seriously, art is
my life ... I mean, what exactly do you mean? How does that even work
if everything is controlled by free-will? I'm just really confused,
that's all ...

And, is this a cult? My mom always told me to stay away from those,
so ...


Like, I was hoping maybe my mom could get some money. My sister's
getting married to a Jehovah's Witness (who's not actually a
Jehovah's Witness anymore; more like a dirty fag. I mean, he got a
girl pregnant! He was sneaking behind the church's back. That's not
exactly a Jehovah's Witness if you ask me ... ) anyway, he got my
sister pregnant, and he got disfellowshiped for that. So now they're
forced to get married so he can get back to his old life, and
unfortanetaly, my sister is being dragged along. So, because the
little prick doesn't get off his ass to go get a job to pay for rent
and everything, my mom not only has to pay for their rent, but also
for their wedding, and their food, and their supplies, including our
rent, and our food (which we have very little of), WHILE she's under
deep depression over my father, and the stress from Work (which she
gets a lot less then what she deserves from there) ... and she just
comes home to nothing. She wishes she were dead most times ... and
it's not fair! I don't want to see her like that anymore. She
deserves more than this. I need her to get more money to help us; I'm
sure it'll help ease some stress off her too. And I guess with me
asking for a tablet for my drawings doesn't help very much either ...
She just deserves a lot more than this. She's a good woman, having to
live her whole live with crap; I just want it all to end. I want my
mom and I out of depression, I want to go back to school, and I want
to get a job; but our life is just that bad, that we just don't feel
the need to do anything anymore ... so please ... I seriously need to
know if this will work. I don't care if Satan takes my soul down to
hell for all of eternity, and I don't care if he even needs to
possess me; I just need my family to be safe again. I need my dad to
be better, and to get help ... and I need my mom to be happy, and
loved again ... and I need my sister to be happy; I know she's not
too happy that she's being forced into a marriage she doesn't want,
along with a baby she doesn't want ... please :'( I need this! I
don't care what happens to me anymore, I just need them to be happy
again ... I miss the way everyone's face lit up when they had what
they wanted ... I just want to know if this is possible ...

By the way, I'm sorry if this is such a long letter ... I just had a
lot to get off my chest and a lot of confusion and questions :/.

(idk if you need my full name or not ... like, if it's disrespectful
or not)
but sincerely:
Sarah Gail Burns.

www.exposingchristianity.com

This is not a cult, sect or any rubbish like that.

wwww.joyofsatan.org

 

[[email protected]]

Im terribly sorry to hear about your dad.
BUT, you cant dedicate yourself because you want your dad to get help.
I can understand why you would want to do that, but he needs to get
that help on his own, if you force that help on him and he doesnt want
it, then nothing will come of it.
If the thought of demons scare you, i think you should keep reading
the info thats on the website until you fully understand it.
You felt trapped being a jehovas witness because thats what they do to
you, they trap you, and fill you with fear, you see how they just
threw you out? yeah, what kind of "god" would abandon you?
Ive been a satanist for 2 years and a few months now, It'll be 3 years
in april. Father has always been there for me. I stopped meditating
and everything for a year and i mean i literally stopped, i even took
down my altar, i was incredibly confused, and i was in an unhealthy
relationship with a douchebag. I started again recently, and he hasnt
abandoned me, he waited until i regained my strength and my belief in
him, and now hes helping me again.
Like i was saying before about your dad, its all up to him, you should
still show him your support and tell him you love him and you want him
to get better. but that doesnt mean you have to become a satanist. You
mentioned giving everything up to Satan, thats not what we do, we dont
give anything up.
Satanism isn't going to increase your ability to do good art either,
its not what you think. Im an artist as well, i practice, i sketch, i
draw, i paint, i practice, i work on it, and i work hard to get to
where i want to go, you cant just ask for something like that. You
have to work for it. you get me?
Life isnt easy and its not simple, in satanism, we empower ourselves,
we empower our minds and our souls which for me, helps me deal with
everyday stresses, and helps me relax and be at peace with myself and
life while other people freak out for little or no reason.
Sweetheart, if this was a cult, dont you think it would talk about
killing everyone instead of empowering ourselves? and if it were a
cult, i highly doubt it would be this popular.
As for your sister getting married to that guy, WHY THE FUCK would
your mom put up with a guy like that? Come one man, can she stand up
for herself? i dont wanna be rude but wtf, if that were me id kick
that guy OUT and take MY DAUGHTER AWAY and help her raise the baby on
her OWN AWAY from a guy that OBVIOUSLY doesnt want part in it, and is
most likely gonna be a SHITTY dad and husband and turn into an alcoholic.
Honey, Lucifer, is a loving caring being, He is not going to take your
soul, your soul is not going to burn anywhere.
Its wonderful that you care so much about your family. but if your
going to become a satanist JUST because you think it will magically
make everything perfect, Lucifer will not accept. He wont take anyone
who doesnt truly believe. If you dont understand the TRUTH then this
will not help you.
The "god" you believed in abandoned you because he and his angels do
not truly care for you. Religions like yours, christianity and those
of the jewish faith are all enslaved. They are not aware of meditation
and the empowerment of the mind and soul.
What i think you should do is find professional help.
I dont think its right that your sister is being forced into a marrige
like that. Its incredibly obvious that the baby is not going to grow
up in a happy environment, but they obviously dont care. Just like you
arent in a happy environment.
Im so sorry that this is happening, but i really dont think you have a
full understanding of what Satanism is really about.
If you need to talk to anyone you can email me anytime.
If you have AIM you can talk to me on there. just email me and ill
give you my screen name.
Good luck. and remember to be strong no matter what.

