strengththroughsatan89
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This just happened not five minute ago and had to come to vent the one place I knew I could....
At around 1040 AM I got a knock on my door and onnly answered it for I thought it would be my fathers physical therapist. It turned out to be two jehovah witnesses. They were all happy and smiling and being nice. I would have eneded it quick but my dad was behind me laughing that i got caught with them. But I could not yell at them or curse their god for even though my parents are not that religous they still do not know that I am a Satanist and I really want to keep that a secret. They first started to talk about why jehovah witnesses come door to door briefly and tried to hand me a book saying why so that I could follow their speech. Well I denied it and they asked why. They said they were asking for if I was turned away by all of the scandals by the church and those who supposedly believed in their god. I pulled out my baphomet necklace for I knew my dad was no longer behind me for he went to tell my mom in the other room what is happening. I told them that I was pagan and that I believed in Satan. They said oh they respect that and they said that their bible does not deny the existence of Satan. I said well its my beliefs. So they stopped bothering me and said have a good day.
I wanted to say so much more to them, I wanted to explain that their bible does not teach the real Satan, that their god is a murderer and etc. But I couldnt for I had to be careful with my parents. For if I made to much of a stir regarding my beliefs they would question me for again they are not all believing but still believe.
During the whole thing my heart was racing for anger and also being nervous of whether I should attack what they were saying at risk of being caught. Even though I told who my allegiance belongs to I still did not defend Satan. I know I had to watch my living limitations but I am still so pissed at myself for not defending Satan.
I know I would have done more if I did not still live at home and have others to worry about but again I can not help but feel ashamed about this situation and not handling it better.
The only thing I can go on is that they saw what a real Satanist looks like. I was dressed nicely, I was being polite for the reasons stated above. I was smiling and at the end they said have a good day and I said the same. Even though I could not tell them what I thought atleast I could show them how we truely act.
Also I wanted to point out I have never seen these people in my area before and I truely hope they are not spreading here.
Hail Satan
At around 1040 AM I got a knock on my door and onnly answered it for I thought it would be my fathers physical therapist. It turned out to be two jehovah witnesses. They were all happy and smiling and being nice. I would have eneded it quick but my dad was behind me laughing that i got caught with them. But I could not yell at them or curse their god for even though my parents are not that religous they still do not know that I am a Satanist and I really want to keep that a secret. They first started to talk about why jehovah witnesses come door to door briefly and tried to hand me a book saying why so that I could follow their speech. Well I denied it and they asked why. They said they were asking for if I was turned away by all of the scandals by the church and those who supposedly believed in their god. I pulled out my baphomet necklace for I knew my dad was no longer behind me for he went to tell my mom in the other room what is happening. I told them that I was pagan and that I believed in Satan. They said oh they respect that and they said that their bible does not deny the existence of Satan. I said well its my beliefs. So they stopped bothering me and said have a good day.
I wanted to say so much more to them, I wanted to explain that their bible does not teach the real Satan, that their god is a murderer and etc. But I couldnt for I had to be careful with my parents. For if I made to much of a stir regarding my beliefs they would question me for again they are not all believing but still believe.
During the whole thing my heart was racing for anger and also being nervous of whether I should attack what they were saying at risk of being caught. Even though I told who my allegiance belongs to I still did not defend Satan. I know I had to watch my living limitations but I am still so pissed at myself for not defending Satan.
I know I would have done more if I did not still live at home and have others to worry about but again I can not help but feel ashamed about this situation and not handling it better.
The only thing I can go on is that they saw what a real Satanist looks like. I was dressed nicely, I was being polite for the reasons stated above. I was smiling and at the end they said have a good day and I said the same. Even though I could not tell them what I thought atleast I could show them how we truely act.
Also I wanted to point out I have never seen these people in my area before and I truely hope they are not spreading here.
Hail Satan