Welcome to the family of Father Satan! You can't go wrong starting with HPHC's 40 day meditation program.
https://satanslibrary.org/hp_hooded_cobra_40_day_meditation_program.pdf
Some words of advice.
1. Never tell your family you are an SS.
2. Don't do to much spiritually too soon and burn out and get discouraged.
3. Problems and unfortunate things are gonna happen, that's life. So it's important to not let any external circumstances get you so down that you stop advancing spiritually. No matter what's going on in your life, your spiritual routine should be going on too.