-Alex

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "nibbles_24" <nibbles_24@... wrote:

Okay, so, I'm 15, and I WAS A Jehovah's Witness ... I don't know if
you guy's had actually ever learned anything that they taught or not,
but, they told us that Demon's flee when you say the
name: "Jehovah" ... I always thought I was being attacted by demons
when I was in the Jehovah's Witnesses (when I woke up from sleep when
it was still dark out). I couldn't move or anything, and when I could
finally speak, I said the word "Jehovah" and it went away ... I later
learned that that was just sleep paralysis ... (and it still happens
extremely often). was/is that really sleep paralysis? Or is it really
demons?

And, also ... I was reading your website, and, I got really scared.
Like, my heart was pounding like mad ... The teachings in the Jehovah
Witnesses said that you should never look at that stuff that you
guy's promote, but, I guess curiosity just got the better of me. Now
that I've read it, I want to find out more about it ...
Unfortanetally, I'm a very impatient person, so I hope I get a reply
soon ... (I'm sorry if that sounds rude!). Anyway, I kind of want to
try the rituals and all ... but I'm extremely scared. Like, I don't
think I can do it (even though I want to ... ) how do I over-come it?
Like, just the thought of having demons come to me just scares the
hell out of me ... What do they look like? Humans? Or red things with
horns and tails and all that? (I get scared so easily ...). Ugh;
idk ... What I really want to do is get aquainted with Satan, so he
can help my father ... he's in jail right now. He raped my sister,
and abused me ever since I was first born ... and now he's finally
got caught. I had to watch my dad ball his eyes out in court, and he
was so upset ... I just want to help him. Even though he's a complete
asshole, and I hate him, I still love him. I mean, he's my dad for
god's sake ... Anyway, I want to do everything I can to help him ...
to make sure he gets the help he needs; like, with anger management
and A.A. meetings ... I mean; I was his little girl, even though he
deserves whatever he gets in there, I still want him out of there. I
want him to be the father he's supposed to be, and I want him to love
me back . I'm even getting a tattoo of his zodiac on me ... Is it
possible that if I do this ritual thing, they'll help my dad? Like, I
know what he does is all for free-will and all, but, can they still
guide him to get better? And to make sure he doesn't get killed in
Prison? I mean, My whole family is scared that when he gets out,
he'll hunt us down and kill us (and I'm sure he probably would) so,
when he gets out, I want him to be a good guy. I'll do anything, even
to give up everything to Satan just to get him back to reality .
Jehovah helped us a little I always thought ... (idk if he really did
or not, cuz that's just what I was taught), but I'll tell you one
thing; it was hell in there. I felt alive mind you, but trapped at
the same time ... our financial problems were horrible, and our lives
were just ... ugh. I mean, I didn't deserve to be disfellowshiped
from there, but my family was because my sister had sex before
marriage ... and my parents allowed it; so I sort of had to get
banished from there too (for no reason cuz I didn't do anything
wrong ... . ).

Also ... the teachings is to be all god-like, right? Well ... what
exactly do you mean by that? Like, can we control stuff with our
minds, or what? :s. Like, does everything just, get better? Can you
get rich? I'm an artist, and I feel I need to improve on my skills A
LOT ... so, can I be better at art even? Because, seriously, art is
my life ... I mean, what exactly do you mean? How does that even work
if everything is controlled by free-will? I'm just really confused,
that's all ...

And, is this a cult? My mom always told me to stay away from those,
so ...

Like, I was hoping maybe my mom could get some money. My sister's
getting married to a Jehovah's Witness (who's not actually a
Jehovah's Witness anymore; more like a dirty fag. I mean, he got a
girl pregnant! He was sneaking behind the church's back. That's not
exactly a Jehovah's Witness if you ask me ... ) anyway, he got my
sister pregnant, and he got disfellowshiped for that. So now they're
forced to get married so he can get back to his old life, and
unfortanetaly, my sister is being dragged along. So, because the
little prick doesn't get off his ass to go get a job to pay for rent
and everything, my mom not only has to pay for their rent, but also
for their wedding, and their food, and their supplies, including our
rent, and our food (which we have very little of), WHILE she's under
deep depression over my father, and the stress from Work (which she
gets a lot less then what she deserves from there) ... and she just
comes home to nothing. She wishes she were dead most times ... and
it's not fair! I don't want to see her like that anymore. She
deserves more than this. I need her to get more money to help us; I'm
sure it'll help ease some stress off her too. And I guess with me
asking for a tablet for my drawings doesn't help very much either ...
She just deserves a lot more than this. She's a good woman, having to
live her whole live with crap; I just want it all to end. I want my
mom and I out of depression, I want to go back to school, and I want
to get a job; but our life is just that bad, that we just don't feel
the need to do anything anymore ... so please ... I seriously need to
know if this will work. I don't care if Satan takes my soul down to
hell for all of eternity, and I don't care if he even needs to
possess me; I just need my family to be safe again. I need my dad to
be better, and to get help ... and I need my mom to be happy, and
loved again ... and I need my sister to be happy; I know she's not
too happy that she's being forced into a marriage she doesn't want,
along with a baby she doesn't want ... please :'( I need this! I
don't care what happens to me anymore, I just need them to be happy
again ... I miss the way everyone's face lit up when they had what
they wanted ... I just want to know if this is possible ...

By the way, I'm sorry if this is such a long letter ... I just had a
lot to get off my chest and a lot of confusion and questions :/.

(idk if you need my full name or not ... like, if it's disrespectful
or not)
but sincerely:
Sarah Gail Burns.

 

[nightfoxx666]

Lolz, Wall of text ^^ Ok, I'm pretty new but I'll answer as much
questions as I can.
The reason they didnt allow you to look at stuff we promote is because
they are afraid, They are afraid that you will realize the truth and
become powerful,

If it werent sleep paralysis, It were certainly no demons, Possible
some other evil entities or something, But defenatly not demons, They
are very human-friendly and will never harm you if you are respectful
to them, Demons and Father Satan look pretty human (From other
people's experience, A painting has been made of what he kinda looks
like, http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/Father.gif)
Unfortunatly I have not seen, Father or any demons myself yet, because
I am pretty new and my 3th eye isnt even open etc)

If you just start with like meditations instead of like, dedicating
youself instantly, and do some more research on
Exposingchristianity.com, It wont be so hard, Just take your time and
do it when it feels comfortable to you

Yes you could ask demons for help when you are ready etc, You should
read on JoyOfSatan.com, But demons will usually ask something in
return, Not much, and not like, your soul or something, But something
that will help Satanists and stuff like that, I even read somewhere
that a person had to drink a bottle of water in the name of the demon
he summoned ^^

YHVH is not a real beign, It didnt help you, Allthough, Prayers DO
have some effect, Dephends kinda on how you pray, Prayers are usually
bad because they blaspheme Satan and for example, if you pray for "A
demon to leave someones body" Or something like in the freaking
exorcist, It will always fuck them spiritually.

If you are very advanced you can controll stuff with your mind, But
its mostly about beign able to control your mind, Life does get better
by medidating,
You can make money with Satanism, Either ask a demon, or when you are
powerfull enough (You dont have to be very powerfull if you do it
regularly) You can do it yourself sort of (By using a green aura).

You can get better at art, I am an artist in a way (I make videos),
And I am not very advanced, and I used Purple-ish (I dont know the
exact name of the color in english) for a few in the morning, and I
got like a fuckload of ideas for new videos, And I needed it so I
hadnt made any good videos in like a month so

Anyways, I dont fully know how it works, But I do know that when you
are dedicated to Satan, You will get a guardian demon to help you with
stuff,

And no, Spiritual Satanism is not a cult, You can choose to do
whatever you will, You are not forced to do anything,
xianity how ever is, They force you to go to church with no point at
all exept blaspheme Satan and encourage the enemy, (Angels),
Angels are no good little fuckers, They feed off the xians soul when
they die to stay alive.

And just so you know, Father does NOT takes souls to "Hell" Which is
supposed to be a burning lake of fire, Its all xian bullshit and NOT
true, When you die, You go to the astral and you can choose to be
reincarnated, When your soul is advanced in this life, you will also
most likely be Satanist in your next life, Alot of people get like
signs and stuff like that, I also read a story on the main e-group how
a demon saved his life when he, I think he fell off a cliff, And a
demon catched him somehow (The demon looked like a mexican person or
something, But it was obviously a demon because it was like a really
high distance he fell from) This happened when he was like 3 or something

Satan or a demon will never possess you, Demons do come in human
bodies when you contact them sometimes, But only with your permission,
And they will never do anything evil like killing people or something
like that, Its all xian bullshit.



If you research on ExposingChristianity.com, You will find out that
Satanism predates xianity by a long time, And that xianity is bullshit
and that jews just wanted to take control and have people under their
control

And to be quite honestly, This story just proves how much christianity
fucks lives up.

If you have any questions, Add Nightfoxx666@... and I'll try
to help you as much as I can

And Whew, Wall of text ^^

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "nibbles_24" <nibbles_24@... wrote:

Okay, so, I'm 15, and I WAS A Jehovah's Witness ... I don't know if
you guy's had actually ever learned anything that they taught or not,
but, they told us that Demon's flee when you say the
name: "Jehovah" ... I always thought I was being attacted by demons
when I was in the Jehovah's Witnesses (when I woke up from sleep when
it was still dark out). I couldn't move or anything, and when I could
finally speak, I said the word "Jehovah" and it went away ... I later
learned that that was just sleep paralysis ... (and it still happens
extremely often). was/is that really sleep paralysis? Or is it really
demons?

And, also ... I was reading your website, and, I got really scared.
Like, my heart was pounding like mad ... The teachings in the Jehovah
Witnesses said that you should never look at that stuff that you
guy's promote, but, I guess curiosity just got the better of me. Now
that I've read it, I want to find out more about it ...
Unfortanetally, I'm a very impatient person, so I hope I get a reply
soon ... (I'm sorry if that sounds rude!). Anyway, I kind of want to
try the rituals and all ... but I'm extremely scared. Like, I don't
think I can do it (even though I want to ... ) how do I over-come it?
Like, just the thought of having demons come to me just scares the
hell out of me ... What do they look like? Humans? Or red things with
horns and tails and all that? (I get scared so easily ...). Ugh;
idk ... What I really want to do is get aquainted with Satan, so he
can help my father ... he's in jail right now. He raped my sister,
and abused me ever since I was first born ... and now he's finally
got caught. I had to watch my dad ball his eyes out in court, and he
was so upset ... I just want to help him. Even though he's a complete
asshole, and I hate him, I still love him. I mean, he's my dad for
god's sake ... Anyway, I want to do everything I can to help him ...
to make sure he gets the help he needs; like, with anger management
and A.A. meetings ... I mean; I was his little girl, even though he
deserves whatever he gets in there, I still want him out of there. I
want him to be the father he's supposed to be, and I want him to love
me back . I'm even getting a tattoo of his zodiac on me ... Is it
possible that if I do this ritual thing, they'll help my dad? Like, I
know what he does is all for free-will and all, but, can they still
guide him to get better? And to make sure he doesn't get killed in
Prison? I mean, My whole family is scared that when he gets out,
he'll hunt us down and kill us (and I'm sure he probably would) so,
when he gets out, I want him to be a good guy. I'll do anything, even
to give up everything to Satan just to get him back to reality .
Jehovah helped us a little I always thought ... (idk if he really did

or not, cuz that's just what I was taught), but I'll tell you one
thing; it was hell in there. I felt alive mind you, but trapped at
the same time ... our financial problems were horrible, and our lives
were just ... ugh. I mean, I didn't deserve to be disfellowshiped
from there, but my family was because my sister had sex before
marriage ... and my parents allowed it; so I sort of had to get
banished from there too (for no reason cuz I didn't do anything
wrong ... . ).

Also ... the teachings is to be all god-like, right? Well ... what
exactly do you mean by that? Like, can we control stuff with our

minds, or what? :s. Like, does everything just, get better? Can you
get rich? I'm an artist, and I feel I need to improve on my skills A
LOT ... so, can I be better at art even? Because, seriously, art is
my life ... I mean, what exactly do you mean? How does that even work
if everything is controlled by free-will? I'm just really confused,
that's all ...




And, is this a cult? My mom always told me to stay away from those,
so ...

Like, I was hoping maybe my mom could get some money. My sister's
getting married to a Jehovah's Witness (who's not actually a
Jehovah's Witness anymore; more like a dirty fag. I mean, he got a
girl pregnant! He was sneaking behind the church's back. That's not
exactly a Jehovah's Witness if you ask me ... ) anyway, he got my
sister pregnant, and he got disfellowshiped for that. So now they're
forced to get married so he can get back to his old life, and
unfortanetaly, my sister is being dragged along. So, because the
little prick doesn't get off his ass to go get a job to pay for rent
and everything, my mom not only has to pay for their rent, but also
for their wedding, and their food, and their supplies, including our
rent, and our food (which we have very little of), WHILE she's under
deep depression over my father, and the stress from Work (which she
gets a lot less then what she deserves from there) ... and she just
comes home to nothing. She wishes she were dead most times ... and
it's not fair! I don't want to see her like that anymore. She
deserves more than this. I need her to get more money to help us; I'm
sure it'll help ease some stress off her too. And I guess with me
asking for a tablet for my drawings doesn't help very much either ...
She just deserves a lot more than this. She's a good woman, having to
live her whole live with crap; I just want it all to end. I want my
mom and I out of depression, I want to go back to school, and I want
to get a job; but our life is just that bad, that we just don't feel
the need to do anything anymore ... so please ... I seriously need to
know if this will work. I don't care if Satan takes my soul down to
hell for all of eternity, and I don't care if he even needs to


possess me; I just need my family to be safe again. I need my dad to
be better, and to get help ... and I need my mom to be happy, and
loved again ... and I need my sister to be happy; I know she's not
too happy that she's being forced into a marriage she doesn't want,
along with a baby she doesn't want ... please :'( I need this! I
don't care what happens to me anymore, I just need them to be happy
again ... I miss the way everyone's face lit up when they had what
they wanted ... I just want to know if this is possible ...

By the way, I'm sorry if this is such a long letter ... I just had a
lot to get off my chest and a lot of confusion and questions :/.

(idk if you need my full name or not ... like, if it's disrespectful
or not)
but sincerely:
Sarah Gail Burns.

 

[zauron3ooo]

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Seth" <jri9vero@... wrote:

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "nibbles_24" <nibbles_24@

wrote:

Okay, so, I'm 15, and I WAS A Jehovah's Witness ... I don't know

if

you guy's had actually ever learned anything that they taught or

not,

but, they told us that Demon's flee when you say the
name: "Jehovah" ... I always thought I was being attacted by

demons

when I was in the Jehovah's Witnesses (when I woke up from sleep

when

it was still dark out). I couldn't move or anything, and when I

could

finally speak, I said the word "Jehovah" and it went away ... I

later

learned that that was just sleep paralysis ... (and it still

happens

extremely often). was/is that really sleep paralysis? Or is it

really

demons?

And, also ... I was reading your website, and, I got really

scared.

Like, my heart was pounding like mad ... The teachings in the

Jehovah

Witnesses said that you should never look at that stuff that you
guy's promote, but, I guess curiosity just got the better of me.

Now

that I've read it, I want to find out more about it ...
Unfortanetally, I'm a very impatient person, so I hope I get a

reply

soon ... (I'm sorry if that sounds rude!). Anyway, I kind of want

to

try the rituals and all ... but I'm extremely scared. Like, I

don't

think I can do it (even though I want to ... ) how do I over-come

it?

Like, just the thought of having demons come to me just scares

the

hell out of me ... What do they look like? Humans? Or red things

with

horns and tails and all that? (I get scared so easily ...). Ugh;
idk ... What I really want to do is get aquainted with Satan, so

he

can help my father ... he's in jail right now. He raped my

sister,

and abused me ever since I was first born ... and now he's

finally

got caught. I had to watch my dad ball his eyes out in court, and

he

was so upset ... I just want to help him. Even though he's a

complete

asshole, and I hate him, I still love him. I mean, he's my dad

for

god's sake ... Anyway, I want to do everything I can to help

him ...

to make sure he gets the help he needs; like, with anger

management

and A.A. meetings ... I mean; I was his little girl, even though

he

deserves whatever he gets in there, I still want him out of

there. I

want him to be the father he's supposed to be, and I want him to

love

me back . I'm even getting a tattoo of his zodiac on me ... Is

it

possible that if I do this ritual thing, they'll help my dad?

Like, I

know what he does is all for free-will and all, but, can they

still

guide him to get better? And to make sure he doesn't get killed

in

Prison? I mean, My whole family is scared that when he gets out,
he'll hunt us down and kill us (and I'm sure he probably would)

so,

when he gets out, I want him to be a good guy. I'll do anything,

even

to give up everything to Satan just to get him back to reality :

(.

Jehovah helped us a little I always thought ... (idk if he really

did

or not, cuz that's just what I was taught), but I'll tell you one
thing; it was hell in there. I felt alive mind you, but trapped

at

the same time ... our financial problems were horrible, and our

lives

were just ... ugh. I mean, I didn't deserve to be disfellowshiped
from there, but my family was because my sister had sex before
marriage ... and my parents allowed it; so I sort of had to get
banished from there too (for no reason cuz I didn't do anything
wrong ... . ).

Also ... the teachings is to be all god-like, right? Well ...

what

exactly do you mean by that? Like, can we control stuff with our
minds, or what? :s. Like, does everything just, get better? Can

you

get rich? I'm an artist, and I feel I need to improve on my

skills A

LOT ... so, can I be better at art even? Because, seriously, art

is

my life ... I mean, what exactly do you mean? How does that even

work

if everything is controlled by free-will? I'm just really

confused,

that's all ...

And, is this a cult? My mom always told me to stay away from

those,

so ...


Like, I was hoping maybe my mom could get some money. My sister's
getting married to a Jehovah's Witness (who's not actually a
Jehovah's Witness anymore; more like a dirty fag. I mean, he got

a

girl pregnant! He was sneaking behind the church's back. That's

not

exactly a Jehovah's Witness if you ask me ... ) anyway, he got my
sister pregnant, and he got disfellowshiped for that. So now

they're

forced to get married so he can get back to his old life, and
unfortanetaly, my sister is being dragged along. So, because the
little prick doesn't get off his ass to go get a job to pay for

rent

and everything, my mom not only has to pay for their rent, but

also

for their wedding, and their food, and their supplies, including

our

rent, and our food (which we have very little of), WHILE she's

under

deep depression over my father, and the stress from Work (which

she

gets a lot less then what she deserves from there) ... and she

just

comes home to nothing. She wishes she were dead most times ...

and

it's not fair! I don't want to see her like that anymore. She
deserves more than this. I need her to get more money to help us;

I'm

sure it'll help ease some stress off her too. And I guess with me
asking for a tablet for my drawings doesn't help very much

either ...

She just deserves a lot more than this. She's a good woman,

having to

live her whole live with crap; I just want it all to end. I want

my

mom and I out of depression, I want to go back to school, and I

want

to get a job; but our life is just that bad, that we just don't

feel

the need to do anything anymore ... so please ... I seriously

need to

know if this will work. I don't care if Satan takes my soul down

to

hell for all of eternity, and I don't care if he even needs to
possess me; I just need my family to be safe again. I need my dad

to

be better, and to get help ... and I need my mom to be happy, and
loved again ... and I need my sister to be happy; I know she's

not

too happy that she's being forced into a marriage she doesn't

want,

along with a baby she doesn't want ... please :'( I need this! I
don't care what happens to me anymore, I just need them to be

happy

again ... I miss the way everyone's face lit up when they had

what

they wanted ... I just want to know if this is possible ...

By the way, I'm sorry if this is such a long letter ... I just

had a

lot to get off my chest and a lot of confusion and questions :/.

(idk if you need my full name or not ... like, if it's

disrespectful

or not)
but sincerely:
Sarah Gail Burns.



www.exposingchristianity.com

This is not a cult, sect or any rubbish like that.

wwww.joyofsatan.org

Prcisley, follow the links and you will be able to read and
understand how we act and how we have been tricked for a long time
but no more.

But just to make one thing clear! I see in your post that you belive
that we are the typical satan worshippers that pretty much all
religions say we are. This is not the truth the Satan we worship is
not some kind of giant goat wit horns and red skin and all. That is
the lies from the bible etc. So your soul is not going to a burning
hell to be punished for eternity. It's more like signing up on a
fotball team and say "yes i am ready to do what i can to improve
myself and i will learn and follow you Coach".

If spelling is wrong somewhere im sorry, i don't have that nice
correction program in Internet Explorer cause my harddrive crashed,
but i hope you get the point im tring to give you. But follow the
links above my post and read and you will see wha we all are about.

Hail Satan!
//Lotu

 

[[email protected]]

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "nibbles_24" <nibbles_24@...
wrote:

Okay, so, I'm 15, and I WAS A Jehovah's Witness ... I don't know if
you guy's had actually ever learned anything that they taught or

not,

but, they told us that Demon's flee when you say the
name: "Jehovah" ... I always thought I was being attacted by demons
when I was in the Jehovah's Witnesses (when I woke up from sleep

when

it was still dark out). I couldn't move or anything, and when I

could

finally speak, I said the word "Jehovah" and it went away ... I

later

learned that that was just sleep paralysis ... (and it still

happens

extremely often). was/is that really sleep paralysis? Or is it

really

demons?

And, also ... I was reading your website, and, I got really scared.
Like, my heart was pounding like mad ... The teachings in the

Jehovah

Witnesses said that you should never look at that stuff that you
guy's promote, but, I guess curiosity just got the better of me.

Now

that I've read it, I want to find out more about it ...
Unfortanetally, I'm a very impatient person, so I hope I get a

reply

soon ... (I'm sorry if that sounds rude!). Anyway, I kind of want

to

try the rituals and all ... but I'm extremely scared. Like, I don't
think I can do it (even though I want to ... ) how do I over-come

it?

Like, just the thought of having demons come to me just scares the
hell out of me ... What do they look like? Humans? Or red things

with

horns and tails and all that? (I get scared so easily ...). Ugh;
idk ... What I really want to do is get aquainted with Satan, so he
can help my father ... he's in jail right now. He raped my sister,
and abused me ever since I was first born ... and now he's finally
got caught. I had to watch my dad ball his eyes out in court, and

he

was so upset ... I just want to help him. Even though he's a

complete

asshole, and I hate him, I still love him. I mean, he's my dad for
god's sake ... Anyway, I want to do everything I can to help

him ...

to make sure he gets the help he needs; like, with anger management
and A.A. meetings ... I mean; I was his little girl, even though he
deserves whatever he gets in there, I still want him out of there.

I

want him to be the father he's supposed to be, and I want him to

love

me back . I'm even getting a tattoo of his zodiac on me ... Is it
possible that if I do this ritual thing, they'll help my dad? Like,

I

know what he does is all for free-will and all, but, can they still
guide him to get better? And to make sure he doesn't get killed in
Prison? I mean, My whole family is scared that when he gets out,
he'll hunt us down and kill us (and I'm sure he probably would) so,
when he gets out, I want him to be a good guy. I'll do anything,

even

to give up everything to Satan just to get him back to reality .
Jehovah helped us a little I always thought ... (idk if he really

did

or not, cuz that's just what I was taught), but I'll tell you one
thing; it was hell in there. I felt alive mind you, but trapped at
the same time ... our financial problems were horrible, and our

lives

were just ... ugh. I mean, I didn't deserve to be disfellowshiped
from there, but my family was because my sister had sex before
marriage ... and my parents allowed it; so I sort of had to get
banished from there too (for no reason cuz I didn't do anything
wrong ... . ).

Also ... the teachings is to be all god-like, right? Well ... what
exactly do you mean by that? Like, can we control stuff with our
minds, or what? :s. Like, does everything just, get better? Can you
get rich? I'm an artist, and I feel I need to improve on my skills

A

LOT ... so, can I be better at art even? Because, seriously, art is
my life ... I mean, what exactly do you mean? How does that even

work

if everything is controlled by free-will? I'm just really confused,
that's all ...

And, is this a cult? My mom always told me to stay away from those,
so ...

Like, I was hoping maybe my mom could get some money. My sister's
getting married to a Jehovah's Witness (who's not actually a
Jehovah's Witness anymore; more like a dirty fag. I mean, he got a
girl pregnant! He was sneaking behind the church's back. That's not
exactly a Jehovah's Witness if you ask me ... ) anyway, he got my
sister pregnant, and he got disfellowshiped for that. So now

they're

forced to get married so he can get back to his old life, and
unfortanetaly, my sister is being dragged along. So, because the
little prick doesn't get off his ass to go get a job to pay for

rent

and everything, my mom not only has to pay for their rent, but also
for their wedding, and their food, and their supplies, including

our

rent, and our food (which we have very little of), WHILE she's

under

deep depression over my father, and the stress from Work (which she
gets a lot less then what she deserves from there) ... and she just
comes home to nothing. She wishes she were dead most times ... and
it's not fair! I don't want to see her like that anymore. She
deserves more than this. I need her to get more money to help us;

I'm

sure it'll help ease some stress off her too. And I guess with me
asking for a tablet for my drawings doesn't help very much

either ...

She just deserves a lot more than this. She's a good woman, having

to

live her whole live with crap; I just want it all to end. I want my
mom and I out of depression, I want to go back to school, and I

want

to get a job; but our life is just that bad, that we just don't

feel

the need to do anything anymore ... so please ... I seriously need

to

know if this will work. I don't care if Satan takes my soul down to
hell for all of eternity, and I don't care if he even needs to
possess me; I just need my family to be safe again. I need my dad

to

be better, and to get help ... and I need my mom to be happy, and
loved again ... and I need my sister to be happy; I know she's not
too happy that she's being forced into a marriage she doesn't want,
along with a baby she doesn't want ... please :'( I need this! I
don't care what happens to me anymore, I just need them to be happy
again ... I miss the way everyone's face lit up when they had what
they wanted ... I just want to know if this is possible ...

By the way, I'm sorry if this is such a long letter ... I just had

a

lot to get off my chest and a lot of confusion and questions :/.

(idk if you need my full name or not ... like, if it's

disrespectful

or not)
but sincerely:
Sarah Gail Burns.


Ok dude not to seem like an asshole but before you ask questions you
should read everything on the website and father and his demons are
very nice and foregiving so there is nothing to be afraid of and its
a myth that they are red with horns and why the hell do you even
care about your dad if he did all that to you a true father is
someone that loves and cares for you not someone that harms you a

father like that is nothing more than a sperm doner but it is none of
my buisness thats just my oppinion because one of my friends whent
through something simmilar but if you want than a demon could help
you but you have to serve under tfather and the gods of hell